Bodyguards Boxed Set

by Julianne MacLean

  “Easily.” The little blur of fur did have rather endearing features—a long nose, floppy ears, and bright black eyes almost hidden by tangles of grizzled hair. “We have difficult terrain to cross and the last thing I need is one more unruly creature to watch over.”

  “I will watch over her.” She frowned at his surly reply, withdrawing the dog. “I never had a pet before—”

  “And you do not have one now.” He was starting to lose patience. “She will make too much noise. Draw too much attention. Run away at every opportunity—and we will waste valuable time searching for her. We are not taking that animal with us.”

  “But—”

  “Do not argue with me, Ciara,” he snapped, unable to control both his desire and his temper. “You can either give her up now or give her up twelve days from now. I suggest giving her up now. Before you form any sort of emotional attachment.” He leaned across the table, the rest spilling out in a harsh whisper. “Because your husband will never allow you to keep such a mongrel. You may wish to play at being an ordinary woman, milady, but he is not the sort to indulge you.”

  Ciara flinched, her expression stricken. She cradled the puppy close, her eyes suddenly glistening with dampness.

  Blinking hard, she turned and put the dog down and let it scamper away.

  Royce cursed himself under his breath. “Ciara, I am sorry. I did not mean to—”

  “Nay, you are right to remind me of my duty,” she said quietly, still looking at the floor. “The prince would never approve. I was enjoying myself so much this evening that... for a moment I almost forgot—”

  The buxom brunette arrived out of nowhere before she could finish. “Milord?” The woman leaned over the table, sliding a tray of sugared nuts in front of him. “Can I tempt you with one of these?”

  Royce wrenched his gaze from Ciara, only to find himself faced with an eyeful of bosom, artfully displayed by an indecently low-cut bodice. “Nay,” he said curtly, “I am not—”

  “Then at least allow me to refill your cup for you.” She set down the tray and reached across the table to pick up the wine, her breasts brushing against his shoulder.

  Instead of feeling aroused, as she so obviously intended, he was annoyed. He had had more than enough feminine attention and companionship for one day. “Thank you for the offer, but my wife and I—”

  “Your wife?” She feigned surprise, lifting a hand to cover her bosom, only to stroke her fingers across the curving expanse of skin. “I did not realize. Someone said she was another refugee brought here for shelter. And from her garments...” She eyed Ciara’s muddied gown with disdain.

  For once, Ciara did not respond with a polite smile or courtly phrases.

  She looked as if she wanted to spear the woman on a stick.

  Which only made the brunette smile as she turned back to him. Evidently she enjoyed a challenge. “If you have finished your supper, I would be happy to offer you a tour of the keep.”

  For a second—just one second—Royce wanted to accept. God knew he needed release from the ravenous desire that held him in its talons. And the woman was obviously eager for a tumble. A half hour with her might clear his mind, enable him to focus on his duty.

  But duty had naught to do with his decision. To his astonishment, he found that her offer did not, in truth, interest him. She was willing to serve herself up like one of the sweetmeats on the platter, but her wiles left him cold. He no more wanted her than he wanted the food forgotten on his trencher.

  ‘Twas a stunning moment. Never in the past would he have refused such a brazen invitation.

  “Thank you,” he said unsteadily, “but I have no need of a tour. I am quite familiar with the castle.”

  “Ah, then you know of the east tower.” Undaunted, she caught a lock of her long hair, twirled it around her finger, and brought it to her lips. “You can see the entire valley from its roof. And the view is especially beautiful at night.”

  With one last smile, she turned and walked away, hips swaying with obvious entreaty. Heading for the east tower.

  He watched her go, then turned to find Ciara glaring at him.

  “Do not let me keep you.”

  “Ciara—”

  “Nay, go with her. You have my full permission. Why should you let any sense of duty stop you from enjoying your evening?” She rose from the table.

  Royce reached out to grab her wrist. “You forget, milady, that I take my duty as seriously as you take yours.”

