“Come inside me, Ryder, please. Let go,” I cried out, and with one final thrust, his body stilled and he emptied himself inside me. We both moaned loudly as we found our release together…it was so beautiful.
After a few moments in sated bliss, he pulled out of me and he raised his head, kissing my lips gently. “Everleigh, that was…”
“Perfect,” I said, smiling at him. “That was absolutely perfect.”
He grinned sexily at me. “It was, gorgeous. Evie, I lo-” he said, suddenly stopping.
“What?” I asked.
He shook his head and smiled. “It’s nothing sweetheart,” he said, leaning in and kissing me, his tongue darting across my lips.
“Ryder,” I started, “look at me.” His cerulean eyes met mine and I was lost in them. “Were you about to say you…loved me?” I asked. I already knew I was in love with him, but I was terrified that he almost said it because he felt sorry for me after I lost my father.
He shook his head, but it wasn’t in denial. It was in fear. “No, that would be crazy. I’ve only been here for a week, Everleigh.”
“Well, technically you’ve been here since last year,” I said, cracking one of my Dad’s terrible New Year’s Eve jokes from years past.
“Ha ha,” he said, kissing my lips again quickly. “You know what I mean, gorgeous.”
“Are you sure? I know it’s only been a short time but I already know for certain what I feel for you, rock star,” I said, trying to release some of the tension.
He cocked an eyebrow. “Yeah? And what do you feel for me, may I ask?”
“I’ll tell if you tell,” I said, and he laughed.
“So you like playing games?” he joked.
Suddenly my face was serious. “Not when it comes to you, Ryder. No fear, no regrets. Let’s be honest with each other here and now. I will tell you exactly how I feel about you if you do the same. Deal?” I asked.
He suddenly looked vulnerable and scared. He swallowed hard and nodded his head. “Okay, deal.”
“On the count of three we confess everything,” I said. “You ready?”
He nodded again. “Ready, Evie.”
I cleared my throat. “One, two, three…” I counted off and at the same time we both said, “I love you,” in unison.
My heart leapt in that moment and I smiled so brightly. He loved me too. He had a smile on his face that could brighten the darkest night. “You love me?”
I blinked back tears and for the first time in a long time, they were happy ones. “I do. I love you, Ryder Matthews,” I said.
“I love you too, Everleigh Stone,” he said. He leaned in and kissed me, his tongue quickly forcing past my lips. I could feel his semi hard dick start to become engorged again and I grinded my hips into him, already ready for another go. I started to feel my way down his hard body in search of his cock, but he stopped me.
“Ryder, what’s wrong? We’ve already made love and I want to touch you,” I said.
He shook his head and smiled. “Just because we already did doesn’t mean I don’t want to again. This night is all about you, Evie. I plan on spending the whole night worshipping your beautiful body,” he said, and I shivered. “I’ve never been in love before and I want to show you exactly how I feel for you. Just give me tonight.”
Why was I complaining that he wouldn’t let me touch him? I had a gorgeous rock star with a body like granite, a face that would make the Gods weep, and a dick that would make any woman faint from desire, and he wanted to spend the whole night taking his time and making passionate love to me. What the hell was wrong with me? I bit my lip and nodded at him. “Okay, Ryder. You get tonight. But I get tomorrow,” I said, smiling.
He grinned and leaned in to kiss me again as his hands made his way down my body. I completely gave myself over to him and we spent the rest of the night with Ryder taking me to new levels of pleasure I never thought I’d ever feel. God, I loved him.
I woke up with the bright January sun shining on my face. I didn’t know if it was morning or afternoon because after Ryder and I had made love all night long I wasn’t sure what time we actually fell asleep. I expected to feel warm, strong arms around me when I opened my eyes, but I didn’t. I sat up quickly, my eyes scanning the room for him and hoping last night hadn’t been just a dream. I turned my head toward the chair in the right corner of the room and Ryder was sitting in it, wearing nothing at all and he had his guitar setting in his lap, blocking the view. I smiled and sat up. “Good morning, rock star,” I said, and I stretched my stiff arms. My body was sore, but it was the good kind of sore.
