You're My Little Secret

by Chenell Parker

  “I don’t know. Why?” I asked.

  “I have some free time. Kennedi is going with Tiffany and her mama to some kind of convention until tomorrow. It’s some kind of finance thing.”

  “Well, I guess I’ll go to my cousins,” I replied.

  “So you want me to come at the same time?” He asked.

  “Yeah, that’s cool,” I said. Two months had passed since Dominic and I first had sex and we couldn’t get enough of each other. We never missed a day unless I was on my cycle. If we were pushed for time, we would just do it in his truck. He didn’t know it yet, but he had really created a monster.

  “You think you’re ready to take the driving test?” He asked me.

  “Yeah, you think I’m ready? And be honest,” I told him.

  “Yeah, I think you’re ready. We can go Monday, I’ll go into the office a little later,” he said causing me to smile. I swear if he wasn’t already taken I’d be asking him to be mine. I parked the truck around the corner from Candace’s house and got out. Dominic hated when I parked around the corner and walked at night, but I knew for a fact that my cousins were home.

  “Get in so I can drive you around the corner,” he said with a frown. I wanted to argue, but I just did as I was told.

  “Park a few houses down and watch until I go in,” I said when we turned on their street.

  “You need me to bring you anything when I come back?”

  “No, I’m good. I’ll see you later,” I said as I leaned over and kissed his lips.

  ***

  “Oh, shit Brook, I’m about to cum,” Dominic screamed as I bucked on top of him like a wild cowgirl. He’d been here for about an hour and I was pulling all of my tricks out of the bag. We even used some of the toys that I snuck and purchased from the fantasy lady. Candace and Co-Co were so caught up in the strippers, they never even notice that I was gone. I paid close attention to what she was saying when she was there and it seemed to be working. The tightening my muscles technique worked the best. Dominic went crazy whenever I did that and I loved it.

  “Stop screaming before somebody hears you,” I whispered.

  “Stop doing what you’re doing and I’ll stop screaming,” he said almost out of breath. I lowered myself all the way down on his erection and grinded into him slowly.

  “Damn baby, wait wait....” he stuttered. Of course, I didn’t listen. I lifted myself all the way up and slammed down hard. After doing this a few times, I watched as Dominic’s eyes rolled behind his head until he finally exploded.

  “Girl you must be trying to kill me,” Dominic panted completely out of breath. His breathing was rough and irregular like he was running instead of having sex.

  “You need some water boo?” I asked him while laughing.

  “Yeah, you got me feeling dehydrated and shit,” he admitted. I got up and grabbed my short pink robe from the arm of the chair. I cracked the door slightly to make sure nobody was in the hall. I knew for a fact that Co-Co had company, but I didn’t know about Candace. Once the coast was clear, I made my way to the refrigerator and grabbed two bottles of water. Before I made it back to the room, I ran right into Kyle as he eased out of Candace’s room.

  “Two bottles of water, huh Brook? That’s a lucky man. You sure that’s not my brother in there?” He said while undressing me with his eyes.

  “Hell no, that’s not your brother. And aren’t you here for my cousin anyway?” I snapped while closing my robe tighter.

  “We can keep it in the family. I know it’s good, Kevin already told me how sweet you taste,” he said licking his lips.

  “Fuck you Kyle. You keep playing with me and I’m going to make my brothers tag that ass,” I said right before I walked into the room. As soon as I opened the door I was forcefully pulled inside.

  “You fucked Kevin?” Dominic said as he got in my face.

  “What, are you even listening to yourself? You were my first so how could I have slept with him?” I asked with my hand on my hip. The frown that once graced his face was replaced with a thoughtful look.

  “Yeah, alright, but something must have happened with y’all. His brother wouldn’t have said that shit for nothing,” he said looking at me.

  “Dominic just let it go. That was a long time ago,” I said.

  “I knew it! I knew that nigga was more than just your friend,” Dominic said while repeatedly pounding his fist into his hand.

  “No, he’s not. It’s not even what you think,” I said sounding aggravated.

  “Well, tell me, I want to know what happened between y’all.”

  “I don’t feel like discussing that right now,” I said.

  “Well, I feel like hearing about it so start talking,” he demanded. After telling him everything about me and Kevin, he still had a million questions. I was honest with my answers, but that seemed to piss him off even more.

  “I don’t trust his ass. I knew that nigga was feeling you,” he fumed while pacing back and forth.

  “I can’t believe you’re acting like this. It’s not even that serious, but thanks for ruining my night,” I said getting into the bed. He kept pacing the floor until he decided to sit on the edge of the bed.

  “I guess since I was your first I just can’t picture you with nobody else.”

  “I don’t want to be with nobody else,” I replied honestly. I crawled to the edge of the bed and wrapped my arms around his waist.

  “Is it wrong for me to feel like I’m falling in love with you?” I asked him seriously.

  “Nope, but I know I’m dead wrong for feeling the exact same way,” he replied. Under different circumstances, I would have been happy to hear him say that. Since he would soon be another woman’s husband, it didn’t mean anything to me right now. I had one more trick to show him and now was the perfect time.

