The Immanence of God in the Tropics
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THE IMMANENCE OF
GOD IN THE TROPICS
Also by George Rosen
Black Money: A Novel of Modern Africa
Stories
THE IMMANENCE OF
GOD IN THE TROPICS
George Rosen
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First Edition
ISBN 978-1-935248-32-3
For Barbara, again
For Sam and Daniel, for the first time
For Harold, Roslyn, and Marc, from the beginning
Contents
Our Big Game
The Sauna After Ted’s Funeral
Mobley’s Troubles
On the Flats
A Good White Hunter
A Second Language
The Immanence of God in the Tropics
Acknowledgments
The Author
Kenya, 1973
Our Big Game
My students were dissecting field mice when Gichuru called me into the school office. Gichuru is our headmaster, an intelligent man with a dark, handsome African face that belongs on a coin. He waved a letter in my face. “Read it!” he said. “They refuse to come here. He says our field is like a battleground, that if the game is played here the boys will disappear into holes, that they will never be seen again.”
I looked at MacIntyre’s letter. It indeed said those things, and more—insinuations about safari ants (which had some truth to them) and quicksand (which were ridiculous). The school where I teach is small. It is quite new, built after Independence, and it is poor, without money to pay for glass windows or concrete sidewalks. The soccer field does in fact have a rise in the middle which can partially obscure oncoming players and there are a few potholes hidden by high grass. They are not “deep and perilous” as MacIntyre’s letter claimed.
But MacIntyre has a bee up his ass about our school and especially about our headmaster. Gichuru was once a student of his, an exemplary prefect whom MacIntyre permitted to wear long pants. But now that they are in positions of nominal equality, MacIntyre detests him. “Detests” is probably too gentle a term for the loathing MacIntyre feels. He places on Gichuru’s shoulders the blame for all that has gone awry in East Africa in the past forty years, all the crevasses and faults that have crumbled Mac’s now queasy firmament.
Gichuru does not deserve this. He is a conscientious, perennially worried man who would be better off if he had even one-half the demonic energy Mac attributes to him. Basically clerkish, Gichuru has immense respect for the written word. He issues frequent memoranda to students, cutting elegant stencils for our mimeograph machine. He admires files and keeps too many old letters. Far from being an avenger of old injustices, he is—or would be, but for a solid core of dignity—a sycophant of peace and quiet.
His office is small, a corrugated tin cubicle sliced off the end of a long block of classrooms. One cannot storm about in it. But even seated at his desk, Gichuru was still furious. Furious and hurt. He knew that our field was not what it should be and that Mac’s—graded, damped, chalked, and dusted into a pampered baby of a field—was better. But it was an issue of pride and proper alternation.
I suggested a neutral site, the coffee research station ten miles from us, neatly between the two schools and run by a neutral party. Abraham Muriuki is also a former student of Mac’s, a knightly scientist-scholar who has read widely in his evenings up there on the mountain and understands things foreign to East Africa, like the Abominable Snowman and Huey Long, as well as he knows the secrets of the Chinese box of husks and shells in which the coffee bean lies. The research station has a soccer field, too, neither so elegant as Mac’s nor so humble as our own. Gichuru sent me off after class to present the plan to MacIntyre.
I had intended to go up the road anyway to see Sally. She teaches at the girls’ school that forms a part—although a more remote part than the boys’ school—of Mac’s complex of powers at Chorumbe. I rode in the back of a Land Rover taxi between bags of black millet and clumps of chickens tied together at the feet. Everywhere on the road there were runners: boys and girls in school uniforms, policemen in their military caps and khaki shorts. The whole country has gone mad for running, especially those who have read the papers and seen the Olympians, their pictures wired from Mexico City and Munich: Kipchoge with the medals around his neck, a sombrero on his head, his smile as wide as a feeding whale’s. Children who used to run from house to house in the morning juggling a hot coal in their hands to bring fire to a neighbor, now do it all for sport. They measure off the mountainside into 1500-meter chunks, and errands take half-time. The primary kids come to school early, are home before dark, and off again on the road, lamps in their hands, the earth spinning underfoot.
But MacIntyre stands still. He arranges the motion of others. At our school, if students quarrel, they must settle their differences before nightfall; if two fight, both are punished. Equilibrium is the goal. At Mac’s school he makes them box, whether the quarrel was peaceful or violent. They are not used to the gloves. At no other time do they fight this way. But Mac makes them circle and strike with all of their running quadrangled off until one falls down. Then the others must watch while MacIntyre raises a hand in victory and dismisses them all to the dormitory. Even there, while the students run among the cots and the piled exercise books, they know that Mac may be near, still and watching. He has been known to stand just beyond the windows during the study period that precedes sleep, listening to make sure that all their talking is in English. If he hears a phrase in Kigeli or an oath—and the oaths will be in Kigeli, for all their English has been learned from him and they have been given no words for hostility or despair—then he bursts in. He comes so suddenly that there seems to be no door or steps, nothing except the apparition of Mac, his bald head like a great marble egg boring up through the tamped dirt floor, dragging the speakers of forbidden utterances off to punishment.
