by K E Osborn
I jerk forward on the bed as the vibration filters through me. Closing my eyes, I revel in the pleasurable pain.
He slams the paddle down again, harder this time, my pussy clenching so tight I need some friction.
Toxin decides she needs to play, so I kick into gear. I flip myself over just as he’s about to slap me again, and I slide my legs out wrapping them around his waist, and I pull him closer to me. He loses his balance, and I fling him to the bed. He growls as I flip him onto his back, straddling him, my hands pushing into his chest and forcing his back to the mattress.
“Ivy!” he warns.
“Sorry, she’s not here right now,” I mock.
I reach down between us, my hand on his cock, causing him to hiss between his teeth. Before he has a second to think, I line us up and roll down. My pussy encases him as we both moan out in our delight. He moves to sit, taking me with him as we rock together on the mattress. His hand grips my hair, jerking my head back. His tongue slides against my neck as my nails dig so violently into his back, I feel a warm liquid running down his skin.
He hisses. I know I’m drawing blood, but this feels so fucking good I can hardly stand it. We rock together, trying to reach our mutual highs as I lean back, trying to force him deeper inside me. His fingers move out, running along my breast, squeezing. Then they go further up along my throat.
Just when I think he’s going to choke me like I do to him, instead, his other hand slides down under us. His finger slides along my pussy, gathering some slickness, then presses on my ass causing me to tense.
“You’re Toxin right now, not Ivy, remember?” he murmurs.
It’s enough to have my muscles relaxing as he inserts his finger. He’s slow, cautious with his movements, but then he starts to rotate inside me at the same time we’re fucking, and it’s like nothing I’ve ever experienced before in my life. The sensations overwhelm my body as my orgasm doesn’t even build, it just hits me at full-fucking-force. Wave after wave. I can’t catch my breath, the adrenaline smacks me so damn hard, and I explode in such a carnal way all I can see is stars.
My body quivers, shaking as I come down.
When I’m finally able to inhale, he pulls his finger from me.
I’m completely spent, lost in a sea of erotic bliss. My head lulls to his shoulder as he continues to pump his cock inside me.
“That was so... Fucking. Hot,” he stutters out. “Watching you come undone is my all-time favorite thing.”
Slowly, I lift my head as my hooded eyes look into his. “Now, it’s your turn.”
Somehow, I find my strength again and push his body back down to the bed and ride him. His hands slide up my thighs to sit on my hips, helping my movements. My nails dig into his pecs as he pulls me on and off him.
“Fuck, Toxin, you feel so damn good.”
His cock throbs inside me, I feel it growing, tensing with his arousal. I know he’s getting close, and I thought there was no way I could go again after that last one, but he’s working his magic inside me once more.
We rock together, building each other’s highs as my hands slide to his throat. I squeeze, his eyes alighting as his hand slams against my throat. I gasp as we choke each other while we ride this wave of ecstasy. His fingers tighten around my neck, not so tight I can’t breathe, just enough so I can only get the smallest amount of air through. It’s intoxicating, exhilarating, thrilling even, as I pant for breaths that simply aren’t coming. At the same time, my climax builds inside of me.
My skin slickens, my body begins to shudder. It’s not as powerful as the last one, but I know it’s still going to completely wreck me.
Void groans as I tighten my grip around his throat, him doing the same to me as my muscles clench, and lights dance behind my eyes as he thrusts up higher inside me, hitting the perfect spot. I let out a long, drawn-out moan as his cock throbs, pulses, then he unloads inside of me the same time I reach my peak.
We climax together in the best possible way.
“Holy-fucking-Christ,” I whimper as I flop back on the bed beside him.
We both pant for frantic breaths as he pulls me into him, kissing the side of my head. “You are fucking unbelievable. I’m so goddamn lucky.”
I’m completely spent. I don’t think I could move a muscle if I tried.
Void is the man who has brought me out of my shell. He’s made me into the woman I’m supposed to be. He accepts me for who I am, no questions asked, and honestly, I adore the hell out of him. I can’t imagine my life without him. I want to look up at him, but I can’t, he’s literally worn me out.
“Void…”
“Yeah?”
I hesitate for a moment, but can’t help the way I feel. “I love you.”
He turns, hovering over me, his eyes boring down on me, nothing but devotion shining back. “I love you, too. I don’t think I’ve ever said that to another human being before.”
A slow smile turns up on my face as I beam with pride. “Never?”
His hand comes out, smoothing a strand of hair behind my ear. “Ever.”
Planting a tender kiss on his lips. I know I love him. I love him with every-fucking-thing I have in me.
