Widow Killer

by Pavel Kohout

  It was days before he learned anything about the girl, and therefore, in an impossibly short time, he imposed on her many of the feelings he had lost with the passing of his first and only true love. He caught sight of her only in the moments when she walked past behind the eternally open door of Beran's anteroom or when he passed through it himself on the way to see her superior.

  A further sign from fate was that he had first seen Hilde in exactly this way. Though she was the daughter of the owner of Dresden's Schlosskonditerei, her responsibilities as a newly trained confectioner kept her behind the scenes of the business, while her parents and brother moved about the stage of the city's favorite cafe. Buback took a parade of girlfriends there until one day this shy creature appeared behind the cafe's new technological wonder—a refrigerated counter from Electrolux—to check which delicacies needed replenishment.

  This brief eventless event turned his life upside down. He began to spend all his free time in the cafe, but even so was rarely rewarded with her long-awaited appearance. He prepared his best admiring gaze for her, which, he smugly knew, was infallible—but it never hit its mark: not once did the girl raise her eyes from the sweets.

  Later she confessed to a small deception. From the very beginning she had seen him through the grating in the kitchen, so she knew of his numerous companions. He had captivated her from the first with his masculine good looks and suave manner, and for precisely this reason she resolved not even to look his way lest she fall victim to his charm. She was afraid of ending up like the rest of his transitory acquaintances. Hilde had been born and raised for one great relationship; she intended to offer her love only once and forever. If she were mistaken, she told him soon after the wedding, she would crack. How? he said, not understanding. The way bells crack, she answered; they keep their form, but lose their sound and with it their purpose.

  He had no choice but to bring the mountain to Muhammad and, for the first time in his life, take sole responsibility for meeting a girl, instead of letting her do the work. The only polite way of doing so at the time entailed more serious obligations.

  "Dear Miss Schafer," he wrote her,

  I beg your forgiveness for troubling you; as an excuse I can offer that I know you by sight, as a regular customer of your establishment. If I may be permitted to make a request of you and your parents, I would like to invite you this Sunday for tea at five o'clock at the Waldruhe Restaurant. Should this request meet with your favor, I will call for you at the private entrance of the Schlosskonditerei at half past four. With deepest respect, I remain

  Police Clerk Erwin Buback.

  Eventually he received Ludwig Schafer's letter of cautious agreement (which, he later learned, Hilde's parents had argued over for two days and nights). On the day, he arrived with a bouquet for her mother and had the carriage wait outside so he could converse politely with Hilde's parents, all of which made a suitable impression. Hilde was released with the admonition to be home no later than half past seven.

  As it turned out, he only needed the first ten minutes. Before they brought out the service, he had the opportunity to look through her tender eyes into the depths of her soul, and as they stirred the tea, he addressed her.

  "Dear Miss Schafer, I don't know how it happened, and I know this flies in the face of convention, but I am simply in love with you. I've never actually loved anyone before in my life, and I thought I lacked the capacity for true feeling. Then I saw you, and from that moment I've known what love is. I beg you, put aside your shyness and the suspicion you feel toward me, a man you barely know. Please hear me out; I've felt love for the first time and now I know I cannot live without you. What do you say?"

  Even now, in the car heading down the shattered road toward Brno, he could see the scene in his mind's eye as if it were yesterday, and suddenly he realized that he could honestly and forthrightly say virtually the same words to the young Czech woman, whom he had known roughly as long as he had Hilde when he proposed to her.

  In his comic fashion, Morava coughed timidly before addressing him.

  "We're already in the suburbs of Brno, Herr Oberkriminalrat...." So?

  "Would you like to go to the hotel first?"

  His body ached from sitting turned toward the right; he would gladly have lain down for an hour, but knew that he'd do better to break this train of thought.

  "No. Let's get straight to work."

  He sat in the rocking chair and slowly swung his weight there and back. Forward. Backward. Forward. Backward. The regular motion calmed him; it was all he could manage at the moment. His arms and legs had become burdens again; whatever it was that made them part of his living body had evaporated. They had no feeling, no substance to them; they merely weighed.

  His mind was fully occupied by the two commands rocking the chair. Backward. Forward. Backward. Forward. Yes, that made him feel good, now he was comfortable! The most effective way to rest and renew his strength would be to lie down on the double bed; he could see it through the adjoining doors at each rock of the chair, but it was too far. So instead he just kept on. Forward. Backward. Forward. Backward.

  He had the impression that white smoke was rolling over his brain, as in the Turkish baths he liked so much. It was usually so refreshing; so why did resting exhaust him instead of reviving his muscles? If it became necessary, he was sure he could ... aha, he realized, but there's no reason to hurry, and nowhere to go. She had said herself that she lived by herself! The repeated word with its different meanings amused him; he rocked again with renewed interest.

  Backward. Forward. Backward. Forward.

