Undone by You

by Kate Meader

  PRAISE FOR USA TODAY BESTSELLING AUTHOR KATE MEADER

  “When it comes to writing hot, sexy heroes and strong, independent women, no one does it better than Kate Meader.” —Harlequin Junkie

  THE CHICAGO REBELS SERIES

  IRRESISTIBLE YOU

  “Meader takes her readers on a breathtaking, nonstop, glorious ride. The sex scenes are lyrically written with fresh, descriptive prose. . . . Readers will love the relationship between Remy and Harper, and will be excited for the next story [in the Chicago Rebels series].”

  —RT Book Reviews (41/2 stars)

  “A charming hero who’s sexy as sin and a smart, fierce heroine who gives him a run for his money? Yes, please! I couldn’t turn the pages fast enough.”

  —Kimberly Kincaid, USA Today bestselling author

  “[A] heart-stealing opener to the Chicago Rebels sports contemporary series. . . . The mix of sexual tension and emotional decisions will lead Meader’s series launch to many a keeper shelf.”

  —Publishers Weekly (starred review)

  “Meader’s writing is always impeccable, but she outdoes herself with this stellar contemporary romance. Flawless from start to finish, with smart dialogue, sizzling sex scenes, and the perfect amount of sweet moments.”

  —Lauren Layne, New York Times bestselling author

  “Meader’s signature firefighter heat transfers flawlessly to the world of high-stakes ice hockey in her hot-as-sin Chicago Rebels series.”

  —Gina Maxwell, New York Times bestselling author

  PRAISE FOR THE HOT IN CHICAGO SERIES

  SPARKING THE FIRE

  “The many instances of a family sticking together through it all are more than enough to tug on the heartstrings, but the steamy sex and sentimental pillow talk make this book a must-read.”

  —RT Book Reviews

  “WOW. . . . Amazing, beautiful, and tissue-worthy. That is what this book is.”

  —Harlequin Junkie

  PLAYING WITH FIRE

  Winner of the RT Book Reviewers’ 2015 Award for Best Contemporary Love & Laughter

  A Publishers Weekly Best Book of 2015

  A Washington Post Best Romance of 2015

  “Meader packs the flawless second Hot in Chicago romance with superb relationship development and profane but note-perfect dialogue.”

  —Publishers Weekly (starred review)

  “Steamy sex scenes, colorful characters, and riveting dialogue . . . a real page-turner.”

  —RT Book Reviews (Top Pick Gold)

  “A smart, sexy book.”

  —Sarah MacLean, The Washington Post

  FLIRTING WITH FIRE

  “Sexy and sassy . . . I love this book!”

  —Jude Deveraux, #1 New York Times bestselling author

  “Get your fire extinguisher ready—Flirting with Fire is HOT and satisfying!”

  —Jennifer Probst, New York Times bestselling author

  “This book is everything you want in a romance: excellent writing, strong characters, and a sizzling plot that keeps up the pace throughout the story.”

  —RT Book Reviews (Top Pick)

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  To the Chicago 4Ds.

  Thanks, Divas, for the dishing, dining, and drinking!

  ONE

  Someone must have drugged his drink.

  Dante Moretti shot a sharp glance at the Macallan in his hand, wondering if the amber liquid was truly blurring before his eyes or if he was just really fucking tired. A roofie seemed like the most logical conclusion, because the ass he had just been appreciating could not possibly belong to the last guy he’d expect to see here.

  “Here” being a members-only gay club in the wealthy Gold Coast neighborhood on Chicago’s North Side.

  If Dante knew anything, it was that Cade “Alamo” Burnett, bulwark defender, All American, and pro hockey’s class clown, played for one team and one team only: Chicago’s second-most-successful hockey franchise, the Rebels. As the Rebels’ general manager, not to mention the first openly gay managing executive in the NHL, Dante made it his job to be apprised of these things.

