Indie Chicks: 25 Women 25 Personal Stories
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Piper returned her smile. “I know you must hear this all the time, but I think you’re even more stunning in person,”
“Thank you. You’re wondering if the hair is natural or from a bottle.”
“Oh, no, I know it’s natural. Although it’s extraordinary.”
“It’s been both a curse and a boon. My father cast me off because of it. I can’t say I blame him. My parents were of Hispanic descent. Both dark. So what happened?”
“A flaw in the gene pool?”
She shrugged. “Maybe.”
“But he came back into your life later.”
“Oh yes. Whatever prejudices he harbored suddenly vanished when the ugly duckling became the white swan—or should I say, the golden goose?”
“He helped with your career,” Piper added, wanting to hear more, to know all there was to know about this woman.
“Yes. Do I sound ungrateful or bitter?”
Piper shrugged. “You have reason to.”
“You’ve been reading. Those biographers love conflict. What’s that saying? Without conflict, there is no story. My life is one huge conflict.”
“I don’t believe everything I read in them, especially the unauthorized ones,” Piper said.
“Russell’s book is close enough, but that other one, the woman writer, a pack of lies. I think she was on LSD when she gathered her information. She had me confused with at least two other actresses. Now that columnist, Cricket Summers, she was just plain evil. In the end, she got what she deserved with that libel suit. But enough about me.”
When Sybil pushed the coffee cup and saucer across the tabletop, Piper noticed a beautiful diamond ring on her left hand. Emerald cut stones set in platinum, two carats each.
“Your Mr. Vogt is an accomplished producer. The way he’s going, he’ll soon be too good for this neighborhood.”
Piper dragged her gaze away from the ring to her face. “You’re familiar with his work?”
She nodded. “I looked into it. Upper Limits. Are you the Piper listed in the credits?”
“Yes. They used my maiden name.”
“Excellent film in every respect. Good editing. You managed to project or help the audience experience an essential subconscious emotion. You should be very proud.”
Piper couldn’t believe it. Sybil Squire had taken the time to look up something she’d had a hand in. She was complimenting her. “I am. Thank you.”
“If it’s not prying, may I ask why you’re working on documentaries rather than feature film? Being affiliated with an Oscar nominated project should have opened a door or two for you. Yes?”
“No. I mean, no it’s not prying. Not at all. And yes, after that one, I worked on Devil’s Due and The Last Clock.”
“Impressive. And?”
“I, well, I took a hiatus.”
“Oh?”
“I got married.”
“And moved away?”
“No, we lived in Santa Monica.”
“Ahhh,” she said. “I see.” Yet it didn’t look as if she saw at all. Her eyes flickered upward, toward the guesthouse.
Piper looked down. “We’re separated.”
“Was he abusive?”
“No, not really. He lied to me.”
“Another woman?”
Piper nodded. “But that’s not why I left him. He told me he wanted kids as much as I did. He said if I quit my job, we could start a family right away. What he didn’t tell me was that after we were married, during a business trip to Geneva, he had a vasectomy. He didn’t intend to have a family. Ever.”
“How did you find out?”
“He was sleeping on and off with his receptionist. She told me. She was with him in Geneva.”
Sybil’s eyes held hers. Piper saw compassion there. Sympathy. She felt a strong tugging deep inside. Whatever she had felt for this woman in the past, the sense of closeness, the admiration, intensified in those few seconds of looking into her expressive, soulful eyes.
“You did the right thing. Family is everything. Love cannot thrive on deception and lies.” Sybil took Piper’s hand in both her hands and squeezed. “If I had been more like you, my life may have been entirely different.”
Piper was about to ask her what she meant by that when Sybil’s face softened and she said, “Are you related to Ruth Parrish?”
“She was my grandmother.”
“There’s a strong resemblance. And of course, your maiden name on the film credits. I was sorry to read about her passing early this year. She had a beautiful soul.”
“She thought the world of you. You were there for her when she had no one to turn to. She never forgot that.”
