Andersonville

by MacKinlay Kantor

  I’d get out of this, he told the Yankee, as soon as possible. Wait for dark, then travel the railroad. There were guards at the bridges, but I hear they’ve been removed. But take care; it might have been false information.

  Sir, I don’t know how to thank—

  Coral and I have our secret . . . it won’t be long . . . as I said before, we are whipped. Ira repeated it under his breath. Whipped, whipped, whipped. Beaten down.

  He took a fold of currency from his pocket. Fifty dollars Confederate. All I can spare. We are very short of cash these days. But it will help you to secure food.

  Sir, God bless you.

  Ah. He moves in a mysterious way . . . you know the song?

  Yes, sir. Used to sing it up home in Pennsylvania.

  Goodbye, my boys.

  They mumbled their farewell, they stood united and wondering. Ira went home and found that Lucy was sleeping the afternoon away, she had not rested well during the night. But were she awake she might not have appreciated the texts which Ira pondered over in the library. Ruin was here, but she was young, she had a love.

  The field is wasted, the land mourneth; for the corn is wasted: the new wine is dried up, the oil languisheth.

  Be ye ashamed, O ye husbandmen; howl, O ye vinedressers, for the wheat and for the barley; because the harvest of the field is perished.

  ...Gird yourselves, and lament, ye priests: howl, ye ministers of the altar: come, lie all night in sackcloth, ye ministers of my God. . . .

  Ira had no sackcloth, but he lay down all the same; he lay on the sofa and turned away from his dread past; and thought of the scrawny mixed future, but it was a peril, a bewilderment. He slept; he was lucky in having no dreams. He slept into the dusk.

  You can always take to the woods, Coral Tebbs told Naz Stricker.

  That’s so. But I mean to travel by night solely, unless I come to complete wilderness.

  Coral stood beside him in the dark. The two shapes bulked dangerously, sometimes teetering close together, sometimes drifting farther apart as if washed by winds, though no wind stirred. It was chilly. A bobcat made a kill in the distant swamp, and screamed in the process; a few scattered dogs preached their immediate alarm.

  Wish you could take this here haversack, but twould attract notice.

  Why not? If you want to let me have it, Coral. I could be a Rebel soldier bound for home. Guess that’s what I will be, though I don’t much talk like it.

  Then that saves putting spare rations in your clothes!

  Coral passed the sack to Naz, and the Yankee slid the strap over his shoulder. Coral said, Looky, and Nazareth poked his head forward through the gloom to see the other youth poised on his true leg and his false leg, crutches upheld in his hands.

  Don’t you get too gay, Reb.

  Shan’t.

  Coral.

  What?

  That Mr. Claffey gave me fifty dollars Confed. I’d like to go halves on that.

  Coral Tebbs was strangling. Hell, I got Ma to see after me, and she’s got enough and plenty. Right now, anyways. You’ll need what little cash you got. Twill be slim pickings along the way, though I reckon niggers might help you. All they got in their heads these days is that cusséd Yankee freedom notion, dad blast them! And fifty Secesh hain’t no fortune.

  (He would say to his mother when at last he went to the house, Old lady, I fibbed my head off. . . . What you mean, you Coral? . . . Bout that wench. I didn’t have no wench, I wasn’t a-keeping no nigger girl down a cotton row nor no place else. Twas a Yankee, skun out of that stockade, and I’ve helped him away; and look what he made for me. . . . Coral! You helped a Yankee. You ought to be blown dead! My own flesh and blood, helping a Yankee! . . . Oh, shut up. Look at the pin he fixed for me! Week hence I’ll throw these God damn crutches to the crows.)

  Guess I’ll get along.

  Their hands trailed through the night. Long would Coral feel the clasp on his own hand, long would Naz Stricker poke his way southward, choking as he went.

  Look out for Home Guards, you bastard Yankee.

  Don’t stick that peg of yours down a gopher hole.

  Now I just won’t.

  Very softly, Foooorward— They parted.

