Jerle Shannara 03 - Morgaw

by Brooks, Terry

  Quentin shot him an angry glance. He didn't like talking about luck. It had a way of turning around on you when you did.

  "Back home," Bek said, breathing heavily from his exertion, "if it was a boar, say, we would have looked for the mate, too."

  Quentin almost stumbled as he turned quickly to look at him. The mate? "No," he whispered, realizing what he had missed, fear ripping through him. He pushed ahead o! Bek, running now to catch up to Redden Alt Mer and Panax. "Big Red!" he hissed sharply. "Wait!"

  At the sound of his name, the Rover came about, causing the Dwarf to slow and turn, as well, which probably saved both their lives. In the next instant, a second Graak charged out of the trees ahead and bore down on them.

  There was no time to stop and think about what to do. There was only time to respond, and Quentin Leah was already in motion when the attack came. Never breaking stride, he flew past Big Red and Panax, the Sword of Leah lifted and gripped in both hands. The magic was already surging down the blade to the handle and into his hands and arms. I le went right at the Graak, flinging himself past the snapping jaws as they reached for him, rolling beneath its belly and coming back to his feet to thrust the sword deep into its side. The magic flared in an explosion of light and surged into the Graak. The monster hissed in pain and rage and twisted about to gel its teeth into its attacker. But Quentin, who had learned something about fighting larger creatures in his battles with the creepers and the Patrinell wronk, sidestepped the attack, scrambled out of the Graak's line of sight, and struck at it again, this time severing a tendon in the creature's hind leg. Again the Graak swung about, tearing at the earth with its claws, dragging its damaged rear leg like a club, its tail lashing out wildly.

  "Run!" Bek yelled to Panax and Big Red.

  They did so at once, bearing the crystals away from the battle and hack toward the cliff wall. But Bek turned to fight.

  There was no chance for Quentin to do anything about that. He was too busy trying to stay alive, and the shift of the Graak's body as it sought to pin him to the earth blocked his view of his cousin. But he heard the call Bek emitted, something shrill and rough edged, predatory and dark, born of nightmares known only to him or to those who worked his kind of magic. The Graak jerked its head in response, clearly bothered by the sound, and twisted about in search of the caller, giving Quentin a chance to strike at it again. The Highlander rolled under it a second time and thrust the blade of his talisman deep into the chest, somewhere close to where he thought its heart must be, the magic surging out of him like a river.

  The Graak coughed gouts of dark blood and gasped in shock. A vital organ had been breached. Covered in mud and sweat and smelling of the damp, fetid earth, Quentin rolled free again. Blood laced his hands and face, and he saw that one arm was torn open and his right side lacerated. Somehow he had been injured without realizing it. Trying to stay out of the Graak's line of sight he ran toward its tail, looking for a fresh opening The Graak was thrashing wildly, writhing in fury as it felt the killing effects of the magic begin to work through it. Another solid blow, Quentin judged, should finish it.

  But then the creature did the unexpected. It bolted for Bek, all at once and without even looking his way first. Bek stood his ground, using the power of the wishsong to strike back, but the Graak didn't even seem to hear it. It rumbled on without slowing, without pause, tearing up the earth with its clawed feet, dragging its damaged hind leg, hissing with rage and madness into the steamy jungle air.

  "Bek!" Quentin screamed in dismay.

  He flew after the Graak with complete disregard for his own safety, and caught up to the creature when it was only yards away from his cousin. He swung the Sword of Leah with every last ounce of strength he possessed, the magic exploding forth as he severed the tendons of the hind leg that still functioned. The Graak went down instantly, both rear legs immobilized, its useless hindquarters dragging it to an abrupt stop. But as it fought to keep going, to gel at Bek, it rolled right into the Highlander, who, unlike Bek, did not have time to get out of the way. Though Quentin threw himself aside as the twisting, thrashing body collapsed, he could not get all the way clear, and the Graak's heavy tail hammered him into the earth.