“She would’ve done the same for me. Ruth and I had a lot in common, much of it bad, but some good. We bonded right away. She mailed me a picture of you when you were just a toddler. The proud grandmother. I didn’t respond. I have no excuse. Self-absorbed, I suppose. I regret that.” She looked away. “How is your mother? I remember she loved the pool. Swam like a fish.”
“She died in ninety-four. In the Northridge earthquake.”
“I’m sorry. More heartache for Ruth. Well, at least your grandmother had you.”
It was Piper’s turn to change the subject. “I can hear your canaries singing when the wind’s just right. It’s nice. How many are there?“
Sybil brightened and said, “Five right now. All males. Only the males sing, you know. They seem to compete with each other. Mario is the leader, the others follow.”
“Mrs. Vogt has a cockatoo. He tries to imitate your canaries’ songs.“
She laughed, a delightful laugh that made Piper smile.
“He also screeches. There were times, before I realized it was only a bird, when I wondered if someone in the neighborhood was being attacked,“ Sybil said. “I took up the care of canaries about fifteen years ago. They give me so much pleasure. Would you like to see them?”
“Yes, very much.”
“How about a tour of the house? I know you must be curious.”
“I’d love it.” They started to rise. Piper had pushed back her chair, but before she could stand, the housekeeper, who had quietly come up on them, interrupted them.
“Sybil, there’s someone at the front door asking to see you.” The housekeeper turned to look down the driveway. A late-model car sat in the drive, partially obscured by the corner of the house and the bushes lining the wall.
The expression on Sybil Squire’s face was one of bafflement. In fact, both women had the same expression. There seemed to be some unspoken communication between them because Sybil didn’t ask any further questions. When she rose, Piper rose too.
“Dear, this shouldn’t take long. Help yourself to more coffee. Then we’ll tour the house.”
Together the two women crossed the patio and entered the house through the sunroom door. Piper caught a few whispered words spoken by the housekeeper that sounded like: “…your estate…papers looked real enough.“
Instead of sitting down, Piper strolled to the edge of the swimming pool. The water looked clean, yet she’d never noticed a pool service at the house. Probably the housekeeper’s chore.
She glanced down the driveway at the parked car. The sun reflected off the windshield. The first visitor she’d seen since moving in next door. She squatted on her heels, ran her fingers through the water. It was cold. Bone-chilling cold. How could Sybil stand to swim in such frigid water? She returned to the patio table and sat. Minutes passed. She refilled her cup and drank the bitter brew, now lukewarm. It was strange to see Sybil’s perspective of the neighborhood. Her downward view of the hills was the same as Piper’s. Yet her upward view was partially blocked by the Vogt’s guesthouse and peaked roof of the two-story Tudor. She pretended to be Sybil, sitting in her yard looking up at the guesthouse to the deck where she, the new neighbor, sat in the morning and evening. Had Sybil observed her as she had observed Sybil?
The hair along Piper’s arms rose, the skin tingled. Sudde
nly she had the feeling she was being watched. She turned her gaze from the guesthouse to the Squire mansion. The house sat quiet. No figures were present in any of the windows within her view. The dove that had been cooing all morning was silent. Everything around her seemed still. She rubbed at her arms. The skin at the back of her head tightened. Twisting around, she stared down the driveway at the car parked there. The windshield, bright with sunlight, obscured the interior. A hand reached out of the passenger window and curled around the upper door where it met the car’s roof. Someone was in the car, watching her.
She stood and moved back until she was out of sight. She glanced at her watch. How long had Sybil been gone? It seemed ages. She considered leaving, but the thought of walking past the parked car with its silent observer creeped her out.
Hearing footsteps on the walk at the front of the house, she moved back to the table and caught a glimpse of a short Asian man coming around the car to the driver’s side. He opened the door and climbed inside. In the split second before his head cleared the opening and the door slammed shut, he looked at her. Then the car started, backed out, and drove away.
It was another five minutes before Sybil returned, apologizing for taking so long. She lowered herself into the chair, her face devoid of expression. The blank, bewildered look of shock. As she sipped the cold coffee, her fingers trembled, splashing coffee into the saucer.
