Sinful

by Lexi Buchanan

  Epilogue

  Jace

  Five years later…

  Relaxing on a lounge chair out back surrounded by our family fills my heart with joy.

  I wish I could say that once I reappeared in Savannah’s life that things had been perfect, but that would be a lie. The first year had been bumpy to say the least. At first it had been perfect, but as time went on and I wasn’t prepared to try to be with her overnight, she’d been unable to hide the hurt that my fear was causing.

  It had taken two years for me to finally get the balls to be with her, and in that time her love for me had never wavered. And because of that we now have a beautiful life together. A life that I never dreamed would be possible.

  Savannah has been my wife for two and a half years, and today has been the baptism of our youngest child, Mazie. She is three months old and currently nestled against my chest in a milk-induced coma. We’ve had a double celebration because yesterday had been Tammy’s ninth birthday and we couldn’t let that pass without making a big deal about it.

  Jamie, our eighteen-month-old son is currently running around with Ryder and Dahlia’s three children. Faith considers herself in charge because she is the eldest ‘little’ girl in her household at nearly six. Georgia, her sister, has just turned four, and the baby of my brother’s family, Lacy is two. It’s no wonder that my brother has started to sprout grey hair. He matches me at least. I’m convinced my grey hair stems from our son, Charlie, who is now twelve, and has discovered that his prowess on the softball field attracts girls. Of course Ryder finds this highly amusing. He won’t in years to come when he has three teenage girls running around his house whispering about boys.

  My heart aches because it’s so full of love for my family, and especially my wife and children. Not one day goes by that I’m not thankful to Savannah for believing in me, regardless of what happened between us in the past. She has always been by my side, and I know that she always will be.

  THE END

  I hated typing the end to this book because I feel like I could go on, and on with the life of ‘Jace and Savannah’.

  Turn the page for a sneak peak at Blade, coming Winter 2015

  Prologue

  Sylvia

  Draft – Subject to Change

  “T

  alya, I’m not sure about this,” I moaned, worrying at my bottom lip with my teeth.

  “Look, you said you wanted to change. So I’m helping you do that.” Talya grinned. “You were hot on that pole at class, which makes me think you’ve done something like that before.” She raised a brow in question.

  I squirmed in discomfort, because I didn’t want to admit about my past, but this was my friend, right?

  Sucking it up, I admitted, “My family had some financial problems due to medical expenses for my father, during my first year of college. They wanted me to go home because they couldn’t afford my fees. My living expenses were covered with my job in the coffee shop. Anyway, there was an advertisement for a new club that had opened, so I went along. Instead of being offered a waitress job, they offered me a dancer position.”

  Talya cracked up laughing. “Oh my God. You’re serious? Well, shit.” She chuckled. “I’m sorry, but you seem more like the church going person than the dancer type.”

  If only she knew how right that statement was.

  “Look, I made enough money at it to see me through the first year of college, until my parents where back on their feet. Most nights I enjoyed it because it made me feel as though I could accomplish anything. I mean, I know being a pole dancer isn’t exactly big time, but for someone who is as shy as me, it felt as though it was a start.”

  “I’m sorry I laughed. It just didn’t sound like you, so it took me by surprise.” Talya reached out and squeezed my hand.

  “I know. I was brought up believing sex outside of marriage was a sin, which I guess is why I tried it more than a few times as soon as I left home.” I gave Talya a sly look. “I like hot, sweaty sex. Burns a lot of calories.”

  Unable to help myself, I burst into a fit of giggles when I saw the startled look on my friends’ face, before we sobered up.

  “Then if you like hot, sweaty sex, why are you having a panic attack at the thought of coming into this club with me?”

  “I’m n—” I started to deny the fact, and then added, “I don’t know.”

  “I do. And it has everything to do with Ramon McKenzie. You need to stop seeing him and get a life. There are more hot guys out there who’d love the chance to take you out, and I’m not just meaning for sex.” She took hold of my hand as we crossed the street.

  “I’m used to him, and I like him. He’s good to me when he’s around.”

  Eric jumped into my thoughts. He confused me.

  “C’mon. We’ll go in here for a drink and a dance and then we’ll leave, okay?”

  I nodded, not really paying attention, because I’d gotten lost in thoughts of Eric.

  Was it possible to be attracted to two men at the same time? I didn’t think that I was one of those women, but with how frequently he’d been in my thoughts, whether I was conscious or unconscious in sleep, I’d started to think that I was.

  Whereas before my heart would leap when Ramon entered the office, it had started doing that with the sight of Eric. It was no wonder that I was confused, especially with the hot and cold signals Eric threw at me all the time.

  “Sylvia, you’re not listening to me,” Talya complained.

  “Sorry.” I came back to the here and now, and realized we were outside of Kenza.

  My heart sank.

  “Stop with that look. I told you last week about having tickets for tonight, and you agreed. So here we are.”

  Talya was right, and I did remember agreeing to come with her tonight.

  Talya could make me dizzy sometimes with her plans and with how quickly she sorted things out. I was more laid back, unless I was at work. There I needed to be ready to act, which I guessed was why I was so lazy in my private life.

  I’d met Talya during my last year of college at the coffee shop where I used to work. Talya was a customer who’d spend all day in the shop using the free Wi-Fi. We’d hit it off and had been best friends ever since.

  We were nothing alike. Where Talya was tall, slim with a short, dark-haired bob that surrounded her face and a decent rack size, I was short, and slim with big boobs.

