SEAL's Secret Baby

by Ivy Jordan

  I snuck out of the room, carefully not to wake her, and headed to work. Mr. Gallo gave me her schedule for that morning, so I rushed to the country club where Mr. Gallo had given me an all-access pass as an elite guest. I was to order anything I wanted, participate in any services offered that would give me a closer look at his new love, Tatiana, a thirty-three-year-old retired stripper who worked as an escort for wealthy older men before she lucked into meeting Paul Gallo, one of the wealthiest men in Miami. Her background was rough, but I wasn’t going to go into it with pre-judgment. I was simply going to do my job.

  The place was swanky, way fancier than any place I’d been to before. I wore a jacket and tie, as requested by Mr. Gallo, so at least I felt like I fit in well enough, as long as I didn’t speak too much.

  I wandered through the large lobby and took a seat in the dining room. Tatiana was seated just a few feet from me, giving me access to any conversation she might have with whoever joined her. According to Mr. Gallo, she was meeting girlfriends, like she did every Wednesday. I ordered a glass of Scotch and the lobster tail because, hey, why not? And then watched the room as different people wandered in and out.

  After two drinks, my meal and Tatiana’s companion arrived. He was tall, good looking, and much younger than Mr. Gallo: probably younger than Tatiana as well. He scooted his seat next to hers so they could share the same side of the table. They didn’t kiss, touch, or do anything inappropriate, but then again, they were in a very public place that Tatiana’s soon-to-be fiancé frequented.

  I couldn’t hear what they were saying, but they did quite a bit of laughing. She was a pretty woman, but obviously one that’d lived a rough life. Her hair was long, red, and curly, her breasts most likely fake and her best asset, but she knew how to charm a man, which was clear by the way this tool looked at her. He was under her spell.

  My meal arrived, and I worked on pulling the meat from the shell as I continued to keep an eye on the intimate, yet discreet couple.

  My phone vibrated in my pocket as I fumbled to retrieve it. Beth’s name was on the screen. What the hell does she want? She knows I’m on a stakeout. I hit ignore and figured she would text if it was something serious, or at the very least, leave a voicemail.

  The happy couple finished their small plate of appetizers and started to leave when my phone rang again. Beth again; what the fuck?

  “Excuse me, I have to go,” I flagged down a server. He smiled, nodded and started to walk away. “Isn’t there a check I need to pay?” I asked, figuring Mr. Gallo would just reimburse me.

  The man looked offended that I would ask such a horrid question. What’s up his ass? “No, sir. The bill is discretely charged to your account. Mr. Gallo’s elite guest, correct?” his tone was snobbish, even though he was offering to free me from the enormous bill.

  I didn’t wait around for him to give me any more lectures about the high society life. Okay, I get. They have tons of money but don’t talk about it. It was like it was dirty to handle actual cash, it was all done through accounts. Ugh!

  I scooted from the table and rushed towards the long hall where Tatiana and her friend disappeared to. Several doors mocked me, laughing at me as I didn’t know which one to take. I pushed through the left one and entered a large indoor Olympic swimming pool. I came back out and took the right one and entered a large sauna room where several wrinkly old men were exposing more than just their layers of flabby muscle.

  Finally, I pushed out the main door and entered a large patio. I noticed Tatiana and her friend on the long staircase leading to the tennis courts when my phone rang again. Seriously?

  I reached into my pocket and slid my finger across the screen to answer Beth’s third call. “What?” I snapped.

  “It’s Maddie,” Beth said, her tone serious and filled with stress.

  I stopped on the stairs, letting Tatiana and her friend out of my sight. My heart raced. She knows? She fucking knows? Now what?

  “She’s really upset, and I can’t calm her down,” Beth sighed with exhaustion.

  Fuck!

  Sweat beaded up on my forehead, and my fists became clammy. I didn’t know what to do, what to say. I wasn’t even sure if I wanted to see her, not if she knew I was a liar, not if she hated me.

