Sinners at the Altar

by Olivia Cunning

She was almost afraid to say it. “He loves you.”

  “I love him too.”

  The words slashed her heart to ribbons, even though she was almost certain they were talking about different kinds of love. “But are you in love with him, Brian?”

  “Huh?”

  “Nothing,” she said, afraid that by discussing it, Brian might realize he was in love with Trey. She couldn’t lose Brian. Not now. Not when she’d finally given him her heart. It would destroy her.

  Brian was quiet for a long moment. “Do you think he’s actually in love with me?”

  She bit her lip and nodded. “I know he is,” she said, mortified when her voice cracked.

  Brian’s arm tightened around her, but he didn’t say anything. She was almost in tears by the time she found the courage to say, “I’m so afraid he’ll end up coming between us, and I feel so bad for feeling that way—especially now that he’s hurt—but I can’t help it. I don’t want to lose you, Brian. I can’t lose you. I just can’t.”

  There. Her greatest fear was now out in the open. A hot tear leaked from the corner of her eye, and she dashed it away angrily.

  “You won’t lose me, baby, and Trey won’t ever come between us. I’m in love with you. I was never in love with him. It was just sex, Myrna. Even when Trey and I fooled around as teens, it was just sex.”

  For Brian maybe, but she was sure it had meant a lot more than that to Trey. “I know,” she said, though her heart was still clouded with doubt. “I just… It makes me jealous to share you with him. Don’t you get jealous when he touches me?”

  “No, I get a raging hard-on when he touches you.”

  Yeah, and that wasn’t normal.

  “But when Sed touches me—”

  Brian stiffened. “Did he fucking touch you? I’ll break his goddamned fingers.”

  Myrna slapped his belly. “No, he didn’t. Why are you so jealous of Sed, but not Trey? I don’t understand.”

  “Because… Because he’s Trey.”

  As if that explained anything. “And?”

  “Well… I trust him implicitly with every aspect of my life. Even with you.” He tipped his head to kiss the top of hers.

  And yet Brian claimed not to be in love with the man.

  “But if you’re not comfortable allowing him into our bed—”

  “I’m not,” she said hurriedly.

  “That’s fine. We’ll find something else to give us pleasure.”

  She snuggled closer to her husband’s chest, her heart swelling with affection. She believed what Brian said. He wasn’t in love with Trey. She had nothing to fear but her own insecurity.

  “All I want is you, Mr. Sinclair.”

  “You have me, Mrs. Sinclair. Always. If there ever comes a time when I feel Trey might threaten our happiness, I won’t hesitate to set him straight.”

  “Promise?” she said, feeling a bit juvenile for asking, but she needed him to say it.

  “I promise. I’m yours, Myrna. Only yours.”

  She was counting on that. And counting on Brian to never break her heart. She knew if he did, she’d never take a chance on love again.

  “And I’m yours, Brian,” she whispered. “Always.”

  Sweet Love of Mine

  Epilogue to Wicked Beat

  A Sinners on Tour Encore

  by Olivia Cunning

  Chapter One

  Sitting at a red light, Eric banged his head to the music blaring from the speakers and drummed his fingers on the steering wheel of his beloved ’67 Corvette. He followed the song’s drum progression around the circle with his improvised drumsticks and reached over to the passenger seat to tap his cymbal—Rebekah’s pert nose. His most beloved giggled, which warmed him far more than the California sunshine streaming in through the car’s open convertible top. It also prompted him to use her thigh as his cowbell and her nose as his cymbal again.

  “You’re in a good mood,” she said, smiling crookedly at the dashboard.

  Well, what did she expect? He was in love. He paused his live in-traffic performance to look at her. Really look at her. His Rebekah. His heart.

  She couldn’t possibly love him with the same all-encompassing intensity with which he loved her, but he was okay with that. He was used to being unloved. And Rebekah hadn’t done anything to make him doubt her feelings. On the contrary, she did things to remind him of her devotion on a regular basis. He just had a hard time wrapping his head around the idea that someone could love him. Correction: that someone did love him. Perhaps if he stared at her long enough, his head would catch up with what his heart already knew.

