What the Heart Desires

by Jaime Derelle

  “No, it’s not that,” Elise explained, “it’s just…well, I’ve never been kissed that way before.” Elise looked down at the ground as she spoke, feeling a bit embarrassed about her admission.

  Kevin’s smile returned to his face. He looked at her as if he knew a secret about her that she didn’t even know about herself.

  “I knew there was something special about you, Lovely,” he said, then he leaned in and planted a soft kiss on her forehead. “How about I give you call tomorrow?”

  Elise felt like she could melt.

  “That would be great,” she said, her smile returning to her face.

  She thanked him for dinner and told him good night, and then headed up to her dorm room.

  Chapter 3

  Kevin watched Elise walk down the dormitory hall before turning around to leave. As he headed back towards where his motorcycle was parked, he lit himself a cigarette and took in a long, deep drag. His mind started to drift back to the date he’d just had with Elise.

  He had been exercising a lot of self-control with her. She was hot in her own subtle, unique way, and it turned him on majorly. The fact that she didn’t even realize how hot and sexy she really was only made him want her more. He thought about her long, smooth-looking legs and wondered if they were as soft as they looked. He thought about the way her blouse had hugged the shape of her pert breasts and wondered what her nipples looked like underneath it. If she had been wearing a bra, it must’ve been a thin one, because he had been able to see the outline of her nipples through the lining.

  He felt a slight tingle in his crotch at the thought of her nipples. He had always been a “breast man” ever since junior high. Hers weren’t super huge, but they were supple and perky, and that’s just the way he liked them.

  There was something about Elise that attracted him like a magnet. She seemed to be genuine and real, not like all of the phony, uppity, blonde bombshell party girls he usually went for. She seemed to have substance to her and that made her even sexier to him. He knew she was young, being a freshman, and her admission tonight of having never been French-kissed all but confirmed his suspicion that she was definitely a virgin.

  In all of his 23 years, Kevin had never taken a girl’s virginity before. The first girl he’d ever banged back in high school had been Betsy Saunders. He had been a sophomore and she a senior. She’d been his babysitter back when he was younger, and she had taken his virginity right before she’d left for college. She had told him she didn’t want to leave without ever knowing what it was like to be with him, and they had done it in the backseat of the brand new car her parents had bought her as a graduation present.

  Betsy had been sexually active since she was 16, so she had been much more experienced than he. She had sucked on his cock until it had gotten nice and hard and then she’d slid a condom over it, climbed on top of him and rode him until he’d exploded inside of her. Kevin knew he’d never forget that night.

  There had been plenty of other girls since Betsy. He’d had a few girlfriends while he’d been in high school, and then after graduation, he’d gotten a basketball scholarship to the local college. Unfortunately, he had ended up partying a little too hard as a college guy. He had dropped out in his second year and got a job as an auto mechanic at his buddy’s garage. His goal was to eventually open up his own mechanic shop and service both motorcycles and regular cars.

  He’d had a lot of fun over the past few years, partying and fooling around and banging easy college chicks that would come and go, but he was starting to get bored with the lifestyle. He was really starting to want to find himself a good girl, someone he could trust and one day raise a family with. Unfortunately, his bad boy persona always seemed to attract certain kinds of chicks, and not the kind he’d want to settle down with.

  But there was something different about Elise. He felt an instant, deep connection with her. He felt like he could really be himself with her without her judging him or only looking to see what she could get from him. He had been invited to a party tomorrow night and he decided he was going to invite Elise to go with him. He wondered if she’d ever even been to a party before and chuckled at the thought. He finally reached his motorcycle. He threw down his cigarette, climbed on his bike and sped off into the night.

  Elise called her mother back while she got ready for bed.

  “So how did the study session go?” her mother asked.

  “It went well,” Elise lied, cringing at the sound of her own falsehood. She talked with her mother for a few minutes and then got into bed.