“Is something wrong?” Piper asked.
Sybil looked at her. “What?” Then she lowered her cup and dropped her hands to her lap. “No. Nothing. Some news. Unexpected news. I’m sorry.“ She reached out. “Where were we? You were saying you’ve taken a hiatus—no, you’ve just returned from a hiatus.” She rubbed her forehead, squeezed her eyes shut.
The housekeeper stepped out of the backdoor, twisting a dishtowel.
Piper stood up. “Mrs. Squire, I think I should go. Another time, maybe?”
“Another time? Yes. Another time.” She came to her feet, swaying.
The housekeeper hurried to her side.
“You can go that way.” The housekeeper pointed to the corner at the back of the lot. “It’s shorter.”
Piper went behind the pool house to the corner of the stone wall where she slipped through a gap between the two walls, coming out at the Vogt’s garage/guesthouse. She looked back at the Squire mansion. Another time, she told herself.
Chapter 3
A penniless Annamaria, discarded by her husband, took her child across the border into the U.S., where she found work as a housekeeper in the Dodson’s San Diego home. The child was a constant reminder of Annamaria’s rejection and forced exile.
“I can’t tell you how appalled I was by that poor baby’s appearance,“ said June Dodson. “We paid Annamaria a good salary, but the child looked like a street waif—starved, scrapes and bruises, nose running like a leaky faucet. What made her different from those pathetic urchins running around on the streets in Tijuana was her hair—like spun angel hair. And those blue eyes—haunting. We always sent food home for her.“
— Excerpt from the biography of Sybil Squire: The Platinum Widow
By Russell Cassevantes.
Piper arrived ten minutes late. Lee Sikes crossed the expansive, pristine lobby of IAM, International Artists Management, with long, smooth strides. The soft material of her skirt billowed around her shapely legs as her incredibly high heels clicked on the polished floor, like the buildup of a drum roll. A row of suits seated on the leather sofa in the waiting area watched her advance. Even a nod from Lee Sikes would make them feel a rung higher on the LA entertainment food chain.
Lee came up to the reception desk, her arms open. “Happy Your Day, Piper. Late as usual.” She hugged Piper and kissed her on the cheek. “I have time for a quicky celebration tonight and then I’ve got a screening I just can’t get out of. Tomorrow I’m treating both of us to the works at Isadora’s. I look like something the cat hacked up.”
“Yeah, right. A chip in your nail polish? Or did an end split?”
Lee winked. Her almond-shaped hazel eyes were her most arresting feature. Lee had started out as Piper’s high school sweetheart, Leroy Sikes, and they married while in college. With Leroy, she could talk, laugh, and cry. They had so much in common. High on the list of things in common was makeup, lingerie, and dress shoes.
Lee divorced Piper after realizing he was more than a closet cross-dresser. Brokenhearted, Piper thought he had found someone else. He had, but that someone was hiding inside his own body. He couldn’t live the lie any longer. Piper knew nothing about his gender dysphoria or his desire to be a complete woman until months after their divorce. Once she learned of his plans, she offered her wholehearted support. Now, ten years later, Lee had made the full transition. No easy feat, and by no means the perfect Cinderella story. But lately the good days outweighed the bad.
“You look great, Piper. Leaving that self-serving, pompous turd was the best thing you’ve done since you got rid of me,” Lee said, loud enough to turn heads in the lobby. In a softer voice, she added, “If you wanted a childless marriage, you could have stayed with me. At least I didn’t lie to you. Damn, if I were a man, I’d knock the crap out of him. If I’d known about that macho shit he pulled on you when we were getting your stuff, I’d’ve planted a knee in the ol’ family jewels. Seriously.”
Piper laughed. That was why she hadn’t mentioned it to Lee. The last thing she wanted to see was her ex-husband rolling in the dirt with her soon-to-be ex-husband.
“Can you leave now?” Piper was eager to take their conversation somewhere less public.
“I’m all yours—for an hour, anyway.” Lee took Piper’s arm and led her across the lobby to the main doors. “What’s the birthday girl feel like eating?”