  A breeze caught her chin-length blond hair—accented with splotches of purple dye—and blew it against her adorable face. She pushed the silky strands aside impatiently and tucked them behind her small ears. Everything about her was tiny. Except her heart. And her sexual appetite. Two characteristics he happened to hold in high regard. When Rebekah realized he was staring, she turned her head to him and he immediately got lost in her sky-blue eyes.

  Eric released a contented sigh, certain that he had a loopy expression on his face, but he didn’t care who knew he was one hundred percent invested in this woman. He saw forever in those eyes. He could scarcely believe she was his, really his. He hadn’t had to kidnap her or drug her or anything. He lifted a hand to touch her face and make sure he wasn’t just imagining her gazing at him with adoration. But that loving look really was directed toward him. He wanted her to look at him just like that forever.

  Only forever would do.

  When they’d been waiting for her biopsy results at the hospital that morning, he’d thought his world might end then and there. Her oncologist’s concern of metastasis had been a false alarm, so Eric had decided he wanted to celebrate her clean bill of health by marrying her. Immediately. Our forever starts now, baby. But as they made their way across town toward the courthouse to make it official, he thought perhaps he’d been a bit hasty. He wasn’t sure if Rebekah was as keen on the idea as he was. He hadn’t consulted her, after all. He had just assumed that she was as ready to be legally wed as he was.

  The car behind Eric’s honked obnoxiously, reminding him that he was supposed to punch the gas pedal as soon as the light turned green. Normally he’d have sent the impatient jackass a one-fingered salute, but nothing could put a damper on his spirits today. Not when the woman beside him was alive and healthy and his.

  “I love you,” he said before he dropped his hand to the gearshift, slammed it in gear, popped the clutch, and took off with an impressive squeal of tires.

  “I love you too!” Rebekah yelled, clinging to the dashboard as the car fishtailed slightly, found its grip, and jetted forward.

  Unfortunately, traffic was too thick to have any real fun and Eric had to stop at the next light. And wait. God, he was sick of waiting. While he drummed his overabundance of energy into his steering wheel—again—a faded wooden sign hanging over a storefront on the next block caught his attention: Malachi’s Costume Emporium.

  His pulse surged with excitement, and he glanced at Rebekah. Would she go for it? A regular courthouse wedding was a bit too normal for the two of them, but perhaps…

  “I have an idea,” he said.

  She stiffened and peeked at him from under her long lashes. She was usually gung-ho for any crazy idea that crossed his mind, so he wondered about her uncharacteristic hesitation.

  “What kind of an idea?” she squeaked.

  “Maybe we should get married in costumes.”

  “Costumes?”

  “Yeah, costumes!” The idea was really catching on with him. “Wouldn’t that be fun?”

  “I’m not sure,” she said and worried her small hands together.

  He lifted an eyebrow at her. She wasn’t having second thoughts about marrying him today, was she? Maybe he shouldn’t rock her boat too much. He knew her emotions were all over the place after that appointment. But he couldn’t help but want to make their wedding as memorable
as possible considering their complete lack of planning and provisions.

  Not waiting for her to be sure, Eric parallel parked in one of the five unoccupied spaces in front of the costume shop and turned off the engine.

  “Come on,” he said, taking her hand. “Let’s go see how much trouble we can get into.”

  Still she hesitated.

  “Don’t you want today to be special?” he asked.

  She tore her gaze away from the store window, which had several costumes on display, including some fancy old blue dress that Rebekah had been examining with interest. Her eyes bored into his with all the enthusiasm for life and adventure that he’d come to expect from her.

  “It’s already special,” she said. “Marrying you will undoubtedly be the most memorable five minutes of my life.”

  “But don’t you want it to be an experience unique to us?” He leaned in closer, hoping to sway her with his obey me, woman look.

  She just laughed at him. “Will it make you happy?”

  He beamed a grin at her. “It will.”

  “Okay,” she said. “Then I guess I’ll make a fool of myself.”

