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by Raine, William MacLeod

  The young man's hands fell from her arms. Hard-eyed and grim, he looked her over from head to foot. The short skirt and smock of buckskin, the moccasins of buffalo hide, all dusty and travel-stained, told of life in a primitive country under the simplest and hardest conditions.

  Yet the voice was clear and vibrant, the words well enunciated. She bloomed like a desert rose, had some quality of vital life that struck a spark from his imagination.

  What manner of girl was she? Not by any possibility would she fit into the specifications of the cubby-hole his mind had built for Indian women. The daughters even of the boisbrulés had much of the heaviness and stolidity of their native mothers. Jessie McRae was graceful as a fawn. Every turn of the dark head, every lift of the hand, expressed spirit and verve. She must, he thought, have inherited almost wholly from her father, though in her lissom youth he could find little of McRae's heavy solidity of mind and body.

  "Your brother is of the métis[2]. He's not a tribesman. And he's no child. He can look out for himself," Morse said at last.

  [Footnote 2: The half-breeds were known as "métis." The word means, of course, mongrel. (W.M.R.)]

  His choice of a word was unfortunate. It applied as much to her as to

  Fergus. Often it was used contemptuously.

  "Yes, and the métis doesn't matter," she cried, with the note of bitterness that sat so strangely on her hot-blooded, vital youth. "You can ride over him as though you're lords of the barren lands. You can ruin him for the money you make, even if he's a subject of the Great Mother and not of your country. He's only a breed—a mongrel."

  He was a man of action. He brushed aside discussion. "We'll be movin' back to camp."

  Instantly her eyes betrayed the fear she would not put into words.

  "No—no! I won't go."

  His lids narrowed. The outthrust of his lean jaw left no room for argument. "You'll go where I say."

  She knew it would be that way, if he dragged her by the hair of the head. Because she was in such evil case she tamed her pride to sullen pleading.

  "Don't take me there! Let me go to father. He'll horsewhip me. I'll have him do it for you. Isn't that enough? Won't that satisfy you?"

  Red spots smoldered like fire in his brown eyes. If he took her back to the traders' camp, he would have to fight Bully West for her. That was certain. All sorts of complications would rise. There would be trouble with McRae. The trade with the Indians of his uncle's firm, of which he was soon to be a partner, would be wrecked by the Scotchman. No, he couldn't take her back to the camp in the coulée. There was too much at stake.

  "Suits me. I'll take you up on that. He's to horsewhip you for that fool trick you played on us and to make good our loss. Where's his camp?"

  From the distance of a stone-throw a heavy, raucous voice called,

  "'Lo, Morse!"

  The young man turned to the girl, his lips set in a thin, hard line.

  "Bully West. The dog's gone back and is bringin' him here, I reckon.

  Like to meet him?"

  She knew the reputation of Bully West, notorious as a brawler and a libertine. Who in all the North did not know of it? Her heart fluttered a signal of despair.

  "I—I can get away yet—up the valley," she said in a whisper, eyes quick with fear.

  He smiled grimly. "You mean we can."

  "Yes."

  "Hit the trail."

  She turned and led the way into the darkness.

  CHAPTER III

  ANGUS McRAE DOES HIS DUTY

  The harsh shout came to them again, and with it a volley of oaths that polluted the night.

  Sleeping Dawn quickened her pace. The character of Bully West was sufficiently advertised in that single outburst. She conceived him bloated, wolfish, malignant, a man whose mind traveled through filthy green swamps breeding fever and disease. Hard though this young man was, in spite of her hatred of him, of her doubt as to what lay behind those inscrutable, reddish-brown eyes of his, she would a hundred times rather take chances with him than with Bully West. He was at least a youth. There was always the possibility that he might not yet have escaped entirely from the tenderness of boyhood.

  Morse followed her silently with long, tireless, strides. The girl continued to puzzle him. Even her manner of walking expressed personality. There was none of the flat-footed Indian shuffle about her gait. She moved lightly, springily, as one does who finds in it the joy of calling upon abundant strength.

  She was half Scotch, of course. That helped to explain her. The words of an old song hummed themselves through his mind.