“Asian?”
“I know just the place.”
Six blocks down on Wilshire at The Dragon, Lee ordered champagne as soon as they were seated. The food came out quickly. Piper ate. Lee nibbled.
Piper captured a shrimp with her chopsticks. “Micki and Belle surprised me with a DVD of Sybil Squire’s last movie, Judgment Day, the last film of her career.”
“He had to pull some stings to get an unreleased copy. I’m impressed.” Lee poured champagne into their glasses. “Have you talked to Sybil since the bank encounter?”
“She invited me to coffee this morning.”
“Cool. Did you tell her you’re Nana’s granddaughter?”
“She already knew. She was very nice, Lee. I think we’re going to be good friends.”
Lee stood, pulled a video camera from her bag and backed up to shoot Piper and the birthday cake that a throng of waiters was carrying to their table with candles blazing. “Happy Birthday, Piper!”
After the dishes had been cleared away, Lee paid the check and handed Piper a fortune cookie. “What’s it say, Piper?”
Piper broke it in half, pulled out the strip of paper and read it to herself. Beware of false icons.
“Read it aloud,” Lee said, posed behind the video camera directed at her.
“It says ‘you will prosper and be happy.’” She crumbled the fortune and slipped it into the pocket of her blouse.
*
Piper turned off the brightly lit Sunset Boulevard and headed upward into the Hollywood hills. She was eager to get home and watch Sybil’s last film.
The farther up the hill she went the more people she noticed on foot, going upward. Some milled around, alone or in small groups along the edge of the street and in the densely landscaped yards of the stately homes. Another block up she saw colored lights strobing over manicured hedges and shrubs with an eerie red-and-blue glow glistening on the shiny pavement. Why was the pavement wet? There wasn’t a cloud in the sky. Reflections from the whirling dome lights jumped across houses and cars. Police cars sat at odd angles, blocking the road. Creeping forward, wondering what had happened to bring the local news people and emergency vehicles into these hills, she was stopped when she attempted to enter
her street. Static bursts of conversation crackled from their radios.
A uniformed cop leaned down and asked, “What’s your business, miss?”
“I live up the street.”
“You’ll have to park beyond these barriers and walk up.”
“What’s happened?” she asked.
“A house fire at the corner.”
The Vogts lived on the corner.
She quickly locked the Honda and hurried up the hill. A fire engine loomed big in front of the Vogt’s driveway. Was it their beautiful Tudor house or the guesthouse? Had she left a candle burning or something cooking on the stove? An image of Nana Ruth’s house burning to the ground, taking all but one member of her family, sent a chill through her. She began to run. As she got closer, she saw a second fire truck parked around the corner on the street where Sybil Squire lived. Her instant relief quickly turned sour. The fire was not at the Vogts but at the Squire mansion.
Dirty water ran down the gutters and along the cracks in the asphalt under her feet, soaking into her shoes. The acrid smell of smoke hung in the air. A front window of the Mediterranean house was shattered, a partially charred wingback chair lay on its side several feet into the yard. Heavy drapes, what was left of them, lay in a sodden heap beside the chair. A green garden hose snaked over the windowsill and disappeared inside. No sign of fire or smoke. The fire had been extinguished.
An ambulance stood in the driveway, its back doors open. Milling police officers and firefighters blocked her view of the interior. She was certain Sybil was inside that ambulance. It was nine o’clock. Sybil would have been alone in the house. How badly was she injured? Was she dead?
The streetlight at the corner flickered, growing brighter as the night descended. Neighbors stood in knots, talking and gesturing. Firemen were busy rolling up the hoses and checking inside and out for any hot spots. Policemen took reports.
Belle called out to her from a small cluster standing in the middle of the street. Piper joined them.
“What happened?” Piper asked. “Is Sybil okay?”
“We’re not sure. Dr. Oates, the man over there talking to the fire marshal, saw smoke and came to the rescue. He found Sybil unconscious on the living room floor. That’s where the fire started, I’m told. The doctor carried her out of the house and kept the flames under control with the garden hose. They’re working on her now.”