by Tony White
And he was thinking that he wouldnt piss on that bitch if she was on fucking fire believe me. Thats how much him hate Ruji-Babes at that time. And he see Foxy-T come out of the shop all cheerful and hurry fe take one of them bag and help that little bitch Ruji-Babes. And he see Ruji-Babes stop and let Foxy-T take all the bag except some bunch of flower what Ruji-Babes was carrying. And he was just think that no way Foxy-T should help the bitch is it. Him sick a the way Foxy-T creep around and do whatever Ruji-Babes a say.
Zafar was thinking how much him like to ram them flower down the bitch throat. See how she like that eh.
He walk a bit closer until he could hear them talk. Ruji-Babes was going, ‘Come on T let me carry some of them thing yeah. Aint fair you carry all that man.’
Foxy-T was going, ‘No way man. I hate see you struggling with all them big box man. You is the brains init.’
‘I just hate it man though,’ says Ruji-Babes. ‘Cause you is always think of me too much and deep inside you is thinking “What about me? Who thinking about me?” init.’
‘When do I think them kind of thing?’ aks Foxy-T.
‘You is always think them kind of thing. And now you is think them thing over that Zafar and why I dont want him come live with us for good init.’
‘No way man,’ say Foxy-T.
‘I know you is. You gonna be right pissed off when him gone up Dagenham init.’
‘You reckon? I aint so sure man,’ was Foxy-T reply. ‘Time will tell init.’
‘Yes time tell alright,’ says Ruji-Babes. ‘Problem is you letting him treat you like a slag aint it. I dont know what you is thinking of man. You is set your sights pretty damn low if you let him treat you that way.’
‘I aint set my sights low man,’ says Foxy-T.
‘Yes you is. What else? Him just a boy init. Some little gangster him think. He taking you for a ride init. I know him say you the one man but I tell you him no respect you if you get marry. Boy dont know how is it. Him just want some kind of mother init. And him think you it. Cheeky fucker. I wouldnt want to be in your shoe man if you get marry.’
Foxy-T look down at her Reebok Classic and laugh and go, ‘Seen Rooj. They is too big for you for real.’
‘Us woman have fe stick together init,’ says Ruji-Babes and seem not to notice Foxy-T joke at first. ‘That youth,’ she go tut tut and shook her head. ‘He too big for him boot and thats for sure. Remember how him turn up like he own the place?’
‘We aks him fe stay in the first place though Rooj init,’ says Foxy-T.
‘We didnt have no choice the way I seen it. I tell you man that Zafar really wind me up. Why you let him treat you this way?’
‘I dont let him treat me no way man. Dont fret yourself about that little boy. Neither him nor you is gonna treat me no way.’
Foxy-T was speaking soft but there was a sharpness to what she say.
‘Oh I see,’ says Ruji-Babes. ‘Its my fault. I might a guess init. Is you try fe hurt me with all this foolishness? Is that it?’
Zafar catch him breath when him hear this init. All this time Zafar was stand outside T&T Mobile and listen but them never once look him way. Just Ruji-Babes and Foxy-T standing outside the E-Z Call. The light from the window was shining on there faces and Ruji-Babes pull open the door fe let Foxy-T carry all them box in the shop.
Well believe me after him hear all that he see thing clearer now. Zafar always been a good listener and a bit quiet most of the time. And now him well curious fe check how Foxy-T was like bait Ruji-Babes. This give him a edge he reckon init and when you add it to the way Foxy-T never tell Ruji-Babes when him aks her fe marry. She no want fe share them thing with Ruji-Babes is it. But even see Foxy-T bait Ruji-Babes it dont make him feel no different about her is it him still hate that bitch way he seen it. But boy let me tell you him feel more than ever that him want that Foxy-T. Him want her real bad man. Like she and him got some special link and feel like they was maybe marry already only in secret. Zafar feel this with a big rush in him gut man like him just smoke some extra wicked spliff.