  "Yestreen I met a winsome lass, a bonny lass was she,

  As ever climbed the mountain-side, or tripped aboon the lea;

  She wore nae gold, nae jewels bright, nor silk nor satin rare,

  But just the plaidie that a queen might well be proud to wear."

  Jessie McRae wore nothing half so picturesque as the tartan. Her clothes were dingy and dust-stained. But they could not eclipse the divine, dusky youth of her. She was slender, as a panther is, and her movements had more than a suggestion of the same sinuous grace.

  Of the absurdity of such thoughts he was quite aware. She was a good-looking breed. Let it go at that. In story-books there were Indian princesses, but in real life there were only squaws.

  Not till they were out of the danger zone did he speak. "Where's your father's camp?"

  She pointed toward the northwest. "You don't need to be afraid. He'll pay you for the damage I did."

  He looked at her in the steady, appraising way she was to learn as a peculiarity of his.

  "I'm not afraid," he drawled. "I'll get my pay—and you'll get yours."

  Color flamed into her dusky face. When she spoke there was the throb of contemptuous anger in her voice. "It's a great thing to be a man."

  "Like to crawfish, would you?"

  She swung on him, eyes blazing. "No. I don't ask any favors of a wolfer."

  She spat the word at him as though it were a missile. The term was one of scorn, used only in speaking of the worst of the whiskey-traders. He took it coolly, his strong white teeth flashing in a derisive smile.

  "Then this wolfer won't offer any, Miss McRae."

  It was the last word that passed between them till they reached the buffalo-hunter's camp. If he felt any compunctions, she read nothing of the kind in his brown face and the steady stride carrying her straight to punishment. She wondered if he knew how mercilessly twenty-year-old Fergus had been thrashed after his drunken spree among the Indians, how sternly Angus dispensed justice in the clan over which he ruled. Did he think she was an ordinary squaw, one to be whipped as a matter of discipline by her owner?

  They climbed a hill and looked down on a camp of many fires in the hollow below.

  "Is it you, lass?" a voice called.

  Out of the shadows thrown by the tents a big bearded man came to meet them. He stood six feet in his woolen socks. His chest was deep and his shoulders tremendously broad. Few in the Lone Lands had the physical strength of Angus McRae.

  His big hand caught the girl by the shoulder with a grip that was half a caress. He had been a little anxious about her and this found expression in a reproach.

  "You shouldna go out by your lane for so lang after dark, Jess. Weel you ken that."

  "I know, Father."

  The blue eyes beneath the grizzled brows of the hunter turned upon Morse. They asked what he was doing with his daughter at that time and place.

  The Montana trader answered the unspoken question, an edge of irony in his voice. "I found Miss McRae wanderin' around, so I brought her home where she would be safe and well taken care of."

  There was something about this Angus did not understand. At night in the Lone Lands, among a thousand hill pockets and shoestring draws, it would be only a millionth chance that would bring a man and woman together unexpectedly. He pushed home questions, for he was not one to slough any of the responsibilities that belonged to him as father
of his family.

  A fat and waistless Indian woman appeared in the tent flap as the three approached the light. She gave a grunt of surprise and pointed first at Morse and then at the girl.

  The trader's hands were covered with blood, his shirt-sleeve soaked in it. Stains of it were spattered over the girl's clothes and face.

  The Scotchman looked at them, and his clean-shaven upper lip grew straight, his whole face stern. "What'll be the meanin' o' this?" he asked.

  Morse turned to the girl, fastened his eyes on her steadily, and waited.

  "Nae lees. I'll hae the truth," Angus added harshly.

  "I did it—with my hunting-knife," the daughter said, looking straight at her father.

  "What's that? Are ye talkin' havers, lass?"

  "It's the truth, Father."

  The Scotchman swung on the trader with a swift question, at the end of it a threat. "Why would she do that? Why? If you said one word to my lass—"

  "No, Father. You don't understand. I found a camp of whiskey-traders, and I stole up and smashed four-five kegs. I meant to slip away, but this man caught me. When he rushed at me I was afraid—so I slashed at him with my knife. We fought."

  "You fought," her father repeated.

  "He didn't know I was a girl—not at first."

