Savage SEAL’s Virgin: A Submissives’ Secrets Novel

by Michelle Love

  He complies and kisses me again as he grinds his massive erection against me. Heat fills me and I kiss him hard. Then pull away from him. “Turn over, I want to do something to you,” I say.

  With a smile, he moves off me and lies back on the large bed. “I’m yours to do with as you like, princess.”

  Sliding my hands over his stomach, I hook my thumbs on the sides of his underwear, taking them completely off. Then I push his legs further apart and run my tongue up the inside of one of his legs. His dick is long and hard and I want to know what it tastes like. My eyes meet his and his are dark with desire. “You don’t have to do this, Lexi.”

  “I want to,” I say and look at him as I slide his cock into my mouth. His eyes close and he groans as his fists clutch the sheet.

  I move my mouth up the crazily soft skin and back down until the tip hits the back of my throat. I stifle a gag then pull up again. The hardness along with the silky smoothness is an irresistible combination. I find I want more and more of it. With a gentle suck I pull at it and run my hand along it as I pull it in and out of my mouth. “God damn it, Lexi, you’re so fucking good at this!”

  His praise makes me happy and I move faster and suck harder as I pull it into my mouth then let it slide nearly out before I suck at it again. With my free hand I touch his balls and find them to be equally as enticing. As I move my hand up and down his rock hard dick, I release it from my mouth to suck on his huge balls which are filled, making them tight.

  His hands wrap in my hair and he pulls me up and slides his dick back in my mouth where I go crazy on it, trying my best to get him to come. He moves my head to the rhythm he likes as I suck at it and make sure it’s wet. He stiffens and I lick the tip, making him explode in my mouth. I surprise myself by drinking it down and find it tastes good. He moans loudly. “Fuck me, Lexi that was so fucking good!”

  I smile and wipe my mouth with the back of my hand. “Not bad for my first time.”

  “So much better than not bad, girl.” He sits up and makes me lie back. “Your turn.”

  I giggle with excitement. My panties he takes off and then his eyes meet mine as he puts his lips on the magic spot only he can manage to find so well. I suck in my breath and close my eyes as he taps his hot, wet tongue against my very swollen clit. “Max!” I say as I exhale and arch up to him.

  He grabs both my butt cheeks and kisses me deep, running his tongue up and down my folds and then into my vagina and I am about to come undone. My body is shaking and my hands tangle in his hair, holding him to me. “Fuck that feels good.”

  He moans and that does it. I shatter and moan as I pulse inside. He pulls his mouth away and climbs my body. His mouth lands on my neck and he bites down hard as he thrusts his miraculously re-hardened dick into me, and I’m still throbbing as he sends me into another orgasm.

  I scream as I come hard and my legs shake. “Oh, God!”

  He pounds me into the bed and I keep coming. I’m wet as I’ve ever been and he slides in and out as I writhe beneath him. My stomach can’t stop clenching and I can barely breathe. Tears flow down my cheeks with how fantastic this feels. I never want it to end.

  Slowly the pulsing begins to fade and my tears dry up. Max pulls out and grabs me, turning me over. He pulls me to my knees then pushes my shoulders until only my ass is in the air, then he pounds into me again and I find I’m coming again. I scream into the mattress with every slam of his monster hard dick into me. Each one sends my body into a fit of quivers and he’s in so deep I feel he’s a part of me. “Come for me, baby, come hard for me,” he says through gritted teeth.

  I can’t figure how I could come any harder, then he slaps my ass hard with the next five strokes and I break into another full on orgasm and it’s harder than the others. “Fuck me!” I scream into the mattress.

  Max stops and stiffens then he screams, “Oh, God!” His body shudders and I feel heat flowing into me. My walls pulse around him, pulling every drop from him. Finally I feel no more pulses from me or him and he pulls out and rubs my ass gently, making me drop to the bed.