Shit man Zafar was near to praying that Foxy-T would take him up on him offer. Like they could get marry in like January or something. Couple of month. Not long man. And this show a bit how Zafar was maybe a bit young for him age. Fe true him could probaly get some girl down the Mulberry or whatever. Few of them girls on the Bigland was easy man everybody fuck like Lisa and shit. They was right slags and nuff brother fuck them in the past and he still have Lisa number init. But Zafar feel him grown out a them type a girl now because him just feel the need fe marry Foxy-T quick then fuck her later. Perhaps because Foxy-T gay or whatever him feel they couldnt just fuck. Fe true she was too old fe come on him type of runnings just she always would be wait for him back home. Whereas other girl maybe Zafar fuck in the past was generally slags what you would just fuck then fuck off home init. So he was thinking marry her quick then fuck her slow then worry about everything else another time. Or perhaps he should just play it cool and maybe she would like stay up tonight and not go upstairs just because like Ruji-Babes want fe go up to bed or whatever. Maybe Foxy-T would like stay up with him just fe spite Ruji-Babes. He just wanted to get her tits out man and stick him hand down her knicker. Feel how wet him make her pussy. Zafar was getting hard man just think about it. He want to get her out of them trackie bottom and polo shirt or fleece or whatever. Them boyish clothes init. And see her like a woman. Shit man Foxy-T got beautiful tits. Not like Ruji-Babes little sharp tits that is barely there at all. Her tits like little stones or something init. Not like Foxy-T who would definitely have them big full heavy tits. He just wanted to put him cock between her big tits and see her suck him cock while him just squeeze them big tits like that. Believe me man Zafar blood a boil up with all them thought. Him well angry init and no want fe see them two yet so him go back down Bigland fe check him spar still there.
It was well cold now and he zip up him jacket and wish he was wear that thief jacket instead of this thin little jacket. That would be nuff warm that Gucci man. As he walk past the stairwell of them flat there he see some little youth a huddle around and when him pass one a them is hold up some massive three skin spliff and when this youth see Zafar check it him just laugh and say, ‘Nice init!’ Zafar dont usually have no time fe them schoolboy but him cant help but laugh too is it.
When him reach back at the car park there Shabbaz have him sound system on init and that sound system well loud believe me. The other car there was Rankys Escort and the two of them Shabbaz and Ranky is sit there inside Shabbaz car and smoke some spliff. When they see him come up Ranky reach back and open the back seat init. So Zafar get in that warm car and sit down. Things have mellow down since him leave half a hour ago init. Shabbaz pass him some little spliff. They was listening to some mellow tune man and just chilling there and Zafar skin up a couple more spliff while him sit there. Till they was well mash up. Then Ranky say him must split and get out the car and they is all, ‘Laters’. And Zafar get out and just take a stroll nice and easy fe clear him head.
He walk along Shadwell and see a load of bright light around them boarded up blocks. There was like buses and vans and shit and a light on top a crane which was well massive man. Nuff people stand there too init. Some like posh white woman in a puffa jacket was stand with headphone on and drinking tea out of polystyrene cup and some white guy was there and all. Like maybe thirty forty people. Some guys was just chat on there mobiles. Other people with like them clipboards and that. Next to one of the buses was a load a people standing and smoking while inside the bus was like a cafe init not like a normal bus with seats and that this one just have table and chair inside. And then he see some like camera there and all. On like a little crane. And them boarded up flat was all lit up like it daytime init. Only nothing was happen. Perhaps they finish already or was just setting up fe do some filming or whatever him no know. There was plenty people watching from the footbridge up Watney Market and down the grass near the DLR an
d tube. There was also a couple a police stand there init but they aint pay attention to him and he stand and watch with everyone else for a bit. But nothing happening is it and him get bored a stand there in the cold and wait just in case they gonna do something so him figure walk on by. And him walk down neath the bridge pass the Crispy Cod and onto Cable Street. The cool night air was sweet and the streets was noisy with car sound system and plenty people just chilling and them bus like the D3 and the 100 going pass with all them lights on and Zafar feel well easy and refresh. Him ready fe go back up E-Z Call now.
