Becoming his Monster (Playing with Monsters Book 3)

by Amelia Hutchins

  My entire body went taut as the orgasm ripped through me without warning. He smiled down, and his thumb stroked my cheek as his gaze consumed mine, holding it hostage as he watched me sucking his cock. His magic filled the room, a palpable living thing that threatened to consume us both.

  “Lucian…”

  “Let her out to play with me, Lena. She’s hungry and I’m fucking hard. Stop being a selfish bitch and let me see what you’re hiding.”

  “I don’t know how!” I growled as the magic started up again, violently until every part of me ached, every inch of my body was covered in sweat. My wings uncurled, pushing from my spine as he watched me, his cock taunting me as his magic used, consumed, and fucked me until orgasm after orgasm held me prisoner. I couldn’t think, couldn’t move, and if I died…well, it wasn’t the worst way to go out.

  I rode it, the magic and the orgasms. I accepted it until something inside of me lifted its head, peering out of my eyes to see what was causing us pain and pleasure. He smirked back, only it wasn’t friendly at all. It was wild, untamed, and I shivered violently as the magic got stronger. He was inside of me, I realized, the sweat that dripped from his brow, his body covered in a fine sheen of sweat that drenched him in the most seductive way possible.

  He was fucking me every way possible, all at once with a single thought of his dirty fucking mind. He felt it. He’d done it before, only I’d thought it was something else the second time…but it had been him. My ass ached, my pussy was one big sore muscle that clenched, and tightened around him and yet he just watched me come again and again.

  Electric blue wings unfurled from his back and lightning moved in his vision as it pulsed through me, making my body hum with the sheer force of it. His wings mirrored mine, his body was covered in pulsing blue runes that seemed to glow from within, and when he opened his teeth, the blunt white ones ground together as he continuing taunting me.

  “You’re weak.” His voice filled my ears, echoing off my head as he spoke to me through my mind. “Katarina would have played with me, she’d have…”

  Power exploded from my body as I rose to my feet, staring at him. “Finish it.”

  “There she is,” he smirked as he watched my claws extend as my wings grew larger, shadowing against the wall as I stared at him in loathing and anger.

  “Finish it,” I repeated, and he shook his head.

  “She’d have played with me. She’d have let her monster out to have fun.”

  I attacked, slamming my fist against nose as he picked me up and threw me across the room. I sensed his move before he made it, slamming against him as I shoved him into the wall, pinning his body between my wings as I hissed with razor-sharp teeth against his lips.

  “I hate you.”

  “No you don’t,” he crooned as his tongue came out to lick my bottom lip. “Let her out, Lena. I can handle her, and you. You can’t hurt me, and neither can she.”

  “Fuck that,” I snapped crossly, throwing him across the room before I turned and sauntered towards him. He smiled, letting that magic back at me tenfold. I dropped to my knees and then bucked my hips to adjust to the fullness.

  His finger traced my wings, showing me how sensitive they were in my current position. He showed no fear for the deadly talons that they exposed, nor did he stop the magic as he settled between my legs behind me. His hand slowly pushed up my spine, and then he entered me, hard, without warning.

  I screamed as he used me, his magic never stopping as he took me from behind, filling my body past its boundaries as he fucked and claimed ownership. His hand clapped against my ass, and then magic started pulling on my nipples, pinching them as tight as any clamp I could have imagined. Something sucked against my clitoris, and everything went black.

  I went dark.

  “I see that wild thing in your eyes,” he uttered. “That monster lurking in the darkness,” he crooned, his magic never stopping as he continued using my body in an assault that forced me to give up control.

  I was riding in the backseat of my body. My arms moved, attacked him as my hands flipped him over as I stood, staring down at his body as if he was my fucking dinner and dessert. Emptiness. Anger. Blood. Passion. Sex. I craved nothing but that. I cried out a warning, but no sound escaped my lips, not anything but a haughty laugh that sent Lucian’s mouth contorting into a deadly smile.