  Rebels defenseman or not, the object of Dante’s attention carried himself with devil-may-care swagger, his stride sure, his head held high. If it truly was Burnett, then he clearly had no problem with the eyes of every guy in the place checking him out. Including Dante’s.

  It wouldn’t have been the first time Dante had slipped up where Burnett was concerned. Surrounded every day by athletes in tip-top condition, he was fairly immune to the perfect abs, sculpted pecs, and bite-worthy asses. Separating his desires from his work wasn’t just advisable, it was necessary. Ogling the players under his authority was a line he would never cross.

  But Burnett? There was something about the amiable Texan that gave Dante gooseflesh every time he visited the locker room for a pregame pep talk or a postgame check-in. God knew why, because the man was a polpetto, a total meatball—a hazel-eyed, syrup-talking, built-like-a-tank meatball. Not Dante’s type at all, though his teammates adored the guy for his ability to cheer a room and make a crapfest game feel like less than the end of the world. He had people skills. And shit, could he play.

  “Earth to Hot Stuff.”

  Only slightly irritated, Dante turned back to the guy he had been considering fucking. Blond and urbane, he had an ethereal paleness, which Dante usually found contrasted nicely with his own dark Italian skin. Sex was as often about aesthetics as it was about pleasure.

  “Sorry. Thought I saw someone I knew.”

  “Since you just moved to Chicago four weeks ago, that doesn’t seem likely, now, does it?”

  No, it didn’t. This club only allowed entry by recommendation. Hanging out at rowdy gay bars held little interest for Dante. Something quieter and darker suited him, and a discreet, unnamed club in a Gold Coast brownstone fit the bill.

  Cade Burnett’s doppelganger had disappeared into the club’s depths, but Dante’s discomfort lingered. Taking another sip of his now suspect drink, he half listened to the guy beside him as he droned on about his job.

  “. . . dealing with idiots who think diversification means add penny stocks . . .”

  It couldn’t be Burnett. It made no sense.

  “. . . portfolio . . . blah-blah . . . global equity funds . . . blah-blah . . .”

  Blond ’n’ Boring looked up in surprise—up because Dante had stood suddenly, the itch in his body spreading to his feet. He needed to assure himself that one of his players wasn’t about to blow up his career by being caught in a “compromising” position. Gay chief executives were one thing. The testosterone-soaked NHL wasn’t quite ready for one of the first line to taste the rainbow.

  “If you’ll excuse me, back in a second,” he said to . . . okay, he’d already forgotten his name.

  The club was a maze of cozy rooms, secluded alcoves, and tight spots for all manner of hookups. Most couples—and sometimes threes and fours—indulged their more private desires in the rooms on the next level. On this floor, it was subtle caresses, brief touches, soft kisses—all foreplay to test participants’ boundaries and levels of interest.

  Dante’s pulse picked up as he moved further in. Not at the sight of men in sexual playtime, but at the thought of what he might find: Cade Burnett with whoever had thou
ght it was a good idea to bring a famous pro athlete here. Cade Burnett with someone’s tongue down his throat. Cade Burnett with his hand down someone’s—stop.

  Do not speculate. Just investigate.

  He rounded a corner into a red room with velvet drapes, soft carpet, and lavish furnishings.

  Dante’s heart seized. It was him.

  Burnett stood in a corner, one cowboy-booted foot raised to the wall, a lowball glass in his hand, an interloper trespassing in Dante’s world. Three men surrounded him in a horseshoe of worship. Even others in the room watched, because Cade Burnett was so damn watchable. A little shy of six feet four, he towered over every man here. His hair was brown with coppery streaks, his jaw strong and square, his mouth permanently amused. Hazel eyes—not that anyone could see them in the dim lighting, but Dante knew their exact shade—flashed gold rings of fire around their irises.

  His gift on the ice was brute strength and the best hockey IQ of any defender Dante had ever seen. Hockey smart was one thing. That Burnett was here in the open proved he wasn’t all that smart off the ice. The man had to have some fault.

