Freedom to Trust [Freedom, Colorado 2] (Siren Publishing Ménage Everlasting)

by Melody Snow Monroe

  What does that mean?

  Just do what you want.

  Garth continued to nuzzle her neck while she fumbled to unhook his belt buckle. Not only was it too dark to see, no matter which way she tugged, she couldn’t get it unlatched.

  “Need help, sugar?”

  She hated giving in, but she didn’t want to add any more frustration to the day’s activities just because she couldn’t take off his belt. “Please.”

  He chuckled. A second later the heavy metal buckle clanged to the ground. “Want me to take off my boots, too?”

  Removing his shoes wasn’t really sexy anyway. “Sure.”

  Two hands clasped her waist and a strong, muscular chest pressed against her back. “Do you need me to do anything?”

  Maybe if Garth was naked first, her nerves would recede and she’d be able to strip Zane. “Not yet. On second thought, maybe remove your shoes, too.”

  “You got it.”

  Their willingness to do what she asked impressed her. Material rustled and socks slid on leather. A second after their boots clunked to the floor, two dark shadows approached.

  Garth took hold of her hands. “Now where were you?” He pressed her hand on his crotch.

  Holy shit, but he was packing one big cock. “You stuff your sock down there?”

  Both of the men cracked up. “No, sugar. It’s all me.”

  Zane stepped behind her and slid his hands up the back of her shirt in the same heated spot where Garth’s palms had been moments before. As she managed to undo Garth’s buttons on his jeans, Zane unhooked her bra. Her nerves escalated. What if they found her breasts to be too saggy or her stomach too bulgy? Would they say they weren’t interested and walk away? It might take years to get over that rejection.

  Stop expecting the worst.

  “Hey. What’s going on that head of yours?” Garth lifted her chin with his knuckle.

  “Nothing.”

  “Don’t keep secrets from us now. We can take it.”

  Maybe she should just tell him some of her issues up front. That way, if she was someone they didn’t want to deal with, they could walk out now. “I was afraid you’d find my body unattractive.”

  Both men pressed up against her, and Zane leaned over her shoulder. “That’s not an issue. We think you’re totally hot and love the way you look. Have we ever acted to the contrary?”

  “No.”

  Garth ripped open his jeans. “Thought I’d give him a little breathing room. Don’t think I’d be this hard for this long if I didn’t like you.”

  He had a point.

  Zane reached under her bra and cupped her breasts. “Jesus, Nikki. These are magnificent. Garth, wait until you touch these babies. If you do, I’m betting you won’t last long enough to even have sex with her.”

  Now they were being ridiculous. It didn’t matter that Zane sounded quite sincere.

  “You hear that, sugar? Just forget about all the past men in your life who didn’t treat you right. We’re here to replace all those jerks. Can you do that for us?”

  “I’ll try.” She’d never let down her defenses completely before but perhaps it was time.

  Zane pinched her nipples and lust shot straight between her thighs. Contractions rolled across her stomach and bombarded her clit. “Oh, God.”

  “You like that, sugar?”

  Couldn’t he tell? “Yes.”

  “Better hurry and get one of us naked or we might have to take back control. I’m dying here for wanting you.”

  His words melted her resolve. Since Garth had already popped open his fly all that was left was to drag his pants down his hips and take off his shirt. She did so, lowering his briefs in the process. A whiff of his musky cum hit her. Was Garth that excited already? For someone who worked Vice, she really didn’t know all that much about making love with good men.

  “Hurry, sugar.” His voice cracked.

  She bent her knees to lower his pants, but with Zane’s hands firmly planted on her tits, she couldn’t move. “Zane. I need some room.”

  Instead of letting go, he leaned over her back and together they squatted. She inwardly chuckled at his antics. These men were fun.

  She held one pant leg. “Step out of these.” Garth lifted his leg, and half the jean fell to the side. She repeated on the other side.

  She was about to stand when Zane knelt and kept her from straightening. “As long as you’re down here, why don’t you get on your knees and suck his cock?”