  He felt safe and blissfully aware that he had done it again. And flawlessly. And not only that: out of thousands of widows he had found this one. He had been right to deceive her; she had deserved it! After all, she had shamelessly confessed that she was a whore! Her new john would be shocked tomorrow when he saw her laid out for her wedding night.

  With this thought his strength returned so unexpectedly that it threw him out of the chair. Almost broke my neck, he thought, his heart pounding from fear; they would have found me here unconscious. ... He shook off his fright and stood up. His legs held steady. On the table beneath him he could see his achievement and felt a sudden pride.

  NO WHITE DOVE!

  Today she would be happy to hear his news.

  The entire Brno contingent was waiting for them. Matulka, the head of the city's criminal police, owed his job to his faithful collaboration; he was a member of the Fascist organization Flag, the pro-German National Union Party in the Protectorate government, and the Anti-Bolshevism League—and was probably an informer to boot. That morning on the island, Beran had described him to Morava as the biggest stain on what remained of the Czech criminal police's honor. Matulka was even permitted the luxury of not speaking German; it was whispered that through the whole war he had only made it as far as lesson three. Morava therefore translated for Buback and his local Gestapo equivalent.

  Matulka first fawningly dismissed Bruno Thaler from suspicion, thanks to his Germanic origins and, as he called it, his demonstrated patriotic activity outside the Protectorate at the time the seamstress Kubilkova was murdered. Buback commented that the crime took place before the Protectorate existed, and that he would personally look into Thaler's alibi, thus completely derailing Matulka from his script. Morava was struck by the Germans' open condescension toward their local ally. Does treason stink even to those who profit from it?

  It clearly affected the man; he began to sweat and stammer until finally he relinquished the floor to his deputy Vaca, who seemed equally unprofessional. Reading from a paper he was evidently seeing for the first time, he stumbled through a report on two of the suspects from 1938.

  Josef Jurajda had been an invalid ever since he fell down a long flight of stairs while painting the Brno town hall. Currently he was employed as a night watchman in the registry office. Only his wife could supply him with an alibi for the fourteenth of February. According
to her, he had slept all day while she had washed dishes at the Grand Hotel. There were no direct witnesses as to when he began his rounds of the building, although the cleaning ladies met him there at five the next morning. The gentlemen from Prague could interrogate him here whenever they wished.

  Jakub Malatinsky had taken a holiday that day and refused to give details, but stated that in a pinch he could produce an airtight alibi. Brno had directed him, via a local police order, not to leave his workplace. If the gentlemen so desired, he could be escorted here immediately.

  Morava was delighted when Buback announced he intended to drop in at Castle Celtice tomorrow for Malatinsky. My God, he thought, maybe I'll see my mother on the way....

  As far as Alfons Hunyady was concerned, Vaca concluded, wiping the back of his neck with a handkerchief, the Gypsy had been transferred to the authority of the Reich's Commission on the Racial Question; further investigation lay outside the purview of the Protectorate police, who could offer the gentlemen no further help....

  When he had finished translating, Morava asked Buback whether he would check on Hunyady's case as well as Thaler's. For the first time, his request met with uncomprehending eyes. Then the German told him he could safely forget about the Gypsy. With this the agenda for the meeting was exhausted.

  Matulka apparently considered the meeting a mere pretext, since he invited all present to a festive evening which he had organized at the Grand Hotel. Buback declined fairly rudely, set Jurajda's interrogation for 8:00 A.M., and left with the Brno Gestapo agent. So much for Beran's theory that this investigation was a red herring designed to distract the whole Czech police force, Morava thought.

  The young Czech could not refuse the invitation and, what was more, did not want to; he was not satisfied with the way the session had gone and hoped to extract more information from Matulka and Vaca. Not long into dinner he realized that Buback had their number. The two policemen had failed to invite the rest of their office in the hope of hogging all the credit for the research, and they themselves apparently knew only what their subordinates had put on their desks. The pair even fawned over him, a run-of-the-mill assistant detective, and he quickly sensed that they were in the grip of a practically demented fear.

  What plans did the central office have once the front got here, Brno's defender of the law asked when he'd briskly gobbled down the Moravian roast (obtained without ration coupons, which was in and of itself a punishable crime). Everyone in Brno was sure—he assured Morava emphatically, so the message would make it to Prague—that the great German Reich would be victorious, but how should they carry on in the short term if for strategic reasons the Furhrer found it expedient to withdraw the front temporarily past Brno? Were they perhaps counting on the Brno team's experience to reinforce the Prague police? After all, criminal elements in Prague would be sure to exploit the political confusion.

  Morava lost patience with them. They were officers just like their colleagues in Prague, he told them sternly, and he didn't know anyone there who was as obsessed with what would happen after the war. As long as they maintained public order—which was, after all, their only obligation—and had not engaged in extracurricular political activities of their own accord, they'd have nothing to fear. After all, every regime needs criminal police. Now, if they'd kindly excuse him, he'd had a tough day and tomorrow wouldn't be any easier; he had to finish up the investigations their subordinates hadn't completed, so he wanted to get some sleep.

