Home and Heart

by Sean Michael

  “You could go back to what you were doing now,” he told Sawyer. Now that they were safely set.

  “Mmm. I can.” Sawyer nuzzled in, loving on him with gentle lips.

  “I think I could die happy if this was going on.”

  “I want to be fucking when I go,” Benny declared.

  Luke laughed and grabbed Benny, kissing him hard. “That’s my boy.”

  It occurred to him talking about dying might not be sitting well with Sawyer. “You okay?” he whispered.

  “Yeah. Yeah, I’m okay.” Sawyer kissed his cheek.

  “Cool.” He turned his face, catching Sawyer’s lips with his own. As they were kissing, he lay back onto the mattress.

  Sawyer ended up draped over him, legs straddling him. It let him drag his hands along Sawyer’s spine and grab his most-grabbable ass. He squeezed, loving the way the flesh gave beneath his fingertips.

  He tapped the well-fucked hole, loving how it was hot and swollen under his touch.

  “You wanna sixty-nine?” He’d love to sink into that again, but he didn’t want to hurt Sawyer.

  “Whatever you want, Derek.”

  “You could plug him,” Luke murmured.

  Sawyer bucked against him at Luke’s words. “I haven’t got any plugs, Luke.” He knew Luke did, but they were upstairs.

  “Mmm. Let’s go pick one out for Sawyer, Benny.”

  “You like that kinky stuff a lot, huh?” And how did Luke always know? He was a sex ninja or something. Dom—that was the word.

  “I do. So does Sawyer.”

  Did that mean Sawyer was going to like Luke better than him? He didn’t like that thought at all.

  “Shh….” Sawyer stroked his forehead. “I don’t need anything. It’s okay.”

  “I can be kinky. I’m just not… amazing like Luke.”

  “Sawyer’s right. It’s okay.” Luke ran his fingers through Derek’s hair. “We’re all going to find how we fit and make things work.”

  “Right now, we’ll just be like this, huh?” Sawyer kissed him, the touch gentle, soft. Then Sawyer began to slide down, disappearing under the covers to lap at his cock.

  “Oh God.”

  Luke chuckled and kissed him gently. Then Luke and Benny headed out, leaving him with Sawyer.

  “Sixty-nine?” he said softly. He wanted Sawyer to get pleasure out of this too.

  “Mmm… please.” Sawyer kept nuzzling his prick.

  “Gonna need you to come up here, then. Well, the lower parts.” He groaned as Sawyer hit a sensitive spot. “Oh damn. Fuck.”

  Sawyer chuckled and focused on that hot spot. Moaning at the pleasure, he made grabby hands for Sawyer to come up so he could reciprocate. Stubborn, teasing, wonderful man.

  Sawyer slowly turned, mouth sliding all the way down his cock. Gasping, he bucked, his body moving entirely without his permission. His cock went deep into Sawyer’s throat, and he pulled back.

  “Sorry, sorry. I couldn’t help it.”

  “Mmm… I won’t break.”

  “No? That’s good.” He didn’t want to break Sawyer. He just wanted to use him hard and put him away wet. Groaning, he wrapped his hands around Sawyer’s thighs and helped him turn the last little bit. That put Sawyer’s needy cock right at his mouth, and he leaned slightly forward, licking across the tip. Then he went back, tongue lingering on Sawyer’s slit, tasting the precome there. Sawyer was pulling at him fiercely, sucking enough that he had to force himself to focus.

  His balls ached, and it felt so good. He found himself pushing, hips dancing as he tried to get more. Sawyer kept giving him more and more, never letting up.

  He got the tip of Sawyer’s cock between his lips and began to suck, hoping to give as good as he was getting. If he had to, he’d pay Sawyer back, right? Right.

  Derek slapped Sawyer’s cockhead with his tongue, looking to stimulate Sawyer’s slit. Oh. Oh, he felt Sawyer’s cry. So he stayed right there, teasing the little slit with his tongue. He worked it as best he could and still suck a little at the same time. Salt fell on his tongue, tantalizing him and encouraging him to work harder. He pulled and dragged his tongue over the slit, wanting to make Sawyer need. It was like a race where they would both be winners.

  Sawyer pointed his tongue and pressed it into his slit, and Derek cried out around Sawyer’s cock as he shot.

  Sawyer took him, never backing away. He panted, trying to catch his breath, which made it hard to suck, but he managed to keep his mouth wrapped around Sawyer’s cock even as he shuddered through a couple of delicious aftershocks.