  “Great idea.” How had the men managed to take over? Hadn’t they put her in charge?

  “Let me get this shirt out of your way.” Garth slipped his shirt over his head and tossed the material on the floor.

  Now, she wished there was more light in the room, so she could admire his fine body. As she leaned over, Zane tightened his hold. “Before you drive Garth crazy, let’s get rid of your top. I want to give you a little inspiration.”

  Garth’s cock would provide all the inspiration she needed, but she raised her arms and let him remove her blouse. They couldn’t see much anyway.

  Zane dragged his hands up and down her breasts, and his groan made her cream in her panties.

  “You are so sweet, babe. I can’t wait to taste you.”

  “Sugar?”

  She’d been so lost in thought over what Zane was doing that she’d forgotten about her desire to suck on Garth. Her inability to focus was inexcusable. “Sorry.”

  She reached out and cupped his balls with one hand and gently grabbed his thick cock with the other.

  “He won’t break.”

  Maybe she had been too delicate. To show him she was no novice, she pulled his cock toward her and drew the big head into her mouth. Yikes. He barely fit. Wanting to taste him, she dragged her tongue along his slit. His tangy pre-cum coated the tip. “Mmm.”

  Garth placed a hand on her head and squeezed. As if to prompt her to move faster, Zane pressed her breasts together and twirled both nipples back and forth. This time he used a light touch that didn’t quite satisfy. She lifted her head. “Harder.”

  The pinch that followed brought an intense ache that quickly turned into a streak of pleasure that tripped down her belly straight to her pussy. Wanting to turn on Garth as much as Zane was tempting her, she slid her mouth down his cock as far as she could go. Less than half fit. Now she felt like a failure. What woman can’t give a decent blow job?

  “Swallow and he’ll go in farther.” Garth’s words came out on a few breaths.

  She did as he suggested and managed another inch. Pleased with her progress, she bobbed her head faster and squeezed his cock tighter. Just as she got into a wonderful rhythm, Garth pulled out of her grasp.

  “That’s all I can take, sugar.”

  In a flash, Zane pulled her to her feet. He lifted her in his arms and placed her on the bed. “I can’t wait for you to strip me down, babe. Maybe next time.”

  Buttons popped and the whisper of Zane’s jeans sliding down his legs filled the air. His shirt flew. Now both were naked. Like two animals of prey, they crawled on the bed.

  Don’t panic. They’ll be good.

  “We need to get you naked, babe, unless you want to do it yourself.”

  They were letting her decide. “You can help yourself.” She bet they had no idea how big of a leap of faith that had been for her.

  They each took off a boot and then her socks.

  “Babe, your feet are frozen.”

  She hadn’t really noticed. Before she could comment, they each lifted her leg and massage her instep. That brought out a groan. Foot massages were her weakness. “That feels so good.”

  “If you’re liking that, you are in for a big surprise when you get our cocks,” Zane said.

  For the next few minutes, they rubbed and stroked her foot and then her toes, one at a time. By the time they finished, she was totally relaxed. Now the only piece of clothing they hadn’t removed was her jeans.

  “Bro, you can take her bottom h
alf. I have to sample what I’ve been playing with,” Zane said.

  He moved to her breasts while Garth slid between her legs. She didn’t know where to focus her attention. While Garth unbuttoned and unzipped her jeans, Zane thumbed one nipple while he latched onto the other one. His first suck made her arch her back, and she grabbed his arm with one hand.

  “Easy there. We’ve got all night.”

  All night? Already she was near to bursting. She didn’t know what it was about these men that had her so needy.

  Garth slid her jeans off then pulled her panties down to her thighs. Good thing she’d worn nice lacy underwear instead of her dingier underwear or she’d have been totally embarrassed. This time it might not have mattered, as there wasn’t much light.

  When she tried to widen her legs, she couldn’t. Grr. Garth took control. He spread her legs as far open as they could go and dove down. The first swipe of his tongue caused her to moan so loudly she feared she’d wake Mark.

  “You want that gag now, babe?”