  It felt as if a mountain had fallen on top of him. Bones snapped and cracked, and he was pressed so far down into the earth that he couldn't breathe. He would have screamed if there had been a way to do so, but his face was buried in six inches of mud. The weight of the Graak rolled off him, then back on again, then off again. He managed to get his head out of the mire, to take a quick breath of air, then to flatten himself as the monster rolled over him yet again, this time missing him as it twisted back on itself in an effort lo rise.

  "Quentin, don't move!" he heard Bek cry out.

  As if he could, he thought dully. The pain was beginning to surge through him in waves. He was a dead man, he knew. No one could survive the sort of damage he had just sustained. He was a dead man, but his body hadn't gotten the message yet.

  Hands reached under him and rolled him over. The pain was excruciating.

  "Shades!" he gasped as bones grated and blood poured from his mouth.

  "Hang on!" Bek pleaded. "Please, Quentin!"

  His cousin pulled him to his feet, then led him away. Somewhere close by, the Graak was in its death throes. Somewhere not quite so close, its mate was coming. He couldn't see any of this, but he could be sure it was happening. He stumbled on through a curtain of bright red anguish and hazy consciousness. Any moment now, he would collapse. He fought against that with frantic determination. If he went down, Bek would not be able to get him away. If he went down, he was finished.

  Oh well, he thought with a sort of fuzzy disinterest, he was finished anyway.

  "Sony, Bek," he said, or maybe he only tried to say it, he couldn't be sure. "Sorry."

  Then a wave of darkness engulfed him, and everything disappeared.

  XXIII

  It was dark when Bek finally emerged from belowdecks on the Jerle Shannara. walked to the bow, and looked up at the night sky. The moon was a tiny crescent directly over the mountain they were backed against, newly formed and barely a presence in the immensity of the sky's vast sweep. Stars sprinkled the indigo firmament like grains of brilliant white sand scattered on black velvet. He had been told once that men had traveled to those stars in the Old World, that they had built and ridden in ships that could navigate the sky as he had the waters of the Blue Divide. It seemed impossible. But then most wonderful things did until someone accomplished them.

  He hadn't been on deck for more than a few moments when Rue Meridian appeared beside him, coming up so silently that he didn't hear her approach and realized she was there only when she placed a hand over his own.

  "Have you slept?" she asked.

  He shook his head. Sleep was out of the question.

  "How is he?"

  He thought about it a moment, staring skyward. "Holding on by his fingernails and slipping."

  They had managed to get Quentin Leah out of the Crake alive, but only barely. With Bek's help, he had stumbled to within a hundred yards of the trail before collapsing. By then he had lost so much blood that when they had carried him out they could barely get a grip on his clothing. Rue Meridian knew something of treating wounds from her time on the Prekkendorran, so after tying off the severed arteries with tourniquets, she had stitched and bandaged him as best she could. The patching of the surface wounds was not difficult, nor the setting of the broken bones. But there were internal injuries with which she did not have the skill to deal, so that much of the care Quentin needed could not be provided Healing would have to come from within, and everyone knew that any chance of that happening here was small.

  Their best bet was to either get him to a healing center in the Four Lands or to find a local Healer. The former was out of the question.

  There simply wasn't time. As for the latter, the Rindge offered the only possibility of help. Panax had gone to see what they could do,
but had returned empty-handed. When a Rindge was in Quentin's condition, his people could do no more for him than the company of the Jerle Shannara could for Quentin.

  "Is he alone?" Rue asked Bek,

  He shook his head. "Panax is watching him."

  "Why don't you try to sleep for a few hours? There isn't anything more you can do."

  "I can be with him. I can be there for him. I'll go back down in just a moment.'

  "Panax will look after him "

  "Panax isn't the one he counts on."

  She didn't reply to that. She just stood there beside him, keeping him company, staring up at the stars. The Crake was a sea of impenetrable black within the cup of the mountains, silent and stripped of definition. Bek took a moment to look down at it, chilled by doing so, the memories of the afternoon still raw and terrible, endlessly repeating in his mind. He couldn't get past them, nor even now when he was safely away from their cause.

