I Love You But Your Brother Keeps Me Wet

by Stephanie Wilson

  “You don’t have to apologize for his actions,” I said to him.

  “If you ever need anything, please let me know,” he said rubbing my leg.

  I looked down as his hand went up and down my leg. My mind was telling me this wasn’t right, but my body was saying something else. I placed my hand on his and caressed his hand. “Why didn’t I choose this man? Why couldn’t this be my happy place?” I asked myself. I let out a long sigh as Kevin interlocked my fingers into his. He picked up my hand and kissed it. I looked over at him and smiled.

  We pulled up to LAX and traffic was bumper to bumper. Jaheim played in the background and Kevin sang along. Looking for love in all the wrong places, been around seen a lot of different faces, but I know that I’m the one for you. I never knew Kevin had an amazing voice.

  “Okay, I see you,” I said smiling.

  “I just want to be the one to put a smile on your face.” He reached in to give me a kiss and I did the same.

  Honk!!! Honk!!!!

  “Damn this is the second time I missed a chance to kiss you,” Kevin said.

  I was kind of upset myself. I looked back to see who was honking and rolled my eyes. Fuck, I need this man to break me off. I let out another low sigh. We pulled up to Enterprise. I got out the car and removed all the small bags while Kevin took out the heavy suitcases. He returned the keys as I waited off to the side while he finished up the paperwork with the receptionist who was kind of flirty. My palms were sweating, I was getting upset as they stood there and made small talk. This nigga is something else, look at me getting upset and he ain’t even my man. Once he was done, he placed his arm over my shoulder and we walked off to the signs that said Virgin America. He checked us in while I checked in the bags. When that was done we walked to our gate and found some seats, waiting for our fight to be called. I looked around at all the people. My eyes landed on this lady feeding her newborn baby boy. I awed inside seeing how happy she was being a mother. The flight attendant called our flight number and the back rows of the plane. A crowd of people stood up with us as we all formed a line to check in our tickets.

  We got to our seats and placed our small bags in the overhead carrier. I pulled out my cell phone and head phones and got ready for the eight-hour flight. I laid my head back and closed my eyes as the smooth sounds of Sade played in my ears. Kevin removed my left headphone and placed it in his right ear. I looked at him and rolled my eyes. He laid his head on my chest and looked up at me and smiled, I smiled back at him and let sleep take over my body.

  That eight-hour sleep was much needed. I moved my arm up and down to wake Kevin up. He woke up and stretched.

  “Are we landing?” he asked.

  I pushed the screen back that was on the head rest.

  “Yeah, we will be in about ten minutes,” I said rubbing my arm that was numb.

  “Okay, I’m going to use the bathroom. Do you want anything while I’m up?” Kevin asked standing up fixing his clothes.

  “Can you get me a soda?” I asked reaching in my purse to grab a few dollars.

  “Yeah, I got you, it’s cool,” Kevin said placing his hand on mine for me to stop digging in my purse.

  “Thank you,” I said and returned to my music.

  I was kind of scared to return home. I could just leave all my stuff there and start over. Ugh, I don’t know, I really don’t. I placed my chin in my hands. Kevin returned with the soda. The flight attendants came to collect all the trash and in a matter of minutes, the plane was landing. I got up and grabbed the overhead bags.

  “Let me help you with that,” I looked over and my eyes landed on a chocolate goddess.

  This man was built right, he had a fresh low faded haircut, pearly white teeth, and a fitted suit that looked as if it was painted on him. I stepped to the side so he could grab the bags. He placed the bags in my arms and I thanked him.

  “You should let me take you to lunch sometime,” he said.

  “That’s very kind of you, but I don’t even know your name,” I said putting the bags on my shoulder.

  “I’m Melvin,” he said pulling a business card out his jacket pocket.

  I grabbed the business card and looked at it and read it to myself. Melvin White CEO of Get Fit Fitness. I looked at him and smiled. He smiled back and winked.

  “I will be giving you a call,” I said placing his card in my pocket.

  “I’ll be waiting.” He walked off and exited the plane.

