Torrid Little Affair

by Kendall Ryan

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  Is this what it’s like to be pursued by an older man? The complete confidence, the lack of expectations, the sincerity?

  My God, it’s exhilarating.

  Quinn Kingsley is totally unexpected. I’m moving to Italy in three weeks to teach English, and while I never expected something so real to develop between us so quickly, our chemistry is undeniable.

  There’s something so sexy about this back-and-forth he and I share. Flirting with this man is like playing with fire, and I’m bound to get burned.

  Io sono attratto da te. I’m attracted to you, he tells me.

  But is our attraction enough to get us through the complications of a massive age gap and an international love affair? Only one way to find out . . .

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  Chapter One

  Alessandra

  “Is it done, yet?”

  Big, brown eyes peek over the edge the kitchen island. The little she-devil is hungry. Her workaholic mother still isn’t home, almost an hour late.

  “Sii paziente, Erica” I respond with a wink. She rolls her eyes.

  Where the hell did she learn that?

  “Speak English, Alessandra!” she moans.

  I roll mine, reflexively. Oh. That’s where.

  I’m Erica’s full-time nanny. While her mother is at work, I care for this six-year-old firecracker and her tiny baby brother. Breakfast, book time, play time, lunch, nap, activity, snack break, and sometimes dinner. This is my life from seven in the morning until the familiar creak of the door at five when Lorraine comes home.

  But this is my life from seven to five for only three more weeks.

  Tonight isn’t the first night Lorraine has been late, and there’s certainly no Mr. Riley to fill the gap. That would be where I come in, Alessandra, Nanny Extraordinaire. Twenty-two years old, fresh out of college, with a degree in the Study of Classics and very vague career goals.

  “I don’t want macroncheese,” Erica whines, appearing at my elbow.

  “Macaroni and cheese,” I correct. She sulks off, bored with my response.

  I do have to agree with her, however, as I squeeze the artificial cheese into a pot of steaming macaroni. This is not my idea of fine European dining, but I’m not in Italy. Yet.

  As I muscle the paste through the pasta, I can’t help but think of my plans to leave all this behind. Not that I hate nannying. I adore these squirmy little brats. But nannying it isn’t what I love. What I love is on the vision board mounted on my bedroom wall. Maps and magazine cutouts, pictures of cafe lights and cobblestone streets, culture and life all encircling the very best part all—a plane ticket to Italy. One-way.

  I can feel myself drifting away, steam from the pasta rising to meet my rosy cheeks. I’m dreaming of filling my belly with zesty Italian pasta while losing myself in the eyes of an even zestier, dark-haired man with long, olive toned fingers perfect for—

  The soft jangle of keys snaps me out of my reverie. The front door creaks open.

  “I’m home! God, I’m home, Jesus Christ…” comes the yell from the narrow hallway.

  “Mommy!” Erica runs into her mom’s legs, nearly taking her and her bundle of paperwork down with her. Lorraine is a powerhouse of a woman, but the bags under her eyes look almost as heavy as the messenger bag slung across her petite frame. Personal budgeting, I’ve gathered, is her line of work. It must be if she can manage to cover the expenses of two small children and pay me to watch them five days a week.

  “How late am I?” she asks, kicking off her heels.

  “Don’t worry about it, Lorraine, really,” I reply.

  “You won’t believe the clients I had today…”

  Clients. The word makes my heart slam inside my chest. Lorraine’s voice fades into the distance. Clients…

  Why does that word give me so much anxiety? I open my phone, trying to remember. Clients. It must have to do with my new job. I will be tutoring English overseas while putting to good use my fluency in Italian. More nervous now than ever, I locate my email inbox with quick fingers.

  “Substitute Needed” is the title of the email I didn't get a chance to read before Erica nearly broke her neck on the monkey bars earlier this afternoon. It’s amazing how a couple crocodile tears can wipe all other priorities away...priorities like very important emails.

  I open the message with a tight swallow.

