My Deepest Desire (Hidden Desires)

by Dane, Sanya

  Zander traces the embellishment with his finger, “These are beautiful.”

  Naira begins to say thank you but gasps as he squeezes one stiff nipple. He gently bites her producing a whimper. Zander lifts his head giving her a devilish smile, “I wonder how many sounds I can get you to make.”

  Naira shakes her head, “No. That wouldn’t be fun.”

  Zander sucks her nipple into his mouth; Naira shivers, her body arches pushing against his lips. She moans as he continues kissing up her chest and neck, tugs on her earlobe with his teeth. He fists his hand in her hair and pulls it, causing her keen, her pussy wet with her arousal. Zander leans back to rub two fingers over Naira’s slick lips. Alarmed Naira pleads, “Please don’t.”

  Seeing the fear in her eyes, Zander says, “Shh sexy, it’s okay but we will talk about this later. Are you okay with me using my mouth?”

  Zander can’t help but laugh when Naira answers with an enthusiastic, “Absolutely!”

  He asks, “Do you want to me to fuck you?”

  Naira nods her head yes, when Zander just stares at her she replies, “Yes sir.”

  “Do not come, if you do I won’t fuck you.” Zander kneels on the bed prompting her to widen her stance. He grabs her ass cheeks and drives his tongue into her. Naira wails, Zander looks up at her, “Not a sound unless it’s to ask a question or say your safe words. What are your safe words?”

  Naira blinks her eyes trying to clear her head so she can respond, “Yellow to pause and red to stop.”

  Zander licks his tongue through her pussy lips. He sucks the flesh into his mouth before plunging his tongue back inside her. Naira squeaks and Zander slaps her pussy, the sting heightening her pleasure and reminding her to keep quiet. He lightly suckles her clit. Gradually increasing the suction he taps her ass to match the pressure. When Naira is just about to say fuck it and let go Zander stops and stands. Naira opens her mouth the words, What the hell, on the tip of her tongue. Zander’s eyebrow raises and she closes her mouth. He unties her telling her to lie down and hold on to the top of the mattress. He steps off the bed to get something out of his wallet, Naira watches as he drops his boxer briefs. She admires the size of his dick as he climbs on the bed. She notices that although Vincent is a bit longer, Zander is thicker. The thought of taking both men at the same time makes her squirm.

  Zander opens the gold square and rolls on the condom before placing his thick head at her opening. He kisses Naira as he steadily slides into her snug dripping pussy. When he feels her sticky juice on his dick he says, “Come whenever you want.”

  Naira feels stuffed. Zander’s girth is consumes all the space in her cunt. Her body is blazing and she’s so closing to coming she can feel it in her toe nails. Zander slowly pulls out then slams back into her. Naira screams as every nerve in her body explodes, her body locking down on Zander. He thrusts in and out of her, the tight spasms of her body causing a spark at the bottom of his cock that bursts ripping through his body. The last thing Naira thinks before she passes out is, Damn the bed is soaked.

  ****

  Naira slowly awakens to the smell of coffee and bacon. She remembers going to sleep in Zander's arms but she no longer feels him in front of her. Instead there is a body against her back, the arm over her waist clutching her against a solid chest. She wonders if there is a body against her back, then who the heck is in her kitchen. Naira opens her eyes the grumble of her stomach confirming that she wasn’t dreaming the scent of food. As she tries to think of a way to roll over stealthily Vincent says, "Good morning Beautiful.”

  Naira turns her head to look into his eyes, “Good morning Blue Eyes. What are you doing in my bed?”

  Vincent smirks, “I called Zander to check on you when I got off my shift. He told me to come over so you’re not alone when he leaves for work.”

  “Overprotective much?”

  “When it comes to you? Yes.”

  Naira turns back around attempting to get out the bed, distracting herself from the caring she sees in his eyes. Vincent’s thick arm holds her in place as she struggles to get up. When his arm doesn’t move Naira turns her head to look at him again. The moment she looks in his eyes Vincent’s lips slam down on hers. Not breaking the kiss, he rolls Naira to her back. When she whimpers Vincent lifts his head, “I’m sorry baby.”

