Report on Probability A
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Others, too, felt the sense of mystery. Corless sat alone on the hillside, guarding the manifestation, in hourly anxiety in case it went away as suddenly as it had come. Joe Growleth packed up before the usual late afternoon rush to New Jersey began, but throughout an evening spent with his two wives, Peggy so charmingly white, Sophie so charmingly black, he remained preoccupied. The two men took the little boy home but phoned the police and then wondered if they had done the right thing.
And there were watchers watching them, and they too had watchers, who also had watchers, and so on, and so on, in an almost infinite series. Every stage of watcher had a theory about the watched; every stage put something of its own passions into the watching.
Sitting quiet in her own room, the fingertips of one hand resting in her tawny hair, Mr. Mary’s wife sat at her own screen and regarded the cycle of universes as night closed in.
The interior of the garage was almost entirely obliterated by dark. The bulk of the car seemed to breathe out darkness. Only at the far end of the chamber did a blur of greyness appear, filtering down from the square window set in the loft. C stood and listened before he moved forward, feeling his way along the side of the car between the car and the south-east wall of the garage. He trod carefully, so as to avoid any puddles on the concrete floor. At the far end of the garage, he saw the skeletal shape of a wooden ladder, bolted upright against the wall and leading to a loft above the garage. He climbed the ladder and scrambled into the loft.
A square window was set in the wall by the top of the ladder. It was divided into four smaller squares, only three of which were glazed. Cold air blew through the unglazed square. Through one of the quarters of the window a cool breeze blew. C inserted a wet cube of wood into the gap.
Walking with his shoulders stooped, C proceeded to the other end of the loft. A square window overlooked the road. The window was divided into quarters, one quarter of which was unglazed; a cool air blew through it. Feeling on the floor below the window, C brushed with his fingers a cube of wood, which he picked up and inserted into the gap in the window. As he did so, he glanced out of the window. Across the road was a café with double windows. Lights shining through the windows lit the wide pavement outside. Through one of the windows could be seen a square table with a red and white squared cloth. The back of a chair protruded behind the table. Resting his hands on the back of this chair was a man; he stood there with shoulders slumped, looking through the window at the house opposite.
C turned away from the window. Along one side of the loft ran the dark shape of a canoe. Its hull reflected the light from the window in a blur. A tarpaulin lay across the boat. When he had pulled the tarpaulin off the boat onto the floor, C climbed into the boat and lay down in it. The seats had been removed from the boat and the well of it partly filled with wood shavings and blankets. C settled himself on top of the blankets, propping himself up on one elbow.
He felt in his right-hand trouser pocket, extracting a packet of cigarettes. He tore off the wrapping of the packet and threw the paper onto the floor. Opening the packet, he extracted one cigarette, sniffed it, and put one end of it between his lips. Having tucked the packet down beside him against the side of the canoe, he slid open the little drawer of his box of matches, selected one, and struck it on the side of the box.
As he lit the cigarette with it, the flame illuminated a very small picture stuck to the roof above C’s head. C cast his glance upwards at the picture. It was a coloured card found in a packet of tea, one of a series of twenty-four entitled Wonders of Nature. It depicted two snakes. One snake had caught the tail of the other in its mouth. At the same time, the second snake had part of the tail of the first snake down its gullet. The two snakes lay in a circle, their eyes gleaming; they were swallowing each other. C blew out a cloud of smoke at them.
He shook the match. Its burning end turned black, the flame faded and died. For a moment, a spark of red gleamed just beyond C’s fingers, then it also died. C threw the match down onto the floor of the loft. He leant against the crumpled blankets, propped on his left elbow. The end of his cigarette glowed more brightly when he inhaled its smoke.
The square window set in the rear wall of the loft slightly alleviated the darkness in which he lay. He looked through it as he smoked. The garden presented itself as a formless total blackness, from which the peak of an old building was raised, distinguishable against the lighter darkness of the clouds in the night sky. Below the peak of the building, punctuating the blackness of the garden, a glimmer of yellow light showed.
C continued to smoke the cigarette until it burnt his fingers. Without hurry, he leant over the side of the canoe and squashed out the stub of cigarette against he floor. He brushed his fingers together. He resumed his former position, lying back and propping himself on his left elbow. He let his head roll sideways until it rested against the metal of the roof, yawned, and continued to stare out through the window at the blackness of the garden.
Rainclouds drew over the sky, darkening it still further, until the peaked outline of an old nearby coach house was lost. A glimmer of yellow light, feebly showing in that direction, winked and was extinguished. C yawned again and continued still to gaze through the window at the blackness of the garden.
Forgetting his flock, the youth leant forward, so that her sturdy form touched his chest and arms. As she half-turned, her hair was against his cheek. He could smell the warmth of it and the scents of her body, which the sunny day released.
Nobody was near. The sheep could take care of themselves. Within his imprisoning hand, he could feel the doomed moth flutter. Her hand was raised towards it in a gesture of indecision.
She waited.
He waited.
Oxford, July 1967
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