  He left them there with their half-empty glasses and looming fears and walked swiftly back to the hotel down dark, deserted streets that he had almost forgotten in his years in Prague. Before he rang for the doorman, he stopped and listened. No, he was not imagining it; a weak but perceptible rumbling rippled through the cold, still air, first weakening, now strengthening and overflowing like the April thunderstorms he remembered over south Moravia.

  The front, he realized. They're that close!

  Then his thoughts turned to Jitka, because it was the first time in their three weeks together that he would sleep alone.

  The man from the Brno Gestapo assured Buback that he could forget about two of the suspects immediately. If Bruno Thaler's alibi for 1938 was problematic, he had one for this February fourteenth that was unimpeachable: he was working as a prison guard at the Buchenwald concentration camp and had not taken any days off this year. Alfons Hunyady had left for another unidentified camp three years ago in a transport of Moravian Gypsies, wearing the label Parasite.

  Buback had refused Matulka's dinner invitation primarily because the Czech and his deputy were useless to him. Every word they spoke dripped with proof that they were Nazier than the most fanatical Nazis. In a police uprising, worthless toadies like them would be the first to lose their heads.

  He had two surprisingly good whiskeys with his colleague and compatriot in the local German casino and managed an hour of small talk. How funny, he thought, that since... when was it, Stalingrad, or maybe the Allied landing at Normandy, conversations like this had lost all substance. Under certain conditions even a sarcastic remark about the weather could prove dangerous; after all, it could be a gibe at the constant excuses emanating from the armed forces high command. The situation on the fronts was completely taboo.

  They exhausted the murder of Baroness von Pommeren, chatted a bit about Moravian wine, which Buback had not drunk since his youth, and called it a night when they caught each other simultaneously yawning. The chief inspector politely refused an escort home, and when he reached the hotel decided to prolong his walk. Against the dark sky the even darker silhouette of a steep knoll rose close by. He decided he could do with a bit of exercise and set off at a brisk clip up the slope.

  Soon the metropolis lay at his feet, darkened, unfriendly, and unknown, the second largest city in the land where he was born. Where does a bilingual German from nonexistent Czechoslovakia belong anyway? Especially one from Prague?

  The product of a mixed marriage in which his mother prevailed, Erwin Buback had therefore gone to a Czech grammar school in his native Prague. When his mother died, his father, an insurance agent, married a wealthy German woman from Karlsbad. Erwin attended the German gymnasium there and was sent to Dresden to study law. His parents, who had no further children, wanted to strengthen Erwin's identification with the nationality they shared.

  Buback had met Hilde in that wonderful city on the Elbe and stayed until the war broke out. He soon earned his stripes in a field which had never interested him, but which proved reasonably secure in a time of economic and political upheaval. The criminal police, of course, came under Nazi supervision in time, but at least the Nazis understood that to have a dependable judicial and corrective system they had to let some professionals remain at their posts.

  That did not mean that the detectives resisted the Nazis, far from it. Buback felt admiration for the verve with which they quickly returned order to a shattered Germany. He too welcomed the Fuhrer as the re-newer of German honor, which the Versailles dictates had trampled. His loyalty, though, was a far cry from the fanaticism in other branches of the Reich's government. He was a German, and that was that.

  Buback, his young wife, her parents, and their acquaintances applauded enthusiastically when the Fuhrer resolved to return misappropriated territories to a resurrected Germany. They wholeheartedly welcomed the annexation of Austria in 1938. Erwin was greatly pleased when Bohemia returned to Greater Germany's embrace. He experienced a heady Night of Torches in liberated Karlsbad, and tears sprang to his eyes when the banner of new Germany waved over his native Prague as well. He and his colleagues celebrated the lightning victories in Poland and the west.

  While at first the newly formed security detachments repelled him with their ostentatious brutality, he came to see his office's connection to them as a necessary evil, an unavoidable consolidation of forces in a nation at war. Sent to France, Holland, and Belgium to ensure the peaceful coexistence of his kinsmen in occupied territories, he devoted his
energies, as before, to that task and no other. Some things he saw shocked him others he observed with disapproval; but he felt a direct personal responsibility for all of it.

  It was a Sunday in June of 1941, the day Germany attacked the Soviet Union, when he first began to feel uneasy. When he asked Hilde why she wasn't joining the domestic festivities, she brought Heidi's geography textbook and opened it to the map of Europe and Asia. The speck that was Germany butted up against the gigantic expanse of Russia. He controlled his irritation and chided her mildly: she should have stuck to pastries instead of teaching if she couldn't recognize cartographic distortions and, more important, if she couldn't understand that territory was not the only factor involved.

  After that the war only permitted him the occasional visit home, when he would drink in as much of Hilde and Heidi's presence as he could. Understandably they kept to personal topics, but he noticed that his wife avoided everything political to the point of awkwardness. Once, however, she slipped, and it led to the one bitter argument of their life together.