Texas Kissing

by Newbury, Helena

  So I stashed the boxes under our bed and told all my clients I was retiring. I pulled back from all the underground forums I was on and kept just one email address alive, for emergencies. Because, you know. You never know.

  A month after we arrived in Montana, I went back to college...but nothing to do with computers, this time. I started training to be a teacher.

  “You turned out to be a schoolmarm after all,” said Bull, coming up behind me. I was standing on the porch, looking out over our land. We’d bought a cozy little place on the edge of town with a couple of acres of land. There were trees and a river and we were even talking about getting a couple of horses. It was simple. It was everything we needed.

  “Don’t forget, though,” I said, turning around. “I’m a former saloon girl.” And, after checking that no one was in sight, I hooked one shoulder strap of my summer dress off, then the other, and let the whole thing fall to the floor.

  Underneath, I was wearing a scarlet bra and panties set. Bull took a step back so that he could fully appreciate the view. He gave a long, low growl of approval. “Woman,” he said, “I hope there ain’t nothing you need to be doing for the next few hours.”

  I yelped in delight as he scooped me up into his arms and carried me towards the bedroom. It was exactly the reaction I’d been hoping for.

  And if red underwear had that effect...well, wait until he found out that what I’d done just before we left Gold Lake for the final time. I’d contacted the photographer from the fair and bought the saloon girl outfit.

  One Year Later

  Bull

  “Are you sure about this?” l asked. “We’re taking a risk.”

  “If you try to control everything,” said Lily wisely, “you won’t have any fun.”

  I stared at my fake passport for the seventeenth time. “Cletus?” I asked. “You couldn’t resist, huh?” I scratched at my stuck-on beard. “This itches like all hell.” I ran a hand through my newly-blond hair. “And I think the bleach has done something to my scalp...”

  “Quit complaining,” said Lily. She tossed her long, auburn hair. “Do you see me complaining?”

  I forgot my gripes and just stared at her. She did look very, very good as a redhead.

  “You sure it’s okay?” I asked. “I don’t want to put them in danger. That rule about no contact—it’s there for a reason.”

  “Most witnesses don’t have access to me,” she said. “They can’t make whole new identities like I can. As long as we’re discreet and it’s only once a year and we use different identities each time...I think it’s okay.”

  I nodded. “Okay,” I said. “Let’s do this.” And I knocked on the door.

  When my mom opened it a few seconds later, Christmas music spilled out around her. In the background, I could see my dad, brother and sister dressing the tree.

  My mom stared blankly at the two strangers in her doorway. And then she took a second look.

  Lily and I leaned our head together. “Surprise!”

  Lily

  “Wait, really?” I asked. Bull’s mom kept ladling out more of the Christmas punch and I was already tipsy, but this revelation had me suddenly alert. “Bull’s real name is Bull?”

  She nodded at me happily. I don’t think she’d stopped grinning since we walked through the door. She looked across at her son. “It just always seemed appropriate. Stubborn, strong and impossible to control.”

  I stood up, walked over to my cowboy, and slid my arm around his waist. Then I leaned in and laid my cheek against his chest. Bull reached down and stroked my hair. Behind me, out of sight of his folks, he slid his other hand down to my ass and gave it a squeeze through my jeans. I tilted my head up and gave him a stop look. Then a don’t stop look. And then he kissed me.

  Stubborn, strong and impossible to control. It was true.

  And it was exactly the way I liked him.

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  An Extract From

  When Sylvie’s brother is injured in an illegal underground boxing match, she makes a desperate bargain to save his life: in one month, she’ll get into the ring and fight in his place. A fight that’s likely to cost her her life.

  She has one chance: Aedan O’Harra, the blue-eyed Irish beast of a man who everyone fears. If she can persuade him to train her, she might just stand a chance.

  But training together means getting close…

  I yelped and staggered back, tripped over my own feet and went down. I landed with a whump on the mat, arms and legs everywhere. I instinctively glanced around the gym. Everyone else there looked like they belonged. No one was actually laughing at me, but I could feel it in their looks. What's she doing here?

  "Don't mind them," said Aedan. He put out his hand for me to take. "You've got as much right to be here as them."

  I took his hand and he pulled me to my feet. His warm grip felt amazing. As if he could have easily lifted me right up into the air one-handed.

  I wound up standing very close to him, our toes almost touching. For just a second, everything seemed to stop. My breathing quickened. We were close enough that the tips of my breasts were almost brushing his chest—

  He stepped back and ran a hand through his hair. "You can't hit," he said. "You've got no feckin’ power. You've got no idea how to stand or move or guard."

  I stared at him, open-mouthed. "Well...thanks."

  But he hadn't finished. "You've got no balance," he said, shaking his head. "You've got no presence."

  "What the hell does that mean?" I asked angrily.

  "You intimidate too easily. I got in your face and you jumped back."

  I felt like I should deny it, but I knew he was right. "Is there anything good?" I asked at last.

  He stared at me for much longer than the question deserved. His eyes roamed down my body from head to toe and I felt it as a hot wave again, sluicing deep down into me and finishing with a tightening at my groin. The air seemed to thicken and crackle between us.

  "You're small," he said at last, looking at the floor. "That makes you harder to hit."

  He lifted his eyes and we stared at one another.

  "Well, that's something," I whispered.