  He gently kisses her bruise thinking he hurt her, “I just need to know you’re okay.”

  Naira slides her hand into his hair and asks, “Then why did you stop?”

  Vincent kisses her long and hard. As he slides on top of her Naira becomes conscious of the fact that they are both naked. She slides her right leg up to his hip and hooks her foot over his thigh. The feel of her moist lips clasping his massive staff is too much for him. His mushroom shaped crown is perched upon her clit. He growls, “I have to take you baby and it’s not going to be gentle.”

  Naira reaches in her end table then hands Vincent a package. Seconds later he fits his plump head to her opening, her position allowing him to slip deep into her. Shivering in pleasure Naira says, “Take me however you need to”.

  Vincent drives himself deep into her, Naira’s back arches from the bite of pain mixed with tremendous bliss. He swallows her soundless scream as he drives into her again and again. She wraps her other leg around his waist lifting her hips into each thrust. Electric bolts shoot through her body causing Naira’s muscles to tighten. Her inner walls contract strengthening Vincent’s feverish lunges. He hits Naira’s deepest spot holding himself there when she screams, her already tight canal squeezing until Vincent roars shooting his essence deep inside her.

  After they finish gasping for air, Naira looks at Vincent with a huge smile, “Feel better now?”

  Still inside her Vincent kisses her on the lips then her bruise, “Yes, what about you?”

  “Right as rain.”

  Zander walks in, “Okay you two it’s time for breakfast.”

  Vincent pulls out of Naira rolling onto his back. “Morning Z.”

  “Good morning V.” Zander helps Naira out of bed. He kisses her breathless, “Good morning baby.”

  “Good morning GQ. Did you feed my cat?”

  “Yes the princess has been feed.”

  Naira smiles, “Thank you, I’m gonna to take a quick shower before I come eat.”

  Zander gives her a quick peck, “You’ve got ten minutes.”

  Naira showers, pulls on a pair of boyshorts and a tank top then walks into the kitchen. Vincent and Zander are sitting at the kitchen nook eating while watching cartoons. There is a third plate covered waiting for her. As she sits Naira says, “I see you’ve made yourselves at home.”

  One of Zanders eyebrows goes up, “Is that a problem.”

  Naira shrugs her shoulders, “Only time will tell. Thank you for taking care of me last night. Vincent thanks for patching me up.”

  Zander replies, “You’re welcome.

  Vincent says, “Just don’t make it a habit.”

  Naira takes the cover off her plate, “I won’t make any promises.” She looks at the dish of eggs, bacon and toast. “Thanks for breakfast.”

  Zander replies, “It’s not fancy but it’s edible.”

  Naira gets up to take a knife out of the block on the island. She sits down and picks up a peach from a bowl on the table. After cutting up the peach she lays a few slices in all of their plates, “Now it’s fancy.”

  Zander smiles as Naira begins to eat. He waits for her to take a few bites before saying, “You have a beautiful house.”

  Naira looks at him suspiciously, “Thank you.”

  “Four bedrooms, three bathrooms, living room, den and dining area. You also have an office, patio, two terraces, a game room and a pool.”

  “You’ve been busy this morning, but you left out the gym and basketball court.”

  Both Zander’s eyebrows go up.

  Vincent looks at her with enthusiasm, “Really! I love to play basketball.”

  Naira doesn’t sa
y anything she just continues to eat.

  Zander continues, “So?”

  With annoyance in her voice Naira asks, “So what?”

  Sensing the change in atmosphere Vincent responds, “I think what my nosy brother is trying to say is, you have a lavish home.”

  Naira shrugs her shoulders, “I do.”

  Not ready to let it go Zander asks, “How much is it worth?”

  Naira sighs in aggravation, “Are you looking to buy it? If not, why the hell do you need to know how much it costs? This is the reason I don’t let people in my house. Why are you always asking so many questions? I understand wanting to get to know someone but your questions are really invasive.”