The man has no flesh. He is all stone and bone. Even under an equatorial sun in a short-sleeved shirt and corduroy shorts he stays white as a sepulchre. He wears a hat, though, a large, perfect cone of straw in the style of the country in which he was born—Basutoland, which is now called Lesotho—a mountain enclave in south Africa where his parents were missionaries. The family trails missionaries back for generation upon generation. Mac is pure, untainted by memory. He has none of the sullen escapism of the runaway missionaries who have left modest positions at home and come out for the servants and deference as much as for the challenge of the faithless, those who still remember snow and marigolds and the friendly anonymity of being roughly the same color as everyone else.
But like a sailor who has known only captains, seamen, prosti
tutes, and fish, the world for Mac is peopled in skewed and perplexing ways. He sees no whites between the ages of five and twenty since the children of other missionaries are all whisked away to schools in England, America, or Nairobi. Blackness, for Mac, is a condition of adolescence like acne or daydreams, a forcing-house through which dark and light babies pass according to a scheme over which he himself presides.
When I arrived at Chorumbe, Sally was in her front room grading papers. Out her window I could see Mac by the soccer field at the top of the ridge. He stood tall with his cone hat, still and straight, while the afternoon sun flattened the scurrying football squads into two clashing lines. MacIntyre’s soccer teams never lose except through minor epidemics or treachery. Even when some of the players are three-quarters of the way to a malarial crisis there is no guarantee of defeat. One of Mac’s front lines—their brains and brows inflamed with fever—can speed down the field like the wall of a burning forest, scorching everything before them. The first tiers of the opposition curl and cinder to ash, then the backs, until nothing lies between the goalie and his destruction but the ball, afire like Mac’s will with a heat so intense that it consumes the flesh. It touches and will burn right through the goalie’s grasp into the net, leaving nothing at the end of the goalkeeper’s arms but faint outlines—the merest memory of human hands.
Sally told me she thought of seducing Mac last month.
“Blackmail?”
“Oh come on. Humiliation. Compromise. Can you imagine what would happen if Mac was discovered making midnight advances on Chorumbe’s one unmarried white woman in the privacy of her bedchamber? It would be such a relief to everyone. The old women would sing. It would be wonderful!”
“What was he doing in your bedchamber at midnight?”
“Changing the light bulb.”
MacIntyre conserves energy. The generator shed is next to his house and the machine runs only from dusk to one a.m. Mac has all the light bulbs. He doesn’t approve of high wattage and everyone’s eyes tear for his thrift. If a bulb fails, the teacher (it will not be a student since they cannot leave their dormitory after dinner time) must plead at MacIntyre’s door like the Holy Roman Emperor who abased himself in the snow before the pope’s mountain retreat. Then Mac will come with his bag of light.
Sally had been reading The Prisoner of Zenda in bed when the light went out and she stumbled down the path to Mac’s house in only her raincoat and underwear. Mac came out to her in boots and his immense wool nightshirt. No one ever remembers a time when Mac did not wear it on his late night calls. It must have grown up with him, some anonymous Basuto hands weaving it taller as the boy grew until now it has the age and majesty of something fit to be found in a pharoah’s tomb.
It occurred to Sally that there was a quality of knightliness about Mac—white-gowned and bulb-clutching as he was—something in his single-pointed determination to pursue the consequences of his power. As they crossed the threshold into Sally’s house, now darker than the moonlit forest behind it, this knightliness—and the light—gave their actions a medieval cast and made it a kind of elopement.
For a moment she entertained the thought of exploring the issue, of testing him. But there was nothing really to explore. He refused the cup of tea by candlelight which Sally offered, and while feudal romances flickered briefly in her brain against all knowledge of the man, Mac, oblivious, changed the light. He stood on her bed and strained for the dangling socket. When the new bulb finally shone, he looked down at this lovely woman in her raincoat and underwear and saw nothing but a skeleton. Her womanness to him was a few extra centimeters of pelvic girdle—just bones—our mortal lattice staring up his nightshirt.
“He told me to do my reading by daylight. I could have stripped and it wouldn’t have meant a thing to him. He’d rather eat his apples and be severe.”
Sally gave her sympathies about the game. As she realized, there was a question of money in all this—the rental of a vehicle to ferry our team back and forth to the research station—something we could barely afford every other year in the normal course of things. And there was a failed obligation to our fans—the other students and their families who would all have come if we’d played at home, the old women cheering their grandsons on as if the President had come to town. Mac couldn’t care less about the money. He owned his own bus and could bring whomever he pleased. Against his host we would have only Mugambi (our school watchman and owner of the Land Rover we would rent), Gichuru, and myself.
