Fever

by Carnal, MJ

  I look at her in a new light. “Ok. Thank you for telling me that. I really do appreciate it. Jude and I… we have history… but he means the world to me… the absolute world.”

  She shakes her head and smiles, “Yes I can see that. Shit… everyone can see that. The two of you together are electric. It’s a great thing to see. I’d love to find that…”

  She sounds sad. Why would this beautiful woman be sad? Then I notice where her eyes are focused.

  Interesting. Very interesting.

  “You’ll get it. Really. When you least expect it, you’ll find it, Blue,” I say with a gleam in my eyes.

  “Maybe… I’ve kind of given up. Hey, it looks like they’re wrapping up.” Her chin inclines towards the guys as a guy in a suit is trying to hustle the crowd out of the door. “See you around Lexi. You’re good for, Jude. I’m happy for you both. Be gentle with him, ok?”

  In confusion, I respond. “Sure, Blue. Thank you. And I will, though I don’t know why I would need to be gentle with him.”

  She shakes her head at me one last time and says, “Just do it, ok? Night, Lexi.”

  I’m puzzling over her response as she quickly turns on her heel and walks away. She meets up with the geeky photographer and together they leave.

  Jude and Jessie make their way over to my spot on the wall. “What did she want?” Jessie spits out, as Jude says, “What were you ladies talking about? Everything ok? Where are Erik, Bradi, and Micah?”

  I answer both guys. “Nothing. We were just talking. Jessie, stop being a dick to her. I think she likes you.” Jessie’s eyebrows disappear underneath his hair and his mouth opens and closes, but no sounds come out.

  Jude just raises his brows and smirks at Jessie’s expression. “Everything is good and they decided to head home. They were tired. Can you bring me home, Jude?”

  Jessie finally finds his voice. “You’re crazy, Lexi! Blue does not like me. She hates me. And I don’t know why. She just pisses me off! You’re… flipping crazy, Lexi!” His words are saying one thing, but his eyes are following her movement as she exits the room, and starts walking down the hall.

  Jude bumps him in the shoulder. “You’re an idiot, Jessie. A complete moron.”

  He grabs my hand and calls out over his shoulder to the rest of the guys. “Later, guys. I’m out of here. Great night. Awesome concert! Thank you all! I’m taking Lexi home now.” He pulls me out the door, down the hall, and into the parking lot, before anyone can say anything.

  He leans me against his bike, boxing me in and takes my mouth roughly. Thank God he’s holding me up because my knees give out and I have to grab onto his shoulders to keep from collapsing.

  When he’s done devouring my mouth, he pulls back and chuckles at the look of pure desire on my face. “I owed you that. Now, let’s get you home. We have a reservation… with your bed.”

  Holy hell…

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  Jude

  Well that almost backfired. I wanted to leave her panting, crazy with desire, but I managed to rile myself up just as much.

  Down boy. The hell with taking things slow. I’m taking Lex tonight. Making her mine.

  My hands and legs are shaking and my stomach is a ball of knots; I’m acting like I’m some sort of teenage virgin!

  We ride in silence. It’s a beautiful night, but I’m so focused on just getting us safely back to Lexi’s house, as fast as possible, I miss all of the beauty of Downtown Baton Rouge.

  We make it there in twenty minutes and the house is quiet when we arrive. Erik has left the porch light on and there’s a lamp on in the living room. We can see the faint glow through the windows. I help Lexi off of the bike and pull her skirt down. The dress is so short, that when she sat, her ass was touching the seat and I can see the royal lace between her thighs.

  I cup her ass and lift her off of her feet. She wraps her legs around my waist and her arms around my neck and lines her mouth up with mine. I manage to walk down the driveway to the front door with her in my arms.

  As we reach the door, she’s digging in her tiny clutch and pulls out the key. Without putting her down, I take the key from her and open the door. My foot kicks it closed and as we reach the foyer, she kisses me.

  Her eyes are open and she’s staring into mine, as our mouths slowly slide together.

  My hands can’t help but squeeze her ass cheeks, and as she slides her tongue inside my mouth, she starts to grind against me.

