My Deepest Desire (Hidden Desires)

by Dane, Sanya

  Leaning her head off the table Naira opens her mouth as wide as she can. She slurps Zander’s thick cock deep into her throat, her position allowing her to take more of him. She curls her tongue around him reveling in his clean taste. The feel of titanium under smooth soft satin increases her need to consume him. Zander wraps his hand in her hair growling, “Shit!” when she flexes her throat around him.

  At the same time Vincent pulls the chair up to the table. He pushes Naira’s legs open and sticks his tongue in her pussy. He and Zander hold her down as she jerks from the bolt of electricity rushing through her.

  In the mood to play, Naira pops him out of her mouth to lick the vein on the underside of his shaft. She tongues his balls then deep throats him again. She swallows so that her cheeks sink in and form a tight suction caressing the sides of Zander’s dick. He says, “I don’t know what the fuck you do are doing, but do it again”.

  Naira smiles like the Cheshire cat, her eyes so glossy with delight that she can barely see. Just as she slides Zander out and back into her mouth Vincent slides forward on the chair. He lifts one of Naira’s legs over his shoulder and sucks her clit into his mouth. She screams causing Zander’s dick to go further into her throat. Vincent sucks her clit into his mouth, continuously rubbing his tongue in the space under her clit ring. Naira hallows her cheeks around Zander, his balls tighten and his cock explodes. Naira swallows his orgasm, her body still bucking against Vincent’s face.

  Vincent looks at Zander as he stands. Naira hears the crinkling of wrappers before she is lifted and Vincent slowly shoves deep into her. She yells “Shit!” Her tight pussy grips Vincent as she tries to whine her waist into him. He and Zander hold her still while Zander presses his dick into her ass. They know Naira needs the bite of pain to increase her pleasure and to force her to give them control. Naira feels like she’s going to burst; the carnality of the moment is multiplied when Vincent and Zander begin to move. Naira screams, “Fuck!”

  The pressure of two huge hard dicks plunging in and out of her is like nothing she’s ever felt before. She crosses her arms behind Vincent’s neck to keep from letting go. She can feel them both rubbing against each other inside her and that ratchets up the hedonism of the moment. Naira can feel herself losing control but the sensation of fire flowing through her veins is so strong that she can’t think straight. She flexes her pussy and ass muscles around Vincent and Zander making an already strained fit tighter. They keep stroking deep into Naira causing starbursts of pleasure to flood all three of them. As her walls start to ripple around them Vincent says, “Come for us Beautiful.”

  Naira’s walls contract and her body combusts. She drags Zander and Vincent with her, her body milking them dry. They stand there for a little while gasping for breath trying to recover when a man approaches them. He whispers in Vincent’s ear, “My friend that was quite a show. I’d say you have about five minutes before everyone in this room is begging to fuck you three. Naira recognizes the voice of the club owner, without opening her eyes she says, “Hi Dante”.

  He smiles, “Hi Sweetie”.

  He gives Zander a key and says, “Take her to my office so you all can freshen up”.

  Dante begins to walk away then says, “By the way Naira, I love the jewelry.”

  Naira smiles, Zander snarls at Dante who laughs as he walks away.

  Vincent picks Naira up and carries her to Dante’s office as Zander follows. They wash up then go back to the main room to wait for Leah. They sit on the couch Naira and Leah were sitting on earlier. A little while later Dante escorts Leah up from the dungeon and she has an odd look on her face. Naira asks her, “Le, are you okay?”

  Leah snaps to attention and answers, “Yes, I’m fine. Are you guys ready to go?”

  Naira replies, “Yeah, whenever you are.”

  Naira looks at Vincent and Zander; they get up and Vincent wraps his arm around her waist. She reaches for Leah’s hand as they say goodbye to Dante then head out the door.

  In the car Leah asks if they can take her home and she’ll pick up her clothes from Naira another time. Naira asks if she’s sure she’s okay. Leah tells her she’s just exhausted and wants to go to sleep. Naira still feels a little uneasy but they drop Leah off then go home.

