Falling Into Love

by Selene Chardou

  KAZ AWOKE THE next morning with a nude Sydney next to him. Her breasts were on display and she slept peacefully.

  He couldn’t help himself as he caressed them gently before pinching her nipples lightly.

  She stirred but didn’t wake.

  He whipped the covers off her perfect body and spread her legs. Between drinking too much and vomiting, he had awful morning breath and there was no way he would kiss her tasting like the bottom of a toilet bowl. He debated whether he could wait long enough to brush his teeth before he tackled that beautiful, gorgeous pussy between her legs.

  His male instincts won out in the end and he bent his head between her open thighs, his nose inhaled and reveled in her feminine scent. The smell of her was intoxicating and an utter turn on. Immediately he spread her lips and licked her clit with a sandpaper tongue. His mouth was as dry as the arid Australian desert.

  Kaz paused and grabbed a bottle of spring water Syd had left on his side of the bed. He opened it and drank half the bottle, washing away the awful taste in his mouth.

  “How are you feeling?” Syd greeted at she stretched her arms over her head, yawned and spread her legs further.

  “You have no idea how fucking sexy you look like that. Leave your legs open just like that so I can eat you out.”

  “I can order room service you know,” she replied in a wry voice.

  “Why? I have a banquet right here…” he trailed off as his lips kissed his way down her body.

  Her gorgeous cunt was already wet and shiny with her own juices and he licked the nub of her clit before he wrapped his mouth around her and suckled her deeply. She moaned in his mouth as he continued to tease her with his mouth while two fingers slid inside her and found the spongy tissue of her G-spot.

  Syd’s hips bucked under the pleasure and she ground her beautiful mound in his face over and over again until his perfect expertise produced an orgasm so deep and violent, she shook against him.

  Kaz wanted to keep his mouth exactly where it was but Syd could be very demanding when she wanted to be.

  “Come on, I want to fuck…playtime is over.”

  She pushed him on his back and his legs dangled over the side of the bed as she grabbed his hard cock and swung a long leg over his body. Before he could fully react, she had climbed on top of his body and his dick was being pushed into the hot, soaked walls of her body.

  He gripped her waist as she rocked against him and gyrated her hips until he couldn’t stand the pressure of being trapped inside her body without any way to thrust in and out of her. He was literally stuck in paradise with no where to go as her vaginal muscles clenched around his cock over and over again.

  Kaz could only take so much and before he came. He flipped them over and he pinned her to the bed before he grabbed her long legs and threw them over his shoulders.

  “I thought you wanted me to be in charge,” Syd teased him before she laughed out loud.

  “No. I’m going to fuck you and I’m going to make you come so hard, you’re going to scream my name over and over,” he responded in a deep, throaty voice.

  He positioned himself so his feet were firmly on the floor and he pulled her closer to him until her ass was on the edge of the bed. He leaned over her and entered her slippery, hot depths again before he began to thrust in and out of her with leisurely pace and speed.

  Syd wrapped her legs around his neck and she commanded, “Harder. Fuck me hard and deep, baby.”

  “Um, you teased me and almost made a premature ejaculator out of me but I am supposed to listen when you tell me how to make love to you?”

  “We’re not making love right now. You’re fucking me because I want you to fuck me and that doesn’t mean you love me any less but I want you to put your back into it and really pound the shit out of me,” she begged with an intensity in her voice he’d never heard before.

  There wasn’t much he could deny her and if she wanted it fast and hard, he’d give it to her. His cock had needs of its own and it began to do all the action for him, ramming her deep and hard as she moaned out loud.

  “Yeah, baby, just like that,” Syd rasped in a hoarse voice.

  Although he had a hangover from hell and he didn’t feel his best, he continued to please her with his hard, deep thrusts until her muscles trapped him inside of her and the pressure became too great. He rubbed her clit for good measure and continued to pound her despite all the resistance and before he knew it, his orgasm started in his balls and worked its way through him until he spurted his hot semen inside her and she shuddered underneath him and barely contained herself, her moan loud and music to his ears before they collapsed in mass of sweaty limbs and limp bodies.

  “That was…intense.” Syd finally whispered before she repositioned herself until they were side-by-side.

  He stared into her gorgeous steel blue eyes and smiled. “I love you so much baby and I can’t imagine spending the rest of my life with anyone else but you. I thought it was your physical beauty that got to me but to be honest, it’s you. When I look in your eyes and catch a glimpse of your soul or when we have moments like this and I realize what a wonderful, generous and non-judgmental person you are, I know I will never find anyone else like you.”

  Kaz paused and pulled her closer to him until they were pressed against one another, sweaty bodies and the scent of sex and mutually exchanged bodily fluids mixed with perfume and cologne they’d both worn the day before.

  “When I think about my life, I see no future if there is no ‘us’ in it. That doesn’t mean I’d end my life because Xander needs his father and I will always love my son. I also need my brothers and my sister—not Randall, mind you. I could give a fuck whether he lives or dies but the MC…my father…they are my family and despite me never wearing the cut or getting a Lucifer’s Saints tattoo, they are a part of me.”