  Groaning, I make my way down the hall to her bedroom. We bump into the wall, but somehow I manage to get her door open without falling or dropping her.

  Once we’re in the room, I close the door with my hip and push her back against it. Her back is on the door, my hands on her ass as I push the skirt up, and her hands are buried in my hair as she holds my face to her own.

  I’m so hard.

  She’s able to work one of her hands between our bodies and she flicks the button on my black jeans. They open with a loud pop. As she slides her hand inside my jeans to cup my rigid length, my fly moves down of its own accord.

  As she strokes me through my boxer briefs I push the fabric over her mound to the side, and slip a single finger into her wet pussy.

  Both of us moan.

  She’s so wet and her scent is filling the room. I have to taste her. Walking backwards, I find the bed with the back of my legs. I turn and drop her onto it. She bounces and scrambles to sit up.

  She reaches for my jeans and pushes them and my underwear down. They catch on my knees, since my legs are spread, and before I can think, she’s bent down and she’s taken me into her mouth.

  Oh my God. Don’t stop. God that feels good. So good.

  Her mouth is moving up and down my shaft and her hands are playing with my balls. She’s so good.

  My hands move to her hair and I remove the pins. All of those gorgeous red waves surround my dick. The glow of the moon is casting just enough light to allow me to watch her as she feasts on my rigid cock, as if she can’t get enough of it.

  She’s working me over and I’m about to explode.

  I don’t want to cum this way… I want to cum in Lexi. I have to make love to her tonight.

  “Lexi, stop Baby. That’s so good, but you have to stop now. Oh my God…. Baby, please stop. I don’t want to cum this way.” I hold her face and gently pull back.

  My dick is glistening in the moonlight with her saliva and her mouth is lush and swollen. Her eyes are heavy and filled with passion as she looks up at me. She’s a vision.

  She licks her lips. I swoop down and capture her mouth as my hands search for the zipper at her back. As we suck on each other’s tongues, I slowly unzip her dress. My hands reach the base of her spine, and the dress falls open. I pull her up to remove it.

  It pools at her feet and she’s standing there in just her stilettos, and royal lace thong with her hair spread over her chest and shoulders.

  She looks like a mythological creature she’s so gorgeous.

  “God, Lex, no bra? Thank God I didn’t know this earlier! I would have buried myself in you in the hallway. Spectators be damned!” My hands cup her breasts and lift one nipple up to my waiting mouth. I suck on it and bite it gently while my hand rolls the other nipple; before switching, and giving the other the same attention from my eager mouth.

  Lexi’s head rolls back and she’s moaning my name. “J…u…d…e…. Oh. Oh, Jude. Don’t stop. Don’t stop. Don’t you dare fucking stop!”

  I chuckle as I whisper against her skin, “Oh I’m just getting started, Baby. I won’t stop.”

  My mouth leaves her breasts and kisses her stomach, before trailing kisses down. I dip my tongue into her belly button and move my mouth lower, before nipping her hipbones with my teeth. My tongue runs along the seam of her panties and I swoop in to drop a kiss on the wetness pooling on the fabric between her thighs. I breathe deeply, intoxicated by her smell. It’s like soft musk and peaches… like nothing else I’ve ever smelled. It’s unique and
all Lexi.

  I lay her back against the sheets and grip the lace with my teeth before pulling it slowly down her legs. The lace snags on her heel, so she tries to kick them off.

  “No, leave them on. I want you wearing nothing but your desire and these shoes.”

  My hands untangle the lace and I fling it over my shoulder, across the room. It lands somewhere near the door.

  Stopping, I lean up and just take her nakedness in.

  Lexi… oh Lexi… my Lexi. My love.

  She squirms under my scrutiny. So, I drop down to my knees on the floor and start kissing up her legs. Starting at the arch of her foot, and trailing kisses up to her knees. Then up her thighs, before stopping just at her gleaming mound. I just look. She’s so turned on, it’s pulsing. Her clit is standing at attention and she’s so wet, her thighs are also moist.

  Finally, she can’t take anymore and she grabs my head, pulling me down to where she wants me. “Oh, Jude, please. I want your mouth on me. Please. Oh God, I need your mouth on me.”