  "You're exhausted," she said finally.

  He nodded in agreement.

  "You have to sleep, Bek"

  "I left his sword down there/ He pointed toward the valley.

  "What?"

  "His sword. I was so busy trying to get him out that I forgot about it entirely. I just left it behind."

  She nodded. "It won't go anywhere We can get it back tomorrow, when it's light."

  "I'll get it back," he insisted. "I'm the one who left it. It's my responsibility."

  He pictured it lying in the earth by the dead Graak, its smooth surface covered with blood and dirt. Had it been broken by the weight of the monster rolling over it, broken as Quentin was? He hadn't noticed, hadn't even glanced at it. A talisman of such power, and he hadn't even thought about it. He'd just thought about Quentin, and he'd done that too late for it to matter.

  "Why don't you stop being so hard on yourself?" she asked quietly.

  "Why don't you ease up a bit?"

  "Because he's dying/' he said fiercely, angrily. "Quentin's dying, and it's my fault."

  She looked at him. "Your fault?"

  "If I hadn't insisted on going down there with him, if I hadn't been so stubborn about this whole business, then maybe—"

  "Bek, stop it!' she snapped at him. I le looked over at her, surprised by the rebuke. Her hand tightened on his. "It doesn't help anything for you to talk like that. It happened, and no one's to blame for it. Everyone did the best they could in a dangerous situation.

  That's all anyone can ask. That's all anyone can expect. Let it alone."

  The words stung, but no more so than the look he saw in her eyes. She held his gaze, refusing to let him turn away. "Losing people we love, friends and even family, is a consequence of going on journeys like this one. Don't you understand that? Didn't you understand it when you agreed to come? Is this suddenly a surprise? Did you think that nothing could happen to Quentin? Or to you?"

  He shook his head in confusion, cowed. "1 don't know. I guess maybe not."

  She exhaled sharply and her tone of voice softened. "It wasn't your fault. Not any more so than it was my brother's or Panax's or Walker's or whoever's. It was just something that happened, a price exacted in consequence of a risk taken."

  The consequence of a risk As simple as that. You took a risk, and the person you were closest to paid the price. He began to cry, all the pent-up frustration and guilt and sadness releasing at once. He couldn't help himself. He didn't want to break down in front of her—didn't want her to see that—but it happened before he could find a way to stop it.

  She pulled him against her, enfolding him like an injured child. Her arms came about him and she rocked him gently, cooing soft words, stroking his back with her hand. The hard wooden rods of the splint on her left forearm were digging into his back.

  "Oh, Bek. It's all right. You can cry with me. No one will see. Let me hold you until.' She pressed him into the softness of her body. "Poor Bek. So much responsibility all at once. So much hurt. It isn't fair, is it?"

  He heard some of what she said, but comfort came not from the words themselves but from the sound of her voice and the feel of her arms wrapped about him Everything released, and she was there to absorb it, to take it into herself and away from him.

  "Just hold on to me, Bek. Just let me take care of you. Everything will be all right.'

  She had said he owed it to her to share the losses she had suffered.

  Losses as great as his own. Furl Hawken. Her Rover companions.

  He was reminded of it suddenly and wanted to give back something of the comfort she was giving to him.

  He recovered his composure, and his arms went around her. "Rue, I'm sorry . . ."

  "No," she said, putting her fingers over his mouth, stopping him from saying anything more. "I don't want to hear it. I don't want you to talk."

  She replaced her fingers with her mouth and kissed him. She didn't kiss him softly or gently, but with urgency and passion. He couldn't mistake what was happening or what it meant, and he didn't want to. It took him only a moment, and then he was returning her kiss. When he did, he forgot everything but the heat she aroused in him. Kissing her was wild and impossible. It made him worry that something was wrong, but he couldn't decide what it was because everything felt right. She ran her hands all over him, pushing him up against the ship's railing until he was pinned there, fastening her mouth on his with such hunger that he could scarcely breathe.