  “She’s…human,” it stated from my lips.

  “She’s mine.”

  “You’re ours,” it purred, and then she moved to him, straddling his waist as he shook his head, pushing her away easily.

  “She’s mine, and you will let her out once you’ve finished feeding, understand?”

  “And if not?” she asked, her eyes surveying him like he was utter perfection. “She isn’t strong enough to hold us both yet.”

  “Then help her,” he argued as he strode closer staring down at her. “She’s newly born, you’re not. You’re recycled through the ages, Fury. She holds three of you in her, three. No other woman has ever been strong enough to bear that burden and survive it. She is. So you will teach her, because she needs you. We all do. Your power is hers to call upon, so teach her how to wield it or go back to your eternal slumber, forever. I will take Nyx’s heed to be sure you can never be awoken again.”

  I flinched, she flinched, and it was awkward.

  “She’s aware of what you threaten her mother with,” she hissed. “She sees you now, what you will us to see.”

  “I let her see it before you took control. That girl? I will destroy this entire world to protect. She’s mine. She is everything good in this world and so much fucking more. And Nyx isn’t her mother, her mother was just sent to the otherworld on a funeral pyre she erected and set blaze to.”

  Sadness filled me and then something was touching me inside my body. Hands held me, cradling me as if they offered comfort and yet didn’t really know how to do so. I felt the loss; my body trembled as all the emotions I hadn’t felt hit me at once. And just as quickly as they’d come, they were gone.

  “She has experienced much and yet she is stronger because of it. Weird; normally mortals snap or break into worthless piles of shit when they feel too much.”

  “You’ll also give her back her emotions, her pleasure to feel other men. You will give her back everything Hades took, except her mortality and then you’ll help her heal from within. You will teach her how to wield the power of the three Furies. She’s going to set this world on fire, and she needs you to show her how. So stop being selfish bitches and do what you were awoken to do, save her.”

  “We’re awoken to protect you from her, and what she holds within her,” she hissed. “If you’re opened, this world and every other world will die. You will kill them all. Ahh,” she said as I perked my ears and shivered. “She doesn’t know what she fucks, or the beast who rides her for pleasure, does she?”

  “No, and if you tell her I will pull you from her body and show you why the Gods tremble in my presence.” She shivered and just like that, she was gone. “There’s my girl.”

  “You didn’t need her to feed her, you wanted to threaten her,” I accused harshly.

  “Ready?” he asked, and then I was pushed against the wall by invisible hands, and he was there, pushing inside my body as he lifted my legs and then wrapped his hand around my throat, peering into my eyes. “I am the beast, the monster that kills and destroys other monsters, Lena. I am judge, jury, and executioner to immortals. So fuck me like you hate me because I’m about to do the same to you.”

  He bit into my shoulder, and blood dripped from it as I exploded around his cock and teeth, feeling every inch of his power as he let it out to play. Mine clashed against his, a mindless thing that tossed him away from me as I swayed my hips towards him as he lifted on his elbows to watch me. I’d knocked him to the floor, and then I str
addled him as my mouth kissed my way from his navel to his lips, where I claimed and conquered.

  He turned me over, pushing my legs apart as he fucked me without pretending to be mortal. His body moved faster than I could see, and I was forced to hold on or get lost trying to see his flesh, and then I exploded, lights blinking behind my eyes and the room was bathed in darkness, the only light was from his eyes, his wings, and the runes that covered his flesh. He tensed, rocking against me as yet another orgasm slowly took hold, claiming me in an endless pleasure hold that refused to release me.

  “You’re mine, from now until the end of time. Not your silly fucking mortal time, but mine. Even when this world ends and we move to the next, you’re mine. Say it.”

  “I’ve always been yours since the first moment your lips touched mine, Lucian,” I said huskily. “Now move, because I’m not done with you yet.”