Pulling back, he exhales. “C’mon, let’s have a shower.”
“I can’t walk. I’m exhausted.” I groan.
He chuckles. “I’ll carry you. I’ll carry you anywhere you need to go, always, Toxin. I got you.”
My hand comes up, caressing his face gently. He smiles, then suddenly he pulls back, stands, and hoists me up over his shoulder. I’m so freaking exhausted I just hang there like a ragdoll. But I know as soon as we get into that shower, he’s going to wake me back up again. So I’m going to let him carry me right now because like he said, he’ll carry me anywhere, and I know he doesn’t just mean physically. Void’s got me. He’s got my back because we’re a team. We’re in this together for the long haul, and there’s no one else I would want by my side. Or under me, carrying me through.
Void is the delicious poison that courses through my veins.
Void is my toxin.
And damn if I don’t want him to kill me every single day.
Epilogue
IVY
A Few Days Later
It’s been a little crazy since I prospected into the club. The guys have been on me like nothing else. They want me to embrace what it’s like to be a part of the brotherhood, and they’ve not given me any slack because I’m a chick.
I wouldn’t want them to.
Hell, I’d give them shit if they did.
The only one treating me a little differently is Void, I guess it’s because I’m also his Ol’ Lady. It’s hard for him to find a balance between mad respect for his misses and no respect for the prospect. I just keep telling him while we’re out in the club, I’m a prospect, but in the bedroom, when it’s just us, I’m his Ol’ Lady. He seems to be managing that a little better.
But with me becoming a prospect, it means the club has three.
That’s not how it usually works.
So, Dash and West knew things were on edge for them. But this morning, Dash was promoted and patched in a relaxed-freaking-ceremony. Even though he appeared freaking proud of himself, there’s an air of sadness that sweeps over him, so I make my way over as he sits at the bar.
He received his Road Name, which is Justice, and I think it fits, all things considered. He’s always the one putting himself in danger for others. Always the one putting himself before others. He’s the one fighting for justice in everything he does.
It seems right.
I slide into the stool beside him at the bar and throw my arm around his shoulders, pulling him to me in an embrace. “Justice, I’m so fucking proud of you.”
His eyes shift to me with a subtle nod. “Yeah. This patch is all I’ve ever wanted.” His tone is flat as he turns back to his beer.
Sighing, I drop my arm, signaling to Stacey to bring me a beer. “You okay? Like really okay?”
He rolls his
shoulders, not looking at me. “I’ve been spending most of my time at this bar across town to pass the time. It’s difficult seeing you with him.”
Damn! His somber tone hits me right in the guts. I knew Dash had feelings for me, but I had no clue how deep they ran. “I’m sorry, Justice, but I love Void.”
“I know, anyone can see it. He loves you, too. You’re perfect for each other.”
“You’ll find someone, someone who’s much better suited to you than me.”
His lips turn up in such a genuinely sweet way with just the right touch of cheekiness that assures me Dash is still in there somewhere, and he’s not going away. “Maybe… until then, I’ll keep going to the bar.”
I rest my hand over his. “Don’t drink and drive.”
He snorts. “I’m a Royal Bastard, Toxin, it’s what we do.”
I frown. I’m a Royal Bastard, and after Void’s episode with alcohol, weed, and his ride hitting the asphalt, I’m not going to be drinking and riding anytime soon. That shit scared me, it fucking scarred me. “Be safe, Justice, that’s all I’m asking.”
Justice stands, downing the rest of his beer. “I’ll catch ya later, Toxin.” He turns, heading for the door. My feelings toward Justice are nothing but friendship, always have been, but he’s had way too much to drink to be riding, and I do not want to see him hitting the asphalt the same way Void did. So I’m going to follow him.
He takes off on his ride out the gates, so I hop onto Reva, not bothering with a helmet.
I am a Bastard, after all.
Keeping a reasonable distance behind Justice so as not to be recognized, it doesn’t take long until he pulls up at a bar across town. I park down the road, but within walking distance, so he doesn’t spot me as he heads inside. I wait a couple of minutes then make my way inside. I stand at the back observing him with my arms folded across my chest. I want to make sure he is actually okay.
I might even pay the bar bitch to put him in a cab when he’s done for the night.
Justice orders a drink from the waitress. She’s pretty, real pretty, and she’s paying extra special attention to Justice. He finally clicks that she’s talking to him, and he lifts his chin and starts chatting back to her. A faint smile appears on his face. She flicks her hair over her shoulder, flashing her pearly whites.
Oh, that old trick.
