Chapter 8
Patrick and David were very similar in Jane's eye. It was amazing to her how alike they were. Jane knew that eventually Patrick would probably not be romantic either nor wish to care about her sexual needs. She loved David more than anyone and sex had not the importance it did when she was in her twenties.
David was generous, patient in many ways and supported her financially. He cared about her feelings more than any man she had ever known. He got upset when she was upset. They had a wonderful life to look forward to together. He loved her more than anyone and treated her very well. She would not take another chance on any other man. Jane would never hurt David nor trade him for someone who would probably be worse.
Missy and Jane were also very similar. Missy had gentleness beyond that of Jane but when Jane was with her it was easy to show. Missy had been more sheltered than Jane and was much more naive. Jane had once been untouched by life the way Missy was.
Missy was very bright, attractive, but did lack confronta tional skills.Jane however, thought Missy very kind when she did confront. Missy seemed to bring out the gentleness in others. Missy however, was entirely too hard on herself even more so than herself and another friend who had problems with manic depression.
Missy came from a small family which seemed to be tightly knit. Jane envied her friend of this closeness. Missy enjoyed isolation as a way of life but voiced her unhappin ess of being lonely several tunes.
Missy had a great deal of patience. Jane knew very well the ones 'who thought themselves saints were not very involved with other people. Missy was very understanding of others. Missy certainly did not see herself as a saint. Everyone is saintly in their own way.
Missy and Jane had always been like sisters. They have about the same amount of sobriety, are the same age and botl1 very involved in going to church. Jane was no longer single and she would be expecting a child.
Rebecca Smith had not called Jane and she did not expect to hear from her. Jane would not push herself on her. Jane knew there would never be another Demelza. How could there be anyone to replace Mary.
Jane knew that Patrick was not the one for her. She would name her son after David. If she had a daughter her name would be somehow connected to Mary. Allen was David's middle name.
Jane felt guilty for even thinking of Patrick when she had a fine man at home. She would give up all thouthts of Patrick and only consider him a friend. She did not look forward to seeing him again. She really did not want to see Missy earlier. Missy had ended their friendship and they were only united due to her effort. She hoped they would both marry and leave her alone.
She was angry at Missy and felt she was very lucky to have Patrick. Missy did not deserve her kindness but Jane would not be sorry for their happiness. The match was going well and Jane would probably be rid of them soon.
Jane fell asleep and woke up in a dark room tied up with Patrick. The room had a dim light and they were both very scared. Jane asked him if she had always been here with him . She mad e him aware of waking up in her own bed. He informed her that no, she had not been here.
He pleaded with her to try to sleep so she could leave this God forsaken place. Jane tried to sleep but to no avail. Two men proceeded in tl1e room and stood facing their victims. The two men laughed and looked forward to inflicting suffering upon them.
Jane and Patrick were beaten with a whip until they both ceased to stand. They both had pa ssed out from pain and exhaustion. Ina short time they were awakened by dirty water thrown on them.
The two men informed them that further torture would be their due when they had recovered from their first lashes. They were also informed tl1at eventually deatl1 would befall them when they were bored with them for entertainment. Jane had no recollection of returning to David. The men informed them that two days had passed and now it was time for more fun.
The men ordered that Jane and Patrick were to have sex in front of them . This horrified them but they complied trying to not focus on the men. Patrick and Jane began their love making.
Patrick and Jane were going to enjoy this for it may be their last time for pleasure. Patrick and Jane were careful not to touch their wounded backs. Patrick touched her breasts and rump with great hunger.
He sucked her nipples with great passion. They kissed passionately and he continued to touch her body. She touched him with the same pleasure. He was inside of her and both of them felt great pleasure. She had one orgasm after another and he moaned as if he had no other. Shein turn moaned so loudly that the men watching were m awe.
Patrick remained inside her for a good hour. Finally they climaxed together and lay there very satisfied. The guards proceeded to also have sex with Jane. Jane enjoyed sex with them also. She was in orgasmic heaven like never before. The one man passionately kissed her and fondled every part of her body. She did not notice the pain in her back.
He groped her breasts roughly and she moaned with every touch. The second man was begging him to finish but he would not budge. The first man continued to suck her breasts hungrily and groped them in his hands. He kissed her butt all over. He gave her oral pleasure eagerly. He got inside her and roughly rocked her over and over.
He was also in her for a good hour. He moaned like she never heard before. She was moaning as if the pleasure was too much. He finally climaxed and she was hungry for more.
The second was more greedy than all men put together. He kissed her hard and long. He felt every inch of her body and sucked her breasts as if he had never eaten.
He had never been so horny for anyone. He was inside her for an hour also. He moaned loudly and kissed her hard and long. She was more turned on then ever. Patrick was wanting her again and so he proceeded roughly also. He lasted another hour more enjoying her a second time.
The first man was ready for her again and he proceeded.
The second man was sucking her breasts while the first was kissing her passionately. The second man gave her oral sex while the first continued kissing her. The first man pushed the second man out of the way so he could climb on top of her.
He got on top of her eagerly and moaning loudly. She had never known sin to be so pleasing. She was very excited and hoped this would never end.
He continued to mount her and kissing long and hard. The lovemaking was finished leaving all exhausted except Jane who was eager for more. She woke up next to David. David was eager to make love to her.
He grabbed her breast s hungrily like never before. He touched every part of her. He kissed her hard and long. He mounted her for a good hour longer than he had ever done. Jane was finally exhausted . She fell asleep and woke up near Patrick.
Patrick was glad to see her. She told him that she also made love to David. She was ashamed of being so addicted to sex all of a sudden. He grabbed her and started kissing her passionately.
He sucked and grabbed her breasts. He kissed her butt and gave her oral sex. He was inside her a good h our. They moaned and then lay there talking.
She did not understand what was happening to her. Why did she enjoy all these men? She was afraid of becoming very immoral. He told her it was because she was in a dream state. He told her to enjoy it while it lasted. He told her not too many people get such an opportunity.
Were all her defenses gone during dream travel? Did most people enjoy sex like this in their dreams? She felt very ashamed but also was very happy. Why was sin so much fun?
She woke up next to David and was grateful to be back to earth. She got up to make coffee and tried not to wake up David. She could not believe that all of this happened to her. She had never enjoyed such a night. She was ashamed and would be glad to just be with David. She could not tell him any of this. Oh, how could it be wrong in her dreams?
David told her he enjoyed their life together. They talked for several hours about their plans to travel.Jane was looking forward to a nice long trip. She just wanted to escape dream traveling for good.
If she never did any traveling except by
plane she would be the happier. They were going out to a movie and she was glad to escape her bed of travels. She prayed to the Lord asking him to spare her from further dream traveling.
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