  “Good, because someone else is here to sever the bond because he needs to let you go,” he rumbled thickly as Spyder stepped from the shadows, watching me as I stared back, panic and something else ripping through me as I swallowed hard.

  Chapter 36

  “Kitty, are you ready to purr for me?” Spyder’s thick voice entered the room as he stepped from the shadows, staring at me as his eyes slowly slid over my naked, red flesh. Lucian had left me sore, and yet here was Spyder, needing to sever the bond, which I knew had been building. It had gotten to the point where I felt him to the very marrow in my bones, which meant he’d felt us too. “If you don’t want this, if you don’t want me, tell me now.” His gaze dipped to my naked sex, feasting on the nakedness he found waiting, willing. “You don’t want me, tell me, and I carry this. I’ll carry it to the end with me. This fucking craving for you is too much. It’s consuming me, and I know you feel it too.”

  “What…what do you mean?” I uttered thickly, my body heating under his heavy stare.

  “The bond that tethers us together, it needs to be severed and this, this is the only fucking way we can figure out how to mute it, or sever it completely. It followed you through death, into this new form. Remember Portland? That fucking need that almost consumed us? It’s tenfold for me. It’s never-fucking-ending, and as much as I wish it otherwise, nothing we have found has lessened it.”

  “So how do we end it?” I asked carefully, already knowing why he’d be here in this room with us.

  His dark gaze followed my frown, watching every emotion that flowed through me as I stared at him. “I need you to trust us, to see if this will end it, or sever it. If it doesn’t, and it cements it, then it will at least be muted. I’m going insane with the need to have you, to be with you, and that shit doesn’t fucking work for me. You get me? I feel it every time you fuck him, and you don’t need me anymore. You are immortal, and Luc can’t touch you now. Yet I still suffer for what we did, and no matter what I do, no matter how much I fucking drink before you fuck Lucian, I feel it. You don’t need me, and I can’t keep craving you. It’s not fair to any of us that we crave something that we no longer need.”

  I swallowed hard as I stared at him as a strange pang started in my chest. Let him go? Could I? He deserved to be happy without having to feel me fucking another man; it was selfish to keep him with me. The things I’d felt in that fucking boutique were things he continued to feel every time I was with Lucian. Because he’d tried to protect me, he hurt.

  “Tell me what to do, tell me how to sever it.”

  “We have to give it what it wants, but instead of you drinking our blood, we will drink yours.”

  “That’s it?” I asked carefully as I turned to look at Lucian who showed no emotion as he watched me. He stepped away from me as the candles ignited inside the room. The cage around the bed vanished, and he smiled sadly as he watched me.

  I turned, staring at Spyder as he lifted his shirt, revealing rows of hard, sinewy muscle that rippled as he moved. His hair brushed against his shoulders, dusting the tops as he watched me. He dropped it to the floor, staring at me as his hands went to the buckle of his pants, asking a silent question.

  “You’ll be with me tonight, Kitty. Tonight we share you, just this once. Then, if it works, we won’t feel this thing between us, or I won’t. You seem immune, and I need that, I crave that numbness where you’re concerned. I can’t stand this shit, it’s like being punched in the fucking nuts every time you two fuck, and this is the only way to fix it. I mean, you’ll still want to fuck me, because you’re you and I’m fucking hot and one hell of a catch, but it won’t be this brutal.”

  “I have to let you fuck me to erase the need you feel?” I bit my tongue as it slipped from my lips.

  “We’ll take it as it goes,” he announced. “If we can reach the end without you having to let me into that pretty naked pussy, we will forgo it, unless you want it. Lucian doesn’t like sharing, but he made this deal to protect you from Lucifer, who is no longer a threat as he was. You’re stronger, able to withstand his assault from the other realms. I tire of daydreaming about you riding my cock, and even when I’m not dreaming of it, I’m thinking of it. Everything inside of me screams to take you, to end this endless torture I feel every moment of every day.”