  I lie on my stomach, physically exhausted. He lies next to me and kisses my head as he puts his arm around me. “Sleep well, princess, I love you.”

  “I love you,” I mumble, and then pass out.

  Max

  I lie awake and gaze at Lexi as she sleeps like a woman who has just been well fucked should. She’s completely out and makes these tiny snores every so often. I find it adorable and hope she decides that we can spend many more nights together.

  I hold her in my arms, so hopefully if she does do something crazy like try to run off on me again, I’ll feel her and as long as I can kiss her, I can change her mind. I pray that her fleeing days are over, because there’s just no way she’d never want to do what we just did again. That was even more mind-blowing than at the basketball game. It just keeps getting better with this girl.

  My head is spinning with how long I’ve waited to hold her all night long. Tomorrow I’m going to buy her the best car I can find. I don’t care what she says, I’m doing it and she can get used to getting spoiled. With her roomie on my side, maybe between the two of us, she’ll stop her nonsense of how dangerous we are for each other.

  Alexis

  The photo shoot went well and Marcos went cuckoo over how much money he made. Max and I have spent every night together either at his mansion or my apartment. He bought me an amazing Mercedes, even though I protested highly. I do love the ding dang thing though so I forgave him for buying it for me.

  Although I have no desire to run from Max, I still feel like what we have is too much. Like it’s all too good to be true, and something has to go wrong. Life just isn’t this good. There’s no way we get a happy ending when no one else does. We’re on our way to give Max’s modeling money to the children’s home he grew up in down in South Texas. It’s desolate out here.

  He holds my hand as we drive along for miles into the country. I turn my head and look at him with his expensive sunglasses on and looking so damn sexy it’s almost inhuman. “How much farther?”

  “Really, Lexi?” he asks as he looks at me and frowns. “Just like a little kid.”

  “Well, I have to pee and I haven’t seen a town in hours,” I whine.

  “We just went through one,” he says. “But if you were blinking then you may have missed it.”

  “I do tend to blink,” I say and look out the window at more nothingness. “What a horrible place to grow up.”

  “It wasn’t so bad. It could’ve been much worse if my mother had kept me with her.”

  Pain stabs my heart at Max’s poor childhood. I run my thumb over his knuckles. “You’re right. I’ll shut up and quit complaining.”

  “Anyway you can pee soon, princess. We’re here,” he says, as we pull into a well-hidden community in the middle of nowhere.

  He pulls up to a large home and gets out and comes to open my door. I have been instructed never and I mean never to open my own door. So I wait like a good little girl for him. As he opens it, I say, “So this is it, the boyhood home, of Max Lane?”

  “No, this is the boyhood home of, Randy Lawton.” He takes my hand and leads me up a walk towards a green painted front door. “This was the house I grew up in.”

  He’s never told me his real name. I put my arm around his waist and hug him. “You had a cute name.”

  “It was okay, but she could’ve found me and I didn’t want that. A change was necessary.”

  An older woman opens the door and has a baby in her arms. “Oh, Randy, how nice it is to see you again.”

  Max gestures to me. “This is Lexi, the love of my life and Lexi this is my Mom, Lois.”

  “It’s nice to meet you, Lois,” I say.

  “You too, darlin’. Hey, how about you hold this little girl for me so that I can hug my son?” she asks as she places the baby in my arms, and wraps her arms around Max’s neck.

  A bit flabbergasted as I’ve never held a baby befo
re that I can remember, I hold the small thing tightly and she looks up at me and grabs my chin.

  “Well, hello,” I say and she coos at me and it’s the most adorable sound I’ve ever heard. “Coo to you too, you precious thing.”

  Her tiny eyes are bright blue and her thin hair is blonde and I wonder who would give this beautiful baby up. I look up at Max’s foster mom and see that she has tears in her eyes as Max has handed her the check for a massive amount of money. “Oh, I can’t believe this. You do so much for this place already, Randy.”