  The buffalo-hunter passed that point. "You went to this trader's camp and ruined his goods?"

  "Yes."

  "Why?"

  The slim girl faced her judge steadily with eyes full of apprehension.

  "Fergus," she said in a low voice, "and my people."

  "What aboot them?"

  "These traders break the law. They sell liquor to Fergus and to—"

  "Gin that's true, is it your business to ram-stam in an' destroy ither folks' property? Did I bring you up i' the fear o' the Lord to slash at men wi' your dirk an' fight wi' them like a wild limmer? I've been ower-easy wi' you. Weel, I'll do my painfu' duty the nicht, lass." The Scotchman's eyes were as hard and as inexorable as those of a hanging judge.

  "Yes," the girl answered in a small voice. "That's why he brought me home instead of taking me to his own camp. You're to whip me."

  Angus McRae was not used to having the law and the judgment taken out of his own hands. He frowned at the young man beneath heavy grizzled eyebrows drawn sternly together. "An' who are you to tell me how to govern my ain hoose?" he demanded.

  "My name's Morse—Tom Morse, Fort Benton, Montana, when my hat's hangin' up. I took up your girl's proposition, that if I didn't head in at our camp, but brought her here, you were to whip her and pay me damages for what she'd done. Me, I didn't propose it. She did."

  "You gave him your word on that, Jess?" her father asked.

  "Yes." She dragged out, reluctantly, after a moment: "With a horsewhip."

  "Then that's the way it'll be. The McRaes don't cry back on a bargain," the dour old buffalo-hunter said. "But first we'll look at this young man's arm. Get water and clean rags, Jess."

  Morse flushed beneath the dark tan of his cheeks. "My arm's all right.

  It'll keep till I get back to camp."

  "No such thing, my lad. We'll tie it up here and now. If my lass cut your arm, she'll bandage the wound."

  "She'll not. I'm runnin' this arm."

  McRae slammed a heavy fist down into the palm of his hand. "I'll be showin' you aboot that, mannie."

  "Hell, what's the use o' jawin'? I'm goin' to wait, I tell you."

  "Don't curse in my camp, Mr. Morse, or whatever your name is." The

  Scotchman's blue eyes flashed. "It's a thing I do not permeet. Nor do

  I let beardless lads tell me what they will or won't do here. Your

  wound will be washed and tied up if I have to order you hogtied first.

  So mak the best o' that."

  Morse measured eyes with him a moment, then gave way with a sardonic laugh. McRae had a full share of the obstinacy of his race.

  "All right. I'm to be done good to whether I like it or not. Go to it." The trader pulled back the sleeve of his shirt and stretched out a muscular, blood-stained arm. An ugly flesh wound stretched halfway from elbow to wrist.

  Jessie brought a basin, water, a towel, and clean rags. By the light of a lantern in the hands of her father, she washed and tied up the wound. Her lips trembled. Strange little rivers of fire ran through her veins when her finger-tips touched his flesh. Once, when she lifted her eyes, they met his. He read in them a concentrated passion of hatred.

  Not even when she had tied the last knot in the bandage did any of them speak. She carried away the towel and the basin while McRae hung the lantern to a nail in the tent pole and brought from inside a silver-mounted riding-whip. It was one he had bought as a present for his daughter last time he had been at Fort Benton.

  The girl came back and stood before him. A pulse beat fast in her brown throat. The eyes betrayed the dread of her soul, but they met without flinching those of the buffalo-hunter.

  The Indian woman at the tent entrance made no motion to interfere. The lord of her life had spoken. So it would be.

  With a strained little laugh Morse took a step forward. "I reckon I'll not stand out for my pound of flesh, Mr. McRae. Settle the damages for the lost liquor and I'll call it quits."

  The upper lip of the Scotchman was a straight line of resolution. "I'm not thrashing the lass to please you, but because it's in the bond and because she's earned it. Stand back, sir."

  The whip swung up and down. The girl gasped and shivered. A flame of fiery pain ran through her body to the toes. She set her teeth to bite back a scream. Before the agony had passed, the whip was winding round her slender body again like a red-hot snake. It fell with implacable rhythmic regularity.

