Bella Baby

by Renee Lindemann

  Big Willie dropped his hands and looked at Chaz. He wanted Chaz to tell her what he already knew. Big Willie had been in this business for many years and as much as he joked around, he learned a long time ago you couldn’t mix business with pleasure. Chaz chased Trinity and didn’t realize she would never live up to the images he had going on in his head. Chaz fell for the chase and plied her with money and gifts, which was her only goal. Somewhere Trinity either really started liking Chaz or her ego had been severely bruised that he wasn’t strung out on her. Big Willie guessed both. She was in love with Chaz and he bruised her ego by not being sexually attracted to Trinity.

  Chaz stood from the computer putting the inventory list in the desk drawer. He gave her his panty-crushing smile before speaking.

  “First off Trinity, you and I both know that once I went into your bathroom and looked at some porn on my phone I was able to make you come pretty hard. If I remember correctly it was with this whack dick. The problem was you couldn’t return the favor at least not with your pussy. After some fantasizing and that big ass mouth of yours we made it happen. I do not fancy fucking anyone that requires that much work. That shit was embarrassing for both of us. Secondly, the real problem is that you know exactly what I have with my fiancée. Just so you know I was thinking of nothing but Bella, as evidenced by the very hard dick I was giving her when you walked in. You saw exactly what she does to me and wished it could be you making me come like that. Sorry it turns out that only Bella can make me come so hard I put a ring on it. I fell for the okie doke with you but I wised up and got a real woman. If my relationship stops you from making money then you need to make sure you are calling the right person stupid.”

  “You fucked Bella in here? I got to go check on the video. I will be right back,” Big Willie said walking to the door. Trinity’s eyes blazed with hatred and anger.

  “Big Willie you are a fool. Do not look at the video of me fucking my fiancée against that wall,” Chaz laughed pointing to the wall. “I heard it is upsetting to watch our simultaneous orgasms especially the part where I come inside her tight pussy.”

  “Keep trying to convince yourself that you are the man. We both know the truth. You went to find some inexperienced light bright bitch that wouldn’t know a good fuck from a bad fuck. As I said before she will bore you and you will be begging me for another chance. I bet she thinks you are really rocking her world with that whack dick.”

  “This whack dick got you mad, what does that say? Be careful Trinity you sound like you have feelings for this whack dick. It sounds like you fell in love with me and I didn’t reciprocate. I treated you like the professional that you are. Now if you will excuse me I am going to go home now and give my fiancée some of this whack dick.”

  Chaz went to the safe and retrieved his weapon before putting his jacket on.

  “Fuck you Chaz and this ghetto ass club. I will be making big bank at the Royal Flush. You will be bankrupt in a month.”

  Trinity turned to leave pushing Big Willie out of her way.

  “Oh by the way the Royal Flush is about to lose their liquor license. Good luck making big bank at a bar that can’t serve liquor. I guess maybe they can serve coffee.” Chaz’s cell phone began to ring and he gave her a dismissive wave before answering.

  “You whack dick asshole,” Trinity screamed before storming out of the office.

  “Trinity, you should change your name to Sanka. Cause you just Sanka your career,” Big Willie howled with laughter.

  Bella could hear yelling but she declined to get into Chaz’s mess. He should have learned after Marlene that sleeping with an employee was a bad idea. Trinity was pissed for whatever reason and no matter what she said it had nothing to do with Bella. Trinity had underestimated Chaz’s ability to make women fall in love with him. Bella was sure Trinity thought she would have Chaz eating out of her hand and begging for five minutes of her time. Instead Trinity learned the hard way how easy it was to fall for Chaz. She was sick to death of women being in love or lust with her fiancé.

  “You are marrying a whack ass limp dick motherfucker, but I am sure that’s what you are used to,” Trinity said. Bella wiped the last of the liquor bottles off impressed with her cleaning job.

  “You’ve seen what I am used to, we both know that,” Bella said, putting her cleaning supplies away.

  “Bella who do you think you are fooling? As soon as another dancer like me starts working here he will chase her and forget all about you.”

