I licked her perfect mound up and down, feasting on her juices like a starving man. It was fucking incredible. Everleigh was still shaking from her first orgasm that it didn’t take long to make her come again when I landed back on her clit and sucked gently.
“Ryder, oh my God!” she screamed out, her fists tangling in the sheets. “Oh fuck, that feels so good!”
I held on to her hips with both hands and sucked until she was completely sated and then I raised my head to look at her. She was droopy eyed and satisfied and we’d barely even started. I looked into her eyes and licked my lips before I started to trail kisses up her soft skin. “Did you like me sucking you, baby?” I asked, rolling my tongue across one of her perfect pink nipples.
“Yes,” she said, her voice barely a whisper. “Ryder, please,” she begged.
“What do you want me to do, gorgeous?” I asked, moving my mouth to her other nipple and gently sucking.
“Ryder,” she pleaded.
“Tell me, Everleigh. I need to hear it,” I said, moving my mouth up to her neck and gently biting.
Panting rapidly, she ran her fingers through my hair and said, “I want you inside me, Ryder. Now, please, I need to feel you.”
I grinned at her and lifted myself slightly. “Why don’t you guide me home, baby?” I said, taking her hand from my hair and bringing it to my mouth. I sucked one of her fingers into my mouth for just a moment and she moaned. I moved her hand down to my hard cock and she wrapped her hand around it and gave it a few strokes. I moaned and looked into her eyes, saying, “Put my dick inside you, Evie.”
She guided me to her entrance and after stroking me a few more times she gently urged my cock inside her. I groaned out loud as I started to inch myself inside her perfect tight heat. “Ryder, oh….yes,” Everleigh whimpered. She was barely holding on as I slowly slid all the way into her. She felt like home.
“Evie! Holy shit, you feel fucking amazing,” I cried out as I started to move in and out.
Everleigh surprised me by clawing at my back, saying, “Please go faster, Ryder. I need you, please,” she begged.
“You sure?” I asked.
“Go harder, please!” she shouted, grabbing and pulling me into her more.
I leaned in and kissed her lips, my tongue thrusting inside her mouth. Just as she asked me to, I started to move faster and harder and she started to move with me. She kept her arms tightly wrapped around my biceps as I pounded into her, making her melt around me.
I don’t know how long we moved in unison together because time stopped for me in the moment we connected. Sex with this beautiful girl was unlike anything I’d ever felt before. It wasn’t all about just enjoying the moment and getting lost in a nameless face. Whether it was slow and tender or hard and fast, making love with Everleigh was fucking earth shattering. Being inside her was quickly becoming my favorite place to be.
God this girl was like a drug to me. I didn’t think I’d ever get enough of her. We moved in perfect unison and hadn’t slowed down at all when I felt her body start to shake. Her delicate fingers were still digging into my arms as I felt her release nearing. “R-Ryder, I’m close,” she whimpered, “please don’t stop.”
“Come for me, Evie, I want to feel you come on my dick,” I growled. I pounded into her a few more times before I felt her start to clench around me and I was rewarded with wide, bright brown eyes as she rode out her powerful orgasm. Her entrance flooded with her release and I nearly came inside her. As soon as she was coming down from her explosion, I kept my thrusts up and I groaned, “Fuck, I’m going to come!”
“Let go, Ryder, please,” she whispered, still clawing at my back. Fuck that felt good.
“I want to come on your beautiful tits, Evie,” I said.
She nodded and licked her lips. “It’s okay, come for me, Ryder.”
I leaned up onto my thighs and pulled out of her, grabbing my wet cock in my hand. Just as I pulled all the way out, I felt the first hot spurt erupt from my dick and it shot out right onto her perfect breasts. She tossed her head back into the pillows as another spurt of my come landed on her and she cried out in pleasure.
“Oh fuck!” I yelled, my release shooting from me on Everleigh’s perfect skin. When I was completely drained, I couldn’t keep myself up anymore and I collapsed on top of her, my release rubbing between us.