  “So that’s how it is, you going to let mister too tight in the suit just grab the bags, huh?” Kevin said taking me out of my thoughts.

  “Kevin, all he did was help me get the bags down, you act like I went home with the man and left you here. Calm down, you are tripping like we together or something,” I said to him walking to get off the plane.

  “Maybe that’s what I want to do. You ever think about that? Maybe I want to be with you, Joy? It should be me you are with and not my stupid, selfish, no good ass, brother of mines,” he said pulling me to face him.

  We looked in each other’s eyes and he reached in and kissed me, and I kissed him back. His full lips felt so good on mines, he slid his tongue in my mouth and I parted my lips to accept the invitation. His body pressed against mines, and it felt so good. As bad as I wanted to pull away, my feet wouldn’t move. It felt like they were glued to the floor. My panties were moistened, and my heart was pounding.

  “I don’t mean to interrupt, but the plane will be leaving soon,” the flight attendant said.

  We stopped kissing and apologized for being in the way.

  We grabbed our bags and went to the front of JFK to wait for a taxi. The plan was to go to Kevin’s place and get in his car and he would be taking me to the broken home I shared with his brother. Kevin flagged down a cab and placed our bags in the car.

  “Where to sir?” the cab driver asked with his deep Indian accent.

  “198-99 116th Avenue,” Kevin answered the man.

  “Sure,” the cab driver said pulling away from the curb and turned up the smooth jazz that was playing in the car.

  He looked at me in the rearview mirror and smiled.

  “Hey man, keep your eyes on the road,” Kevin said sounding real demanding.

  “Calm down, it’s not that serious,” I whispered in his ear.

  He placed his arm around my shoulders and ran his fingers up and down the side of my neck. That shit sent chills up my spine. I was shaking my leg to hold in the moistness that wanted to escape to my chocolate jewel. I laid my head back and enjoyed his hands roaming my body. Kevin’s cell phone took me out of my thoughts. He slightly lifted my head for me to get up. He grabbed his cell out his pocket; it was Vivian’s ass. He placed the call on speaker.

  “Hello, what do you want?” he said dryly.

  “Damn Kevin, it’s like that?” she spoke in the phone.

  “What do you want?” he asked again.

  “I want to know if you can take me to my doctor’s appointment, seeing that your brother is in jail, thanks to that fat bitch, Joy. I mean, that’s the least you can do. You are the child’s uncle.”

  “Look, I told you time and time again, we are done. What we had that night was a just a one-night stand. For you to sleep with my brother is wrong as fuck, and then you go and get pregnant by him, really! Joy is supposed to be your friend, how could you do her like that? You know what, just lose my number, have a nice life.” He ended the call and blocked her number.

  Why is it when you cut off a bitch, the first thing they want to do is call you fat or ugly? Why I just can’t be Joy? I wanted to cry not because my feelings were hurt, but because I’m upset. To know that someone that I would give my last dollar to never gave two shits about me. But, she will meet her maker in due time.

  “Don’t let that messy bitch upset you. You’re beautiful just the way you are,” Kevin said kissing my cheek.

  “$44.48,” the cab driver said as we pulled up to the curb of Kevin’s home.

  Kevin
pulled out a fifty and told the man to keep the change. He got our bags out the car and we walked to his front door. He opened the door and disarmed the alarm.

  “Let me put my stuff away and I’ll take you home,” Kevin said walking upstairs. “Oh, make yourself comfortable!” he yelled from the top of the stairs.

  “Okay, do you have any weed I can roll?” I asked.

  “Yeah, look under the table, there’s a box with some weed. And make sure you roll tight.”

  I laughed at him. Who does he think I am? I might roll better than him.

  “Trust me it will be tight,” I said grabbing the gold and white box from under the table.

  I grabbed some weed and strawberry blunt wrap, breaking down the weed and taking the tobacco out the wrap. I placed the weed in the wrap making sure it was thick and full, because I need this weed bad as fuck right now. I licked the wrap tight and placed it on the table. I waited for Kevin to come downstairs, so we could light the blunt. I walked to the kitchen opening the fridge and grabbed the Honey Patron, and Apple Hennessey. I opened a few cabinets until I found the cups. I got some ice from the dispenser and poured the drinks.