“Good morning, gorgeous,” he said, mindlessly plucking the strings on his guitar. “I didn’t mean to wake you up.”
“You didn’t, I didn’t hear any music. Why are you sitting in the chair naked with a guitar on your lap?” I asked. That had to be the strangest question I had ever asked anyone.
Ryder grinned at me and strummed the chords with a guitar pick. “Well, you looked so beautiful lying there with your hair all around your face that I just felt inspired, so I got my guitar from the other room and I’ve been messing around for about an hour or so. You really didn’t hear me playing?”
“Nope,” I said, stifling a yawn.
“Wow, I’m just that damn good, I guess,” he said, smiling brightly.
Smiling, I said, “Well, I would disagree with you, but I can’t. Last night was amazing,” I said, and he smiled back at me, still mindlessly plucking the strings. “So, what song were you playing?”
“Oh, nothing. I was messing around.”
“Well, you said you were inspired so it must have been something,” I said. “Tell me.”
He shook his head and laughed. “You’re going to think I’m a total tool.”
“I’d never think that. Come on, rock star, what were you playing?”
He sighed. “A Christina Perri song.”
I had to be smiling so widely because my cheeks felt tight. “Really? I didn’t take you for a Christina Perri fan.”
He shrugged. “She’s got some good stuff. I’ve met her a few times. She’s actually really cool.”
“You have? Oh gosh, I love her!” I exclaimed.
Ryder smiled at me. “Really? I will have to introduce you to her some time.”
“Are…are you serious? That would be amazing! ‘A Thousand Years’ is my favorite song from her so far,” I said.
He huffed out a laugh. “Funny you should say that…”
“Why?”
“That’s the song I was playing.”
“Really?” I asked, grinning.
He nodded his head and strummed the first few chords of the song. “Yeah, well after you fell asleep and I watched you dream for a while, the house got really quiet so I turned on your TV and was flicking through the channels. One of those awful ‘Twilight’ movies was on so I thought I’d just sit through a few minutes of it and get bored with it and doze off. Of course, that didn’t happen,” he joked, and I giggled, “so I freaking watched it through to the end, and that song was playing when the credits rolled. I actually loved the lyrics and when I woke up I remembered the words and music and was just messing around on the guitar. I can’t get the damn song out of my head now.”
“Hadn’t you ever heard it before?”
“Nope. I am not a ‘Twilight’ fan and I don’t listen to the radio anymore.”
“So, you just heard the song one time and just memorized it?” I asked in amazement.
He shrugged his bare shoulders. “It’s no big deal.”
“It’s a very big deal. Ryder, that’s impressive,” I said sincerely. “I’m lucky if I even remember my own name anymore. Will you play it for me?”
He grinned. “Only if you sing with me.”
My cheeks flushed red. “Oh no, I can’t sing.”
“I doubt that there is much you can’t do, gorgeous,” Ryder said. “Come on, it’s just us in here. I know you know the words. Sing with me,” he said,
playing the beginning of the song again.
“I don’t know, Ryder,” I whined.
Still smiling, he stood up and walked over to me, his guitar in hand. My mouth went dry at the sight of his hard naked body in the morning light. Ryder walked across my bedroom in a few long steps and sat at the edge of the bed next to my knees, which were crossed under the blankets. “I’ll start, just join in when you’re ready,” he said, and began to play the song one more time. I watched his fingers play the different chords as he strummed the strings with the other hand. “Don’t be afraid,” he said, and after I took a deep breath, closed my eyes, and right on cue, I began to sing.
Chapter 5
Ryder
As I played the first the bars of the song, I wondered if Everleigh was really going to sing for me. Even though she told me she trusted me last night, I knew the relationship was still so new and we had to learn more about each other. She closed her eyes and I didn’t think she was going to do it, so I opened my mouth to start singing myself when I heard an angelic voice start to sing the first few words.