  I inhale one more time, and dive in. I lick her clit once, and suck it into my mouth before moving my lips down to her sensitive folds. Taking my time, I explore every centimeter of her pussy with my mouth and tongue. She’s writhing and moaning… begging me to fuck her with my tongue.

  After teasing her a bit more, I thrust my tongue into her. She immediately convulses around it, and I drink her essence in.

  I continue to lick her softly as she comes down from her high.

  I want her so badly, but this is for her. I want to make sure she’s satisfied, so I ignore my rock hard dick and lick her sensitive clit, as I add a finger to her pussy. She moans.

  Her head is thrown back against the sheets, her legs are splayed wide, and she’s wriggling against the bed. I grab her legs and drape them over my shoulders as I continue to finger her pussy and lick her clit. My face is saturated with her juice, but I just can’t get enough.

  “God, Jude… I’m going to cum again… Oh God. Ohhhhhh. Ohhhhhh. Ohhhhhh.” Her hands are tangled in my hair and my face is held prisoner as my tongue licks away. I add a third finger to her pussy and I alternate from sucking to biting her clit, and I tease her asshole with my other hand. Just as I dip my finger into her asshole, I bite down and thrust up with my fingers, and she screams out with her second orgasm.

  She flops down to the bed to catch her breath and her legs fall limply off of my shoulders.

  She pulls me onto the bed with her. My jeans around my knees make it awkward, so I kick off my shoes and remove my pants and underwear.

  My dick is standing straight up and slapping my bellybutton, leaving a trail of pre cum across my abs. Lexi reaches down and pulls me by my dick. “Careful, Baby. That is sort of attached to me, and well, I have more plans for that in a bit!”

  Purring like a cat, Lexi says, “Oh I have plans for it too, big boy.” Running her hands and nails up and down my shaft. “In fact, I have plans for it right now.”

  She wraps her hands around the base and pumps it a few times, squeezing it as she gets to the tip.

  I’m putty in her hands.

  Her very capable hands.

  “Jude, Baby… why do you still have a shirt on? I want you naked. I want you naked now!” Her hands leave my dick and she drags her nails across my stomach. It contracts and I moan.

  “Well then you should probably put those hands to use and take it off, Lex.” I sit back on my thighs and smirk at her.

  She grabs it from the bottom and pulls herself up to a sitting position, then slowly raises it, exposing my chest to her gaze.

  As she gets it over my chest, she leans over and licks my nipple, before biting it. I jerk back and my cock twitches.

  I need her… now.

  She watches my response and pulls it the rest of the way off, tossing it to the floor. Then, grabs my neck and pulls my head down, thrusting her tongue into my mouth, as she once again grips my dick.

  “I need you now, Lex. God, I need you. Are you ready for me, Baby?”

  Her answer is to straddle my lap.

  “Wait… wait, baby do you have a condom?” I really don’t want to wear a condom, but I’ll wear one for her. I’ll do anything for her.

  “Shit. No, Jude. I don’t. I don’t… I mean I haven’t… I don’t have company here… I don’t have a condom.” She’s flustered. “I’m on the pill though…”

  That reply pleases me immensely. I reach down for my jeans, and pull a foil packet out of the back pocket. “I have one Baby, no worries. And as much as I want to go bare with you. I want to get tested first… for you. To appease your mind. I’m clean, I always wear condoms. But I’ll do that for you.”

  I kiss her and she takes the packet from my hand, ripping it open, and rolling it down my rigid length.

  “Ok. I’ll get tested too. Though… I’ve only been with one person since you. And we were safe. Now… now please take me, Jude.”

  Rolling her over, I spread her thighs and pause at her entrance.

  One person since me… in eight years… only one person?

  I can never let her know how many people I’ve been with… I don’t even know how many… I don’t deserve her. But I’m not letting her go.

  I slowly enter her, and we both gasp at the contact. I fill her so perfectly. It’s like she was made just for me.

  She’s so tight, so I go slowly. Each thrust brings me about an inch deeper, before I pull out and slowly push back in.

  I can feel her gripping me. God, its heaven.