  Burnett laughed huskily at something one of his suitors said—a sound with a drunken tinge to it—and this was enough to change the dynamic of the group. The others shifted incrementally closer, jockeying for a position their conversation couldn’t achieve alone. One of them, a guy in a Hugo Boss suit, laid a hand on Burnett’s bicep and squeezed.

  Something primal, possessive, and downright greedy reared in Dante’s chest.

  His overreaction shocked him, so much so that his instinct was to consider walking away. This was none of his business. He wasn’t the team’s baby-sitter.

  Too late. If Dante had turned his back a half second later he would have missed Burnett capturing his gaze—and capturing was not hyperbole. Those eyes shone at him like a predatory cat’s, all challenge, no fear.

  Busted.

  Continuing his original mission seemed best, but Burnett now watched him as he approached. Looking away was not an option.

  “Dante,” Burnett murmured, and, Cristo, the way the Texan tasted his name made Dante instantly hard. His body flooded with awareness, along with a distinct desire to punch every man who stood between him and his defenseman.

  “Could I have a word?”

  Cade’s mouth tipped up at the corner and he downed his drink in one go. He handed off the empty glass to one of the guys standing before him, pushed another aside gently, all with a curious ambivalence.

  “Lead the way.”

  Dante pivoted, having no clue what to do next. His cock had several ideas, all of them involving Cade beneath his body in one of the more private rooms upstairs. His brain, on the other hand, was still in charge, so he moved to a small sofa in the next room. He gestured toward the seat and waited for Cade to sit.

  As if they were on a date.

  “Do you want to tell me—”

  Cade held up a hand, so assured. “I could do with another drink.” He waved over one of the servers and ordered a Glenlivet. “Dante?”

  Dante shook his head. Someone had to remain sober here.

  With the server out of earshot, Cade gave Dante his complete attention. Complete wasn’t quite right, though—more like consuming. Dante felt as if he’d been stripped bare, screwed senseless, and shown the door all at the same time.

  “Come here often?” Cade asked.

  “Not really. You?”

  “A few times.”

  Dante’s heart skittered with this new knowledge. No “accident” that he was here, then.

  “We have procedures for this eventuality.”

  Cade narrowed his eyes. “Which eventuality is that?”

  “An NHL player who’d like to come out. It hasn’t happened yet, but every team is waiting for the first.”

  The slightest smile teased Cade’s lips. “Kind of jumping the gun, aren’t you?”

  “You’re here.” Dante added a wave of his hand in case Burnett had somehow forgotten where here was.

  “I’m here,” Cade said simply, but there was nothing simple about the intent Dante heard in the words. Crackling energy licked between them, and Dante had the distinct impression that Cade was making some sort of statement, just not the one Dante had first assumed. He’d analyze that later.

  Cade threw an arm over the back of the sofa. “So what kind of procedures are we talkin’ about?”

  “Procedures?”

  “You said you have procedures for NHL players who are ready to come out.”

  Dante shook off his unease, glad to be back to more concrete specifics. “A PR plan. Press statement. Ways to handle the inevitable questions.”

  “Like how the New York Times prepares obituaries for famous people so they’re ready to roll when they kick the bucket?”

  Dante considered this, strangely charmed by the morbid comparison. “Well, there isn’t a separate one ready to go for each player. We’d tailor our prepared statement with a few personal details.”

  Cade licked his lips, and Dante couldn’t take his eyes off the slick, moist stripe that remained behind. With a tilt of his head, the younger man rubbed the dangerously appealing copper-tinted stubble on his chin.

  “ ‘He first knew he liked boys when, in the fifth grade, he told his momma he’d like to marry Johnny Sanderson.’ That kind of thing?”

  This was said with shocking equanimity, displaying a subtle humor Dante would never have attributed to a one-note clown like Cade Burnett. The guy was always so obvious.

  “Cade, having your photo taken in a private club that caters to men hooking up with other men is probably not the best way to announce to the world that you’re gay.” Dante looked around, assessing the interest of other patrons. Conclusion: plenty. He might even place it at threat-level orange, not because a famous hockey player was in the house, but because Cade Burnett was simply beautiful.