  “I see you found my stash,” Kevin said leaning against the wall.

  “If you call this a stash, then I found it,” I said holding the drinks in the air.

  I gave him his cup and we walked back into the living room. He turned on the television and ESPN was already on. He grabbed the lighter and lit the blunt. He took a small pull from it and passed it to me. I took a much-needed long pull and held the smoke in an exhaled slowly. We passed the blunt back and forth until it was done. I was high and buzzed. Feeling relaxed, I took off my shoes and got comfortable under Kevin.

  I laid across his lap and watched him get all hyped about the basketball game; the game went to half time. He ran his fingers through my hair; that shit felt so good. I closed my eyes and let his hands take over. He unbuttons my pants and rubbed on my stomach. I flinched a little because there was still some tenderness. The meds were in my system, so the pain wasn’t unbearable. I parted my legs just a little.

  “Joy, I don’t want you to do this because we are both under the influence, and are you well enough to do this,” he said looking down at me.

  “Kevin, whatever we do is something we both want. We can try and act like we don’t want this, but we do. I know we do. Let’s just be easy. Nothing to rough, okay?” I said sitting up and looking at him.

  He scooted closer to me and kissed me as his hands roamed my body. When we were done he lifted my shirt over my head and removed my bra, cuffing both of my girls together. He licked around my aureole and then pleasured my now hard nipples, moaning out with pleasure giving each of my boobs the same amount of respect. My pussy was getting wet when he was done. Having fun upstairs, he released my breast and pulled down my pants. I helped by gently lifting my bottom. Kevin parted my legs and licked my inner thighs. When he got to my pussy, he ran his fingers across my panties and then pulled my panties to the side. He slid two fingers inside my moistness. I closed my eyes and exhaled. My heart was racing, it was like he was pulling the orgasms out of my soul. Kevin removed his fingers and sucked on them. I looked at him and licked my lips. I stood up, took off my panties then pulled down his gym shorts and boxers. His soldier came flopping out standing at attention. I licked my lips as the clear fluid escaped the head of his dick. I licked the head of his dick and worked my way down, taking him in, inch by inch. He watched me watching him enjoy me pleasuring him. He let out a moan that let me know he liked my head game. He ran his nails across my back and I moaned. I watched as his toes curled and his legs got stiff.

  “Wait, wait,” he said lifting my face.

  I stopped and asked, “What’s wrong?”

  “Let’s go upstairs,” he said.

  I got up and he picked me up to carry me up the stairs to his room. When we got to his bedroom, he walked me to his bed and laid me on my stomach. Kevin came back with a bottle of baby oil.

  “Joy, I want you to know that me and my brother are two different people. I want to treat you like the queen you are. I want you to know you’re safe here with me,” he said rubbing my body down, hitting all the much-needed spots.

  Once he was done, I rolled over, sat up and looked at him. Looking in his eyes, I could see he was serious.

  “Kevin, I want to be with you as well, but how would that look? I wouldn’t be no different than Vivian. Give me time to break it off with your brother,” I said rubbing my leg.

  “How much time do you need? It doesn’t take long to tell someone that it’s over,” he asked.

  “I don’t know, can we just live in this moment? I want this moment here to strictly be about us,” I said removing his shirt.

  He stood up out the bed and pushed my body back down I laid there and let him enjoy the taste of my honey pot. He licked and sucked my swollen clit, then separated my labia and was feasting on my pussy as if it was his last meal. I wasn’t complaining, he had me screaming his name and I haven’t even had the dick yet. Once he came up for air, he kissed me and let me taste the sweetness that laid on his tongue.

  “Mmm,” I moaned.

  I pulled at his dick that was now touching my thigh. Kevin broke our kiss, he reached over and grabbed a condom out the nightstand. He rubbed the tip of his dick against my moist opening. As bad as I wanted him raw inside of me, I knew that I couldn’t do that. I was still with his brother, but this moment feels so right. He slid the condom on and slid inside of me going slow, but deep. He felt so right, he licked my neck and worked down to my tender breast. I cuffed them both, so he could give them both attention.