  “Lay back,” I told him right before I walked back to the refrigerator. He was still sitting up in the bed when I returned.

  “I told you to lay back. Don’t ask why, just do it,” I said before he had a chance to protest. When he followed my orders, I pulled his underwear off and tossed them to the floor.

  “Don’t be scared, but this is going to be cold,” I said. I took the top off of the whipped cream and sprayed some all over his manhood.

  “What the hell are you doing Brook?” He asked as he saw the cream covering his pole.

  “No questions, just let me work,” I answered. I was nervous, but not enough to change my mind. I thought about everything I was told and remembered the books that I read. I even pulled up a few videos on my phone just to get a few pointers. Hopefully, it was as easy as they made it seem. After dropping to my knees, I opened my mouth wide and took in as much of Dominic as I could. He gasped, but I didn’t know if it was from shock or pleasure. I didn’t have to wonder too much longer.

  “Fuck!” He yelled while I licked him like I was a professional. “Oh shit, Brook that feels good,” he panted.

  The sweet taste of the whipped cream really helped me to get into it. Dominic had a handful of my hair in his hands as he yelled out in pleasure until he thought about something.

  “Hold the fuck up,” he said as he stopped me. “Where did you learn to do that shit? What kind of games are you playing Brooklyn?”

  “You can’t be serious right now. You always want to try some new shit, but you get mad when I do it. Either you want it or you don’t,” I spat angrily.

  “Okay, I’m sorry, I want it,” he said as he lay back down and positioned my head where it was before. And he didn’t lie, he really did want it. I just didn’t know that he would want it all night.

  CHAPTER 17

  KENNEDI

  Things seemed kind of strained with me and Dominic after I lost the baby, but thankfully we were back on track now. I was so hurt about losing another baby that I lashed out at everybody. My anger was reserved for my mother, but I needed her too much to unleash it all on her. Dominic and I were saving money for our wedding, but we probably wouldn
’t have to use it. In order to have things go her way, she was willing to foot the bill for the entire thing. My father is also contributing which is the reason I’m meeting him for breakfast right now. I was seated at a corner table at his country club waiting for him to arrive. I love my father to death and anytime I spend with him is always cherished. We don’t always get along, but things have been good between us lately.

  “Hey sweetheart,” my father said when he walked up to the table.

  “Hey daddy,” I spoke back as I stood up to hug him. When he sat down, we ordered our food and started talking.

  “I’m sorry to hear about the baby Kennedi,” my father said solemnly.

  “Thanks, daddy, I appreciate it,” I smiled.

  “How are Dominic and his family doing?” He asked.

  “They’re fine. My mama told me that she had an altercation with him and his brother the day I miscarried. Can you believe she started her foolishness right there in the hospital? I asked.

  “Nothing that Karen does surprises me. If you don’t step in she’s going to run Dominic away the same way, she did me and her other husbands.”

  “I’d die before I let that happen. I love Dominic too much to let her ruin our relationship,” I said honestly.

  “Don’t back down Kennedi. You’re a grown woman and you should be able to make your own decisions. Your mama is miserable and she wants to make everybody else miserable.”

  “I know, she’s even mad because I want to take Dominic’s last name,” I told him.

  “Of course she is since she’s been married a million times and never changed hers,” he replied with a chuckle.

  My mama refused to change her name whenever she got married. As a result, I didn’t even have my father’s last name. I didn’t care what she said, I was taking my husband’s last name no matter how mad she got. I spent a few hours talking and enjoying my father’s company. Before he left he assured me that he would spare no expense when it came to my wedding. That was music to my ears. I wasn’t going to let Dominic know that yet because I would still need to use his money for something else.

  As soon as I got in my car my phone rang displaying Tiffany’s phone number.

  “Hey girl,” I said once I answered.

  “Hey, are you coming over today?” She asked me.

  “I didn’t plan on it, why do you ask?”

  “Well, your man and his brother are coming over so I just figured that you would be joining them. Bryce is grilling even though he neglected to tell me. I had to overhear him talking on the phone,” Tiffany complained. “This is my first time hearing about it too. I’m just pulling up to my house so let me go talk to Dominic,” I said.

  “Okay, let me know what’s up,” she said before hanging up.

  As usual, Dominic’s music greeted me long before he did. He didn’t seem to care, but I cringed every time I had to hear that crap. I didn’t see him downstairs so I made my way to the second floor. I faintly heard him talking over the music, but it was hard for me to make out what he was saying. When I opened the door to our bedroom, he was sprawled out on the bed with the phone up to his ear. The part that struck me as odd was the huge smile that was plastered on his face.

  “Let me call you right back,” he said when he saw me standing in the doorway.

  “What’s up baby?” He asked as he walked up and kissed me on my cheek.

  “Nothing, who were you talking to?” I asked.

  “That was David,” he said, but for some reason I didn’t believe him.

  “You didn’t tell me that we were invited to Bryce and Tiffany’s house,” I told him.

  “It’s not really an invite, he just asked if me and David wanted to come over and play cards with him and his brothers. I didn’t think you wanted to come,” he said.

  “It sounds like you don’t want me to come,” I said defensively.

  “Please don’t start with that shit. You are more than welcome to come if you want to.”