  “I know that, baby,” Syd whispered before she kissed his mouth. “I knew it when you told me everything in Munich. I know they consider me an interloper and an outsider but I am too close to you and if I were to ever leave you—”

  “—Cillian would murder you without a second thought. He is…uncontrollable and not even my dad can stop what he would do. I honestly don’t think he gives a shit. But I do and I would never let that happen to you so…Sydney Landvik, will you marry me? Not because of that biker shit or the MC but because I am in love with you and would do anything necessary to protect you. When I fell in love with you, I knew I would marry you despite my whole speech of never marrying again. I won’t allow your life to be at risk and this is the only way I can protect you.”

  She closed her eyes and sighed. “Tell me the only reason you’re marrying me has nothing to do with the club and I’ll say yes. I don’t want your pity and I am no man’s consolation prize. If you don’t want to marry me because you love me with all your heart and want us to be together then my answer is no.”

  Kaz kissed her mouth and this time he stole a full kiss from her that included their tongues in perfect harmony and his mouth devouring her own the way he’d recently taken her body. She wrapped her arms around his neck and it was the way he always wanted to remember her.

  When their kiss finally ended, he pressed his sweaty forehead against her own. “My decision to marry you has fuck-all to do with the club because they might be family but I am the lead singer of Scarlet Fever and I have nothing to do with some outlaw biker MC except by way of my bloodline. I can’t change that but no decision I make has anything to do with them. I would murder Cillian myself if you decided to walk away before I would allow him to hurt a hair on your head.

  “Furthermore, I would hand over everything I know about the club to your grandfather just so he could destroy Lucifer’s Saints. It would mean my own death but to protect you is worth it. I won’t have you bullied into making a decision you don’t want to make with full disclosure. Yes, they are considered family due to bloodlines but they will never control my destiny or dictate to me what I can and cannot
do. My father doesn’t do that and I’m certainly not going to let some poor, white-trash Irishman who donated sperm and sired me by my mother to do that either.”

  Syd laughed out loud then and smiled before she said, “Yes. Kasper Gillian, I would be honored to be your wife, the step-mother of Xander and the mother of any children we have. It’s all I have ever wanted.”

  “Then kiss me again, you sexy bitch, so I can get up and slip the engagement ring on your goddamn finger.”

  “With pleasure.”

  Syd leaned over and kissed him passionately on the lips and the relief he felt was palpable. He only wondered why he’d waited so long to ask her the question in the first place.

  He leaned into her as their hands clasped together in unison and squeezed against one another. “Ready for another round?”

  She looked down at his dick, which was hard again. “Absolutely.”

  Kaz threw her on her back and entered her depths again without any pre-requisites and she sighed out loud. It was going to be a very busy and exhaustive morning but he realized this was the first time he would be making love to his fiancée.

  The fatigue—due to fucking his beautiful, soon-to-be bride—he would feel later was worth every decadent moment they spent together in each other’s arms.

  Chapter Sixteen

  The End of The Tour & Back to L.A.

  THE REST OF tour went much too quickly for my taste after Kaz slipped the engagement ring on my finger. It was perfect and I couldn’t have picked a better ring; ironic after he told me Talia had helped him ring shop instead of my best friend, Laurel.

  My engagement ring was a princess cut white diamond surrounded by yellow-diamond baguettes on a platinum band that fit my left finger perfectly. It wasn’t too snug or too loose.

  Despite the exhaustion felt by everyone, including Laurel, Damira and I, we soldiered on and did the best work of our lives. The bands brought the house down in Sydney and really made me proud in the city I was named after. Every show they did at the Super Dome was better than the one before.

  By the time we reached Melbourne, there was a renewed energy and the concerts performed there were over the top yet wonderful. Audiences all over Australia fell more in love with Talia as the lead singer of Winter’s Regret because they had lost none of their hard rockin’ style and the duets she did with Kaz became a nightly ritual. The two had seemed to start their own anti-drug campaign. Before Winter’s Regret left the stage, they always did a song by a band who had lost a member due to drug abuse. Their version of Alice in Chains “Rooster” brought the house down in Melbourne the first night; the second night, they performed “Doin’ Time” by Sublime the following night and the fans loved every minute of the concert.

  She and Kaz had such great chemistry on stage. I was jealous and then again I wasn’t because I knew it was only professional between the two of them.

  In Brisbane, they performed both Nirvana’s “Smells Like Teen Spirit” and Jimi Hendrix’s “Purple Haze”.

  By the time we arrived in New Zealand, the crowds wanted more and more oldies after they finished their set.

  The first night they performed “Man in the Box” by Alice in Chains, “Wild Horses” and “Heart of Stone”, both by The Rolling Stones.

  The second night was officially the last concert of the tour and they were determined to bring the house down. Talia and Kaz performed three songs before Winter’s Regret finished their set up that last night. They performed Sublime’s hit with Gwen Stefani, “Saw Red”, Alice in Chains’ “Them Bones” and Nirvana’s “Heart Shaped Box”.