  At first each could hear the crunching pace of the other, going away, soon they could hear nothing. Coral Tebbs toiled homeward. Emotionally he was profiting from war as some wise survivors profit. He had a dim notion of knights. When he was small he had looked long at a picture-book someone gave him, and there was a picture of knights carrying shields, with visors lifted to show their faces; he could not read the story, and no one had read it to him, but he remembered the picture, and it spread before him now in the lone cold black. Naz was a knight, so was he; oddly Ira Claffey joined them, and the dead sons paraded behind; so did Jo Coppedge, Apostle Epperson, Darius Voyles and the rest of the expired Rebels. He thought of the nigh-onto-thirteen-thousand dead who had been buried from the nearby stockade, or so Naz declared . . . they put on their mail and walked in his imaginings, even though they were Yanks and so to be despised. There was something in the concentration of death and peril which had occupied his young years, which quickened his sensitivity to a degree unbelievable. It was as if he walked stripped of flesh, tissues exposed, blood open to the night. No one might understand what he felt, he could not speak of it, there was no one to know.

  He was only eighteen, for all the angry barbarous maturity which had become his through suffering. Release from storming emotion came to Coral. Crutches slipped, fell from his open clutch, he lay in burs and pea-vines in his mother’s dooryard, kneading crushed little sheaves of wire grass in his large hands, sobbing, momentarily without hope. God damn it, Naz, don’t go way. But Naz was gone with not even a star to lessen the night into which he walked.

  LVII

  The weather warmed for Lucy. Her father would not have wished that she go dreaming alone, nor would her husband. There were chores to be done . . . she knew that Pet and Extra would laze at tasks she had set them to, perhaps they might ruin the entire batch of summer candles, might forget to put in the beeswax. Lucy felt that she did not care. Again she had become a disobedient child, when in fact in childhood seldom had she been disobedient. Yet with the rest of humankind she found spice in the forbidden.

  It was late afternoon. She went past cabins, over the rise and down the long gentle slope toward a steeper ravine of Little Sweetwater. Frogs were crunching in some low place already shadowed permanently, forgotten by the drifting sun. A breeze came; the young woman saw the brushes of each separate pine tuft painting erratically on far sky, never leaving paint to mark the sky. Soon Lucy’s small shabby mended shoes were slipping among old cornstalks, stalks of a field now let go to weeds because there was not the strength within this population to work an additional field. The stalks were sad about it. How could corn stems—once firm, containing fluid—become so dispirited, leaning sodden? She wanted to say, Be of better faith, old plants. I feel sure that your descendants will one day push up proudly in this same place. There were relics of ancient cotton in an adjacent field; through all this time they had survived, as exhibits contained in a museum . . . through summers, the mass of rain coming down repeatedly, winter freezing stiff. Still they exhibited themselves amid more perishable reeds, and bitter flakes clung to the dry cotton plants, burnt to wire by age. In a swamp delicate new leaves had come out into the warmth—they were widening, showing red-lipped colors. Leaves on taller trees held the pale tender green of new pea-plants. It was a good season . . . one perspired when active, but grew chilly in breeze if jacket or shawl were removed.

  O frogs in the swamp. How odd that there could be endearment and promise in such rocky stuttering. (Lucy’s frogs were not of the variety which beleaguered Henry Wirz: frogs which jumped and ached in his miserable arm.) They were like water birds, and in solid dark of evening they would be speakin
g thin-voiced, high-pitched, their vociferous persistent wail and whistle would be suggestive of robins . . . early the following morning they would be calling still, even after chickens began to call, although the frogs’ chorus would be thinner. Forever springs had affected Lucy Claffey, as one time she prayed that the promised beauty of religion might glorify her. Yet she could not find the same provocative majesty in contemplation of the Hereafter, or in God’s works apparent. The teachings were favorable, they had value; they did not choke her throat as she was choked when she beheld brown-chocolate pads of water plants motionless on silent pools. . . . She went on beneath pines, down nearer the frogs. She was safe here from insult or intrusion, from any ugliness which her menfolks suggested might result from the proximity of a disordered ignorant undisciplined soldiery. In memory she was reminded of the night when she had flown from her room, the white long-ago moonlight when she ran with Deuce the setter, and—yes—she had told her father of that recollection many months before. They laughed about it, then they went on to the cottage where Laurel Tebbs lay. Remembrance came gasping. Lucy closed her eyes momentarily and put her left hand against a tree to steady herself, to draw sustaining quality from the ardent life of that tree. She remembered clearly the dreadful room, the girl with puffed face, the misery. She remembered how she applied the muscles of her hands to squeeze alum, with mortar and pestle . . . and there was the business of the syringe, the tall stooped man with queer face . . . how she had grown to love that face!—then and there, amid that very intrusion, the shared intimacy. It was an act symbolic of the dangers and disgust of the act of love when love was perverted into cruelty. Thus people were made into beasts; some of them might not wash off the stain. Lucy prayed in her heart that the color of that memory would be washed in time from Laurel’s parched little spirit. Then the young girl might find such magnificence as overwhelmed Lucy now. It was a magnificence of soul and body intermingled.