  Alessandra,

  One of our beloved tutors, Sal Rinaldo, has suffered a severe heart attack. Upon his recent hospitalization, we are splitting up his current clientele to our other employees until further notice…”

  Sal is in the hospital? Sal is the dear professor who locked me into this tutoring program, bless him. The news hits me like rush of unfamiliar spices, tears springing into my eyes unexpectedly.

  Please arrive at 48 N Broad St at 6:00 P.M. sharp to tutor--

  Wait. 6:00 P.M. As in, tonight? Here, in Boston? I am not ready to tutor anyone tonight. This is not what I signed up for, in fact, it’s the exact opposite.

  “You okay, hun?” I hear Lorraine like she’s in a bubble, far away.

  “Yes, yes,” I manage, “I just forgot I have another obligation tonight.” A downtown location means it’s in an office building. I don't have to look at the clock to know that I definitely do not have enough time to go home and change into something more formal. Jeans and cardigan with a big ol’ ketchup stain on the sleeve will have to do. First impressions be damned.

  “The new job?” she whispers. The little ones don't know yet.

  Nodding, I throw my things into my purse, abandoning the macaroni on the stove. Maybe I can weasel out of this. Too short notice. Didn’t see the email. Down with the flu. I knock excuses off the list one by one.

  But this is my very first client. If I get this wrong, the program could withhold my position in Italy. Would they do that? I don't want to find out.

  I'm mapping out my route and grabbing my coat before Lorraine offers one more than “Good luck, sweetie!”

  “Ciao, Erica! Ciao, Ben!” I yell up the stairs.

  “You mean bye?” a small voice retorts from her sprawl across the top stair. I give her my best Nanny Monster growl. Erica yelps and runs up the stairs, renewed with her giggles.

  The click of my boots on the pavement are in time with my racing heart as I make my way to the train station. Fortunately, it’s just around the corner. Unfortunately, I have ten minutes to get to a location twenty minutes away.

  The train rushes to meet me on the platform and the doors slide open. I step in, grab the nearest seat, and immediately open my phone. How can I salvage this?

  Please arrive at 6:00 P.M. sharp to tutor his usual Thursday night client, Quinn Kingsley in intermediate Italian.

  Who the hell has a tutor come at dinner time? I already have this dude pegged: old, crotchety, and single as hell. Quinn Kingsley clearly doesn’t have a wife or family if he’s scheduling tutoring sessions during dinner time.

  These are the thoughts that keep me occupied from the station to the building. I reach the steps and glance up from the maps app for the first time. And then up...up...up. The building climbs to high-freaking heaven. Kingsley Tower, it says, engraved in bold letters across the gorgeous, dark stone.

  Kingsley.

  I’m tutoring the owner of Kingsley Tower?

  Deep breaths. What do I know about Kingsley Tower? Nothing. Well, not nothing. Money. Lots and lots of money. The interior of the elevator says it all with its pristine interior. I catch my reflection and could cry at the sight. My cheeks are flushed and my hair is windblown. Either I spent the last fifteen minutes in a mad dash, or I just had the best sex of my life.

  Regardless, this ketchup stain definitely does not speak of lots and lots of money. I quickly roll up the sleeves of my cardigan to conceal it.

  The doors ding and slide open. />
  “Hello.” A dark-haired receptionist greets me with a smile that could draw blood.

  “Hi, there,” I try before clearing my throat. “Hi. I’m here to—well, I’m here to replace Sal this evening. The tutor? He—he had a heart attack and has been hospitalized. It was unexpected. So here I am. For Mr. Kingsley.”

  Her smile never falters.

  “I’ll tell Mr. Kingsley he has a guest,” she responds unflinchingly, as if an old man having a heart attack was old news. She disappears through the massive wooden door just behind her desk.

  Thank God. I have a moment to breathe. I lean on the edge of her desk. Maybe it is old news. Maybe Mr. Kingsley already knows and wasn’t expecting anyone to show up tonight in Sal’s place. Maybe he’d prefer to reschedule. Why didn’t I think of that before trekking all the way here? A cool sensation of calm washes over me, even as my heart still pounds in my ears.

  The doors reopen.