  “Okay well thanks for the heads up.”

  Bella pulled the broom out of the closet and began to sweep the bar area.

  “Wow you are really in denial. You think he loves you and wants to spend the rest of his life with you? It’s women like you that give real women like me a bad name. You need to learn how to make men eat out of your hand.”

  Bella stopped sweeping and covered her mouth as a giggle escaped.

  “How is that working out for you? You are the one in denial. You are in love with a man who couldn’t fuck you.”

  “Light bright bitch I had Chaz begging to smell my panties and buying me anything I wanted. He couldn’t fuck me like a real man so I dropped his ass.”

  “You got me there. Chaz likes ripping off my panties and fucking me without the need for porn to help him find his way. I think I am doing okay. I will stick to my methods but by all means please stick with what’s working for you.”

  Trinity tried to laugh off her words but they stung.

  “You are stupid if you believe he needed to watch porn to fuck me. I was too much for him to handle. I intimidated the fuck out of him, literally.”

  Bella shook her head and continued sweeping. She just wanted to go home, crawl into bed, and see her babies Boxer and Bruiser. A respite from the drama was in order. Bella contemplated the turn of events this weekend and got lost in her thoughts. Bella was seriously rethinking going out anytime soon. Trinity did not leave but stood there watching Bella tune her out. Her anger increased tenfold as she realized he had chosen Bella over her, the former star of the Perfect Ten. She could have kept him making money and his bed warm.

  “You can stop cleaning because this motherfucking club is going to close without me. I bring in the money that paid for that ring, if it’s real,” Trinity said folding her arms.

  “Thanks for all of your hard work,” Bella said picking up the accumulated trash. She turned to survey her work and was happy with the cleaning job. Chaz walked out shocked to see Trinity still standing near the bar. He had hoped she was long gone.

  “Bella baby, you ready to go home?” Chaz asked, taking in the bar area. “Damn baby what did you do?”

  “I cleaned the bar area, since the cleaning crew couldn’t get in today. I am so ready to go home, there is nothing more to see,” Bella said looking at Trinity. Chaz was sure to give Bella a sweet kiss. “Baby you did not have to do that.”

  “Uh yes I did. They must have been busy last night making money. The bar was practically empty. Let’s go, I was thinking of making spaghetti tonight.” Bella beamed as Chaz wrapped his arms around her body. Trinity stood watching with pure hatred in her eyes. The dancers working tonight were coming into the front door along with the bar staff. Trinity yelled trying to embarrass Chaz in front of his employees.

  “Chaz are you going to take her home and give her some of that limp whack dick? You know he has a problem staying hard.”

  “Good evening ladies. Trinity has decided to resign so we will redo the main show and probably hire some more dancers. If you know any sexy ladies looking to make some money let me know. I am thinking we should have a huge audition. I will let you ladies pick the new dancers. I am not really that good at it anymore.” Chaz gave Trinity a deadpanned look. A few of the ladies gave exasperated sighs while the others were glad to see Trinity go. Not because they didn’t like her but they could make more money with her dancing somewhere else.

  “Sorry ladies, I will be taking my clients with me to the Roy
al Flush. If any of you want to make some real money feel free to come dance in a classy club,” Trinity offered.

  “I heard that Royal Flush was losing their liquor license because they sold to underage kids. Don’t go their Trinity,” one dancer explained. A few others nodded in agreement and Bella let a giggle escape.

  “Light bright bitch what’s so fucking funny? Oh I know what’s so funny, when he fucked you in the office last night he was thinking of me. He was wishing he could satisfy all of this but he couldn’t because his dick does not work. Limp motherfucker.” Trinity put up her index finger to imitate Chaz’s dick and appreciated the snickers of laughter from some of the dancers.

  Bella turned to look at Chaz who just wanted to go home.