  She invoked forces of generosity, she wanted all women to share a joy that burst within her like the great verdant pain of Nature itself.

  Did my mother feel that way when she was carrying me?

  Carrying. Odd word, for the mite must be so tiny—but a bare speck, a speck.

  Human, and therefore of God.

  Of the Heavenly Kingdom. There is a Heavenly Kingdom here on earth. It’s embraced me, it stretches before.

  In a thicket a cardinal grosbeak danced amid those twigs which would hold him. He was wearing mating colors redder than raw flesh, showing zest which was in him until the eyes hurt beholding as his song came out, sometimes squeezed, sometimes spilled free and loose, he was aflame with song. He knew every flute and lute and played them. He piped on intimate pipes other males might not handle, blew a whistle other males might not know how to blow. You did not need to remember his song consciously; because it stayed, suspended in air, after he had whisked to last burning in other thickets.

  Magnolias’ steady green, back at the place, back at the place.

  Before too long our child may run beneath them.

  Other children may run.

  ...Am I wrong? She prayed, Am I doing a wicked thing in worshipping the power of woods and of winds, power of the sexes? Is it disproportionate, my intense savoring of these matters? Should I not set my mind more acutely upon the matter of Godliness for my child to come? What am I—pantheist, hedonist?

  Her soul laughed even while the original strictness of conventional early teaching was rejected. She had rejected it first in lying with Harry. She could not tell which she loved the more: the original experience, or the recollection and frequent repetition thereof. A spectacle of bereavement and war stood taunting, accusing also; but it had been there before, been there long, it was so wide-spread as to have become meaningless.

  ...What of the South, what of my State? Poppy says we are going down so fast. Why do I not cringe and cry, give myself up to perpetual weeping because of the youth I loved as a girl, the brothers I knew and loved and lost, the mother who went to ruin in dismal fashion? Yet those people are no longer thick around me, they do not persist. It is almost as if they never existed in fact, but are now become legend. Duty and respect and affection will cause me to teach them to the children borne in my body, once they are born from my body, once they have their growing wits, prankish hands, fond eyes turning gladly to me for what sustenance I may give.

  It has been so long-drawn a conflict, so degrading and caustic a war.

  How many other wars have there been?

  I cannot recite history, I do not wish to parrot knowledge previously gained.

  I fear there will be more wars.

  Yea, but there will be women alive then, as well as men. Strangely they may emerge from doom with lips still able to love, wombs still eager to receive the seed pulsed into them. Yea, I know this to be true.

  True as God.

  A blinding thought struck her. Perhaps this is God. These matters are what make God.

  She turned and floated back toward the plantation. Feel like I’d been to church, she told herself. And how Uncle Dayto might knit his brows over such an affirmation!

  A squeaking undercurrent of tiny unidentifiable birds—warblers, no doubt—hid ahead among mats of vines, danced their way north as she came on. Soon she would reach the black people’s cabins, the dark life of blacks flowing. She would pause and appreciate the garden, look at bright lettuce; she would appreciate even crinkled leather of old collards standing tall beyond. There would be her flowers (she had so little time to spend with them). Yet perennials were hearty . . . there would be japonicas to dazzle. She would take a single japonica to put before Harry’s plate, and say that she had found not a violet, and hoped that someday he would fetch violets to her.