  “If you don’t want me to come just tell me,” I pouted sitting down on the bed. He walked over and sat down next me.

  “Yes Kennedi, I want you to come with me,” he said grabbing my hand.

  I smiled because I knew that he could never say no to me. I pulled him into me for a kiss that would, hopefully, lead to something more. Dominic and I hadn’t had sex in a few weeks and that was strange to say the least. The last time we did have sex he complained the entire time. Either I wasn’t moving enough or I wasn’t moving at all. When trying different positions didn’t work, he wanted me to give him oral sex. I declined and that was the end of our sex session.

  “Make love to me,” I whispered in his ear. He broke the kiss and looked me in my eyes. He didn’t say anything, but he stood up and unbuckled his pants. Once he had them undone he pulled down his underwear and exposed his erection. After taking off his shirt, he laid back on the bed.

  “Come get on top,” he instructed me. I looked at him strange, wondering how I was going to turn him down this time. I started having sex at a young age, but I wasn’t very experienced at it. Lying on my back always worked when I was a teenager, but I was a grown woman now trying to please a grown man. Dominic had been with plenty of other women so he knew what he liked. Instead of me telling him that I didn’t know what I was doing I just pretended to dislike everything or get an attitude for nothing. Being the highly sexual man that he was, it was having a negative effect on our relationship.

  “Come on baby, let me show you,” he said. I stood up and pulled my dress over my head. After removing my underwear, I climbed into the bed with my fiancé. Without hesitating, he grabbed me and positioned me over his manhood. He lifted me slightly and lowered me down, instantly filling me up. He felt so good. I don’t know what took me so long to come around.

  “Move Kennedi,” he said slapping me on my ass. I gyrated slowly, but he stopped me after I moved a few times.

  “No, move up and down,” he said showing me what he wanted. “Find a rhythm and stick with it.” I tried to do what he said, but the look on his face told me that I still wasn’t doing something right. He tried to guide my movements and even that didn’t help. After a few more minutes, he told me that he was cumming and that was the end.

  Two hours later we were sitting in Bryce’s backyard. Dominic claimed that it was just supposed to be him and David along with Bryce and his brothers, but that’s not what I saw. Bryce’s parents were here as well as Candace and her brother. She didn’t bring Nadia and I was happy for small favors. Brooklyn and her friend Kevin were here and his brother Kyle and just arrived. Brooklyn was running around showing everyone her newly obtained driver’s license while Kevin followed her like a puppy. She was a very pretty girl and I could see why he was feeling her.

  “I’m so proud of you Brooklyn,” her mother kept repeating. Bryce, on the other hand, wanted to know how she went about getting it done without anyone’s help. I kept watching Dominic to see if he was watching her, but he was behaving. I noticed how close she and David seemed to be and I wondered if something was going on between them. It was becoming so obvious that I had to ask Dominic. I waited until he finished his card game and dragged him out front.

  “Is something going on with David and Bryce’s sister?” I asked him. He had a perplexed look on his face when he answered me.

  “No, why would you even say something like that,” he said with more bass in his voice than needed.

  “What’s the attitude about, I was just asking,” I snapped.

  “And I just answered. I can’t believe you dragged me out here for that,” he replied nastily.

  “It must be true seeing as how you’re getting all upset. I’ve never seen him let nobody else drive his car, but he handed her the keys with no problem.” Brooklyn asked to use David’s car to go to the store and that was all it took. He handed her his keys with no questions asked.

  “That’s that man’s car, he can let whoever he wants drive it. You sound like you’re mad,�
� he said.

  “I could never be mad. I just asked a question and you just blew up. She’s too young for him anyway.”

  “But that’s his business Kennedi. That has nothing to do with me or you,” he said calmer than before.

  “Whatever Dominic, I know not to ask you anything else,” I said leaving him standing out front.

  As mad as I appeared to be, I was actually relieved. At first, I thought it was Dominic who liked her, but it was David all along. Even though it wasn’t my business, Brooklyn was still way too young for David. But as long as it wasn’t Dominic, I really didn’t care.

  CHAPTER 18

  DOMINIC

  I was sitting on Bryce’s front porch getting high as a kite. Not only did Kennedi just piss me off, Brooklyn was doing the exact same thing. That nigga Kevin was following her around like a dog in heat and I couldn’t say anything. I couldn’t even threaten her with my eyes since Kennedi was watching my every move. Then she had the nerve to ask me if Brook and David were messing around. She would die if she found out the truth. It wasn’t David who was falling in love with her, it was me. My girl had finally gotten her driver’s license and she was excited about it. When David let her use his car to go to the store that nigga Kevin hopped right in the passenger’s seat. I was heated, but I had to play it off.

  “What are you doing out here by yourself?” David asked me.

  “Smoking until my lungs tell me it’s enough,” I replied.

  “Here, I fixed you a plate,” he said handing me some food.

  “I’m good, you can eat it,” I waved him off. I didn’t even have an appetite right now I was so mad.

  “Damn lil brother, what’s wrong with you?”

  “I never put my hands on a woman before in my life, but I swear I feel like choking the life out of Brooklyn’s ass,” I said heated.