  While they get ready for bed, Naira asks, “Do you guys think Leah is okay?”

  Zander says, “I’m sure she’s fine baby. I know she’s your best friend and you worry about her but she can take care of herself.”

  “I know she can, but be sure, I will do physical harm to J if he hurt her.”

  Vincent walks up behind Naira and hugs her. He says, “You are so sexy when you’re threatening people.”

  Naira laughs then turns and kisses him. He squeezes her and says, “Seriously Beautiful, I’m sure Leah is fine. It was her first time in a while, that’s probably all it is.”

  “Maybe you’re right.”

  Naira kisses Zander; she sleepily crawls into the middle of the huge bed and slides under the cover. Vincent and Zander get in on each side, both draping an arm over her. Vincent says, “Thank you.”

  Naira asks, “For what?”

  Vincent replies, “For being brave enough to trust us.”

  Zander asks, “Can you be brave a little longer?”

  Naira yawns, “Brave how?”

  Vincent inquires, “Why do you want a relationship with two men?”

  Naira’s eyes blink as she tries to keep them open, “So I never feel alone.”

  Zander questions, “Why did you leave your family?”

  “Because my aunt wanted me too.”

  “Why?” Vincent asks.

  As she drifts off Naira says, “She felt that was the best way to save her marriage.”

  Chapter Nine

  Naira drags herself out from in-between Zander and Vincent so she can go to the bathroom. She stretches out her sore muscles, delighting in the tingles in places she didn’t know she had. Naira uses the bathroom then goes to the kitchen to feed Cheeky and make breakfast. It had become a routine for her over the past few weeks that the guys had been there. A half hour later, Vincent and Zander walk into the kitchen to a delicious smell. They kiss Naira good morning then take the plates of spinach and tomato omelets with bacon she offers them. She brings her plate and a pot of coffee to the table that already has toast butter and jam on it. She fills up everyone’s coffee cup while trying to hide a smile. Vincent and Zander look at the blank T.V. the remote, and then back at the blank T.V. Finally Naira says, “Here” while handing the remote to Zander. The look of relief on their faces when Zander turns on the television and cartoons play across the screen is so funny Naira has to laugh.

  Vincent looks at Naira, “Are you laughing at us?”

  “Yes, you two are adorable.”

  Zander looks at her, “Adorable? What are we puppies?”

  “No, you are sexy, over-protective, fine as hell men who look adorable watching cartoons.”

  Both Zander and Vincent lean towards her for a kiss. She kisses them then they all go back to eating their breakfast. As they eat Naira looks through the mail she picked up the night before. Coming across a letter from her aunt, she quickly opens and reads it. Vincent and Zander notice Naira is quiet and looks over at her. Her mouth is hanging open as she stares at the letter. Zander asks “What’s wrong?”

  Naira contemplates whether to tell them then says, “My aunt has an un-operable brain tumor. She wants me to come see her.”

  Vincent looks at Zander then asks, “What can I do? Do you need anything?”

  Naira shakes her head, “I appreciate it, but I don’t think there’s anything you can do.”

  Zander asks, “Are you going to go?”

  “I don’t know. I haven’t seen or heard from her in a decade. In all honesty I don’t want to think about it right now. I’m going to take a shower.”

  Naira gets up and goes into her bedroom. She heads straight to the shower and sets the water to the temperature she wants.
She takes off her clothes, steps in the shower then sits on the floor and cries.

  After Naira leaves the room Vincent looks at Zander, “What are you doing?”

  “My job?”

  “Your job! Really!” Vincent takes a deep breath, “You are about to fuck up every ounce of trust she has given us.”

  “She’ll understand.”

  As Vincent starts gathering the dishes off the table he says, “She won’t.”

  He puts the dishes in the dishwasher then goes into the bedroom. He calls Naira’s name asking if she’s seen his cell phone. When she doesn’t answer he walks into the bathroom and sees her sitting on the floor with her knees pulled to her chest and her hands over her face. Vincent jumps in the shower not bothering to take off his boxers. He pulls Naira into his arms, “I’m so sorry about your aunt baby.”