  Most guys talked to my chest instead of my face and, more often than not, I’d let it slide, but with others, it pissed me the fuck off and they discovered just what a five-foot nothing could do.

  As soon as Talya dragged me into the club that was owned by Ramon’s brother, Ruben McKenzie, the beat of the music vibrated through me.

  Ever since his club opened in the heart of Lexington, it had become one of the hottest nightspots around. Ramon had brought me once when the band ‘Deception’ had done a gig. Totally amazing band, and I hoped Ruben managed to talk them into coming back for another night.

  “I love this place,” Talya shouted into my ear. She startled me when she shoved a drink into my hand.

  “Smile.” Talya bumped hips with me, but instead of bumping hips, she nearly knocked the drink I was holding down myself.

  I rolled my eyes.

  Taking the glass from my hand, and along with hers, Talya dumped them on someone else’s table before she grabbed hold of me. She dragged me onto the dance floor to the heavy beat of the music.

  I had no idea what was playing, as I was so out of date with music. My favorite was Ed Sheeran, but I liked whatever was on. It had a good rhythm to it.

  The crush of bodies surrounding us helped me to shake loose any lingered thoughts of Ramon.

  Raising my arms into the air and, closing my eyes, I threw my head back and let the music overtake my body—let it caress over my heated skin as I moved to the beat.

  Not sure how many songs I’d lost myself in, I froze when hands landed on my hips. My eyes snapped open and I was cap
tured in the angry ones of one of the men I’d tried to get out of my head, Eric.

  He dragged my closer to his body, slipping a leg between mine. My dress crept up but stayed covering my ass when his large hands clamped down on each ass cheek.

  I grabbed hold of his shoulders for balance, and so I didn’t end up a puddle at his feet.

  The music had gotten my blood flowing, but being so close to an aroused Eric caused the blood in my veins to overheat. And aroused he was. There was no mistaking the length of his cock that throbbed against my hip as he rubbed against me with our movements.

  I’d never danced with anyone the way that I was with him. His hands kept me riding his thigh, and my fingers twitched to reach down and grasp his hard dick. Instead, I slid my fingers through the hair at the nape of his neck and brought my chest flush with his.

  My nipples were hard, aching tips, which he would feel now that I rubbed against him. I’d never been so aroused while dancing before, and Eric had me ready to orgasm.

  With each movement, our groins rubbed together, and it wouldn’t surprise me if Eric could feel how wet I was through his jeans as my pussy rode him. It’d been so long for me since I’d had sex, and something told me that sex with Eric would be like nothing I’d experienced before.

  What was I thinking—contemplating?

  Moving my chest away from him, I tried to put much needed space between us. One look into his eyes stopped me from going anywhere. It was a look I’d never seen reflected toward me before, and I wasn’t sure that I had the strength to walk away from him.

  Eric brought me back against him, and growled into my ear, “I’ve tried keeping my hands off you.” He sucked my earlobe into his mouth.

  I gasped in pleasure as my arousal flooded my thong.

  “I’ve been watching you since I spotted you lost in your own world. I couldn’t help wondering what it’d feel like having you dancing on my cock.”

  He shouldn’t talk to me like that. Like he wanted nothing more than to find a dark corner to fuck me. Ugh—that image. I squirmed in lust and tried to close her legs, forgetting that his was between mine, and saw his knowing smirk when he felt me clamping down against him.

  “Let me take care of you.” He rubbed his chest against the twin peaks of my breasts.

  I couldn’t pretend that I didn’t want him since the evidence spoke for itself. It had been a few years since I’d last had sex, and I wasn’t that far gone that I didn’t realize tonight with Eric would be a one-time deal. I wasn’t promiscuous, but I’d had one or two one-night stands when I was in college.

  The sensuous feel of having a virile male body, hot and hard against mine played with my common sense because I wanted to say yes. I wanted to go some place with Eric and let him fuck me senseless. Something told me that he fucked like he went about his daily business—full speed.

  My back hit a wall, and Eric’s hands slid up my thighs as he wrapped my legs around his waist. I stopped thinking and went with the flow.

  His large cock felt so good against my pussy that I didn’t even mind having my dress around my waist.

  Reaching up, I pulled his head down to mine, and as our mouths joined, a whole lot of fireworks exploded behind my closed eyes. They snapped open and stared into his passion hazed ones. I just felt him while unable to look away.

  With the grinding on his dick that I’d been doing, my thong had been pushed between my folds. All I wanted was for him to open his jeans and impale me to finish what he started.

  Coming Winter 2015

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  Other books by Lexi Buchanan

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  Sizzle

  Spicy

  Sultry

  Savor

  Sinful

  McKenzie Brothers

  Seduce

  The Wedding (Novella)

  Rapture

  Delight

  Entice

  Cherished

  Men in Uniform (McKenzie Spinoff)

  Blade (2015)

  Jackson Hole

  From This Moment

  New Beginning (2015)

  Holiday Season

  Kissing Under the Mistletoe

  Lawful

  Gia 0.5 (Novella)

  The Club

  One Dance (Novella)

  Standalone

  Educate Me

  Renovation of the Heart (coming soon)

  Dear Professor (coming soon)

  Offside (coming soon)

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  About the Author

  I was born in Bolton, Lancashire within the United Kingdom, where I lived, and worked at the University of Bolton. In 2010, I moved to Ireland with my husband, four kids and pack of animals.

  I'm a NY Times and USA Today Bestselling Author of Devour, and International Bestselling Author of Seduce and Sizzle.

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