  Sawyer tasted like heaven—male and hot and warm. And he was soon focused on that, on bringing Sawyer pleasure. Sawyer whimpered, cheek on his thigh, hips moving restlessly.

  He sucked harder, resolved to give Sawyer what he needed. Sawyer dropped little kisses against him, sharp bites that made him jump. So many different sensations, and Sawyer seemed determined to offer them all to him. It almost seemed like Sawyer’s pleasure was secondary.

  “It’s your turn, Sawyer,” he muttered. He wasn’t selfish; he wanted to make Sawyer wild for him.

  He slid his fingers between Sawyer’s thighs and fondled Sawyer’s balls. Sawyer spread, bucking up into his touch.

  Bingo! He rolled Sawyer’s balls now, his touch a little on the rough side.

  “D-Derek!” Sawyer shifted, hips pressing the sweet cock into his mouth.

  He was assuming that meant it had been a good touch, so he sucked harder than ever and did it again, nudging the sensitive orbs fairly hard.

  Sawyer shuddered, crying out and grabbing at his legs.

  Derek loved that he’d found something that could make Sawyer as crazy as he’d been not two minutes ago.

  He moaned deep in his chest as Sawyer fucked his mouth. He swallowed whenever he could, knowing he’d loved that so much when Sawyer had done it to him. He was learning a lot about giving pleasure to Sawyer in a very short period of time. Sawyer was… special.

  That thought put an extra oomph in his sucking, and he gave Sawyer even more.

  “Soon. Soon, please. Soon.”

  He tapped on Sawyer’s hole, pressing hard for a moment.

  Seed filled his mouth, hot and wet and salty. He swallowed as best as he could, trying not to gag.

  He didn’t want Sawyer to think he was grossed out. Because he wasn’t. He grabbed hold of Sawyer’s ass, squeezing it happily.

  “God. So good.” The moan suited him all the way to the bone.

  He pressed a kiss to the tip of Sawyer’s cock, then rubbed it along his cheek.

  Sawyer hummed, cuddling into him with a happy little sigh. Grabbing Sawyer’s arm, he tugged him back up into place. He wanted a kiss, wanted to taste himself in Sawyer’s mouth and share Sawyer’s taste with him.

  “Mmm… hello, Derek.” Sawyer dove right into his kiss.

  God, this man blew his mind. Wrapping his arms around Sawyer, he kissed Sawyer right back. This was… special. Sawyer was special.

  “You two do make the room sizzle,” Luke said.

  Obviously the guys were back.

  “We got a pretty plug for you to shove up your boyfriend’s ass.” Benny was the epitome of romance.

  Luke swatted Benny’s ass, the sound loud, and Derek leaned his and Sawyer’s foreheads together as he started to laugh.

  Sawyer curled in, staying mostly hidden under the blankets.

  “Do you want the plug?” Derek asked, focusing on Sawyer. This was about Sawyer, not about Luke.

  “I don’t want to make you uncomfortable.”

  “I’m good with it, as long as it’s what you want. I don’t want to make you do anything you don’t want to.” Look at them, a kinky Henry James gift they had going here.

  “I know how to say no.” That was sure.

  “Cool, then let’s do this.” He held his hand out for the plug, eyes going wide when Luke gave it to him. “It’s big!” Like really big. Surprisingly big.

  “He can take it,
Dee. Think about how he’ll walk with it in.”

  The sudden visual was stunning, and he moaned. Benny always had an extra sexy wiggle in his walk when he was plugged. Sawyer was extra sexy to start with, so whoa. And also wow. And also, okay, he was suddenly way on board. Given Sawyer was a happy participant.

  “I need a lot of lube.” He moaned as he held the toy. “Tell me that you want this, man?”

  “I-I want it.”

  “Then you’ll have it.” He kissed Sawyer and rolled them, putting Sawyer beneath him. “Gotta open you first.” He held his hand out in the international signal of “lube me up.”

  “Are you going to let us watch?” Benny asked.

  “That’s up to Sawyer.”

  “You’re hot together. I want to watch. What do you say, Sawyer? You into being on display?”

  Sawyer’s cheeks went bright red, and he didn’t say yes, but he didn’t say no either.

  Wow. And he’d been worried Sawyer would find their arrangement… unseemly.

  He gave Sawyer a grin. “Let’s give them a show, babe.”

  He eased the blankets away, exposing the lean body. God, Sawyer was gorgeous. He slid his hand along the long lines. “So pretty.”