  Naira doesn’t say anything she just leans into his chest allowing his touch to comfort her. When they exit the shower and get dressed Zander is already dressed having showered in one of the other bathrooms. He tells them he got a call to go into the office so he has to leave. He kisses Naira and tells them he’ll see them later. Naira and Vincent finish dressing and Vincent leaves for the hospital.

  Naira re-reads the letter then calls Leah to inform her of what’s going on with her aunt. She hopes Leah will answer since they have been playing phone tag since they went to the club. When Leah picks up she tells her to go back to Brooklyn stating that if Naira’s aunt dies and she didn’t go see her she won’t forgive herself. Naira thanks Leah for her advice and tells her that when she gets back they can have lunch and Leah can talk to her about what happened the night they went to Eclipse.

  An hour later Naira is waiting for boarding to start so she calls Vincent, “Hey Beautiful.”

  “Hi Blue Eyes, I just wanted to let you know that I’ve decided to go see my aunt and I’m getting on the plane right now.”

  “Do you want some company? I can leave work now, go home to pack and be there in an hour.”

  “No I’d rather do this by myself but thank you. I’ll call you when I get there.”

  “I love you.”

  Naira pauses slightly stunned by the strength of his words. She whispers, “I love you too.”

  It’s been so long since Naira has said that to anyone, the last person being her sister, but it feels right in her heart.

  Vincent says, “No matter what happens from here forward remember you said that.”

  The announcement for boarding starts and Naira says goodbye to Vincent then gets on the plane.

  Vincent calls Zander who had told him a half hour before Naira called that he had been instructed to fly to New York for some complications in a case he is working on. Zander doesn’t pick up which Vincent figures is because he’s on the plane, so he leaves a message. “Z, I don’t know how Naira fits into the case you’re working on but she’s on her way to Brooklyn to see her aunt. Find her and tell her what’s going on.”

  ****

  Six hours later Naira walks into her aunt’s hospital room. She places her suitcase in a corner and sits down in an empty chair next to the bed. When she touches her hand her aunt opens her eyes. Naira can’t help but cry when her aunt smiles and tears fall down her cheeks. The intense chemo treatment shows from the short hair cut her aunt has instead of the long brown locks Naira remembers.

  “I’m sorry.” Naira’s aunt says as the machines around her start to beep. Naira moves out of the chair to give room to the doctor and nurses that rush into the room. They work around Naira seeing that her aunt won’t release her hand. After a little while they stabilize her and she drifts into a comfortable sleep still holding Naira’s hand.

  As the nurses leave the doctor asks who Naira is. A woman walks in the room saying, “She’s my sister.”

  The doctor nods his head, shakes Naira’s hand and leaves.

  Not sure what to say Naira slips her hand out of her aunt’s and stands up, “Hi Imogen.”

  Imogen rushes over to Naira hugging her tight, “I’m sorry, I didn’t know. All these years I was so upset with you and so mean to you and I didn’t know.”

  Naira hugs her sister back, tears streaming down both of their faces. Once they stop crying and let each other go Imogen pulls a chair next to the one Naira had just vacated. They both sit down and Naira asks, “Who told you?”

  “Aunt Dina, when she found out she had the tumor and how little time she had left. At first I thought it was because of the deterioration of her brain. She would say things that didn’t make sense sometimes or be very lethargic. Then one day she mumbled something about doing you wrong and not fighting for you. Shortly after, a cop showed up with the DA saying they were investigating, and I hate to call him this but, Uncle Jack for multiple murder charges. That’s when Aunt Dina told me that she asked you to leave.”

  Naira looks at her sister horrified, “When did this happen?”

  “All within the past few of months, it’s been a media circus. They even assigned two federal agents as liaisons for Aunt Dina and me. Here’s one now.”

  Zander steps through the door and freezes when he sees Naira and Imogen sitting next to their aunt’s bed. He hears Imogen say, “Here’s one now.”

  Naira raises her head and sees Zander standing there looking at her. Imogen says, “Naira this is Agent Zander Kincaid. Agent Kincaid, this is my sister Naira Cahill.”