  “Are you there?” Beth asked.

  I paused and then sighed. “Yeah, I’m here,” I said quickly.

  “You need to come calm her down. She passed the accident site on her walk to the office and is hysterical,” Beth asserted.

  “Yes. I ju-just, I’ll be there in ten minutes,” I blubbered.

  Thank God it wasn’t that her memory was back. I wasn’t ready to face that reality just yet. My heart raced as I stretched my neck down the stairs to try to spot Tatiana. She was on the tennis courts, her tall, dark friend with helping her with a backswing. Fuck. I had to go.

  I rushed back to the office through thick traffic and road work. Fifteen minutes had passed when I finally arrived, and I feared that Maddie was going to be upset I wasn’t there.

  “Where is she?” I yelled towards Beth when I walked into the office. She pointed to my office where Maddie sat in my chair. I rushed in, stopped at the desk, and stared into her beautiful blue eyes. They were bloodshot, a little puffy from where she’d been crying, but still just as breathtaking. I watched her sob and waited for a reaction, possibly one of anger, that maybe she remembered. “I’m sorry,” she cried.

  I rushed to her side, holding her in my arms. “No. Don’t be sorry,” I assured her, wiping the tears from her cheeks. Her arms clung onto me, wrapping around me tightly as she continued to sob. For what felt like an eternity, but was moments in reality, she cried in my arms, breaking my heart that she was in so much pain.

  “What happened?” I asked as she finally started to pull away.

  “The accident. I remembered right before I got hit. We were running, and you were exhausted,” she giggled through her sniffles. “I had my phone and wallet in my hand,” she said.

  “They never found them,” I lied to her. There I go again, lying to the woman I love.

  “But, I know I had them,” she insisted.

  She wasn’t wrong. She did have them both. The phone was just a few feet from her, locked in my safe, and her wallet was with it, hidden to avoid her finding out her real last name. “I have to go find them,” she insisted, getting up from the chair.

  She rushed towards the door as I grabbed her arm, pulling her back. “I can’t let you go back there. It’s been weeks. If anything was there, it’s long gone now. I don’t want you reliving that experience again.”

  She jerked her arm free from my loose grip and ran from the office with me right behind her. I chased her down three blocks, and then caught up to her at the light where we’d waited before she was hit. “Right there,” she gasped. “Right there is where it happened.

  I nodded. “Yes, but the cops scoured the area for your belongings,” I assured her, which was the truth. I’d scooped up the phone and wallet before they’d seen it.

  “I have to find it,” she cried, rushing across the street as soon as the light changed. My heart raced watching her walk the same path that nearly killed her. When she made it to the other side, the most amazing relief fell over me. She walked up and down the street, checking the curb and then stopping at a drain vent. “It could’ve fallen down here,” she insisted, laying on her belly to try and look into the dark hole. “I can’t see anything,” she growled.

  “The only thing down there is rats,” I stated.

  “I have to find it,” she cried.

  “Why?” I asked, gripping her arm as she stood. She wasn’t in her right mind; something had caused her to walk to the office, so she was already triggered by emotion once she noticed the street where she was hit.

  “Calm down,” I ordered in a stern voice. Her big blue eyes widened as she stared into mine.

  “I have to find it,” she said softly as I walked her to a nearby city bus bench. She sat,
her breathing labored, and her stress elevating with each moment she didn’t have her phone in her hand. “It could help me figure out who I am,” she explained.

  Yes, it could. That was why I’ve kept it hidden.

  “I don’t think the phone would be able to tell you much,” I assured her.

  “It could tell me who I talked to, what we talked about, show my appointments, tell me who Rob is and why that name means something, and maybe there is a picture of the man who attacked me, the one from my dream,” she rattled.

  All of those things were true, but I couldn’t risk her finding out this way. “I know I knew him,” she sighed.

  “Let’s go home,” I suggested, gripping her hand in mine.