  His brief kiss of gratitude soon turned into a hands-pawing, tongue-mingling, cock-raising expression of his undying lust for the woman. His heart raced as he tugged her closer. Kissed her deeper. Loved her a bit more every moment they were together for making him so deliriously happy.

  When had he become such a fucking sap?

  She tore her mouth from his and sucked in a deep breath. “Easy there, tiger,” she said. “You’re making my panties all squishy.”

  “Mmm,” he said in appreciation. “Those are my favorite kind of panties.”

  Maybe they should forgo the selection of costumes and get to the courthouse as soon as possible. He had a sudden urge to start the wedding night festivities sooner rather than later.

  A bell over the door jangled as they entered the musty-smelling shop. A wrinkled old man in a white shirt, black suspenders, and red bow tie sat behind a long wooden counter near the door. On second glance, Eric noticed the thin man’s eyes were closed. Was he actually asleep sitting up?

  “Are you open?” Eric asked loudly.

  He didn’t stir.

  “Are you alive?” Eric yelled.

  The man started and smiled a greeting when his slightly cloudy eyes squinted at the pair of them.

  “Welcome to Malachi’s Costume Emporium,” he said from his seat in a tall ladder-backed wooden chair next to the wall. “If you need assistance, let me know. Otherwise, enjoy your browsing experience.”

  He rubbed his beak-like nose with the back of his wrist, leaned against the wall, and closed his eyes once more. Within seconds his breathing had become deep and even. He was undoubtedly asleep again.

  Eric glanced at Rebekah to share a moment of mutual surprise at the proprietor’s trusting disposition—he supposed costume-shop business would be especially light in December, but still…

  Rebekah wasn’t paying attention. Some costume had already caught her eye. She released Eric’s hand and immediately gravitated toward the ugliest wedding dress Eric had ever seen. The yellowed and limp lace collar looked like an enormous bib that covered both shoulders and half of the front. The skirt was layered with wide ruffles and some net-like fabric that looked as if had been caught in a paper shredder. Rebekah touched the ugly thing as though it were made of solid gold.

  His heart panged as he realized what was bothering her. She didn’t want to get married in a courthouse. She wanted a real wedding. One with flowers and bridesmaids and a church and an extravagant white dress.

  “You look around,” he said. “I need to call Jace and let him know we’ll be at the courthouse a little later than anticipated.”

  His best man and witness wouldn’t appreciate spending his entire day waiting at the courthouse while he and Rebekah goofed off in Malachi’s Costume Emporium.

  “I should call my mom and let her know too,” she said, turning the dress to stare at the equally ugly reverse side. Five bows exploded from the rump in shameless celebration of the dress’s gaudiness.

  “I’ll call her,” Eric said.

  Rebekah tore her gaze from her strange obsession and blinked at him with her mouth hanging open. “You’re volunteering to call my mother.” She pointed at him and then at her chest.

  He’d had a moment of bonding with Rebekah’s mother at the hospital that morning, and he wanted to use it to his advantage before he screwed something up and she went back to hating him again. He figured he had a couple days in Mrs. Blake’s good favor. Tops.

  “Yeah, I’ll call her. No problem.”

  Rebekah shrugged and went back to worshiping the ugly wedding gown.

  Eric bit his lip as he watched her, wondering how to make her happy. He had a pathological need to bring her as much joy as she brought him. He figured it was time to call in a few favors. He stepped outside to make several calls because he didn’t want Rebekah to overhear his sudden change of plans. He hoped his friends would be willing to drop everything for him today and wondered how long he’d be able to stall his bride at the costume shop while they made his plan happen. His stomach was doing all sorts of acrobatics as he dialed his soon-to-be in-laws’ house and waited for someone to answer. He prayed his hesitant bride liked his impromptu surprise. He’d be crushed if he couldn’t make her burst with joy by the end of the day.

  Chapter Two

  Rebekah Blake—soon to be Rebekah Sticks—peeked over the rack of costumes she was contemplating and gazed at her very tall, very handsome, very tattooed, very fidgety fiancé. She was supposed to be deciding what to wear to their spur-of-the-moment courthouse wedding, but she couldn’t stop looking at the man. Couldn’t stop thinking about how sweet he was. How gorgeous. How generous. How wonderful. How thoughtful and understanding. How absolutely perfect.