  “And you’re okay with this?” I asked Lucian who watched me through liquid pools of lust that carried no anger or judgment.

  “If this gets his mind on the fucking job at hand, and you stop slipping your pretty blue eyes in his direction with that lust in them, then yes. I’m willing to let this play out to end it. He did this for me, to protect you. It is no longer needed, and he suffers when you are with me. He’s done what was asked of him; now it’s time to sever the bond, and I’m a selfish prick, I don’t like sharing you, but that’s what is happening when we fuck, Lena. He’s with us, and it isn’t a choice any of us make, it’s just how the magic worked.”

  “I understand,” I whispered thickly as I turned back to Spyder, finding his sleek, muscled body bare of anything hindering my view. Spyder naked was something to behold, like the Gods themselves had created the magical perfection that was him. His tattoos slithered, pulsing with a tempo that made my heart stop and stutter before it matched the heady beat of his siren’s song. “This is…not something I’d ever do again,” I admitted. “Just this once, to let you go,” I squeaked as I dropped my gaze to his generous, thick cock.

  “The idea is that this breaks the need we feel since it isn’t us who want it, it’s the magic that connects us. We’re bonded; this should sever it, releasing us from its hold.”

  I nodded, shivering as Lucian stepped closer with a goblet that he sat beside the bed and tilted his head to stare at Spyder who slowly stepped closer, his hand reaching out to pull me closer. His dark head bowed as he watched Lucian, even as he curled my naked form against his. My wings curled in, hugging my spine as they disappeared as he dropped his lips against mine, brushing them ever so softly as he explored them.

  “Can’t say I don’t plan to enjoy this,” he uttered before his teeth pulled against my bottom lip, tasting me. His teeth released my lip as his tongue pushed into my mouth, claiming mine as a growl ripped from his lungs. Magic danced in the room as he slowly walked me back to the bed. Once there, he released my mouth long enough to pick me up and push me onto the bed, staring down at my naked sex as if it was his salvation.

  His hand slid between my leg, leisurely exploring it as his mouth kissed the inside of my thigh, slowly, exploring my flesh as he climbed my body to claim my lips hard, no mercy granted as his tongue delved between mine, consuming me as if he was fucking starving and I was the air he needed to breathe.

  Spyder’s hands captured mine; pushing them against the bed as his mouth sent me into the unknown, fear slowly kicking my mind as his kiss devoured me. His body against mine was a potent aphrodisiac, sending any fear away the moment it grazed mine. His cock rested between my legs, scraping my flesh with its heavy weight as h
is tongue took what it wanted from me.

  He pulled away, lifting himself up to stare down at me, down to where our bodies could join and yet he didn’t move to make it happen. Instead, he lifted me, pulling me towards his massive frame as he traded placed with me. He leaned me against his chest, facing Lucian, who watched me through heavy, lust-filled eyes as he produced a knife and set it on the bed before crawling to join us.

  Yet he didn’t; he sat beside me, watching as Spyder tested my breasts before his hand slipped between my legs, finding me wet and aching to be filled. His fingers pushed my sex apart, slipping into the welcoming heat as a moan slipped from my lips. My eyes held Lucian’s, knowing he was doing this because he wanted me to himself, and we both knew Spyder had given enough, and if this freed him, it was worth it.

  I knew if we went too far, we’d cross a line and it wasn’t something I’d allow to happen. Neither would they, which was why I knew I was safe with them. They were more than just best friends, whatever the fuck they were, they were ancient. They’d done this with other girls, and yet this was different for them. I was different from them.

  Lucian lowered his mouth as if he’d sensed my worry and clamped onto my clitoris, sucking it into his mouth as Spyder pushed his fingers deeper, adding another until I was stretched and he growled against my ear. His cock rubbed my ass as Lucian used my hips to rock my body onto the digits Spyder wielded until I was moaning as the crescendo of release took hold, sending me over the edge as Spyder growled against my ear.