  Her pride and courage collapsed. She sank to her knees with a wild burst of wailing and entreaties. At last McRae stopped.

  Except for the irregular sobbing breaths of the girl there was silence. The Indian woman crouched beside the tortured young thing and rocked the dark head, held close against her bosom, while she crooned a lullaby in the native tongue.

  McRae, white to the lips, turned upon his unwelcome guest. "You're nae doot wearyin' to tak the road, man. Bring your boss the morn an' I'll mak a settlement."

  Morse knew he was dismissed. He turned and walked into the darkness beyond the camp-fires. Unnoticed, he waited there in a hollow and listened. For along time there came to him the soft sound of weeping, and afterward the murmur of voices. He knew that the fat and shapeless squaw was pouring mother love from her own heart to the bleeding one of the girl.

  Somehow that brought him comfort. He had a queer feeling that he had been a party to some horrible outrage. Yet all that had taken place was the whipping of an Indian girl. He tried to laugh away the weak sympathy in his heart.

  But the truth was that inside he was a wild river of woe for her.

  CHAPTER IV

  THE WOLFERS

  When Tom Morse reached camp he found Bully West stamping about in a heady rage. The fellow was a giant of a man, almost muscle-bound in his huge solidity. His shoulders were rounded with the heavy pack of knotted sinews they carried. His legs were bowed from much riding. It was his boast that he could bend a silver dollar double in the palm of his hand. Men had seen him twist the tail rod of a wagon into a knot. Sober, he was a sulky, domineering brute with the instincts of a bully. In liquor, the least difference of opinion became for him a cause of quarrel.

  Most men gave him a wide berth, and for the sake of peace accepted sneers and insults that made the blood boil.

  "Where you been all this time?" he growled.

  "Ploughin' around over the plains."

  "Didn't you hear me callin'?"

  "D'you call? I've been quite a ways from camp. Bumped into Angus

  McRae's buffalo-hunting outfit. He wants to see us to-morrow."

  "What for?"

  "Something about to-night's business. Seems he knows who did it.

  Offers to settle for what we
lost."

  Bully West stopped in his stride, feet straddled, head thrust forward.

  "What's that?"

  "Like I say. We're to call on him to-morrow for a settlement, you 'n' me."

  "Did McRae bust our barrels?"

  "He knows something about it. Didn't have time to talk long with him.

  I hustled right back to tell you."

  "He can come here if he wants to see me," West announced.

  This called for no answer and Tom gave it none. He moved across to the spot where the oxen were picketed and made sure the pins were still fast. Presently he rolled his blanket round him and looked up into a sky all stars. Usually he dropped asleep as soon as his head touched the seat of the saddle he used as a pillow. But to-night he lay awake for hours. He could not get out of his mind the girl he had met and taken to punishment. A dozen pictures of her rose before him, all of them mental snapshots snatched from his experience of the night. Now he was struggling to hold her down, his knees clamped to her writhing, muscular torso. Again he held her by the strong, velvet-smooth arms while her eyes blazed fury and defiance at him. Or her stinging words pelted him as she breasted the hill slopes with supple ease. Most vivid of all were the ones at her father's camp, especially those when she was under the torture of the whip.

  No wonder she hated him for what he had done to her.

  He shook himself into a more comfortable position and began to count stars…. Ninety-five, ninety-six, ninety-seven…. What was the use of stressing the affair, anyhow? She was only a half-breed. In ten years she would be fat, shapeless, dirty, and repellent. Her conversation would be reduced to grunts. The glance he had had at her mother was illuminating.

  Where was he?… One hundred eleven, twelve, thirteen…. Women had not obtruded much into his life. He had lived in the wind and the sun of the outdoors, much of the time in the saddle. Lawless he was, but there was a clean strain in his blood. He had always felt an indifferent contempt for a squaw-man. An American declassed himself when he went in for that sort of thing, even if he legalized the union by some form of marriage. In spite of her magnificent physical inheritance of health and vitality, in spite of the quick and passionate spirit that informed her, she would be the product of her environment and ancestry, held close to barbarism all her life. The man who mated with her would be dragged down to her level.