  She yanked her arm free. “Well, I hardly think one of the orphans means to carry me off this night. I will be perfectly safe in our chamber. The only window is an arrow slit, and any intruder would have to be rather thin to slip in that way. And I promise to bolt the door behind me.”

  “Ciara, I cannot allow you to—”

  “I would prefer to be alone, if you do not mind. Surely you can grant me one evening’s privacy. You can see our chamber from here, at the top of the stairs.” Her voice became brittle as she glanced toward the spot where the brunette had disappeared. “Though I doubt you can see it from the east tower.”

  She turned and fled the hall, leaving him alone with his frustration, his hunger, and a table full of cold food that he did not want.

  And her mandolin. Only after she was gone did he notice that she had forgotten her precious mandolin.

  Chapter Eight

  * * *

  CIARA SLAMMED THE bedchamber door behind her and fell back against it, covering her face with her hands, breathless from her dash up the stairs. Mortified that she had just run from the hall. From him.

  She tried to inhale a calming breath, only to release all the air in her lungs with a sharp sound of hurt. She shook her head in denial, confused by her behavior, by feelings that made no sense to her. The way Royce and that woman had looked at each other, the idea that they might... that they would...

  She pressed her palms flat against the door to steady herself, keeping her eyes squeezed tightly shut. She would not cry. Did not even understand why she wanted to cry. It was absurd to feel so upset by the actions of that... that...

  Wench. That was a good word for her.

  Ciara lifted her lashes, her vision swimming with tears. Fie, how she had wanted to snatch up the jug of wine and dump it over the shameless bawd’s head!

  Blinking hard, she wiped the moisture from her eyes with trembling fingers, perplexed by the intensity of her feelings. Never in her life had she experienced such animosity toward another woman. Toward anyone. What in Heaven’s name was wrong with her? Mayhap she was ill, mayhap she had...

  Her thoughts stilled as she beheld the contents of the room clearly for the first time since shutting the door.

  A fire glowed merrily on the hearth. Someone had also left candles burning on low tables that flanked the bed, along with a silver flask and two exquisite goblets. The mattress had been covered with fresh sheets, folded back to reveal a scattering of rose petals, the four posts draped with white silk to form a canopy and bed curtains. Sniffing the air, she caught a musky scent—from sandalwood shavings added to the fire.

  “Oh, Lady Elinor, nay.” Ciara went to the foot of the bed, where Elinor had left a white cotton kirtle for her to sleep in. She picked up the garment, filled with dismay at its delicate beauty. The material was as sheer as mountain mist, the long, loose sleeves and full skirt edged with embroidery.

  Her kind, thoughtful hostess had prepared the chamber for a romantic tryst! But Elinor did not understand. Did not know that Royce was not her husband.

  That he would not be spending the night here, but in the east tower.

  Biting her bottom lip, she set the garment aside and bent to blow out the candles.

  But she paused.

  Royce would be enjoying his evening. Why should she not enjoy hers?

  She had the chamber to herself for the night. Why not savor the luxuries her hostess had provided? She had vowed to seek out pleasant experiences during her journey. And she did not know
when she would have another evening alone.

  Straightening, she exhaled slowly and left the candles burning. She would not sit about and sulk like some pitiful, lovesick damsel in a troubadour’s tale. She was not pitiful. And she certainly was not lovesick. It was no business of hers where Royce chose to spend his evening. Or with whom. She did not care.

  Did not care about him in the least.

  Pleased with her decision, Ciara went to the corner where a servant had placed her satchel earlier. She dug through the contents and pulled out one of the books she had brought with her. Then she walked back to the bed and began to disrobe, her gaze on the kirtle, her spirits already lifting.

  If she had been upset in the great hall, it was merely because she was tired. Overwrought. Exhausted by a day filled with new adventures and dizzying emotions—excitement at learning to defend herself, dread upon catching her first sight of Mount Ravensbruk, delight when she had played with the children, happiness upon discovering what it could feel like to have a friend.