  “Mr. Kingsley is ready to see you.”

  Damn.

  “Excellent,” I hear myself saying.

  “Right this way,” she says, already opening the door.

  “Thank you so much.” I’ve always been polite if not brave during crisis.

  The door clicks behind me as I enter the most beautiful office arrangement I have ever seen. Honestly, it doesn’t look like an office much at all. It’s almost like a penthouse suite, with gorgeous lounge chairs, bookshelves, and the faint smell of leather ghosting the air. The windows overlooking the city are enormous, not obscured by an obnoxious CEO desk or “bossman” chair. The city is completely open, spread wide before my eyes. I walk toward the windows, mesmerized.

  “Do you like the view?”

  I turn my gaze. In the corner of the room sits a man. I had completely missed him as I walked in. The muted shade of his gray three-piece suit stand in pleasant contrast with the simple black leather of his recliner.

  Most pleasant of all, however, is that this man is the flesh and blood of every Tall, Dark, Shut-Up-So-Handsome magazine cut-out I have.

  “Originally the desk was there,” he continues, removing a pair of simple, metal-framed glasses, “but I prefer to look out a window with them rather than block their view. Quinn Kingsley.” He stands, offering me his hand. I walk to him with a smile, extending my own.

  His grasp is firm and soft, and maybe a little demanding. I accept with hidden excitement that Quinn Kingsley is most definitely not old or crotchety. And from the lack of a ring on his finger, he may very well be single as hell.

  “Alessandra. It's a pleasure to meet you.”

  His dark eyes assess me with an air of flirtation. I can tell by the way one eyebrow tilts as he studies my face. My cheeks flush. Oh boy.

  “Katy says you’re from the agency. Where is Sal?”

  Bitch, I think, my smile twitching. She left it to me to break the news?

  “I apologize that no one informed you sooner. I will be replacing Sal for the coming weeks.”

  He frowns. “I’ve only ever worked with Sal.” He furrows his dark brows, clearly displeased with the prospect of learning from me. This bothers me more than I care to admit.

  “I'm afraid he isn't in any state to teach right now,” I reply coolly, “He suffered a heart attack and is recovering in the hospital.”

  This puts him in his place, but I immediately feel guilty. A flush of concern flits across his features before settling into an expression I can't decipher. He releases my hand. How long had we been connected? My fingers tingle at the loss of contact. I swallow.

  “I'd be happy to pick up where Sal left with you. I'm completely fluent,” I say with the confidence of someone ten years my elder. If I am to be fired before even getting a chance, at least no one can tell me I wasn't assertive enough.

  “I don't doubt that,” he says softly. He gestures to the far side of the window, where two sofa chairs face each other. “Let's sit.” I turn and walk before him, acutely aware of my lack of formal dress. I can feel his eyes on my exposed neck where my hair is swept hurriedly over one shoulder. But when I turn to meet his gaze again, his eyes are on the small book resting on the coffee table.

  “An Advanced Student’s Guide to Italian,” I read aloud. “Is this the text Sal has you working from?”

  “No,” he leans back in one chair as I sit in the other. “That's more of a prop. Tricks clientele into asking about my interests, makes it more personal.” He smirks at the word personal. I find myself smirking back.

  “So what text does Sal have you working from?”

  “None, actually. We mostly just talk. In the language. So, shall we talk?”

  That look. The one plastered on his face. All subtle eye crinkles and sexy secret smile. That look has got me crossing my legs and curling my toes. This is a challenge.

  Okay, Mr. Kingsley. Let's talk.

  “What do you like to talk about?” I ask in English. A good tutor knows not to overwhelm a student on the first day.

  “Libri, musica, la vita,” he says. Books, music, life. “Mostly la vita.” He smiles, owning the cuteness of his English and Italian coupling.

  “Sopratutto la vita,” I agree with a forgiving nod. Above all, life. “Parlami della tua vita, in Italiano.” Tell me about your life. I continue in English, “so I can understand where you are in your lessons.” And understand you, I want to add.