  “And I’ll keep doing it until all the money runs out, which if my investments are as good as I think they are, will be never,” Max says with a laugh. He looks at me and holds out his hands. “May I, Lex?”

  In an awkward way, I hold the baby out to him and he frowns at me as he takes her the right way. “Sorry, I’ve never handled a baby before.”

  Max and Lois stare at me like I’ve said something completely crazy. “Well, that’s just nuts,” Lois says. “Come on in here and let’s visit a spell and you can learn how to handle a baby, dear girl.”

  Max looks at the baby and holds her up, making her giggle like crazy at him. “Who’s the pretty girl?” he says and she laughs. “You’re the pretty girl.” He pulls her into a sweet hug and kisses the top of her tiny head and I get all melty inside.

  Lois laughs and takes a seat in a large rocker. We sit next to each other on a long sofa, much longer than any I’ve ever seen before. “So when are you gonna show up here with one of your own to show us, Randy?”

  “As soon as I possibly can. We’re working on it,” he says and I go scarlet.

  “We are?” I ask as this is news to me.

  He looks at Lois then back at me with a weird squint in his eyes. “What do you think we’ve been doing every night for the last three weeks, Lexi?”

  “Oh my God,” I say and stand up. “Excuse me, Lois. I really need to borrow a bathroom.”

  I hear him say as I walk away, “I’m going to marry her, don’t give me that look, Mom.”

  “Well, you seem to be putting the horse before the cart, Randy, and that’s not like you.”

  “I’d marry her today if she’d let me,” he says and I close the door.

  How could I be so naïve?

  Max

  I’m home alone as Lexi is pissed at me. She thinks I was secretly trying to get her pregnant. Yet another thing no-one ever did for the poor girl was tell her how the birds and the bees work. She thought when I told her everything would be alright, I meant that she wouldn’t get pregnant.

  How dumb is that?

  Of course I told her that it meant I would marry her and we would be a happy family. She went to her apartment and told me she’s done with me. My little angel Kate was so unhappy when I told her the news, she said she was coming to fix it all. I don’t know how she plans on making Lexi understand I wasn’t duping her into having my baby, but hey, at least Lexi will talk to her. I’ve been removed from the circle.

  Even Marcos laughed and told her how silly she was being, but she told him something about sucking on some rotten eggs or turtle eggs or some crazy thing like that. I told Kate the address of Lexi’s apartment and she’s stopping there first. Hopefully she will come here with my love and everything will be fine again.

  Alexis

  I lie on my bed and count. It’s what I do when I’m trying not to think about things. I can’t remember ever feeling so dumb. It’s been a week since I broke things off with Max. I took a pregnancy test and thank God it came back negative. That man acts as if I’m insane for thinking he was taking care of the birth control thing.

  Okay, now I know! I’m an idiot! Hasn’t that been established yet?

  A knock comes on my bedroom door and Marcos says, “Lexi, there’s a sweet, little French girl to see you, dear.”

  A French girl? What the?

  I open the door and see Kate, Max’s angel. “Did he send you?” I ask and turn to go back and lie on my bed.

  “No, no,” she says as she comes into my room and sits on the bed. “I am here all on my own. It’s so nice to see you again, Lexi.”

  I sit up and realize I’m being rude. “I’m sorry, Kate. I really am. It’s just that I realize I’m too dumb for Max. I’m so clueless I didn’t even realize he wanted to get me pregnant.”

  “Oh! That’s a happy thing, isn’t it?” she asks. “You are the love of his life and he is yours after all.”

  I nod. “But, I’m not sure about us yet and I know Max and if we ever have a kid, well he’ll never let me go.”

  “He will never let you go anyway. Can’t you see that?” she asks as she pats my shoulder.

  “There’s not much he can do about that if I refuse to see him, but a kid, now that changes everything,” I say and fall back on a mountain of pillows.

  “I would readily have his children,” Kate says and I sit back up.

  “You love him, don’t you?” I ask.