Justice sits forward further, really engaging in the conversation, even laughing and smiling as they talk, clearly flirting with each other.
I inhale, finally letting myself relax.
Watching Justice allow himself to be happy makes everything right again. I never wanted to be a source of anguish for Justice. So maybe, just maybe, he can start to move on with his life now.
The bar girl reaches out, placing her hand on his forearm, giggling with him. His eyes drop straight to her cleavage.
I let out a snicker as I turn to head for the door.
Yeah, Justice is going to be just fine.
I walk back to Reva, throwing my leg over her. I can’t wait until I get my own ride. Reva’s a little big for me, and Void’s taking me shopping for my own bike in a couple of days. We’re going back to see Greg, who’s having a custom bike built for me.
I haven’t had any input, Void’s done the whole thing.
He said to trust him, so I have.
But in the meantime, I get to have a few more rides on Reva. Actually, I’m sure I’ll get in the shit for taking the VP’s ride without asking. As a prospect, I’ll be put on some kind of shit duty, but it was worth it to make sure Justice was okay, and I’m good with whatever punishment Void wants to dish out on me.
I kick over the engine, Reva roaring to life. The vibration of her sending my excitement levels into overdrive. I rev her a couple of times, then take off back to the bunker. The wind whips through my hair, making me feel finally free to be who I’m meant to be.
Toxin—a Royal fucking Bastard.
Not Ivy, the innocent virgin.
That’s not me.
She was never me.
I had to be unleashed to the world, and I needed to meet Void to help me with that. Fuck am I glad I did because trying to keep Toxin inside back in Cuba would have been a hefty task.
At least here, she’s free to roam wild.
And wild she will be.
Pulling back into the clubhouse, I park Reva, the weight of the world lifted from my shoulders. I rush inside the bunker to find my Ol’ Man, who’s playing pool with Nerve. Striding up to him, I throw my shoulders back assertively. “VP?”
Void turns, his eyes shining in happiness when he sees me. “Yeah, prospect?”
“I stole your bike.”
Nerve chuckles to himself as Void groans, placing the pool cue down on the table. “Jesus, Toxin, again?”
I raise my hands to placate him. “Before you start, it was for a good reason.”
Void folds his arms over his chest, his bulging biceps are sexy as hell, and I lose all concentration for the briefest of seconds. He widens his eyes at me, and I continue, “Shit, sorry, yeah, so I was worried about Justice. He’d been drinking, then he got on his ride.”
Void instantly relaxes his posture. “You didn’t want him to crash.”
I nod, and he gestures for me to keep going. “I wanted to follow him, make sure he was okay. He went to a bar across town. I was going to tell the bar bitch to send him home in a cab when he was done, but I have a feeling the pretty little blonde will help him home instead.”
Void purses his lips. “You’re a good friend. A bad prospect, but a good friend.”
I smirk. “Yeah, I’m kinda breaking all the damn rules.”
He groans. “So, I’m gonna have to restrict you to a cage for the next month. And, I’m gonna make you clean the heads for the next week for stealing my ride.”
I slump, pouting. “Urgh… sometimes, I hate that you’re the boss of me.”
He narrows his hooded eyes. “And sometimes you love it.”
Nerve groans. “Yep, that’s me done.” He places his pool cue on the table, turning and walking away. “Will you two just go fuck already. You trying to fight your urges right now is making me want to gag,” he calls out as he leaves.
Void grabs my hand, leading me toward the stairs. I’ve moved most of my stuff into his room. The VP’s Ol’ Lady can’t be seen living in the Brick Cell, but Void knows if we want to explore our kink, we head downstairs.
There’s something wrong with the both of us, we get that, but we get turned on by the fact we’re fucking next to a room full of the people we’ve killed.
There’s a reason they called me Toxin.
Because I have chaos in my veins.
I live for the thrill of death—I’m a Royal Bastard, I’m an Ol’ Lady.
I’m more than anyone ever thought of me.
But more importantly, I’m everything to Void.
And he is everything to me.
And that, that is all that matters.
“I love you, Void,” I murmur.
“Love you, too, Toxin.”
TO BE CONTINUED
NEXT IN THE SERIES:
Seeking Shadows – Royal Bastards MC Book 3
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What if the woman I fell for was in love with someone else? The man who claimed her heart is my VP, the same man I need to respect and follow his orders. But now that I'm no longer a prospect, it's difficult to find my place. What if I don’t want to play by the club rules anymore?
But then again, what if while I'm seeking shadows, I find something I wasn't prepared for? And the darkness leaves me fighting for everything I thought I'd never have...
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