Sally was right about the apples. Mac was chewing on one when I talked with him. He has them shipped in from Kitale in the Rift Valley, the only place in the country where they grow. These are equatorial apples—too rosy and soft. Their texture is to the real fruit’s as sausage is to steak. Mac supplies his own crunch. He didn’t object to our scheme. Any location, he said, would suit him as long as he kept out of our trenches. He was, oddly, quite polite. He showed me a silent butler he had carved from a single block of ebony. I complimented his talent and started back.
In the fortnight before the game our team worked endless drills—roadwork, lunges, dribbles, foot, head, toe, heels, knees, insteps. Gichuru walked and I ran up and down the sidelines calling out instruction and encouragement. Elasticity and control were our object; our method, a combination of screams, telepathy, and rhetoric. I chalked crosses and circles, arrows and boxes on the board, spinning around my own foggy ideal of teamwork while Gichuru worked on individual essence, trying to infuse a rubbery wisdom into their bodies—a heightened irritability of the limbs that would move the ball with more speed and complexity than Mac’s boys could handle.
It was difficult to know it if was working. They only played each other. And their highest accomplishments often seemed to be to please us, their teachers. They hadn’t enough of the killer egoism we both thought they needed. We were scared.
In the midst of our apprehension Gichuru was taking precautions. Next to the name of Mugambi, the watchman, in the school accounts there was an entry of twenty shillings over and above the normal Land Rover rental fee. “For special assistance at the game.” In the mornings when I called Mugambi to help drive away the cows who were eating my vegetables, he’d giggle furiously, swat the bovine rumps, and give me a whole praise-song on the wisdom and foresight of Gichuru.
Mugambi has been through a lot. He fought for independence with the Land Freedom Army. Or, as the British say, he was a Mau-Mau. In the days of the Emergency the British came through by day to round up traitors, or at least potential soldiers, and at night the rebels came out of the forest for their own recruiting. Mugambi was whipped with the broad side of a panga often enough by both sides that he took to spending a good deal of time up a tree in the woods munching bananas that his daughter brought him. One night the guerrilla band that he had arbored himself to avoid caught the glint of his knife in the starlight, surrounded his tree, and shook him down. A man of resourcefulness, he explained that he’d come to join up and spent the next eighteen months dodging napalm and developing a terror of unseen footsteps. When he came blinking out of the forest he found that a neighbor had quite legally taken his land. His clansman Gichuru got him the watchman job and, through the purchase of a rundown Land Rover, he became a diligent hauler of other people’s goods. He was going to help us somehow. Gichuru spoke only of contingencies and prescribed deep knee-bends for the team.
MacIntyre’s entrance the day of the game—zebra-striped youths with starched collars; a painted bus, dentless, shining; a phalanx of supporters in the sunlight. Ah, the cleanliness of that team, the pure pistoned effort of their warmups! Smooth kicks to the left, then at a whistle, to the right, up in long stretches, running in place. Swirls of hip and elbow that if we’d tried would have landed us in desperate bruised heaps, they carried out like a policeman’s twirled nightstick—deft and potent. Their preparation was perfect, above our hatred. We regarded them the way sheep must observe power mowers; they performed the same tasks we did but their constr
uction and source of power were beyond us.
We had come to the field piled in the old Land Rover. It hit the gravel of the research station drive, lurched, and discarded us onto the field. MacIntyre and his team kept looking at us as if we’d spilled something on their laps. They were so neat, colorful, scrubbed. We were going to play soccer against the Easter Parade.
Our captains flipped for direction. The Chorumbe boy won and after getting confirmation from Mac at the sideline (Mac nodding gravely, almost in sleep), he went with the wind. Muriuki spilled the ball between the two forward lines, leapt aside, and the game was on.
It was not one-sided. But it was not nearly two-sided. They were the sea, we were the land, and the tide was up. They had one boy built like a thug, legs almost as big around as a Cape buffalo’s belly and a forehead quite as wide and capable as a Cape’s horns. He was slow to start but quick and terrible once in motion. Our players, however brave, when faced with the buffalo boy panting down toward them, shied, swerved, and left the field open. Then he would rumble into position, stare blankly dead on the ball, and send low, hard kicks straight to our goalie’s teeth.
This inspired fear, but fortunately was not the best way to score. The kicks were too long. Our goalie would see the ball hurtle grand in his vision, like an astronaut viewing the earth when something has gone horribly wrong, and would jerk his hands up to his face (which was of course just the thing to do), saving us and his nose from certain destruction. Some of the Chorumbe schoolboys shouted “Well done!” at the buffalo boy’s kicks. But Mac would stare them quiet and call the big boy back to the side. “Pass, you bloody fool,” he’d breathe into the boy’s ear and then, as our field rules permitted, sit him down on the bench to cool off. With the team’s golden calf on the sideline, Mac’s discipline, the fierce teamwork he had drummed into them, took over. Obliqueness was everything, the ball skittering from foot to foot, over, around, and underneath us. Our boys threw themselves at the ball—huge long leaps to block a pass with shoulder or chest that missed and sent them skidding across the turf while the Chorumbe players skipped over the bodies and pushed on downfield.