I played the notes from memory and my eyes never left her face. Just when I thought this girl couldn’t be any more beautiful, she opens her mouth and begins to sing like she was born to do it. She was obviously nervous, which is why she kept her eyes closed, but she shouldn’t have been. Everleigh had the voice of an angel.
We sang the song together and I harmonized with her when I needed to. When it was my turn to sing alone, I was surprised when she harmonized with me with no problem at all. We sounded amazing…one more thing that we could do well together. I’d already lost my heart to this girl but now, sitting here on her bed making music together, I fell even harder for her.
When the song was over, I slid my pick into the strings at the neck of the guitar and looked at her. “Evie, open your eyes,” I said.
She shook her head for a second, and then slowly lifted her gaze to mine. She looked so vulnerable, so innocent…and so delectable. “Well, I can definitely say that was a first for me.”
“Yeah?”
“Yeah. I’ve never sang in front of anyone before.”
“Well, you could have fooled me. Everleigh, that was beautiful. You have an amazing voice.”
Everleigh laughed. “Yeah okay Ryder, sure I do. You are just saying that because you want to get lucky again,” she joked.
“Well, while I can’t deny that,” I said, winking at her, “I’m actually telling you the truth. You are really talented.” I raised my hand up and tucked a strand of hair behind her ear. “Have you ever thought about singing before?”
“What, like actually try to be a singer? Are you serious?”
“Yeah, why not? I’m a bit of a music snob so trust me when I say that you might have one of the best voices I’ve ever heard. Honestly,” I said, putting my hand over my heart.
“Thanks,” she said, her cheeks flushing a bright pink. She looked so beautiful in all her vulnerability and I reached my hand to touch her face. Her breathing increased as I grazed my knuckles down her soft cheek. My eyes roamed down to her heaving breasts that were barely covered by the blankets and my dick twitched against my guitar. My hand roamed down her long neck and my fingers traced the curve of her breast. Her breath caught as her nipples hardened and I hadn’t even touched them yet.
I gently put my guitar down on the floor next to Everleigh’s bed and when her eyes roamed down to my already hard dick she gasped. I smiled sexily at her. “Like what you see?” I asked.
She nodded, her mouth falling farther open. “I…”
“What is it?” I asked, pulling myself to my knees and taking my cock into my hand.
“It’s just…I’ve seen it, I’ve felt it, but in this light…” she trailed off.
“What?”
“You’re perfect, Ryder Matthews,” she said, and licked her lips. “I want to touch you.”
My grin widened and I inched closer, still on my knees in front of her. I took her hand and guided it down to my cock and she gently wrapped her slender fingers around it. She very shakily started to stroke the length up and down and I tossed my head back…it felt amazing. “God Evie,” I moaned.
She looked up at me with those big brown eyes. “Does that feel good?” she whispered. She was still so insecure and it was obvious that she was asking if she was doing it right. She’d already done this to me before but I found it both charming and a little sad that she had to ask. This girl could do just about anything to me and it would feel fucking amazing.
“Hell yes it does. I love watching you stroke my cock up and down baby,” I said, and she shivered and blushed even harder. Clearly this girl was new to a lot of things, including dirty talk. It was going to be fun to teach her to come out of her shell and enjoy sex. “Why do you look so shy, gorgeous?”
She shrugged. “I just have never had anyone talk to me like that before.”
“I kind of figured that,” I said, and I moaned as she slowly stroked my length.
“I’m sorry,” she apologized.
Even though it felt so good, I stopped her hand. “Evie, are you apologizing for being inexperienced?”
“I’m just afraid that I am so behind as far as sex goes that you will eventually get bored with me and want someone a little wilder.”
I lifted her chin with my fingers. “I am never going to want anyone in my bed unless it’s you, gorgeous. I love the fact that I get to teach you things and change your mind about how amazing sex can be,” I said.
“You’ve already done that, rock star,” she said, smiling at me.
“Good,” I said, placing her hand on my dick again. “You just do what feels right to you, okay? If you don’t want to talk dirty to me, you don’t have to, but I can’t make the same promise. I’m going to love seeing you blush when I tell you what I want to do to you.”