  When she broke away finally, he wasn't sure who was the most surprised. From the look on her face she was, but he knew what he was feeling inside. They stared at each other in a kind of awed silence, and then she laughed—a low, sudden growl that brought such radiance to her face that he was surprised all over again.

  "That was unexpected," she said.

  He couldn't speak.

  "I want to do it some more. I want to do it a lot."

  He grinned in spite of himself, in spite of everything. "Me, too."

  "Soon, Bek."

  "All right."

  "1 think I love you," she said. She laughed again. "There, I said it. What do you think of that?"

  She reached out with her good arm and touched his lips with her fingers, then turned and walked away.

  When he went inside the ship to the Captain's quarters to see about Quentin, he was still in shock from his encounter with Rue.

  Panax must have seen something in his face when Bek entered the room, because he immediately asked, "Are you all right?"

  Bek nodded. He was not all right, hut he had no intention of talking about it just yet. It was too new to share, still so strange in his own mind that he needed time to get used to it. He needed time just to accept that it was true. Rue Meridian was in love with him. That's what she had said. I think I love you. He tried the words out in his mind, and they sounded so ridiculous that he almost laughed aloud.

  On the other hand, the way she had kissed him was real enough, and he wasn't going to forger how that felt anytime soon.

  Did he love her in turn? He hadn't stopped to ask himself that He hadn't even considered it before now because the idea of her reciprocating had seemed impossible. It was enough that they were friends. But he did love her. He had always loved her in some sense, from the first moment he had seen her. Now, kissed and held and told of her feelings, he loved her so desperately he could hardly stand it.

  He forced himself to shift his thinking away from her.

  "How is he doing?" he asked, nodding toward Quentin.

  Panax shrugged. "The same. He just sleeps. I don't like the way he looks, though "

  Neither did Bek. Quentin's skin was an unhealthy pasty color. His pulse was faint and his breathing labored and shallow. He was dying by inches, and there was nothing any of them could do about it but wait for the inevitable. Already emotionally overwrought, Bek found himself beginning to cry anew and he turned away self-consciously.

  Panax rose and came over to him. He put one rough hand on Bek's shoulder and gently squeezed. "First Truls Rohk and now the Hig
hlander. This hasn't been easy," he said.

  "No."

  His hand dropped away, and he walked over to where Grianne knelt on a pallet in the corner, eyes open as she stared straight ahead. The Dwarf shook his head in puzzlement. "What do you suppose she's thinking?"

  Bek wiped away the last of his tears. "Nothing we want to know about, I'd guess."

  "Probably not. What a mess. This whole journey, from start to finish. A mess." He didn't seem to know where else to go with his thoughts, so he went silent for a moment. "I wish I'd never come. I wouldn't have, if I'd known what it was going to be like."

  "I don't suppose any of us would." Bek walked over to his sister and knelt in front of her. He touched her cheek with his fingers as he always did to let her know he was there. "Can you hear me, Grianne?" he asked softly.

  "I don't know what I'm doing here anymore," Panax continued. "I don't know that there's a reason for any of us being here. We haven't done anything but get ourselves killed and injured- Even the Druid. I didn't think anything would ever happen to him. But then I didn't think anything could happen to Truls, either. Now they're both gone." He shook his head.

  "When I get home," Bek said, still looking at Grianne's pale, empty face, "I'll stay there. I won't leave again. Not like this."

  He thought again about Rue Meridian. What would happen to her when they got back in the Four Lands? She was a Rover, born to the Rover life, a traveler and an adventurer. She was nothing like him She wouldn't want to come back to the Highlands and stay home for the rest of her life. She wouldn't want anything to do with him then.

  "I've been thinking about home," Panax said quietly. He knelt down beside Bek, his bearded face troubled. "I never cared all that much for my own. Depo Bent was just the village where I ended up. I have no family, just a few friends, none of them close. I've traveled all my life, but I don't know if there's anything left in the Four Lands that I want to see. Without Truls and Walker to keep me busy, I don't know that there's anything back there for me." He paused. "1 think maybe I'll stay here."