  As Elise lay in bed, her mind went back to her date with Kevin. She shuddered as she remembered how her spine had tingled when their lips had met. She had been so surprised when he’d slipped his tongue in her mouth, even though it had felt good, it had also startled and scared her. She had never been kissed that way, and she didn’t know how to react. She longed to feel his lips again and she smiled at the thought of it. She made a decision right then that if he ever tried to kiss her that way again, she was going to let him do it.

  Chapter 4

  The next day was Saturday, and Elise didn’t have weekend classes. Saturday was Elise’s laundry day. She was gathering her clothes into a laundry bag when her cell phone rang. This time, she looked to see who it was before she answered. She was very excited to see that it was Kevin.

  “Hello?” she answered.

  “Hey Lovely,” his voice was deep and sultry on the other end, as usual.

  “Hi Kevin,” she said.

  “What are you up to?” he asked. She could tell he was smoking a cigarette while he was talking to her because she could hear the inhales and exhales through the phone.

  “I’m just getting some laundry done. I usually do laundry on Saturdays,” she answered.

  “Sound like fun,” Kevin said, sarcastically and chuckled in her ear. She loved the sound of his laugh.

  “Yeah tons,” she said, rolling her eyes and giggling, as she picked up her laundry basket.

  “So, I’m going to a party tonight, and I was hoping you’d come with me,” Kevin said. He had such a way of ‘asking.’ He never really asked, he just sort of made ‘statements’ and Elise loved it.

  “What time?” Elise asked. She was already wondering how she was going to deal with the nightly 11:00 pm call from her mother.

  “I’ll pick you up around 9,” he said, “wear something sexy that shows off that hot little body you were hiding under that outfit last night.”

  Elise blushed on the other end of the phone. She didn’t know what to say. She loved hearing him talk to her that way, but she just wasn’t used to it yet.

  “Um…okay,” she replied.

  “OK, I’ll see you then, Lovely. Make sure you gloss those sexy lips for me too. I thought about them all night,” he added before he hung up.

  Elise was ecstatic. She had never been to a college party before and she was looking forward to spending some more time with Kevin. The kiss they shared made her lips tingle every time she remembered. She had Googled French-kissing earlier that day to try and prepare for her next encounter with him. She wanted to impress him this time and make up for blowing it last night. She hummed to herself as she headed down to the laundromat.

  Elise heard the loud roar of a motorcycle as she was putting on her lip gloss in the bathroom mirror. She knew it was Kevin and her heart skipped a beat when she heard it. Her roommate was gone for the night so she had had the dorm room to herself all day long. She grabbed her jacket from her bed and raced down the stairs to meet Kevin.

  Kevin’s eyes lit up when he saw Elise come outside. She was wearing a tight little white dress that hugged her slender figure perfectly. The top of her dress was V-shaped and showed just enough cleavage to make his mouth water. He wondered where she’d she gotten it from. Her shiny, red lip gloss accentuated her long, red wavy locks she had protruding from the top of her hair. The rest of her hair was pulled back in a neat bun with a matching white ribbon, and he
r shiny, white open-toed sandals completed the outfit. Kevin had to try hard to stop himself from drooling.

  Elise could tell by the look in Kevin’s eyes that he was pleased with her outfit choice, and she was glad. She had tried hard to look hot for him tonight. She had bought the dress last summer but had never had the guts to wear it until tonight. It was the kind of dress her mother would have called “slutty” but standing there in front of Kevin, Elise had never felt more beautiful.

  Kevin smiled at her as he looked her up and down.

  “Wow!” he exclaimed, not even trying to hide the excitement in his face. “You look amazing!”

  Elise smiled and did a little twirl for him. He was wearing his famous black leather jacket, a pair of black, boot-cut jeans and a white polo shirt. His silky black hair was slicked back with gel, and it looked extra shiny in the dimming light of the sunset. His goatee was freshly shaven and the aroma of his cologne smelled intoxicating to Elise.

  He reached out and kissed her hand and then pulled her in close to embrace her. This took Elise by surprise, but she wrapped her arms around his neck and closed her eyes as she inhaled his scent. He wrapped his arms around her waist and kissed her softly on her cheek. She felt so good in his arms, and she smelled so sweet, he didn’t want to let her go, but they had a party to get to and he was going to show her off.