  “And, my wallet. I’m sure I had credit cards, my license, and all that has to be replaced,” she gasped.

  “I canceled all your cards, and we’ll get you a new license when you’re fully healed,” I promised. She stared at me, looking completely unconvinced.

  “Let’s go,” I urged.

  I stood, still gripping her hand in mine, and asked her to please come home with me. She stood, immediately pushed into my chest, and hugged me tightly. “I’m so sorry, Isaac,” she sniffled.

  “Why are you sorry?” I questioned, pulling from her embrace to look into her bloodshot eyes.

  “I just wanted to come find you at work, to tell you I remembered,” she babbled.

  “Remembered?” I asked carefully.

  “I remembered something about us,” she sighed.

  I held my breath, not intentionally, but I couldn’t breathe. What did she remember?

  “I remembered senior prom, when you asked me to dance. We weren’t together, but I remembered I wished you’d asked me instead of Sara Humphrey,” she said so sweetly.

  “I didn’t think you liked me in that way; we were friends,” I blurted. “Why didn’t you tell me?”

  “I don’t know,” she replied. “I mean, I really don’t know. That’s all I remember. We were at the prom, and you were dancing with Sara, and I was jealous. I could feel the powerful emotion in my gut as if I were standing there at that very moment,” she revealed.

  Wow, Maddie Stewart had feelings for me. I had no idea. I wish I’d known.

  “I’m starting to remember,” she beamed.

  “That’s amazing,” I gasped, gripping her tight in my arms.

  It was amazing, and I was truly happy for Maddie, but that feeling of loss lingered in my soul. Once she remembered everything, this would all be over. Knowing that she had feelings for me all those years I’d pined for her didn’t make this any easier.

  Chapter Eighteen

  Maddie

  All these emotions flooded through my veins like a drug I craved more and more. I wanted more triggers, needed more. Isaac had to understand the importance of my visit to Portland by now for sure. I pulled from his arms, staring up at him with pouty eyes and smiled. “So, when we get to Portland, I have a good feeling that my memories will all return,” I boasted.

  “Don’t be disappointed if they don’t,” he warned.

  I watched his eye twitch and knew there was something bothering him. It couldn’t be that I was remembering again, could it? Was he hiding something from me?

  “I wish I had my phone,” I sighed, knowing that any secrets he may have been hiding from me would surely be revealed with it in my possession.

  “We’ll get you a new phone this week,” he promised.

  “Okay,” I sighed, not willing to argue about the topic any longer. He didn’t understand. It wasn’t that I didn’t have a phone; it was that I didn’t have my phone.

  “Shouldn’t my new credit cards be delivered by now?” I asked.

  “They probably went to your address in Portland,” he quickly replied.

  “Oh,” I smiled, not pleased with the response. Why wouldn’t he have had them sent here? And why wouldn’t he have let me talk to the credit card companies myself?

  “Christmas is only a week away. You can get all your mail then,” Isaac smiled.

  One week: that wasn’t long, but to me, it felt like an eternity.

  “I would like to have lunch with Beth,” I blurted, changing the topic quickly. I was exhausted talking about the trip that seemed to be eons away, and the phone I’d probably never see again.

  “Beth? Why?” he asked, his eyebrow lifting high on his forehead as he spoke.

  “I like her, and she was so sweet to me today,” I explained.

  She was very attentive, and I could feel the empathy oozing from her veins. I was hysterical, and she calmed me down, helped my panic attack subside, and for some strange reason, I felt a connection with her.

  “Beth and I don’t have a social relationship; it’s strictly business,” he commented.

  “That’s you and Beth; this is me and Beth,” I stood my ground.

  “Okay, if you would like to, I’m sure she would love to spend some time with you. She’s asked a million questions about how you’ve been doing,” he caved.

  A smile slid across my face. It was nice to think I may be able to make a friend. I still didn’t understand why I didn’t have any in the first place. I didn’t seem to be a reserved or private person, and I certainly didn’t like spending so much time alone.