  Chapter Seven

  A gag? God no. How embarrassing is this? “Shh. I’ll be good.” Or so she hoped. Nikki feared she’d disturb Mark. Nothing would be worse than if he tried to come into her room and the door was locked. He’d panic.

  “It’s not a matter of being good, sugar.”

  Garth was right. She had to use a bit of self-control. “I’ll try to keep it down.”

  While she couldn’t see his face, she suspected he was smiling. Each time he swiped his tongue across her slit, he slid his hands closer to the apex of her thighs. She lifted her hips to get him to touch her clit, but he seemed to be avoiding her most sensitive area. Surely, he knew where it was.

  “These have to go.” Garth whipped off her panties and a moment later he slid her feet close to her butt.

  The freedom was wonderful, but now she was wide open and completely vulnerable. Her pulse soared. He moved in closer, and when he dipped a finger into her hole, she had to bite down hard not to scream. She clamped her hands on his head and massaged his scalp. She might have succeeded in holding off her climax had Zane not pulled taut her nipple at the exact moment Garth strummed her clit.

  “Oh, God. Yes!”

  After that, she lost all ability to stop the onslaught of the wildest climax she’d ever experienced. Her stomach tightened and fluttered, and she clamped down hard on Garth’s fingers. Had she not had her mouth closed, she would have woken half the neighborhood.

  When the waves of ecstasy began to subside, both men sat back. She waited for them to say something, but they appeared to be in shock.

  Had she disappointed them that much? “I’m sorry.”

  “Why, babe?” Zane stroked her face. “That was wonderful. We couldn’t be more pleased that you were able to let go enough to come for us.”

  That might be true, but she couldn’t remember coming without having a cock in her before. “When you didn’t say anything, I thought you might be upset.”

  Garth licked her pussy again. “On the contrary. I was smiling so hard, I couldn’t even talk. You think you could get on your hands and knees for me and suck on Zane’s cock for a little bit?”

  She hoped that meant he’d impale her with his cock. “Sure.”

  “I’ve been tested and am clean,” Garth said. “Are you on the pill?”

  She had to be for her job. Given her undercover work, there was no telling when something bad could have gone down. “Yes.”

  “You okay with me going bareback?”

  She loved the feel of skin on skin. “Totally.”

  Both men helped her into position. More than ever she was happy the lights were off. Leaning over made her belly bulge though she bet this position didn’t flatter any woman.

  Garth nudged her knees wider and her pussy lips teased open. He clasped her rear and massaged her butt. No man had ever done that.

  “You have one fine ass.”

  “You can’t even see.”

  “I don’t need eyes, babe. I got hands.” As if to prove his point, he rubbed his palms back and forth, kneading his way from one side to the other. He almost acted as if he loved the feel of her skin.

  Only then did it occur to her that perhaps he wasn’t going to fuck her pussy. She tightened her cheeks. “I’ve never had sex in my ass before.”

  “Don’t worry. I want your pussy tonight.”

  She let out a breath but understood that soon he’d want something more.

  Zane reached under her and resumed playing with her breasts. “Don’t pay any attention to my brother. I want all your attention on my cock.”

  Garth pressed on her clit, and streaks of pleasure shot up her spine. “Don’t listen to Zane. I’m going to take you higher than any mountaintop.”

  Now she smiled. She knew what they were doing. They were helping her relax. These two were more considerate than any two men she’d ever met.

  Garth leaned over her back, placed his cock between her legs, and slid his thickness between her pussy lips. Only then did she realize he might not fit.

  “Garth?” Her voice wobbled.

  “Shh.” He kissed her shoulder then trailed more up her neck. “Don’t worry.”

  Had he read her mind? Maybe a lot of woman had expressed the same concern. Good thing Garth stayed cool.

  Zane must have grown impatient because he squeezed her breasts faster and faster. Feeling more empowered now, she leaned over and dragged a tongue from his balls to the tip.

  He groaned and she inwardly smiled. Torturing him would be a lot of fun. She drew his cock closer to her mouth, but instead of sucking on him, she rimmed the head, enjoying his rippled texture. When she licked the slit, he grabbed a handful of hair.