  Just how did she get to be so lucky? And why was she so fucking nervous? Her belly wouldn’t stop writhing no matter how much she told herself that this was what she wanted. And it was. Her heart and her mind were ecstatic about marrying Eric. It was only her stomach that seemed against the idea.

  Having just rejoined her after making some twenty-minute-long phone call outside the store, Eric pulled a costume from the rack and held it up to his neck, glancing down at the green tights, brown tunic, and felt hat dangling limply from the hanger.

  “Ah, perfect,” he said. “I’ll rob from the rich and give to the poor.”

  “You are not wearing that to our wedding,” Rebekah said with a shake of her head.

  “Green looks great on me,” he said, glancing up at her and sporting a dreamy grin the instant his blue eyes touched on hers. “And Robin Hood is the type of hero who makes the ladies swoon.”

  Eric was the type of hero who made Rebekah swoon.

  “But you’re too tall for tights,” she said.

  “Too skinny, you mean?”

  “No, you’re not skinny, you’re too tall. You’ll end up with your crotch at your knees.”

  “I think you have me mistaken for Tripod.”

  Rebekah laughed. Eric’s best friend, Jace, apparently had some monster cock, the sheer size of which scared the eggs out of chickens. Or maybe it scared them out of the ovaries of all species.

  “What did you pick out?” Eric asked, lifting his cleft chin and then cocking his head in interest.

  “Cleopatra?” It was far more a question than an assertion. If they were going to dress up for their courthouse wedding, she figured they should play at being one of the great couples in history. Robin Hood and Maid Marion would have worked, but Cleopatra and Mark Antony had been naughtier. Much more comparable to herself and her rock star lover. Well, except for the double-suicide thing. That was a no-go for her. She loved life too much to give it up willingly.

  “So I get to choose between tights and a skirt?” he said, eyeing the pair of costumes Rebekah had taken off the rack and turning his nose up at the Marc Antony toga she’d
selected. “Maybe we should go for Romeo and Juliet. But wait—doesn’t Romeo wear tights too?” He shook his head and paused, tapping his chin. “How about Bonnie and Clyde? I could dress like Clyde without looking like a tool. Gangsta!” He rattled an imaginary Tommy gun, making all the appropriate sounds. Loud sounds.

  The shop’s proprietor remained undisturbed in his chair behind the counter.

  Cleopatra and Mark Antony. Romeo and Juliet. Bonnie and Clyde. Those couples had died horribly for each other.

  Rebekah’s scrunched her eyebrows together. “Ever notice how the most memorable couples all died way before their time?”

  “I guess suicide is more romantic than paying the mortgage and folding laundry.”

  She chuckled. “Depends on who you ask. I’d much rather fold your laundry for the next seventy years than prove I love you by falling into an early grave.”

  “Ah, baby,” he said with a crooked grin, “where’s your sense of suicide pacts?”

  Rebekah lifted the Cleopatra costume and gave it a shake for emphasis. “As much as I love you, I won’t be kissing a spitting cobra to prove it. So don’t go shoving any swords through your chest on my behalf.”

  “I have a snake you can kiss,” Eric said and slid his hand down over his crotch. “It’s not poisonous, but if you kiss it just right, it does spit.”

  She snorted and shook her head before shoving the Mark Antony toga against his chest. “Go try this on,” she said.

  “Also, I believe Cleo kissed an asp, not a cobra,” he said.

  “I’m not kissing your asp or charming your snake before the wedding.”

  “But after…” He lifted his brows and wiggled them at her.

  She grinned. “Count on it.”

  Eric glanced over at the proprietor sitting behind the front counter. The elderly man—who was apparently mostly deaf, even though his ears were uncommonly large—was still sound asleep with head resting against the wall. Eric grinned and sidled over to the front door, locking it with a barely audible click. Old Malachi emitted a soft snore, but didn’t open his eyes.