  And gay, Dante’s cock happily chimed in. He’s fucking gay.

  “If anyone catches wind of this we can just say you were curious and asked me to bring you. It should be easy enough to spin that we’re friends. Besides, no one would believe the truth.”

  Cade broke into laughter that drew a hundred eyes to drink them in. The sound was wonderful, the attention less so.

  “Moretti, you are somethin’ else, y’know that? You think I’m going to use you as my gay-buddy shield? Hell, I’m not too worried about anyone photographing us here.”

  “You really think you’re safe?”

  “I’m with you. That’s as safe as can be.”

  Not even a little. “Why are you taking this risk?”

  The server returned with the drink and handed it off with a wink at Cade. Smiling his thanks, Cade took a long sip.

  “Sometimes I just crave company. Being a closeted gay guy can be exhausting.”

  “Being an uncloseted one can be just as tiring.”

  “I bet. But it must be nice not to have to hide. Even if you have assholes whispering behind your back.”

  So few people did Dante the service of whispering behind his back. “Pros and cons to each position. But no, I wouldn’t go back.” He leaned forward because he needed to see Cade’s eyes when he asked this. “Are you saying you’re ready to go public?”

  “No, but . . . I’m ready.” He licked his lips again and Dante felt it like a streak of pleasure over his balls. His heart thrashed fiercely, so hard he was sure Cade had to see the pulse beating at the base of his throat.

  Somehow he managed to ask, “Ready for what?”

  Cade curled his hand around Dante’s tie and hovered close enough that Dante could feel hot puffs of air against his lips.

  “I think you know, boss.”

  TWO

  Four weeks earlier . . .

  Cade walked into the viewing room at Rebels HQ to find most of the boys already gathered. His good buddy and the team’s goalie, Erik “Fish” Jorgenson, raised his hand.

  “Alamo, over here.”
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br />   Nice. It was like walking into fifth-grade English when your pal had saved you a spot at the back. Pro hockey team dynamics weren’t much different from middle school.

  He fist bumped Erik and took a seat. “So what’s going on? Has management finally taken my rec to run an Arnie movie marathon in here? Predator had better be first.”

  Right-winger Ford “Killer” Callaghan turned around in the seat in front of Cade. “New GM’s what I heard.”

  “Where’s DuPre?” Cade asked. “Seeing as how he has the inside track with Harper, he should know.” Harper Chase, along with her sisters, was one-third owner of the Rebels and had recently fallen head over very high heels for their center, Remy DuPre. Those crazy kids had announced their love for each other a month ago on national TV. Pretty sappy stuff, but the media lapped it up, and now the Rebels, formerly the shit stain on the league, were getting even more attention than usual.

  Speaking of the Louisianan devil himself, in walked Remy with a big grin on his face, closely followed by Harper. Cade opened his mouth, ready to pump the Cajun for intel, but didn’t get a chance, because his brain stuttered at the sight walking in behind them.

  Hottie in a suit.

  Not the kind of off-the-rack junk most of the players wore on game day then tried not to crumple when they ripped it off at the hotel, either. This suit looked like it had been sewn onto the guy by industrious tailor elves. It fit him perfectly, highlighting every broad plane of thigh, chest, and shoulder. Completing the look was a vest with a draped gold chain for—a pocket watch?

  Cade moved above the neck, drinking in the details. Hot suit, hotter guy. Dark skinned, maybe Hispanic or . . . Italian. Definitely Italian. Because Cade now realized that the hot guy in the suit wasn’t just any old hot guy in a suit. Holy shit, this was—

  “. . . Dante Moretti,” Harper said. “Our new GM.”

  Who also happened to be the first openly gay GM in the league. Last Cade heard, he was the second-in-command over at Boston, and you can bet that appointment had ruffled a few feathers. Now he was the head honcho in Chicago?