  He stared at me for three more beats of my racing heart...and then he sighed and glanced away. “Come on,” he said. “Let’s start with your stance.”

  He came around to stand behind me, so close that I could feel the heat of his breath on my neck. His big, warm hands landed on my shoulders and he started to guide me into the position he wanted me in.

  The position he wanted me in. A shudder went through me. Oh, quit that you moron! He doesn’t even like you! Or if he did, he was shying away from it for some reason.

  None of which stopped his hands feeling absolutely amazing.

  “You’re right-handed, yeah?” he asked. I nodded. “Okay. Turn sideways a little. Makes you a smaller target. Left hand up like this—no, other way around.” He gently turned my forearm. His big paws encircled it completely. “Other hand up like this.” Then his hands were sweeping down my sides to my hips. “The power has to come from here—understand? Twist.”

  He left his hands there, the heat of him throbbing into me. I realized he was waiting for me to try it. I twisted, lashing out with my right hand, and f
elt my muscles move under his palms. Much like I was riding him and he was holding onto me as I writhed.

  I nodded. “Got it,” I said shakily.

  He released his hands. But he seemed to do it almost reluctantly.

  We practiced the boxer’s shuffle, dancing back and forth with my weight over my back foot in case someone tried to kick the front one out from under me. I quickly learned how tiring just moving around the ring non-stop is—all those fast little movements add up. Then he put gloves on me for the very first time. I stared down at my hands with their huge, comedy padding. I felt like a mascot at Disneyland who’d forgotten the rest of her costume.

  He showed me how to jab and cross and hook. After an hour, I felt like it was actually beginning to come together. I looked, if you squinted hard, kind of like a boxer. But he was looking at me with concern. It started to drive me crazy.

  “What?” I demanded at last.

  “You’re too mechanical. Like a puppet with someone yanking your strings. You’re just repeating what I’ve shown you.”

  “Of course I am! That’s what you said to do!”

  “But it’s too...stilted. You’re punching and moving. You’re not fighting.”

  I looked at the bag we were hitting. “That’s because I’m hitting a bag,” I said, a little defensively.

  “But in your head, you’re not fighting. It’s not coming from the heart.”

  I’d had enough. I was hot. I was exhausted. I was irrationally pissed off with him because I’d mistakenly thought I’d felt something between us. I remembered how I’d agonized over my clothes that morning and I wanted to shoot myself in the head. As if he’d even notice what I was wearing.

  My hands were sweating in the gloves. I went to take one of them off so that I could hurl it down on the mat in frustration and discovered that it’s almost impossible to un-velcro one glove while the other one’s still on. “Goddamnit!” I yelled. “I’m trying! How about some positivity?”

  His foot suddenly hooked under my ankle—I’d forgotten to keep my weight off of it. I fell backwards onto the mat for the second time that day, landing with a surprised grunt. Then he was on top of me, his hands pinning my shoulders to the mat.

  “Do you think she’s going to go easy on you?” he yelled. “Do you think she’s going to care that you’re a girl and a rookie? She’s going to treat you like any other fighter!”

  I looked up at him with huge eyes. It suddenly clicked that I hadn’t been the only one getting frustrated over the last hour. He’d just been hiding it better. And now I could see the worry in his eyes. That was where the frustration was coming from: concern.

  Concern for me.

  “Sorry,” I said quietly.

  We stared at each other for a moment longer, and then the reality of our situation sank in. His knee was between my legs, pushing up against my groin through a few layers of cotton. His palms were resting on my bare shoulders and my breasts were heaving from the shock of falling. The air seemed as thick as honey. I could feel the sweat on my skin, making it glossy and slick under his hands.

  I saw his eyes flick down to...my lips? God, is he about to—

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  Contents

  Title Page

  Copyright

  Acknowledgments

  One

  Two

  Three

  Four

  Five

  Six

  Seven

  Eight

  Nine

  Ten

  Eleven

  Twelve

  Thirteen

  Fourteen

  Fifteen

  Sixteen

  Seventeen

  Eighteen

  Nineteen

  Twenty

  Twenty-One

  Twenty-Two

  Twenty-Three

  Twenty-Four

  Twenty-Five

  Twenty-Six

  Twenty-Seven

  Twenty-Eight

  Twenty-Nine

  Thirty

  Thirty-One

  Thirty-Two

  Thirty-Three

  Thirty-Four

  Thirty-Five

  Thirty-Six

  Thirty-Seven

  Thirty-Eight

  Thirty-Nine

  Forty

  Forty-One

  Forty-Two

  Forty-Three

  Forty-Four

  Forty-Five

  Forty-Six

  Forty-Seven

  Forty-Eight

  Forty-Nine

  Fifty

  Fifty-One

  Fifty-Two

  Fifty-Three

  Fifty-Four

  Fifty-Five

  Fifty-Six

  Fifty-Seven

  Fifty-Eight

  Fifty-Nine

  Sixty

  Sixty-One

  Sixty-Two

  Sixty-Three

  Sixty-Four

  Sixty-Five

  Sixty-Six

  Sixty-Seven

  Sixty-Eight

  Sixty-Nine

  Seventy

  Seventy-One

  Seventy-Two

  Seventy-Three

  Seventy-Four

  Epilogue

  Extract from Punching and Kissing