Everleigh swallowed hard. “So, tell me then,” she said, trying her best to be confident. “Tell me what you want to do to me.”
I covered her hand with mine and helped her increase her speed as she stroked me. “Oh, this is going to be fun,” I said. “First, I want you to stroke me harder. I love feeling your hands on my dick.” Just like I wanted her to do, Everleigh started to stroke me harder and I groaned. “Yeah, just like that. Oh fuck!”
“What else?” she asked, her voice still timid. I looked into her innocent face and I saw a challenge. She was letting go…she wanted to play.
I grinned wickedly at her. “I want to feel my cock in your mouth, Evie. I want to see how far you can take me until I hit the back of your throat. When I feel your tongue running up and down my dick and feel you sucking me until I am about to come, I want to push you back into the bed, spread those killer legs wide and run my tongue all over your hot little pussy,” I said, and I heard her gasp.
“Oh God, Ryder,” she said, shifting around on the bed.
“That makes you hot, doesn’t it?” I said. She nodded and her eyes wide and locked with mine. “After I lick and suck your tight little pussy until you scream, I want to ram my cock into you and fuck you hard until you can’t walk. When you come hard on my dick, I want to pull it out and shoot my come all over your perfect tits so you can see how fucking hot you make me,” I said, my dick now painfully hard seeing her expression. She was so turned on that she was panting.
“S-so, what are you waiting for?” she asked, her voice clouded with lust. “Do it.”
“Yeah? Are you sure you’re ready for this, Evie?”
She bit her lip and nodded. “I gave you last night. Today is mine, remember? I want you to be yourself with me, Ryder, and this is part of it. I want to be everything you’ll ever need,” she said, and before I could speak she leaned forward, letting the sheet fall off of her gorgeous breasts, and grabbed my cock with both hands. She licked her lips and I looked down and watched as she slowly took me into her mouth. I growled and put my hands in her hair, guiding her. Everleigh was clearly inexperienced at this part of sex but
nothing in the world had ever felt better than feeling her lips around my cock.
“Oh fuck, Evie,” I groaned as she increased her speed. I thrust myself in and out of her hot little mouth, being careful not to hurt her or be too rough. When I thrust deep enough to hit the back of her throat, she made a little gagging sound and I almost came in her mouth. “Fuck!” I howled, and I gently pushed her back and she let go of me with a soft pop.
“What’s the matter? Was it not good?” she asked, a worried expression on her beautiful face.
I placed my hand reassuringly on her cheek. “Evie, that felt fucking incredible but I was afraid I was going to come in your mouth and I wasn’t ready for that yet. Lay back, baby,” I said, and she immediately fell back onto her pillows, her hair falling around her face. I pulled the blankets off her body so she was lying completely naked under me…she took my breath away. I put my hand on my dick and started to stroke myself again as her legs fell gently open, ready for me to take her.
I reached down to her heat, which was completely soaking wet, and touched around her folds until I slid a finger into her. She was warm, wet, and so damn sexy. She bucked into my hands and arched her back. She moaned and panted as I moved my finger in and around her. When I added a second finger, she screamed out in ecstasy. “You like when I fuck you this way, don’t you?” I asked.
“Yes, fuck yes,” she moaned, and my dick was throbbing at her words. “Oh, Ryder, oh my god!”
I grinned as I watched her grinding into my hand. I moved my thumb to her clit and rolled it around the sensitive ball of nerves and she threw her head back into the pillows. “I want you to come on my hand, baby,” I said, increasing my speed. “Let go for me, Evie.”
Right then, I felt her walls clench hard and she exploded against my fingers. I moaned as her release flooded her entrance and I quickly pulled my fingers out of her and sucked on them while watching her eyes go wide. I then moved my face down to her drenched folds. “You’re so fucking wet for me and you feel so good but baby you taste even better. I have to taste you again,” I said, and I leaned my mouth down to her clit and took a long hard lick.
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