  “Garth, you better fuck her fast, because I’m going to come real soon.”

  His desperation thrilled her.

  Garth latched onto her left shoulder. With his other hand he pressed his cock in an inch and stopped. “Babe, I’ve been dreaming of this ever since I first saw you. Please don’t tempt him by using any of your tricks.”

  She didn’t quite know what he meant, but she didn’t have time to think about anything because when he drove in halfway, her breath hitched at his size.

  He rubbed her back. “Just breathe.”

  Even he must have been able to sense how big he was in comparison to her pussy. The hand that had been holding his cock slid up to her belly. She sucked in a breath when he palmed her flesh. He withdrew a little and when drove back in, every nerve exploded. Even though she was sopping wet from her first climax, he still stretched her to the max.

  “Don’t forget me, babe.”

  Poor Zane. She didn’t know where to concentrate. Her pussy was in heaven as was her mouth. She wished there were two of her so she could do justice to both.

  Not wasting any more time, she placed her lips around Zane’s cock. His dick was just as big as his brother’s. Oh, man. She sucked hard and held on tight.

  Garth moaned. “You are so fucking tight, sugar. I’m not going to last much longer.”

  Neither was she. As he drove his way all the way down her channel, her body caught on fire, and she worked hard not to clamp down on his cock. He finally reached the end and pressed in hard. Chaos rained down on her. Garth pulled out and shot right back in. The friction stimulated every nerve in her body, and she body melted with eternal bliss.

  Having Zane’s cock in her mouth and Garth’s cock in her pussy caused her to climb higher and higher. When Zane pinched her nipples, she pressed back her hips. She wanted Garth to thrust in harder and faster.

  He must have sensed her request, for he slid both hands to her hips and plowed in, filling her to the max. Never had she been so full and so happy. She refused to listen to any self-doubt and enjoy the moment. Being with two men was more amazing than she ever imagined.

  The harder she sucked on Zane, the faster Garth drove in his cock. He hit the end time and time again until she burst into flames. She let out a strangled cr
y a second before Zane dug his hands into her hair and climaxed. Bullets of cum coated her throat, and he let go just in time for her to lean back and swallow his tangy juice. She ran a tongue along her lips then licked his cock clean.

  Even after he came, he continued to fondle her puckered nipples. One hard pinch drove her to the edge.

  Garth’s cry and fast thrusts pushed her over. Together they came until they reached that elusive space called nirvana. This time she failed to keep her moans low. Together with Garth’s cries, she was sure Mark would come running.

  Garth’s hot cum pounded into her, and his cock expanded and contracted to the beat of his heart. He dropped his head on her back and wrapped his arms around her.

  “You were amazing.”

  She would have told both of them how fantastic they were had she been able to form the words. Zane eventually crawled off the bed. Water sounded in her bathroom and he returned a moment later.

  “Let’s clean her up, Garth.”

  Garth grunted and slowly slid out of her. “I love being inside of you.”

  She wet her lips. “I loved having you visit.”

  Both men lowered her to the bed and rolled her on her back. She was about to take the cloth from Zane and swipe it between her legs, when he swatted her fingers aside.

  “Let me. This is one of my favorite parts.”

  If she hadn’t been so tired, she might have put up a fuss. “Okay.”

  He cleaned her thoroughly taking a little too much time around her sensitive clit. Garth tossed the cloth on the bedside table, and both men crawled next to her in bed. Zane pulled her close and kissed her. “I’m proud of you.”

  That wasn’t what she thought he’d say. “Why?”

  “Because I think it was hard for you to be yourself and just enjoy us.”

  He was right, but how did he know? “Not with you two, it wasn’t.”

  Zane kissed her with more passion than she’d ever experienced. He pulled back. “As much as we’d love to spend the night, I think you’d prefer if Mark didn’t find us here in the morning.”

  She appreciated that he put Mark’s well-being above his. “I’m in unknown territory with him. I don’t want him to make any assumptions about—”