  “All right Trinity let’s do this. I am not the one you are mad at but if you want to go there let’s go. It hurt your feelings to watch Chaz put this ring on my finger. It hurt your feelings when you walked in on him coming inside me because you do not know what that feels like. Let me tell you it feels fucking fabulous. Did you know when we left here last night he carried me to our hotel room and made slow passionate love to me until I cried? Then several hours later he fucked me against another wall,” Bella paused turning to Chaz. “You really have a thing for fucking me against walls. Anyway, he spent an hour eating my pussy before I took every inch of him down my throat. We finally ended the night with him fucking me one more time coming inside me before I collapsed in his arms. So your theory that his dick doesn’t work has been disproved. It works just wonderfully for me.”

  Bella folded her arms allowing a wonderful smirk to cover her face. A few of the dancers produced noticeable gasps and sighs when she spoke, infuriating Trinity more.

  “Bitch, you have an overactive imagination. Chaz couldn’t fuck that much with Viagra and a new dick. That limp motherfucker couldn’t get it up for me and I am a bad bitch, you just a stupid bitch.”

  “Did you hear yourself? He couldn’t get it up for you. With all the money you are going to make at the Royal Flush you should invest in that surgery,” Bella said and put her hand up to her mouth and pointed downward. “I heard they could fix that these days.”

  The dancers stood with shocked expressions on their faces as they listened to the exchange of words. Some of them had heard the stories about Chaz’s sexual prowess but couldn’t confirm it, until now. They all knew Chaz chased Trinity. When Chaz stopped showering her with attention, the other dancers began to talk. To save face, Trinity made it seem like sex with Chaz was overhyped attention from the inexperienced women that he messed around with. She made it clear that he could not handle experienced women.

  Trinity threw her bag to the floor and charged at Bella, who stood her ground. Kickboxing was about to come in handy if Trinity reached Bella. The dancers and Chaz stepped in front of Bella stopping Trinity’s progress.

  “Fuck you white bitch. Your man’s dick does not work and you are a dumb hoe. He can only get off if you suck that pathetic motherfucker. That’s why he tried to fuck me in his Hummer last month. I turned that limp dick down,” Trinity screamed as they held her back.

  “Hoe, it didn’t work for you. I do not have that problem. Maybe if you stay up on your Kegel exercises you can get that tightness back,” Bella screamed back. “Get it through your head hoe, neither Chaz or his dick wants you.”

  A round of laughing ensued from the dancers when Bella brought up the Kegel exercises. Chaz laughed picking up Bella with one arm and Big Willie was there to pick up Trinity. They both walked to the door with women yelling a volley of insults at each other. The assistant manager and bouncer arrived to the cacophony of loud insults. They helped get the irate Trinity to her car. Chaz put Bella in the Hummer and buckled the seat belt to keep her in the truck. Bella was fuming as she sat in the seat, more at herself for stooping to Trinity’s level.

  “You are wrong for this Chaz and you know it,” Trinity shouted. “How can you choose her over me?”

  “Wrong for what Trinity? Chaz shrugged his shoulders as he walked to the driver’s side of the Hummer.

  “You never gave me a chance to be your woman. You never gave us a chance. Now you are marrying that light bright bitch.”

  “Trinity, you know we were not compatible all I have is this whack dick. Besides, I love her more than you will ever understand. Now go work at the Royal Flush,” Chaz shouted back.

  “Don’t dance there Trinity, they are losing their liquor license,” the assistant manager suggested.

  “Oh shut the fuck up,” Trinity said opening her car door.

  Chapter 14

  Bella jumped down from the truck and walked to the front door opening it quick. At the back of the house she let the dogs inside. They were jumping up and down trying to give her love.

  “Hey babies. I missed you too,” she cooed. Bella took them in the kitchen and retrieved their gourmet dog biscuits. She gave them biscuits kissing the tops of their head.

  “You are so spoiling them,” Chaz said rubbing their backs. “They are killers.”

  Bella ignored him and walked out of the kitchen to the bedroom. She put their overnight bag down and grabbed fresh pajamas. Inside the bathroom she took an uninterrupted shower. The engagement ring glistened under the warm water and Bella contemplated being married to Chaz. There would always be a never-ending stream of women throwing themselves at Chaz. His reputation would always precede him and he would leave a wake of broken hearts. He was handsome and well off with plenty of charisma. Bella realized that the same thing they saw in Chaz was what she originally saw in him. She was fortunate enough to have gotten to know the real man. It was a version of Chaz that they would never know. They also would never know what it was like to have him love them. Trinity wanted Chaz to love her, not just lust after her, but he was incapable of having that feeling until he met Bella. She knew this every day and would know it for the rest of her life.