“God, that was amazing,” Everleigh said. I was almost expecting her to be disgusted by what I did given that she was pretty inexperienced but she wasn’t. She was still slightly moaning and panting heavily. “That was really hot seeing you let go like that.”
I cocked an eyebrow. “Yeah? Well, feel free to let me do that any time,” I said, breathing heavily. She smiled up at me and I pressed my lips to hers. “Are you sure that was okay?”
Everleigh nodded. “If I wasn’t sure, you wouldn’t have done it. It really was a total turn on.”
“Well, that was just a taste of what I want to show you,” I said. “But first, how about we both get a shower?”
She giggled as our sweat covered bodies rubbed together. “That sounds like a good idea.”
Reluctantly I moved off of her and collapsed onto the other side of the bed. She sat up and slowly got out of the bed and my breath caught at the sight of her. She was breathtaking in the light of the morning as the bright January sunlight shone on her naked body. “How about we go out for breakfast after you take a shower?”
She opened her dresser drawers and started pulling out random pieces of clothes. “Are you sure? What if there are cameras everywhere? I don’t know if I’m ready to face that yet,” she said.
“Evie, we are going to have to face them eventually,” I said, sitting up and scooting to the edge of the bed. “I’m a famous musician and everyone wants the story on us, especially now.”
Her eyebrows furrowed. “I know, but can’t we just have one day? That’s all I ask. My dad hasn’t even been gone for a week and last night was the first time I have felt somewhat happy in a long time. This morning so far has been amazing too…can you please just give me today?”
I stood up and walked to her. Wrapping her in my arms, I kissed her hair and said, “Of course I can. Today is just for us. We can deal with the world tomorrow,” I said. “How about I make us some breakfast after we get a shower and we can decide what to do for the day after that?”
“Actually, would it be okay if I made breakfast?”
“Really?” I asked, smiling. She wanted to do normal things again…this was good.
“Really. You have been taking such good care of me this week so I want to take some of the burden off of you for a change.”
“Everleigh, caring for you isn’t a burden,” I said, frowning. “I meant what I said last night. I love you, gorgeous.”
Her eyes darted down for a moment before they caught mine again. “I love you too, Ryder, but I can’t help but feel like you are only being so attentive because of what my dad asked of you before he died.”
I flinched back like I’d been slapped and narrowed my eyes at her. “Evie, are you kidding me? What part of saying I love you isn’t registering in your mind? I have never ever said that to anyone in my life and I never thought I would care enough about any girl to even entertain the thought of love until I met you. Yes, I realize that this is moving crazy fast and yes, I also realize that all of this is happening at a really bad time in your life. I guess I just hope that one day you will see how incredible you are and how easy it was for someone like me to fall for a goddess like you.” I know I sounded kind of harsh but after everything we’d been through in just one week I can’t believe she still seemed to have little to no faith in me or herself.
Everleigh looked at me with wide doe eyes. “I-I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to offend you by saying that. This just all seems too good to be true…you and me. You came into my life when I didn’t realize how badly I needed someone there. After what Scott did to me I never thought I’d love anyone again but you came alo
ng and totally knocked down every single wall I’d built. Please try and understand that it’s thrown me for a loop. I do trust you, Ryder, I really do, and I promise to try and not question you or second guess your feelings anymore,” she said, seemingly blinking back tears. “Can you ever forgive me?”
I sighed and smiled at her. “Forgive what, Evie?” She smiled shyly at me and I leaned down to kiss her perfect full lips. My dick twitched against her bare stomach and I leaned back. “Okay, we both need to stop this now before I say fuck breakfast and drag your sexy ass back to that bed.”
She smiled wider and kissed my lips quickly. “I won’t be long and I’ll start on breakfast once I get out. I’m not sure what kind of groceries are in there because I haven’t been to the grocery store since before…” she said, her voice trailing off to nothing more than a whisper.