  Zander places his hand over one of hers, “I’m sorry, occupational habit. V and I intend to buy a house once we can take some time off from work. Any help you can give us would be appreciated. Your house is amazing. It looks as though it may be little out of our price range though.”

  She takes a deep breathe releasing her tension, “I’m sorry too, trust is sometimes very difficult for me to give. Honestly, we probably would not have made it this far if you guys didn’t know Dante. I got a good price for the house. I can introduce you to my realtor when you guys are ready to shop.”

  Zander opens his mouth to ask another question but Vincent looks at him and quickly shakes his head no. Instead, Vincent says, “That would be great. I usually look online, that’s where I found the apartment we’re in now. We just wanted something fast and convenient.”

  Naira shakes her head, “I had just graduated from San Diego Tech when I saw the for sale sign. I was lucky that the seller was moving to Hollywood and wanted to close quickly. I had a full scholarship to SDT which gave me a chance to save half the money my parents left me when they passed away and I invested the other half.

  Naira walks into the kitchen to wash the dishes and sees Vincent and Zander look at each other. Turning on the sink she says, “I prefer people to ask questions straight out rather than them beat around the bush.”

  Vincent asks, “What happened to your parents?”

  “Car accident.”

  Zander and Vincent look at her but Naira continues washing the dishes. Out the corner of her eye she sees them watching her. She looks up at them. “Please understand, I don’t like to feel like I’m being taken advantage of and I cherish trust, honest and loyalty above everything else.”

  Vincent walks over to her, kissing her on the bruise then her lips he says, “I can respect that.”

  Naira hugs him; Vincent leans against the counter as he spins Naira around to lean against him. She tilts her head looking at Zander, “And how do you feel about that, Can you respect that?”

  Zander doesn’t speak for a little while; Naira can picture the cogs in his head spinning. Finally he says, “I will do my best to be straight with you.”

  Naira can tell there is something he isn’t saying but she just nods her head, “Okay.” She smiles, “I know a great way we can all explore this trifecta we’re forming.”

  The brothers look at each other then at Naira intrigued. Vincent asks, “What’s your idea Beautiful?’

  With a doe like bat of her eyes she replies, “I think we should go to Eclipse tomorrow.”

  They both look at her and smile. Naira looks at them coquettishly, “That is if you both are available.”

  The brothers’ nod their heads in agreement, Zander adds, “That can definitely be arranged.”

  Naira says, “Good, we can take Leah with us.”

  Vincent frowns, “Speaking of Leah, why didn’t you want her to know Dante owns Eclipse or that it’s a BDSM club?”

  “Leah and Dante have history. If I tell her Eclipse is a BDSM club she’s going to know it’s Dante’s and she may not go. She needs the release, I just need to find someone for her to play with while she’s there.”

  Vincent replies, “If you think that’s for the best, fine. Now for the big question, will you give me a tour of your house?”

  Naira playfully rolls her eyes, “I suppose.”

  She takes both men on a tour of the house pointing out not only the different rooms but also art work and other collectibles she owns, giving them more insight to who she is.

  They are like kids in a candy store when she shows them the game room. She pushes a button and an entertainment system with a 60 inch T.V. and various game consoles are revealed. The living room rivals a small movie theater with surround sound. After checking out all the rooms in the house, Naira shows them the backyard. The pool sits at the far end across from the back door. Teal and cream wicker sofas, loungers and arm chairs are spread about in little clusters that form a half moon around a large metal fire pit. Against a wall to the right separating the house from the side of a hill is a large handmade barbecue grill with a gazebo. Fifteen feet away from the grill is a bar with its own gazebo. Lastly in-between the grill and the seating area is the entrance to a private basketball court.

  Vincent inquires, “Naira your house is so beautiful, why don’t you ever invite people over?”

  Naira catches herself before she shrugs her shoulders, “Various reasons. I don’t want people inquiring on how expensive my house is or wondering how I can afford everything I have. Plus, I guess I figure if I keep it to myself no one can ever ruin it for me.”