  “I’m sorry I pulled you from your work,” I apologized, realizing that Isaac had said he was working with a high-profile client.

  “It’s okay. I wasn’t going to find anything today anyhow,” he smiled, pulling me into his arms.

  His chest was so hard, so tight, that it made me feel secure against it. His arms tightened around me, and I could feel his breath on my neck as he moved his lips in to nuzzle me. I giggled. It tickled, but felt good.

  “Let’s go to bed,” he whispered in my ear.

  I didn’t hesitate to respond with a tight squeeze around his waist. I lifted up to my toes and kissed his warm lips.

  His squeeze around me tightened, and soon my feet were no longer on the floor. He pulled me into his arms, lifting me into a cradled position, and carried me to the bedroom.

  I stared into his eyes, feeling warmth and honesty flow from them and penetrate my soul. It was no wonder I’d fallen in love with this man. It was no wonder I’d fallen in love with him as just a boy.

  Chapter Nineteen

  Isaac

  I followed Tatiana most of my morning, and part of my afternoon. She wasn’t up to anything shady that I could see, but that didn’t mean she wasn’t. In my line of work, I learned quickly that things are not always what they seemed.

  Beth pulled my arm hard, guiding me into my office as I returned from my day of surveillance.

  “You can’t let this go on,” she hissed.

  Her dark eyes were black as coal, and her red lips stretched so tight they nearly fell from the side of her face.

  “What are you talking about?” I asked, even though I knew exactly what she was talking about.

  “Her memories are getting stronger,” she warned.

  Yeah, tell me something I don’t already know. That was partly why I hadn’t told her yet. I wasn’t ready for this to end, and I couldn’t bear to see her go back to Rob, the man who would only hurt her again and again.

  She didn’t have any other close friends because of him so when he hit her again, who would she run to, and where would she go?

  “I have the trip planned for Portland after Christmas,” I insisted. “As long as I can break this case for Mr. Gallo before then,” I added.

  “Christmas is in three days,” Beth snapped.

  And her real birthday in only five. We’d be in Portland on her birthday, probably right when she realized I’d lied to her all this time.

  “If there’s no break in the case, I’ll handle it; you can’t push this back any longer,” she demanded.

  I agreed and smiled. “I appreciate your concern, but I have it handled,” I convinced.

  Beth shook her head and sighed. She obviously didn’t thin
k I had it handled at all. “Maddie said she wanted to have lunch with you soon. She was very appreciative of the way you helped her the other day,” I interjected.

  “That’s sweet. I’d like that,” Beth beamed.

  “But, you have to promise me you won’t tell her anything,” I ordered.

  “You know I wouldn’t do that to you,” she promised. “But, you have to promise me you’ll take her to Portland right after Christmas as planned, no matter what,” she added.

  I didn’t want to make that promise. I wanted the excuse, just in case. What if something happened between now and then? Anything could happen. Her memories were becoming stronger and clearer. What if her memories allowed her to remember the love she had for Rob, and not the fear, disgust, or anger? Would all the texts, emails, and phone calls from her call log be enough to stop her from going back to him. I assumed she’d deleted texts and emails between me and her to avoid being busted before she was able to get a ticket and fly out here to me.

  “Promise me,” Beth demanded, her lips pursing together.

  “I promise,” I caved again.

  “Have you found her anything for Christmas yet?” I nodded; I had, and for her birthday as well. Beth’s eyes lit up with excitement, waiting on me to show it to her. “What is it?” she pleaded.

  Being a detective, I knew she hated surprises and being left out of anything, just like I did. But, these were two very special gifts. The one for Christmas would offer Maddie a connection to her past she’d been craving, and the one for her birthday would offer a link to her future, should she choose to be with me. I was pleased with my decisions, and I knew she’d love them both. The only problem with her birthday was, we’d be in Portland, and she may not want to speak to me ever again, or accept any gift I had to offer.