When Zafar walk up them stair and open the door in to the flat there him get the shock of him life. Man could see him well mash up from the way him eyes was shine and because him stroll out in the cool evening air him cheek them red and all. He walk in and stand there for a second and because him a bit stoned him feel him stand there a bit too long init. He still have that jacket on and he feel like a total stranger like him no belong in this place no more. So he look at them two girl a sit round the kitchen table and for a second him feel well out of it believe me. What give him this shock was that Foxy-T a change. Them fleece and trackie bottom gone and instead she a wearing like some shiny T-shirt got tiger stripe on it and a pair of well tight jeans. Not even that she was wear them kind a jean like you see what have got the waist band cut off so they is like all fray and well low down upon her hips. With like some loose belt slung round her pussy. She look well wicked. He just stand there for a bit longer now with him mouth open practicly. He wouldnt have been more surprise if she growed a beard or something. Fe true she only a change her clothes init but to Zafar she seem like a different woman like she totally change inside and all.
‘Shit man you look wicked T,’ he say. ‘You dress up man. Me never expect.’
Foxy-T look up a bit embarassed then smile and say ‘What you think I should wear Zafar?’
‘Them usual trackie bottom and a fleece or whatever. Usual stuff man.’
‘Thats my work clothes init.’
‘I thought you wear that kind of thing all the time man. Aint that just cause you feel comfy in it or whatever. I just never think I see you in this type a thing is it. Suits you man.’
‘I dont like fe wear them kind of thing after work Zafar.’
She was well embarass though he could tell from the way she pour him a glass of water out the jug and he notice that she had her nail done and all. So where her finger nail was normally short now they was long and all paint up or whatever with glitter and that. He sat down at the table now but he couldnt stop look at Foxy-T. He just check her once then check her again then check her again still man.
Ruji-Babes was just sit there quiet and poke her dinner with her fork. But Zafar never even seen her man. Like she was not even in the room init. Even while him break off a piece of bread and eat it man he never took him eyes of Foxy-T. Him never even drink him glass of water.
‘Shit man you is well different,’ he said eventually.
‘Fucks sake man,’ Foxy-T say well embarassed. ‘Anyone would think I change into a pig or something.’ And with that she get up and walk over to the oven. Then she open the door and like squat down to look at them foods in there. Him could see the shape of her hip and leg or whatever the way them jean a cling to her body. He could see that seam pull tight up her arse and the top a some like lacy G-string poke up over the top of her jeans. Shit man that Zafar really couldnt believe him eyes now. She look really like a woman even though she was a woman he knowed that already for real but he never see her look quite so much like a woman as she did then is it. But when she stand up and say, ‘No they aint quite ready is it,’ he nearly choke upon him bread. He could like see her tits and everything and believe me him never look so close at a woman body through her clothes like he did now.
It was like she land from outer space or something. This wasnt the Foxy-T that Zafar knowed. This wasnt the Foxy-T that he saw earlier on in her usual trackie bottom and polo shirt and fleece and Reebok Classics. It was like even in him wildest fantasy he never really figure that she really look like this under them normal clothes she wear. It was like even all them time he wank over Foxy-T he never really guess what she look like. Then it just hit him like that that this is what a woman is yeah. Like soft and with a gorgeous arse and hip and just some few clothes between you and there pussy. Like he could just slip them jeans off and all she got to do is open her legs and she can give herself to him. He never thought of woman in that way before. Even ones he like got off with or fucked in the past.
The fact that she only would have to slip off them jeans for him to fuck her and knowing that she want fe do exackly that suddenly make Zafar feel well strange. It was like she make the runnings now and like she after him not the other way round like before. Zafar feel like him fucking her was what she expect of him now.
‘Its like a funeral in here man aint no one gonna say nothing?’ aksed Ruji-Babes finally. Zafar turn and look at her like he just notice she was there. The way he look at her make Ruji-Babes hate him even more than she already did.