  And so, in his coffee-flavored baritone Italian, Quinn Kingsley begins to tell me about himself. He’s thirty-eight, older than I imagined. There’s not a strand of silver in his dark hair, although I imagine a little salt and pepper would only make him more attractive. Focus, Alessandra. He co-owns a dating service, alongside his two brothers. He doesn’t know much of his family history or heritage, but he’s Italian and wanted to learn the language. The language of love, he calls it, without a drop of sarcasm. I smile. He's a romantic. A romantic with some gender confusion with his nouns and shaky pronunciation, but a romantic nonetheless.

  I realize he's stopped speaking, waiting for my response. My thoughts finally catch up.

  “Scusa?” I ask. Sorry.

  He’s quiet for a moment, his dark eyes penetrating mine. “Sono attrato da te,” he repeats. The words linger in the air between us.

  I’m attracted to you.

  What do you say to that?

  “You’re uncomfortable.” He’s speaking in English now, genuinely concerned. “Why? Surely men tell you this every day.”

  Is this what it's like to be flirted with by an older man? The complete confidence, the lack of expectation of compliment in return, the sincerity.

  My God, it's exhilarating.

  “No,” I manage, also in English, “Honestly you're the first…” I pause, “...this week.”

  We both chuckle at my blatant exaggeration.

  “Certainly,” he responds, and there isn't a drop of condescension in his voice.

  I like that he allows my fib. There's something so sexy about this back and forth. It's like playing with fire, letting the oil spit a little before settling in the pan. I uncross my legs, hoping to alleviate the tension building there.

  “You're very forward, Mr. Kingsley. I don't experience that often,” I offer, my tone suggesting something more than observation. I think I’m flirting.

  But I’m also being honest. I hardly have a social life these days, and don’t meet many men. Certainly none as dashingly handsome and confident as the man seated before me.

  He leans forward, his suit jacket crinkling attractively against his firm torso. I hold my breath.

  “It’s Quinn, please. And Alessandra...” he says softly, “Sei bellissima. Sei fertile, formosa.”

  The laugh breaks the quiet is not recognizably mine until I cover my mouth.

  “I'm sorry,” I whisper with a hidden grin, “but you just said you wish to breed with me.”

  “Oh shit,” he murmurs under his breath, “You can guess that Sal and I never really
exchanged such words. I suppose I need the practice.”

  “Well, I would be happy to make up for any lack in your education so far.” What am I doing?

  “I look forward to it,” Quinn says, standing. He offers his hand to me and I accept the gesture greedily. We stand like that, hand in hand, for longer than a courtesy.

  “Our time is up.” He can't be right, can he?

  “Really?” I say, like Erica when I tell her it’s time for bed. I cringe at how young I must seem to him. He smiles. And that’s when I remember that I was late tonight.

  “Perhaps we could make up for the time lost over dinner tomorrow.”

  Despite his consistent forwardness, the invitation still sneaks upon me as a surprise. I open my mouth to respond, yet all that comes out is soft whimper as I try to compose myself. The way he tilts his head to watch me has me tingling all over.

  “Alessandra,” he says my name and I nearly drop dead. “How old are you?”

  Ah. The fun’s over now. I remove my fingers from his warm, open palm.

  “Twenty-two,” I respond, all business. Goodbye, my sweet flirtation. It was lovely.

  “Jesus,” he says, scrubbing a hand through his hair. Is that the glow of the sunset warming his cheeks or a faint blush? Maybe this doesn’t have to end so soon after all.

  “I like how you put yourself out there,” I reassure him, “It’s refreshing. New.”

  His eyes flit back to mine. I was staring, wasn't I?

  “How long has it been since you asked a gi--a woman,” I correct myself, “on a date?”

  “A long while.” There is no shame in his voice. Just something like loneliness.

  My heart rate kicks up a notch as I turn away from our spot near the window and approach his desk. Picking up a pen, I jot down my phone number on a notepad sitting in the open.

  “Last time I gave a guy my number, he sent me nothing but unwarranted pictures.”

  I feel him standing behind me, maybe inches between us. I turn around to meet his gaze.