  She nods. “Wee, wee, I do, and to be frank with you, if you don’t want him, I’d like to ask permission from you to pursue him. It is you who holds his heart after all. It is only you who can release it to another.”

  “I knew it!” I say as I get up and pace around my room. “I knew you wanted him.”

  “So what?” she says and stands too. “You do not want him and he’s a special man. Most would cherish him, the good man he is. You run from him and his love. You leave him for wanting only to build a family with you. You cut off your own nose to spite your face. If that’s how you want to live your life, then you are bad for him. No matter how you two were meant to be together or not.”

  “And you will take him?” I stop my pacing and ask. “You will make him happy?”

  “Wee, wee, I will try. I know I can do better by him than you have,” she says and flounces down on the chair in my room. “Never would I let him go, not ever.”

  It rips me apart as she crams in my face how I’m no good for him. My ways are mean and he deserves better. He does deserve an angel and I can’t be one for him. “You know what, you’re right, Kate. I give his heart over to you. I’m not good for him.”

  “You would really do that, Lexi?” she asks. “Perhaps you’d like more time to think before you give away someone so precious. Perhaps you’re making a decision which may be bad for you both.”

  I shake my head. “Nope, I think it’s the right one. You are his little angel. I’m sure he can be happy with you. I’m sure you’d love to spoil him and he you. Yeah, go take him, he’s yours.”

  Her blue eyes dance as she makes her way to the door. “Poor woman, so many insecurities. Great beauty such as yours should flow through every part of you. Whoever hurt you did a great injustice to this world, to destroy a person who was supposed to be a great woman, full of compassion and love, and a zest for life itself.”

  “Yeah, well some did and they took it away along with my pride,” I say and lie back.

  She closes the door behind her and gives me a sad look. “Bye, Lexi. I hope one day you get better.”

  Max

  The doorbell rings and my heart races as I make my way to the door. I pray Kate has Lexi with her. I open the door to see Kate, alone. “You couldn’t talk any sense into her,” I say and reach out to hug my little angel.

  “She is broken, Max. I do not know what will fix the poor woman,” she says and I lead her into the house. “I told her I was going to pursue you and she told me to go ahead and do it.”

  “Really?” I ask. “She’d just let me go, just like that? After all we shared with each other. After all we’ve been through with each other, she’d just hand me over?” I ask as I throw my hands in the air. “What am I to do with that, tell me, Kate?”

  “You are to do what I tell you to, if you want her to see her mistake in giving you up once and for all, Max.” Kate’s eyes go narrow and she says, “Place an announcement in the paper and a picture of us in the wedding announcements section. I brought my mother�
��s enormous and gorgeous engagement ring just in case we had to resort to this.”

  “Maybe this isn’t worth trying so hard for anymore, Kate. Maybe I should move on,” I say.

  Her tiny hand grabs my arm and she shouts in a tiny voice, it’s adorable, “I will not take this attitude from you too, Max! She is why I found you and you know it. Now we have to make her know it as well, and she’s stubborn so it won’t be easy, but I never plan on letting you give up the fight for a love as glorious as one day yours will be.”

  With tiny stomps, she moves away muttering things in French and I can see my little angel will never allow me to give up.

  Oh! What Hell will I have to go through for this woman to stop being so crazy and just let me love her already?

  Part 6 Secrets of Seduction

  Alexis

  Light streams through the window and I rub my tired eyes. I slept like puppy poop last night after my encounter with Kate. She wants Max, and I told her to go for it. But I tossed and turned as I dreamt of a life without him in it. It was awful and I know I need him in my life.

  The words Kate said about me being someone who was supposed to be something else keep running through my head. Maybe those girls who beat me nearly to death when I was a teenager did break something in me.

  I never got any therapy after the incident. When my parents didn’t press any charges, no one seemed to think about the fact it might be something I needed. Now I think I might need some, so I think I’ll find me a therapist today and go see Max.