  “Have you ever ridden a motorcycle before?” he asked her. Elise’s eyes widened and she quickly shook her head.

  “I’ve never been to a college party either,” she added.

  “I figured as much,” he said and chuckled light-heartedly, “just follow my lead, Lovely. Climb on behind me and hold on tight.”

  He climbed onto his motorcycle and motioned for Elise to get on behind him. She put her jacket on and climbed on behind him, wrapping her arms around his waist. Her heart was pounding with excitement as they sped off into the night.

  Elise leaned her head against Kevin’s upper back at they sped down the road towards their destination. It was her first time ever on a motorcycle, and her heart was pounding with excitement. She relished the feel of Kevin’s leather jacket against her face, and she gasped in exhilaration from the wind blowing against her face and causing her shiny red locks to dance and sway in the breeze.

  They pulled up near one of the popular college frat houses and Kevin parked his bike. Elise climbed down off of the motorcycle and readjusted her dress. She felt exhilarated. She had just experienced her first motorcycle ride and it had taken her breath away—literally.

  She looked over at Kevin, as he climbed off of the bike and held out his arm. Elise put her arm in his and they began walking towards the entrance of the frat house.

  Elise’s heart was pounding with a combination of excitement and nervousness. She had never been to a college party before, and she wasn’t quite sure what to expect. As they approached the front yard of the party house, she could hear loud music playing and the laughter and chatter of male and female party-goers. There were a few people out on the lawn conversing with drinks in their hands.

  “You nervous?” asked Kevin, looking over at her as they neared the frat house lawn.

  “Tremendously,” said Elise and flashed him a nervous smile.

  “Just relax, and follow my lead, Lovely. You’ll be fine,” Kevin said and kissed her on her cheek.

  Just then, two guys with drinks in their hands came rushing over towards them. One of them was a blonde-haired guy in a wife-beater and the other one was a stocky linebacker from the Covington football team.

  “Hey, hey!! If it isn’t the original Party Monster himself!” the blonde guy said, as both of them greeted Kevin with a handshake-hug.

  “Wow, who’s the hottie?” the stocky guy asked, and nodded at Elise. Elise felt her cheeks turning red again.

  “Fellas, this is Elise, my lovely date for the evening. ” Kevin said, putting his arm around Elise as if to claim her as his own.

  “Hi,” Elise said nervously and raised her hand to greet them.

  “Elise, meet Jake and Patrick,” said Kevin. Jake was the blonde and Patrick was the beefier one.

  “We’re gonna head inside and grab some drinks,” said Kevin. “We’ll check you guys out later.”

  As they walked through the party, Elise noticed that almost everyone there seemed to know and respect Kevin. People were playing beer pong and other drinking games, and there were college girls dancing around half-naked. Everyone looks like they were having lots of fun, and Elise was looking around in bewilderment.

  She followed Kevin through the frat house and into the kitchen area. As soon as they walked in, a crowd of people yelled out to Kevin.

  “The party monster! Ahhh!” They ran up to him and started high-fiving and hugging him. One of the guys ran up to him and handed him a shot.

  “A toast to the party monster and his hot date!” the guy said. They toasted each other and downed their shots. Everyone yelled again and applauded. Elsie watched it all with a smile. She felt mesmerized. The guy brought two more drinks over to Kevin.

  “Come on, Lovely, let’s go sit down somewhere,” he said and led her into another room where people were sitting around socializing and drinking.

  The two of them sat down on a cream-colored loveseat.

  “You ever had vodka before?” asked Kevin, handing one of the drinks to Elise.

  Elise’s eyes got big as she looked at the glass of booze in her hand. She looked back at Kevin and shook her head.

  “I’m not old enough to…” Kevin put his face close to hers so that their lips were almost touching.

  “Just drink it,” he said softly, cutting her off in mid-sentence. She could tell he was not going to take no for an answer, and in spite of herself, she realized it turned her on.