  As her temper sky rockets Naira excuses herself and leaves the room. Zander follows her calling her name but Naira keeps walking, she sees the elevator closing and runs to catch it. She slides through the doors just before they close leaving Zander on the other side. To Naira’s aggravation the elevator stops on every floor between the 6th where she got on and the first floor. She attempts to calm down some but her anger flares all over again when the doors open and Zander is standing there.

  Stepping off the elevator Naira says, “Don’t say shit to me!”

  She moves around him. Zander tries to take her hand but Naira snatches it back.

  “Naira let me explain.”

  “Explain what, that you were trying to use me to find out about my family. To find out if poor little Naira was abused growing up. I knew you had reasons for asking all of those questions but never did I think it was for something like this.”

  “Just let me explain.”

  “I meticulously keep track of what goes on here. There is no way I shouldn’t have known about this. Imogen said this started a few months ago which would put it around the time I met you and Vincent. Am I right?”

  Zander pleads, “Yes, but it wasn’t my intention to use you. I just wanted to close this case. I wanted to do what’s right and protect you.”

  “Doing what’s right Zander would have been telling me who you really are, what you’re doing and saying you could use my help. Not fucking me, pretending to care for me then trying to explain once you’ve gotten caught. It damn sure is not interfering with information about my family. This moment is why I stick to casual sex every now and then with someone I know. Thank you for the reminder.”

  Naira starts walking away when Zander reaches for her hand again. She glares at him, “If you touch me again you’re going to have to arrest me for assault on a federal agent. I’m going for a walk. When I return I going to sit with my aunt and sister, unless it’s business Agent Kincaid, you have nothing to say that I want to hear. I’d imagine your superiors would frown on you screwing a potential witness.”

  As Naira walks towards the cafeteria Zander snarls, “Fuck!”

  Turning the corner to the cafeteria hallway Naira stops to pull out her phone. When the other line picks up she asks, “Did you know?”

  Vincent sighs, “I knew you had something to do with what he was working on, but I don’t know how. I encouraged him to tell you about was going on. What happened?”

  “He’s leading an investigation in which my uncle is being indicted for multiple murders. Why didn’t you tell me?”

  “Shit!”


  “From what I gather, he wants to know if prior to his apparent psychotic break, whether my uncle molested me.”

  “Oh fuck. I know I shouldn’t ask this and God help me if the answer is yes but were you?”

  Naira is silent for a while then asks, “What would you do for your brother because I would do anything for my sister.”

  “What do you mean?”

  Naira doesn’t hear Vincent’s response as she turns to see Imogen standing behind her and says, “Shit.” She says into the phone, “You should have told me.” She hangs up the phone while Vincent is still talking.

  “Would you like some coffee?”

  “Don’t try to change the subject Naira, what did you mean?”

  “That never did work on you. Let’s get some coffee and sit down.”

  They get their coffee and sit at a table in the cafeteria. Naira asks, “How have you been? How’s your modeling going?”

  “I’ve been fine. How did you know about my modeling?”

  “Even though we didn’t have any contact it doesn’t mean I didn’t keep track of you.”

  “I’m so sorry.”

  “Don’t be sorry for something you knew nothing about and couldn’t control.”

  “What did you mean by what you said on the phone?”

  “Just before Aunt Dina asked me to leave I recorded Jack trying to coerce me into having sex with him. After Aunt Dina asked me to leave I told him about it, using it as leverage to protect you from him.”

  “Why didn’t you tell me?”

  “Because you were fifteen and this is something no child should have to experience. I made sure you were okay that’s all that mattered to me.”

  Imogen leans forward to hug Naira, “I’ve missed you.”

  Naira smiles, “I’ve missed you too.”

  They finish their coffee and head back upstairs.

  Zander hangs up from informing his boss about Dina’s health and Naira arriving in New York. Just before calling his boss Zander saw that Vincent left him a message him so he listens to it. After listening to the message he feels worst because not only is Naira upset with him but he knows Vincent is too. He tries to call Vincent but only gets his voicemail.