  Zander asks, “What happened to make you so guarded?”

  She smiles sadly, “That is not a story I’m ready to tell.”

  Zander looks as if he wants to push the subject but Vincent shakes his head warning his brother not to.

  Naira says, “I have to get ready for work.”

  She heads to her bedroom and they listen for her door to close. Vincent looks at his brother angrily, “You better tell her what’s going on because if she finds out she’s going to be pissed.”

  Zander runs his hand through his hair, “I can’t. You know I can’t.”

  “What I know is if you don’t tell her and she finds out she’ll see it as a betrayal and we can both say good bye to her. If I lose her because of you, we’re going to have a problem. I have the day off so I will spend it with her.”

  Vincent goes to the kitchen to finish his coffee leaving his brother to look out the back door.

  ****

  Naira is sitting in Le’Bistro waiting for Leah to meet her for lunch. She’s beginning to get concerned because Leah is twenty minutes late and Leah is never late. She looks up from the menu and smiles as Leah struts into the restaurant.

  Naira says, “I already ordered our usual. What happened I was starting to worry?”

  “Why do you always order then keep looking at the menu?”

  “Because unlike your little size 10 behind, my size 16 requires more work. I order my salad and then look at the things that I would like to eat. This way when I go food shopping I can buy the things from the other dishes I can eat and make my own rendition of it.”

  The ladies discuss weight loss until the waiter brings their salads and leaves. Naira asks, “Now back to my original question, why were you late?”

  Leah sighs, “Remember that associate I was telling you about, Javier, he’s still making me want to pull my hair out.”

  Naira nods, “Yeah. I saw him talking to you at Nicole’s party. Jasmine isn’t helping; I thought she usually runs interference for you”?

  “She does, well did.”

  “Did, what happened?”

  “She caught me and Javier kissing last night.”

  Trying not to laugh Naira asks, “What?”

  “I don’t want to talk about it.”

  “Don’t want to talk about it my tail feathers, you better tell me something.”

  Leah rolls her eyes, “Jasmine, Javier and I were working late last night. Jas left and I was packing up to leave when I got into an argument with Javier over my”, she makes quotes with her fingers, “control issues. He said I’m demanding, I informed him that wanting something done right is not being demanding. Javier said his wo
rk is always right I just nitpick so I told him if he wants to wear big man pants he should act like it. That’s when he kissed me.”

  “And what did you do?”

  “He is a 6 feet tall Adonis what do you think I did? I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him back. That’s when Jasmine walked in to get her cell phone, said oh shit then turned and left.”

  “What happened today when you went in?”

  “Besides him announcing that he is leaving to start a firm with a friend of his, nothing.”

  “Aww Le, I’m sorry to hear that. Why don’t you try talking to him?”

  “It’s no big deal. I said he was fine but I didn’t say I wanted to date him. I don’t even think I’m his type. Every girl I’ve seen him with looks like a model. I think he kissed me just so he wouldn’t choke me.”

  “Oh please, any man would be lucky to be with you. I think you need new glasses or something”

  Leah dismisses Naira’s comment, “Enough about me, what I want to know is how your and Zander’s dinner date went last night. Don’t think I didn’t notice that mark you tried to cover up or Vincent trying to hide in the corner. What’s going on?”

  Naira shakes her head, “We never made it to dinner. Short version, that jackass Jared tried to rob me last night…”

  “What!”

  Naira waves her hand, “Yeah, I smacked him around but he accidently hit me as he slapped the floor hence the mark but, I’m no worse for the wear.”

  “What the hell was he thinking?”

  “I’m not sure. He said I got him fired because I called about that incident the last time he was in the shop. He also said I turned Angel against him like that was ever going to happen again. In any event Zander showed up just before the police and scared the crap out of him then the police arrested him. It was a huge scene.”

  “Why didn’t you call me? I would have come to stay with you last night.”

  “I was doped up. Zander took me to the hospital and Vincent patched me up. He also gave me some meds that stopped the pain and knocked me out. Zander stayed with me last night. When I woke up Vincent was there too.”