  Bella left the bathroom dressed in the simple pajama pants and tank top. In the kitchen she made a quick pot of spaghetti and garlic bread. While cooking she heard the shower and Chaz appeared a little while later wrapped in a towel. Bella thought he was so damn sexy in a towel but Trinity’s pain laced voice interrupted her naughty thoughts.

  “Thanks for making dinner,” Chaz said with a rye smile. Bella sat at the counter and finished eating dinner mumbling a quick, “You are welcome.”

  Bruiser was at her side putting on his best friendly face wanting whatever she was eating. Bella informed him he was not getting any and he continued to stare. Chaz sat next to Bella in the towel eating the spaghetti. Bella never wanted to be in Trinity’s spot. Trinity loved a man that was physically and emotionally incapable of loving her back. The plate made a noise when she placed it in the dishwasher, jolting her from her thoughts. Bella poured two glasses of juice and downed her glass quickly. Chaz took a huge swig from his glass before returning to his spaghetti.

  In the bedroom Bella grabbed her cell phone and read the messages from Kennedy. For a while they texted back and forth, Kennedy indicated that she was angry with Horatio and wasn’t talking to him right now. Bella insisted that she hear the man out considering she loved him. Kennedy was pissed when Bella suggested she should have been more aggressive when the girl was hitting on Horatio. The text messages ceased and she knew that meant a long lunch tomorrow. Bella put her phone on the nightstand and tried to find some sleep. Trinity’s pain laced voice haunted her dreams and it made sleeping difficult.

  Not sure how many hours she spent asleep, Bella awoke to find Chaz sleeping next to her. Boxer and Bruiser were at the foot of the bed taking up the remaining space. Bruiser woke when Bella walked into the living room. He went to the back door and that was his signal he needed to go out. Slipping on Chaz’s jacket, Bella let the dog out into the backyard. Boxer eventually made his way outside as well. They both did their business and Bella grabbed the scooper shovel and cleaned up. Inside the house they begged at the counter for the gourmet dog biscuits. S
he gave them each one and decided on a cup of tea to help her sleep. The warm cup of tea was soothing as she wrestled with her thoughts. She went over the details of the weekend in her mind. The comfy couch provided a nice thinking spot. Boxer and Bruiser took up positions on the floor at her feet.

  “You okay Bella?” Chaz asked sleepily.

  “Yes, I couldn’t sleep that’s all,” she answered.

  “Come lay back down, you have work in the morning.”

  Chaz looked worried that the happiness of the weekend was overshadowed by the drama of the weekend. When she refused to go back to bed, he took a seat on the couch and held her hand.

  “I love you,” he said softly.

  “I love you too Chaz,” she replied with equal softness. They sat on the couch for a while just enjoying the quiet. Bella occasionally took sips of her tea before standing. Chaz reached for her body and placed his face against her stomach while wrapping his hands around her waist. He wanted to make her happy and he felt like that was the last thing he was doing.

  “I am so sorry Bella,” he murmured. “I wanted to show you how much I love you. I failed because I never realized how much I hurt the women I came in contact with.”

  Bella ran her hand over his short closely cropped hair. Chaz looked up at her and closed his eyes. Bella ran her fingers over his face before speaking.

  “Trinity loves you. I know how she feels except that you love me back. You need to deal with the life you had before me Chaz. You hurt a lot of women, no matter how forthcoming you were with them. I do not want this trail of broken hearts interfering with our relationship.”

  “I am so sorry about Trinity. I should have had Big Willie escort her out when she left the office. I never thought Trinity was in love with me, until tonight. I thought she was embarrassed and indifferent to our brief interlude. I just do not think before I act. I am sorry about Mia. I want everyone to feel comfortable around me.”