  She held the glass up to her nose and smelled it. She wrinkled her nose at the strong smell of the liquor. She glanced back at Kevin. He was still staring at her, patiently waiting for her to take a sip. She sighed and brought the glass to her lips. She took a quick sip and then scrunched her face up at the strong taste of the alcohol.

  Kevin chuckled at her and took a sip of his own glass.

  “Cheers,” he said, and held his drink up towards her.

  “Cheers,” said Elise, tapping her glass to his. They both drank from their glasses.

  Elise could feel her head starting to spin from the liquor she’d been drinking with Kevin. She soon realized that she had to urinate, as the liquor was going through her pretty quickly. She asked Kevin where the bathroom was. He pointed her in the right direction and she headed off to relieve herself.

  She walked through the crowd of partygoers in the front room and proceeded up the stairs towards the bathroom. As she was walking past one of the bedrooms, she noticed that the door was cracked slightly. She could see movement through the crack, and she couldn’t resist the urge to peek through the crack and get a closer look.

  She could see a blonde-haired girl lying on her back on the bed with her eyes closed. Her shirt was raised up exposing her big perky breasts. Her brown nipples were rock hard and she was rolling them back and forth between her thumbs and forefingers. The girl was naked from the waist down and her legs were spread open with her knees in the air. A topless brown-haired guy with broad shoulders and tight abs had his face between the girl’s legs and he was moving his tongue back and forth on the girl’s swollen clit.

  Elise’s eyes got wide. She couldn’t believe what she was seeing. She felt kind of guilty but she couldn’t help but keep watching. She felt a slight tingle between her own legs as she watched the guy grip the girl’s naked buttocks and lick and suck and nibble on her clit. The girl was breathing hard and hissing and moaning with pleasure. She was squeezing her nipples and thrusting her hips forward, shoving her crotch closer into the guy’s face. He was nibbling and sucking hungrily on the girl’s clit, and flicking his tongue up and down, back in forth and looping in circles.

  Elise could feel her own crotch starting to
become moist as she watched, but she couldn’t turn away. The girl started moaning louder and screaming in pleasure, she began thrusting her hips harder and faster into the guy’s face as he lunged his tongue against her clit and squeezed her buttocks harder and tighter. The girl’s moans started getting louder and closer together as the guy slurped hungrily at her twat. Then suddenly the girl thrust her hips up hard and slammed her clit into the guys face screaming out in pleasure. She grabbed his head violently and pushed it down harder against her twat, holding it in place. She screamed out

  “Oh shit! I’m cumming!” the girl cried out.

  She screamed loud with pleasure as she squeezed her left nipple with one hand and with other she held the guy’s head firmly against her twat, squealing and shaking, completely succumbing to her powerful orgasm. The girl’s body tensed up once more and then slowly went limp as her orgasm subsided.

  Elise was suddenly feeling the urge to touch her own clit. She shook the thought from her mind, remembering what her mother had told her about touching herself down there.

  “Only whores fondle themselves between their legs in such a manner,” her mother’s words resonated in her head. Still, she couldn’t help but keep watching the sensuous couple engaging in their sexual endeavor. She felt guilty about it, but she was fascinated by what she was seeing and she couldn’t stop staring.

  The guy kissed the girl’s clit a few more times and then rose up from the bed and started to unzip his jeans. The girl on the bed slid her own hand down and began to stroke her on clit again while she watched the guy pull his jeans and boxers down below his knees, and start stroking his bulging, throbbing hard-on. He knelt down on the bed between the girl’s legs and teased the head of his cock, rubbing it over her swollen, throbbing clit and then poking it around the opening of her dripping wet slit.

  “Ahhh, that pussy’s so fuckin wet,” the guy said between breaths.

  He moaned as he teased the opening of her cum-soaked twat, rubbing the tip of his cock around her pussy lips, and sliding it back up towards her clit. He pulled out a condom and began to slide it over his hard, throbbing cock. The girl stuck two of her own fingers inside her twat and moaned as she watched the guy slip the condom on.