  And this other feeling. The one that was all tangled up with the way Royce looked at her, and touched her...

  Shivering, she lifted the flowing kirtle over her head, making a soft sound as it drifted down her body like a cloud. Then she leaned against the bedpost, gazing into the fire as she began unplaiting her hair, trying at the same time to unravel this feeling Royce stirred in her.

  It had been building since the moment they met—and it had taken a sharp, unexpected turn when she had noticed the other women in the hall noticing him. The brunette had been only the most obvious in a roomful of sighing damsels, all enchanted by his rugged features and windswept dark hair, his brown eyes, the way he moved with such confidence, the disarming smile that flashed at the most unexpected moments...

  Gritting her teeth, resolved not to think of him anymore, she grabbed her book and climbed into the bed. She reached for the decanter on the table beside her and poured a draught of wine, taking a small sip. Her royal tutors had always insisted that a princess must take care with strong drink, must only partake in the most restrained, ladylike way...

  She emptied the cup in one swallow and poured herself another. Tonight, she decided with a wicked smile, she would find out what it felt like to get well and truly drunk.

  “A toast,” she declared, raising the goblet, “to freedom.”

  Piling up pillows against the headboard to cushion her back, she sank into them with a sigh and picked up her book, enjoying the sweet taste of the wine and the heady scent of the crushed rose petals.

  Only to find herself remembering how very different and strangely pleasant it had felt to rest against Royce’s hard, muscled chest today, how his musky scent had enveloped her...

  She dropped the book into her lap, disgusted with herself. Angry at him. How was it that the man could dominate her thoughts when he was not even in the room? Did he make such an impact on every woman who looked at him?

  She swallowed hard, setting her cup aside, knowing that was the real question that had been bothering her all evening.

  Did those other women feel this same tingly-hot sensation when they thought of him? Did their hearts beat faster whenever he glanced their way? Did they, too, wonder what his kiss would be like?

  And did he care naught more for her than he did for them?

  She sat up, pushed the covers aside, plucked a rose petal from the sheets, and tore it into shreds. This morn, in the woods, he had seemed kind, concerned for her... even tender. But it had not lasted long.

  Hanging her head, she buried her face in her palms. Why, by all the saints, why was she doing this to herself? Why should it matter what Royce Saint-Michel felt for her, or she for him? He was her guardian, the man appointed to take her to her betrothed. To Daemon. She was not supposed to have any feelings for him.

  All her life, she had been taught that her duty, her responsibilities, her crown must come first. Her people were what mattered. Her feelings were unimportant.

  Had she not said as much to Royce, only hours ago?

  Raking her fingers through her tangled hair, she lifted her head and reached for her wine, refilling the cup. She had to calm herself. Had to subdue all these feelings that were so new, so perplexing.

  So forbidden.

  * * *

  THE CANDLES HAD flickered out, and the fire had burned low, leaving the room in almost complete darkness. That was the first thing Ciara noticed when she opened her eyes. The second was a heavy, thick feeling that clouded her senses, an unnatural drowsiness that made her thoughts... and everything around her... seem muffled... slow.

  The third was a footstep. Near the door.

  There was someone in her room. Ciara’s eyes opened wider and her heart struck hard against her ribs. But even the jolt of panic felt oddly sluggish. She could not seem to wake up fully, could not stir. Befuddled as much as frightened, she lay on her side beneath a jumble of covers, facing the wall, her cheek pressed against her book, her empty goblet still clutched in her hand.

  Then she heard another footstep, closer this time. Quiet. Stealthy.

  Into her foggy mind came a memory of the night she had been attacked in the palace.

  Followed by a single desperate thought, a name. Royce. Help me! But he was not here. He had left her. Why had he left her? She could not remember. She opened her mouth to call out, but her tongue seemed too thick to form words. The only sound she uttered was a moan.