  The crowd was so hyped, by the time Scarlet Fever came on the stage, women had started to faint and the audience was in overdrive. It was a terrific concert and the perfect end to what would be a Gods of Rock Tour I wouldn’t ever forget, at least not in this lifetime.

  We had one day afterwards to relax before we caught a plane back to the States. I spent the day with Kaz but that night before we were due to leave Auckland, I spent it with Talia. We’d found the perfect restaurant, The Hangi Shop, a relaxed environment where we could freely let our hair down without being harassed and enjoy an authentic Maori meal.

  We were also accompanied by the ever-present Alrek along with another bodyguard. They were completely inconspicuous as they enjoyed their meal at the table next to ours. Neither Kaz nor Jaden were taking any chances with our safety.

  I dined on a delicious Hangi meal of pork, cabbage and stuffing while Talia opted for Hangi chicken, potatoes and cabbage.

  The tour and her pregnancy had taken its toll but she was still in shape and there wasn’t a sign of a baby bump underneath the skimpy magenta tank top and white jean capris she wore. She looked happy and healthy to be honest.

  “Well, have you decided what you are going to do once we get back to L.A.?” I asked before I stuffed mouth-watering pork and cabbage into my mouth.

  “Seth and I have spoken and he knows about the pregnancy. I’m giving him a choice. He doesn’t have to raise this child with me. It’s only fair since the baby doesn’t belong to him but he wants to give ‘us’ another chance.” She paused and ate a sliver of chicken. “He’s more pissed about losing his status in Winter’s Regret than about the kid. That was Introspect Records’ decision, not mine. He can be mad all he wants but it doesn’t change the fact that he fucked up and it’s the reason why they took everything from him.”

  “Yeah but I trust that guy about as far as I can throw him. He doesn’t give a shit about that kid and what’s to say he won’t treat the baby the same way his father treated him? Doesn’t that scare you just a bit and give room for pause?”

  Talia sipped her tea while I drank Emerson’s Old 95, a local beer brewed in New Zealand.

  “Not really because if he lays one hand on my son, I would kill him and not think twice about it.”

  “The baby is a boy?”

  She rolled her eyes. “Jaden had to know and the doctor could tell the sex so he told him and he hollered like someone had set his ass on fire. He’s insisting his name goes on the birth certificate since he could fight me for custody if he wanted and I can’t exactly tell him no—”

  “Talia, that baby is yours, yes, you can!” I exclaimed in anger.

  “Seth has already stated he wants no part of the kid and won’t sign the birth certificate, Syd. I don’t plan to marry Seth, not until I was absolutely positive he’s the one and this is his chance to prove himself. If he can’t do that then there is no him and me. Jaden is the father and I won’t deny him that right but I will have to make sure TMZ or no other tabloid gets a hold of the birth certificate. You see how they humiliated Kim and Kanye for naming their daughter North and displaying the birth certificate online. I can’t have that happen because it’s not the name that’s going to be the controversy but who is listed as the father.”

  “There is an easier way you know,” I began in a soft voice. “You can be on your own for a while…without a man in your life and concentrate on your career. You don’t need Seth and he shouldn’t be thinking about anything but maintaining sobriety. Don’t they urge addicts not to be in a relationship for the first year after they get out of those drug rehabilitation clinics and have to attend AA and NA meetings?”

  Talia’s pale green eyes lit up. “Hey, that’s not such a bad idea. My younger cousin just lost her whole family in a horrific car accident. She was the only survivor and she’s eighteen. I don’t want her to be on her own. My mom and step-father think she would be better off with them but I would rather Trista stayed with me.”

  “Trista is such a beautiful name,” I replied as she showed me a photo of an extremely attractive young woman who literally screamed “Jail Bait!” with her healthy olive skin, crystal blue eyes, gorgeous features and curvy body that was incredibly enticing to most men and women. She wasn’t a stick figure yet she was far from voluptuous; instead, she had a very athletic body with strong legs, a slender waist, a firm backside and perfectly full breas
ts.

  As long as Talia kept her away from Linx and Niko, Trista would be all right staying with her cousin.

  “Yeah, she’s a sweet kid—shit, what am I talking about? She’s a grown woman now but in so many ways, she’s your typical teenager with her whole future in front of her. Then this happens and crushes her life, her soul and spirit. I am not trying to trap her in L.A. but I think it would be a good idea for her to get away from back east. You can’t get much more different than La-La Land.”

  Talia wiped the tears from her eyes with a paper napkin. “I couldn’t attend the funerals because I was here and when I found out, it was after the fact. My mother barely talks to me and it just so happened I decided to call her and she was on her way back from the funeral. I was so heartbroken.

  “I won’t allow them to ruin Trista. She can be my PA—I know it’s a lousy replacement for getting into Stanford but she can’t go to school, not with what she’s going through at the moment. She just needs some time to breathe and get out from under all the grief and misery she’s feeling at the moment. I want to help her with that and maybe it’s best if Seth and I weren’t living together.”