  Sawyer pinked and arched toward his touch. “Thank you.”

  He kissed Sawyer quickly, then held his hand out again. “Is someone gonna give me the lube, already?” If they were going to have an audience, the least Luke and Benny could do was help him out.

  “God, pushy.” Benny pressed close and squirted lube on his fingers.

  “I know what I need, that’s all.”

  Luke chuckled. “There’s a Dom there inside you, Derek.”

  “I don’t even know what that means, man.”

  “You will.” Luke patted his shoulder.

  Derek rolled his eyes, but he had a smile for Sawyer. “Gonna open you up, get you good and slick.”

  “How do you want me?”

  “Like this. I want to see your face.”

  Sawyer nodded, gaze never leaving his face.

  He kept staring at Sawyer as he reached down and slid his fingers along Sawyer’s flesh, headed for that sweet hole. Sawyer stretched out, one leg spreading wide. Letting him in. No. Inviting him in. How hot was that? Pretty fucking.

  Groaning, he sank a single finger into Sawyer’s body, the tight heat wrapping around him immediately.

  Sweet, swollen—the wrinkled hole sucked him in. He began fingerfucking Sawyer, sinking deep each time until he pushed another finger in with the first. They’d fucked already, so Sawyer didn’t need him to be gentle.

  He quickly added a third finger, pushing more lube into Sawyer at the same time.

  “Benny? Hold his legs open?” Luke murmured.

  Derek was still watching Sawyer’s face, so he knew the idea wasn’t repugnant to Sawyer. He kept going.

  It was easier to touch with Sawyer held wide, he had to admit. Easier to watch too.

  He pushed his fingers deep, looking for Sawyer’s gland. As soon as he found it, Sawyer gasped, stomach flushing dark.

  “Right there, huh?” He touched that spot a few more times, loving the expression on Sawyer’s face.

  “Uh… uh-huh. There.”

  “Got it. Got you.” He grinned, gazing happily into Sawyer’s eyes.

  “Don’t forget what you’re in there for,” Luke murmured.

  “What? Oh! Yeah. I guess you’re slick enough for the plug.”

  Sawyer clenched, gripping his fingers and keeping him deep.

  “Okay, baby, I can stay in a while longer.” He liked that Sawyer wanted him over the plug.

  Sawyer smiled at him, eyes unfocused, gaze soft.

  He dropped another gentle kiss on Sawyer’s lips, lingering for a moment. He loved how Sawyer tasted; it was a part of what made his kisses magical, along with how Sawyer opened right up to him.

  Derek lost himself in the kiss, fingers moving inside Sawyer as he drowned in Sawyer’s taste. God, he could do this forever. Sawyer worked with him, taking him deep time and again, ass muscles rippling and tugging at his fingers.

  He wriggled his fingers, pushing back against Sawyer’s grip in an effort to bring as much pleasure as possible. He tugged his fingers halfway out and pushed back to hit Sawyer’s gland over and over as their kisses deepened, got harder and hotter.

  “Jesus, they’re on fire,” Benny whispered.

  That was for sure what it felt like, and he hoped they blazed forever.

  “Uh-huh. Put some more lube in, Derek. So he doesn’t dry out.”

  “Mmm.” He heard, but those kisses.…

  Suddenly, Luke tugged his hand away and coated his fingers with more lube. Then Luke set his fingers back against Sawyer’s hole. Sawyer bucked, taking them back in. The way was super slick again, and Sawyer clamped down around him. The way Sawyer jerked and rocked made his eyes roll back in his head.

  It wasn’t long before Luke tugged his fingers out again, this time putting the already lubed-up plug into his hand. Damn, he’d been fine with his fingers, but he supposed they couldn’t actually do this forever. The plug was heavy, fat, something Sawyer couldn’t ignore.

  It seemed Sawyer didn’t want to either, body moving, bearing down to take the plug in. Derek actually backed out of the kiss to watch. Sawyer really was stunning, and like this he was utterly magical.

  The tiny hole began to spread, to stretch around the plug. He pushed a little, giving Sawyer something to push against. Sawyer bucked and took more in, and Derek moaned, pushing a little harder so suddenly a quarter of the plug had disappeared into Sawyer’s body.

  He gasped softly as he watched Sawyer take it, begin to swallow the plug.

  “Fuck, you’re amazing,” Derek murmured, eyes flashing back to Sawyer’s face and seeing nothing but pleasure and need.