I rubbed her arms comfortingly. “Don’t worry, Evie, the kitchen is stocked. I had Kip and Nathan shop for some things.”
She nodded and swallowed hard. “Okay, great, thanks. Well, I’m going to go do this. I’ll be five minutes I promise,” she said, quickly turning on her heels and walking into her bathroom.
I ran a hand through my messy bed head and sighed. I realized it had only been a day since Max had been buried and Everleigh hadn’t really dealt with anything yet. That worried me…eventually she would have to really face this head on, but I promised her one last worry free day before she had to face the world again.
Chapter 6
Everleigh
The hot water of the shower felt good. My muscles were sore and it wasn’t just because of the incredible night of I spent making love with Ryder (although that was a big part of my stiffness). I had been so tensed up from crying and barely functioning that I felt like I had aged ten years in the five days since Dad passed away. I thought I’d prepared myself for this but I clearly wasn’t able to handle losing my dad so I had sort of just zoned out and cried when I needed to. The full weight of his death hadn’t hit me yet and I was terrified for the moment when it would.
Ryder had told me that he completely fell apart when his father passed away and that he had Beau, Kris, and Jude to help him through it. I hoped like hell that I still had people here to get me all the way through this. I know I had Danni, but Trish would soon be moving on to take care of someone else and I wouldn’t have her here to talk to anymore. Deuce was my dad’s friend and I knew he loved me too but he had his own family and the diner to worry about.
I also knew that Ryder was here for now but he and the guys would need to leave eventually. Even though their manager had set them up with a place to record while they were here, it was only for a little while and they would be moving on. The thought of my newfound family leaving me alone with nothing but an empty house and a broken heart terrified me. It rocked me to my soul at how much I had come to love and depend on Ryder and the guys in the short time I’d known them. What did that say about me?
Once I was clean and the water was starting to get cold, I shut off the shower and stepped out onto my rug. I quickly towel dried my hair and got dressed in a matching purple bra and panty set (hopefully Ryder wouldn’t destroy these panties…they were my favorite), a pair of black leggings, and a turquoise blue sweater dress. I twisted my damp hair into a messy bun on top of my head and clipped a turquoise flower in it, tossed on some mascara and lip gloss, and left my room to start breakfast.
Once I was in the kitchen I immediately roamed the cabinets to see what kind of food I had. I found the ingredients for French toast so I decided to make that. Once I mixed the eggs and started to dip the bread into the egg wash, I started to feel a little bit better. This was one of my dad’s favorite breakfast foods and instead of feeling sad, I was happy to be sharing this with Ryder. It had been too long since I had made this.
I kept myself busy frying the French toast and some sausage that I didn’t even notice Ryder stroll into the kitchen until I took a breath and caught a whiff of his cologne. “What smells fucking amazing in here?” he asked, coming behind me and kissing my neck.
“I-I’m making F-French toast,” I stammered as his tongue lightly grazed the vein on my neck.
“I’d rather taste you instead,” he said, licking and lightly sucking the spot under my ear.
“C-come on, Ryder, the food is going to burn,” I said. “Behave yourself.”
He laughed against my hypersensitive skin causing me goose bumps. With a quick nip at my ear lobe he backed away from me. “I’ll be a good boy for now. I can’t promise I will be after we eat though. I might misbehave so bad that you will have to spank me,” he said, and I nudged him in the stomach.
I giggled and said, “Keep it up and I might, rock star.”
He chuckled and playfully tugged at my ear. “Is there anything I can help you with?” Ryder asked, placing his hand on the small of my back.
“No, I have it all under control. This is my way of thanking you for everything you’ve done so you just sit down at the table and don’t do anything but eat what I put in front of you,” I said.
Ryder placed his hand under my chin and turned my face to his. “Okay then, I want you naked on my plate covered in whipped cream,” he said, smiling a wicked smile. “I’ll eat that up all day long.”
“Ryder!” I exclaimed, redness flushing my cheeks. “You are so bad. Go sit down.”