  He sucked my nipples and his stroke got deeper and deeper; I opened my legs wider. I pushed my arms up stopping him, I couldn’t handle the pain.

  “Kevin, I can’t do this right now. I don’t want to put myself in any more pain,” I whined even though I was enjoying the tip of his dick being inside my wetness. I still had to think about my health.

  “I understand, and I’m sorry. I don’t know why I wasn’t thinking about that as well,” he said taking the condom off.

  When he came back from flushing the condom, I leaned him against the wall and went to work on his hard chocolate dick. I couldn’t leave him hanging like that.

  “I’m about to cum Joy,” Kevin said between breaths.

  After he busted his seed in my mouth, he got me a toothbrush and cleaned himself up. After I brushed my teeth, we laid in the bed and I laid on his chest. As he held me, I laid there and listened to his heart beat. Damn, did I make a mistake? Should I have even done this? I wanted to get up and leave, but my body wouldn’t separate from his. Fuck it, might as well get comfortable. Kevin was snoring, I smiled as I watched him sleep.

  I tapped his chest. I needed to be released from his arms. As much as I would love to lay here all night, I needed to pee and take a shower. My body was still a little sore.

  He woke up and kissed me on my forehead. I smiled at him and kissed his chest.

  “Can I get a towel and a wash cloth for the shower please?” I asked him, getting out the bed to go run some shower water. I didn’t feel like digging through my bags to get mines out.

  “Yeah, I can get that for you. Would you like anything else?” he asked walking in the bathroom.

  “No, I’m fine.” I climbed in the shower.

  I let the water run down my body as I waited for my wash cloth. The water was set just right. Kevin came back with the wash cloth and handed it to me.

  “I’ll be in the spare bathroom taking a shower myself,” Kevin said and closed the bathroom door.

  I grabbed the Dove soap and squeezed it into my wash cloth. I lathered up my body, giving my lady parts extra love. I knew when I got to my mom’s I will be taking a much-needed hot bubble bath. Rinsing off and drying my body, I wrapped the towel over my body. Kevin was sitting on the bed watching something on Netflix.

  “What you all covered up for? I’ve already s
een all that sexiness,” Kevin said not taking his eyes off the television.

  “I’m going downstairs to grab my lotion,” I said opening the bedroom door.

  “What, my lotion ain’t good enough for you?” he said joking.

  “I never said it wasn’t. I just want to put on my own lotion, is that okay with you?” I asked him with my hands playfully on my hips.

  “Yeah, hurry up, don’t leave me waiting too long,” he said throwing my panties at me.

  I tried to duck, but I was still hit with my own panties. I laughed and walked down to grab my lotion and a gown. I put the lotion on and slid the gown on over my head. I grabbed both of our cell phones. I walked back upstairs, and my phone went off. It was an unknown caller. By time I answered, the caller hung up. I handed Kevin his cell.

  “Thank you,” Kevin said, he scrolled through Instagram.

  I scrolled through my Instagram as well, trying my hardest to stay away from Facebook. I didn’t want to see no more bullshit about Anthony and his sorry ass. I was tired of scrolling and liking pictures of celebrities, shoes, and friend’s pictures of their kids. I placed my phone on the nightstand, got under the covers and got comfortable, Kevin did the same. He placed his arm under my head and held me. I smiled and drifted off to sleep.

  Chapter 8

  I was awakened by the sun’s rays kissing my face. When I rolled over, Kevin was still asleep. I snuggled up behind him and kissed his back and neck. He let out a soft moan.

  “Girl, you better stop playing, you are waking up a beast.” He grabbed my hand and led it to his hard soldier.

  “Maybe that’s what I want to do,” I said rubbing his dick.

  “Joy, you better stop playing?” he said now laying on his back and his dick was standing at attention.

  I pulled back the covers and admired how it curved at the tip.

  “What, you going to sit there and stare at him?” Kevin asked rubbing my back.

  I licked my lips and took him in my mouth. Kevin let out a soft sigh and closed his eyes. I worked my magic and felt the veins in Kevin’s dick.