  The intruder crept closer to the bed. Still did not speak. And who would be sneaking into her chamber so late except someone who meant her harm? Someone who had waited to attack until she was alone, helpless.

  But... nay, she was not helpless. A new thought broke through the lethargy that dulled her mind, with surprising clarity.

  Elbow and heel. Elbow and heel.

  Closing her eyes, she pretended to be asleep. Prayed she had the strength. Waited until the intruder drew close... leaned over her.

  Then she summoned every ounce of will she possessed and jammed her elbow upward, catching him by surprise, connecting with something hard.

  Only to hear a familiar oof and a string of curses.

  And the discordant twang of her mandolin hitting the floor.

  The shock that rushed through her veins gave her enough energy to sit up, only to find herself tangled in the rumpled covers. She gave up trying to push them aside, blinking through the strands of hair that fell in front of her eyes, recognizing the brawny person sitting on her floor, even in the shadowy darkness. “Royce?”

  He sputtered another oath, one hand pressed to his forehead. “Excellent aim, milady,” he said with a muffled groan. “Right between the eyes.”

  “Oh, my... by all... the saints.” Her words felt too slow, her head still muddled. She could not seem to focus either her thoughts or her vision. She tried squinting. “I did not hurt you, did I?”

  “Nay.” He remained on the floor, rubbing at his injured head, his voice full of annoyance. “I suppose I should be grateful you remember your lessons.”

  She tilted her head to one side, still confused by what he was doing here. “Why did you sneak up on me?”

  “I was not sneaking. I only came to bring you this.” He thumped her mandolin, which lay in the rushes beside him. “The accursed thing is so precious to you, I did not think you would want it left in the hall. I meant to leave it by the door, but then you made that... sound, and I...” He dropped his hand, resting both arms across his upturned knees, and looked away. “I also wanted to make sure you remembered to bolt the door—which apparently you did not.”

  “I must have... um... forgotten.”

  She could not explain why she had forgotten. Locking the door had been important, and it was most unlike her to forget something important. But at the time, she had been thinking about... What had she been thinking about? Fie, but her brain did not seem to be working at all well.

  Royce pushed to his feet, sniffing the air. “What is that smell? Was something burning
in here?” He walked over to the hearth.

  “Lady Elinor... um... left us a few surprises. She seems to have thought... that you and I...”

  “Sandalwood. Why would Elinor put sandalwood in the hearth?” He bent to stoke the fire. The glow brightened the chamber. “God’s blood, but the woman is a fanciful sort. Reads too much.”

  The comment made Ciara frown at him indignantly. Which helped her recall what she had been thinking about when she had forgotten to lock the door: she had been cross with him.

  “And what is wrong with reading?” She untangled herself from the covers and got out of bed, fists clenched, swaying on her feet.

  “I did not mean to say that there is—” As he turned to face her, his voice choked out. His gaze slowly dropped from her face to her toes. “Ciara,” he said hoarsely, “where did you get that gown?”

  “Elinor. I told you.” The room tilted crazily and Ciara reached out to steady herself on the table beside the bed. It seemed awfully hard to keep her balance. “She left it for me, along with this very lovely wine, and—”

  “Wine? What wine?” He stalked over and picked up the silver decanter, looking alarmed. “Where did this come from?”

  “Elinor,” she said in exasperation. Honestly, men could be such buffleheads. “I found it here in the room, with all the rest.”

  “Do you mean you just went ahead and drank this without asking anyone? God’s breath, woman, it could have been poisoned.” He took the stopper from the decanter, sniffed at the contents.

  “Why would Elinor do that?”

  “Not Elinor, you silly fool. Anyone in this keep could have left this here.”

  “I am not a silly fool. And you are a very suspicious person.”

  “I am supposed to be suspicious,” he said angrily, setting the wine aside. “It is my duty to keep you safe—a duty you make damnably difficult. If this had been tainted, you would be dead right now!”

  She flinched, stepping back from the fury in his eyes. “Well, I do not seem to be dead.”