He laughed at my expression and said, “Whatever you say,” before kissing my lips quickly and walking over to the kitchen table. “So, what else did you want to do today after we have breakfast?”
I took the sausage out of the skillet and placed it onto a waiting plate. “I don’t know. I just thought I’d get through this first and then decide. Why? Did you have something in mind?” I asked, and then I laughed. I knew what Ryder would have in mind and it would involve us being naked and sweaty all day.
“Well, I’m pretty sure you can guess how I would want to spend the day but I was actually asking for the guys.”
I took off the last two pieces of French toast out of the frying pan and added them to the stack. “The guys? Why?” I asked, bringing the food over to the kitchen table and setting it down. “Did they call you or something?”
“Uh, yeah, right after I got out of the shower. It’s getting harder to go around town without a hundred people bothering all of us and they are going stir crazy being cooped up in the hotel. Last night was the first time they all had been able to get out of the hotel other than going to the funeral the whole time they’ve been here. They were wondering if they could come over here and hang. John and the guys have a pretty tight perimeter set up around your house so no one should be bothering anyone here.”
At that moment it registered in my mind that I hadn’t really been bothered by cameras since Ryder got back…at least not up close anyway. I smiled at the thought that John was busy taking care of me just as much as Ryder was. “Um, yeah, I guess that would be okay. I haven’t really had time to get to know them like I want to. This is good,” I said, picking up a bowl of fresh strawberry sauce I made and a bowl of whipped cream and setting them on the table. “Do you drink coffee?”
He nodded. “Of course,” he said, and I grabbed two mugs from the cabinet above the sink. “Are you sure you don’t need help?”
I shook my head. “Nope. I’ve got this, rock star,” I said. “This is what I do for a living.” I placed the mugs on the table and quickly got the cream and sugar for the coffee, the powdered sugar and syrup for the French toast, and the pot of fresh coffee. Once everything was at the table, I took my seat across from Ryder and nodded at him. “Start eating,” I said, taking a piece of French toast and putting it on my plate.
Ryder smiled at me, his blue eyes sparkling. “You don’t have to tell me twice, baby,” he said, winking at me. He helped himself to a little bit of everything I made and when he took his first bite of toast, his eyes rolled back and he moaned loudly. “Shit, Evie, is there anything you can’t do? This is fucking incredible,” he said
before shoving another big bite into his mouth and moaning again.
I blushed and smiled. “You are just saying that. It can’t be that good, rock star,” I said and then instantly regretted it. I promised I wouldn’t second guess his compliments. I met his eyes which had narrowed playfully. “Sorry, force of habit.”
“We need to break that habit, gorgeous,” he said, pointing his fork at me before he took another big bite of French toast covered in powered sugar and strawberries. “Oh my God, Evie. This is seriously the best French toast I have ever had. If you cook like this all the time I might have to marry you before you can escape,” he blurted out and my eyes went wide. Noticing the panicked expression on my face, he barked out a laugh and said, “I’m kidding. Relax. Eat.”
I breathed a sigh of relief and took a bite of my food. I had made huge strides in my relationship with Ryder so far but I knew for sure that marriage was the furthest thing from my mind.
We ate breakfast together and chatted about everything that wouldn’t remind me of Dad or bring him up in any way. I was thankful that he wasn’t treating me like a breakable doll anymore and that he talked to me like I was just a normal person without a care in the world. After we ate he insisted on helping me clean everything up which I had to admit I appreciated. I loved to cook but cleaning? No thank you.
After everything was all clean and put away, Ryder got his cell phone out of his pocket and he said, “I’m going to call Kris and let him know the guys can chill here. Jessie will probably be with them…is that cool?”
I nodded and smiled. “Of course it is. She seems really nice.”
Ryder smiled. “Yeah, Jessie’s great. She’s been like a sister to all of us for a long time and I know she’s got to be stoked that she has you and Danni to have ‘girl talk’ with now.”
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