  “Are you ok, Baby? I’m not hurting you, am I?” I ask as I pull out again.

  “Nooooo. God no. Not hurting. Please fill me. Please. Give me all of you. I want it. I want you, Jude.”

  With the last thrust, I get all the way in. My balls are resting against her, and I can feel the back walls of her pussy. I stop for a moment, to allow her to get used to the feel of me.

  Letting out the breath I’ve been holding, I start to move.

  Lexi wraps her legs around my waist and her heels dig into my buttocks. This is the most erotic thing I’ve ever experienced. She’s matching me, thrust for thrust.

  I’m not going to last long. She’s so moist and tight. She’s perfect.

  My hand finds her clit and I start to stroke it, as I plunge in and out of her. She’s close. I can feel her muscles clenching around me and her breathing hitches.

  “Fuck. Cum with me. Cum with me, Baby. I’m so close. Let go for me.” My thrusts are picking up speed and I’m covered in sweat. Just as I’m about to lose it, she shatters around me, and her pussy milks my cock, causing me to explode.

  It’s so intense, my head gets light and I feel like I’m floating.

  Sex has never been like this with anyone else. It’s only been like this with her… with my Lexi.

  I’m home.

  We both collapse, and I hold the base of the condom to keep it from coming off inside of her.

  As I’m about to pull out, she holds me close by wrapping her arms around me and says, “No, stay. Please just stay in me for a bit. I love having you there. It’s…perfect… You’re perfect.”

  Turning her on her side with her head cradled on my arm, I lay with her. She wraps her arms around me, holding me close. I’m still inside of her, as our breathing returns to normal.

  In the moonlight with the woman I love in my arms, after we’ve just made love, I’m content for the first time in a very long time.

  Chapter Eighteen

  Lexi

  God that was amazing. How have I gone without that, without Jude, for so long? He knows my body like it’s a part of his own. Is that normal? Is a person supposed to be so in tune with another person?

  I’m running my fingers up and down Jude’s arm and across his chest… tracing his tattoos, that are barely visible in the moonlight.

  He’s so quiet… I hope that was as good for him as it was for me. Should I say something? Should I just enjoy the moment?

  He’s still ins
ide of me, though he’s falling out now that he’s soft.

  I sigh, because I’m not certain what I should do now. He wanted to take things slow, but well, we just made love; and that’s what it was, making love. That was so much more than sex.

  “What are you thinking, Lex?” Jude murmurs against my head as he presses a kiss to my hair and smoothes it out of my face.

  “Just thinking. I can’t believe that just happened. I can’t believe after all this time I’m in your arms again. It’s just a little surreal, that’s all, and well, I don’t have a clue as to what to do or say.” My face is burning.

  I feel Jude tense in my arms and he pulls back from me. He rolls away from me, pulling out, and lays on his back staring at the ceiling. “What do you mean? Do you… do you regret it, Lex?”

  I turn his face to mine and see the anxiety in his eyes. My hand touches his face and he closes his eyes. “No, Jude! I don’t regret it. I could never regret it. I just mean that with everything… I never thought we’d be back here. Together… like this. But no, I don’t regret it. I feel… I feel like this is where I’m supposed to be. Does that make sense?”

  I place a sweet kiss on the corner of his mouth and snuggle into his side, laying my head on his chest, and throwing my arm around his waist.

  He curls into my body, and places his arm around me, and over mine, cradling me. “Honestly, Lex, neither did I. You’ve been on my mind… in my head… forever. Even when I thought I hated you, I couldn’t stop thinking about you. You were the girl I saw when I closed my eyes… always. So yes, it makes sense. I don’t know why, but we make sense, Lex.”

  His words touch my heart and I kiss his heart to show him how much I care. I can’t say it. Not yet, but I love this man so much. I’ve never stopped.

  We lay in silence for a while, just holding each other. Then, he breaks the quiet. It’s like the dark is allowing us to talk about things, things we can’t bring up in the harsh light of day.

  He clears his throat. “Lex?” He chokes on his words, so he tries again. “Lex, one person? In eight years, really? You’ve only had sex with one person?”