  “He is,” Luke agreed, one hand sliding along Derek’s back, the other over Sawyer’s bent leg. “He has a hungry little hole, doesn’t he?”

  “He does. You do.” He smiled at Sawyer—grinned, really. He was excited and turned on and falling in love.

  Oh. Oh wow. Falling in love.

  How fucking cool.

  Groaning, he pushed the plug in deeper, rocking their bodies together as he did.

  Luke’s lips brushed his ear. “When you get it to the widest part, stop.”

  His gaze shot over to Luke, who smiled and nodded and mouthed, “Trust me.”

  So when he’d worked the plug in to the widest point—and wow, there was already a lot of it inside Sawyer—he stopped moving it.

  Sawyer moaned, and Derek leaned back, staring. Look at that. Sawyer’s ring was spread wide, stretched beautifully.

  He whimpered softly and touched Sawyer’s skin, sliding his finger along the stretched flesh. Burning and silky and utterly amazing.

  Sawyer arched, and Benny pulled Sawyer’s knees up higher. Derek bent and licked all around the stretched skin.

  “Fuck! Fuck, please!”

  Oh… that gave him a rush of need.

  Moaning, he kept licking as Sawyer jumped against the sheets. God, Derek wanted more of those noises. Making Sawyer need was one of his new favorite things.

  “Twist the plug, Derek.”

  He did. And Sawyer went wild. So he did it again, with more force this time.

  “Can I kiss him?” Benny asked.

  Derek looked at Sawyer—that was totally his decision, not Derek’s.

  Sawyer moaned and reached for Benny.

  Bending, Benny pressed their lips together. Sawyer opened, and Benny went to town, devouring Sawyer’s mouth. Derek had to admit, from down between Sawyer’s legs, looking up, that was fucking hot.

  “We’re going to have so much fun, Dee. I swear to God,” Luke said.

  He rose up and kissed Luke, taking the words right out of his mouth. Then he went back to alternately twisting the plug and licking at Sawyer’s stretched skin.

  Sawyer was wild against him, crying out into Benny’
s mouth. Luke’s fingers slid along Derek’s spine, and suddenly all four of them were connected, touching and bringing each other pleasure.

  Derek’s entire body felt like it was on fire, lit up. He left Sawyer’s ass in favor of licking his way up along Sawyer’s cock, using his tongue to fiddle with the little slit at the tip. As he was doing that, he pushed the plug the rest of the way in.

  Seed sprayed from Sawyer, his lover going wild underneath him. He caught some of it on his face and licked what he could reach off, groaning at the flavor that filled his mouth. Sawyer sobbed, clinging to Benny, to him. He thought it was a good thing, but he looked to Luke to make sure Luke thought so too.

  Luke nodded, then put Derek’s hands on Sawyer, encouraging him to pet. He loved touching Sawyer, so that wasn’t a hardship at all. He stroked the slender but surprisingly cut belly and slid his fingers across the hard little nipples with their rings.

  He tugged a little hard, twisting. Sawyer gasped and grabbed his arms, holding on to him like he was the only solid thing in the universe. He tugged again, then moved to the other nipple, going a little softer with this one.

  “Mmm. Derek….”

  “Yeah, baby. I’m right here.” He leaned in and gave each little nip a kiss. Then he pressed their lips together, Benny’s closeness adding heat to the mix. Benny licked his earlobe, lapping gently. He shivered, driving his body against Sawyer. God, it was intense and electric and impossible. Needing to come again so badly, so soon after having just come. Like twice.

  Sawyer reached down, grabbed at his cock, and stroked him firmly. He nodded. Yeah. Yeah, he wanted that so fucking badly. Benny’s hand joined Sawyer’s, helping out, gripping harder.

  He whimpered, dropping his head and panting as they worked him.

  Luke whispered in his ear. “Fuck, this is magic.”

  He managed to nod. He couldn’t agree more.

  Luke wrapped around him from behind, body hot, cock hotter where it rubbed against his lower back. He rocked back and forth, riding both hands and that strong body. It felt so fucking good, and he wanted more. He rocked faster, taking what he needed.

  Sawyer squeezed hard, thumb dragging over his slit.

  “Fuck!” That was all he needed. He came, his balls emptying quick and hard.

  Sawyer rubbed the seed in, slicking his shaft. He hissed, his skin sensitive and Sawyer’s touch so huge. Immediately, that touch eased, Sawyer paying attention to him.