‘What you talking about a funeral Rooj? What kind of thing is that to say man? I was just day dreaming init.’
But when Foxy-T say this she remember her dream from a couple a nights back about Ruji-Babes in a coffin made out of mango crate.
‘Let me guess,’ says Ruji-Babes. ‘You wasnt dreaming of a wedding by any chance?’
‘Maybe.’
‘Was you dreaming of are wedding?’ aksed Zafar.
‘Dunno Zafar. Maybe I was. I dunno.’
Foxy-T was feeling a bit shy now for real. There was something about wearing them clothes and shit that make her feel a bit quiet anyway. But also it make her feel like she totally naked. Perhaps just because she wasnt use to it I dont know. But right then Foxy-T a feel like she not wearing no clothes at all. Like she was being a bit forward or something.
This was Friday night init which mean next day was Saturday when Zafar was going up Dagenham. And for a bit once Foxy-T dish up there dinners and they had a bit of food inside them they talk about them things. Arrangement like what time him leaving and all that. And them small matters take all a there minds off what they really thinking about. For a bit it feel like all them trouble of the past weeks was disappear. Like they was just good friend chatting quietly about this and that. Ruji-Babes didnt say much is it but she seem cool or maybe she just pure relief. Perhaps this was because she knowed that Zafar was going in the morning. Like she see the light at the end of the tunnel.
When Foxy-T clear up the dishes and start washing up they all help wipe up and whatever and Ruji-Babes was making a bit of a effort to be nice because in spite of everything and hating Zafar for what he done she still feel like sorry for him.
Zafar all this time was just wait till Ruji-Babes go to bed and get out of him hair but he was polite enough and all cause now him feel she nothing init. And they all took there drinks in the sitting room fe sit and watch TV but there was no sign of her going to bed yet. None of them a talk much now either them all just watching telly. But probaly none of them could a tell you what programme they was watching. It was like they was just watching the pictures and hear the sound but not putting them together into nothing and all just alone with there thought or whatever.
After what feel like hours Foxy-T look up and aks Ruji-Babes what time it is.
Ruji-Babes look at her watch and say, ‘Twelvish.’
Zafar look up from the telly but dont say nothing.
‘Bed time init,’ say Foxy-T.
‘You said it girl,’ say Ruji-Babes.
‘I’m freezing man,’ says Foxy-T. ‘Shall we have a hotty? I’ll put the kettle on.’
‘Nice one T,’ say Ruji-Babes.
In a bit Foxy-T fill up the hot water bottle and take it upstairs. She probaly plumping up them pillow and that Zafar thinks. Ruji-Babes dont move but just sit there listening to Foxy-T moving around upstairs. She was probaly do the same thing Zafar was init. Proba
ly imagine what Foxy-T doing up there.
Zafar think maybe she a go say something but she never and after a couple of minutes with Ruji-Babes sit there like that Foxy-T come back down again and say, ‘You coming then.’
‘Yeah in a minute man,’ say Ruji-Babes. But she sit there for like ten minute and not move at all. Foxy-T give up wait in the doorway like that and she come back in and sit down again.
Zafar was sit there in front of the telly still but he wasnt even pretend to watch it now. He just look at them two and see that something have fe give and he figure he might as well make some kind of move init. Since he going tomorrow he aint got nothing fe lose now is it.
‘I’m just gonna check the yard,’ he say. ‘Get some fresh air. You go come T?’
Foxy-T look up like she never hear someone say her name before. ‘You aksing me?’ she say.
‘Yeah man come on it be good to get some fresh air init. Aint too cold neither.’ The sound of him voice have different effect on them two girl believe me. To Foxy-T it sound close and exciting like she can almost feel it upon her skin. To Ruji-Babes though it sound like the teacher scrape him finger nail down a blackboard in school. ‘Go on T,’ he say again. ‘Just for a minute man.’