  Here, she thought. Her hand went up to touch the fine-spun hair. He loved me here, loved me and my hair. He has worshipped and gladdened my lips, nostrils. His strong fresh male tongue has played its game with the curl of my ear. My breasts, he has known them, will know them again. Our child will know them, more children to come will know them. And that other holy warm glistening orifice of my body—that province which we women guard as we would guard all— He has known that, occupied it well. He will know it again. Oh, dear God in Heaven—again, again. One day there will be a mighty pain, and the child shall emerge. Then my dear one may know me again . . . know me long, know me while life continues to run.

  I have never set myself to be a prophet. Now I burn unseen incense in my ritual, cry my prophecy: this local ugliness shall cease. Shortly the last scarecrow columns will come dragging from the gate; wagons will freight out the last of the dead, wagons freight the last of the living. I’ll be given a glory. To me will be awarded power of the conquering rescuing army.

  Sakes alive, I shouldn’t desire the power of Yankees! Yet I shall hold it, and with it release those cords which have bound a burden to the back of my brave dear one: a horny thorny pack of stench and wickedness will slip from his shoulders, twill thud and be forgotten. We’ll love and cry and weep for joy and relief when it falls.

  Sounds of the ragged forest fell behind her. I must know Nature better, she thought, far better than I do. For there’s urgency waiting, the urgency of teaching my children.

  Yet she knew that she might love Nature less if she knew her better. For, like the capricious woman Nature was, a portion of her enfolding charm lay in mystery.

  Far overhead the pines were saying Hush in a determined admonition whenever long high wind moved against them.

  LVIII

  Jonas found Ira Claffey in the implement shed and said gently, Mastah, please hear me.

  With sinking heart Ira looked into the grave brown face, and noted how afternoon sunlight pierced through the open door and found silver in grubby twists of wool on Jonas’s head; ah, there was more silver, more each month; Jonas was aging as Ira was aging, though Jonas was believed to be not more than forty. .
. . Twice Ira had come upon the Yeomans’ mighty Scooper talking to Claffey people with furtiveness. The second time Scooper made off nonchalantly when Ira approached (as if he had merely stopped to pass the time of day). Scooper was bound to be the trouble-maker in this particular neighborhood, just as there must be trouble-makers, thousands, scattered elsewhere.

  What is it, Jonas?

  Mastah, we wants to walk off.

  Who is we?

  Me and Extra, Mastah.

  Do Jem and Coffee wish to go as well?

  Don’t know bout that. Spect maybe so, maybe not.

  Ira had assembled the people in front of Leander’s door a few hours earlier, after Cato Dillard stopped by to confirm the news of Johnston’s surrender. Original impulse and lifetime habit dictated that Ira should cope with any unpleasant task promptly; he should slay or bury that which must be slain or buried; he must not keep a rabid dog on the premises, he must delve with shovel and quicklime when a monstrosity was found with birds above.

  He said to the people, Our General Johnston has surrendered to the Yankees, which means that the war is practically over. A few bands of Confederates may hold out until the death; I pray that they will not; we are defeated by the North, by the Federal Government, do you understand? All three of the young masters are dead, as you people know—

  Promptly they began to moan, and Old Leander, nearly blind, propped in a cushioned chair beside the door, announced that he had seen the young masters in the night; he spoke of raiment—

  Hush, all of you! I am talking, you hear?

  When the blacks had fallen silent, Ira continued: Your mistress also is dead. Miss Lucy may be here for a time, but I suspect that soon she’ll remove elsewhere; thus I shall be alone. I have little to tempt me to remain here, myself; still it is my home, always has been, and I know not where else to go. Now, as to you people: you have been slaves all of your lives, you were born slaves, I had expected that you would die in bondage. But the Nationals say—and they have won, they have whipped the Secessionists, they have whipped Georgia, whipped us—