My Deepest Desire (Hidden Desires)

by Dane, Sanya

Naira catches herself mid-shrug, “I don’t want to speak to them.”

  Sitting back a little Leah says, “You shrugged your shoulders.”

  Confused by the comment Naira responds, “Yeah, so?”

  “You only shrug your shoulders when you want to avoid or are scared of something.”

  Naira stares at Leah for a moment then says, “They lied to me.”

  “They love you.”

  “Le, they hurt me.”

  “Ara, they just wanted to protect you.”

  “What if it’s not forever?”

  “What if it is?”

  “I don’t see you fighting your fears,” Naira immediately feels guilty when Leah winces. She says, “I’m sorry Leah.”

  “It’s okay, you’re right. But this conversation is not about me.”

  Naira doesn’t say anything else she just turns heard head to look out the dining room window. Knowing when Naira gets like this she has to appeal to her reasonable side Leah says, “What did you tell me when you bought this house?”

  Naira looks at her, “I have to change some of the glass because there’s too much and I don’t want to get murdered?”

  “And what did I say to you.”

  “You really have issues.”

  Leah tries not to laugh, “After that.”

  “Get an alarm system and a dog instead of putting up unnecessary walls.”

  “Exactly, this is the same. You love them and you’re afraid. It’s okay to be scared but don’t allow that fear to cheat you out of what’s been your heart’s desire for so long. Some people may not understand why you want two men in your life but I get it. You want to always know that you’re loved and feel protected. Let them know that’s what you need from them.”

  Cheeky jumps into Naira’s lap, she just sits there quietly stroking her. Leah decides to leave her to think. She gets up telling Naira good night. As she reaches the door Naira says, “Thank you for taking care of Cheeky while I was gone.”

  “You’re welcome.

  Twenty minutes after Leah lives Naira’s doorbell rings. She ignores it but a minute later she hears it open and can only role her eyes when she hears the voices coming toward her. She makes a mental note to pluck Leah in the throat next time she sees her as Vincent and Zander walk in to the dining room.

  Zander almost shouts, “You could have picked up your phone you know?”

  One of Naira’s eyebrows goes up, “Yeah, I could have.”

  Vincent says, “We were worried about you. Are you okay?”

  Always unable to control her ability to respond to Vincent’s tenderness she replies, “I’m sorry you were worried about me. What are you two doing here?”

  Vincent sits down across from her at the dining room table and Zander sits next to her. Zander asks in a calmer voice, “Are you okay?”

  Naira answers, “I’m as fine as I can be. What are you doing here?”

  Vincent replies, “Leah told us we should come see you. She implied that you needed us even if you aren’t willing to admit it.”

  “Sometimes Leah should mind her business.”

  Zander says, “Do you really want to ruin everything we have over this. You should feel…”

  Naira interrupts, “Don’t even think to tell me how I should feel Zander. Do you know what it’s like to grow up just wanting to help those you love? Only wanting to be the best person you can be, be the best role model for your sister you can be. To just want to protect yourself and your family and be told to leave because you not wanting to be molested was causing unwanted waves. To live a life where you control every intimate relationship you have until you meet two men who force you to risk your heart and you find out it’s all a lie.” Now near tears she yells, “Don’t you dare tell me how to feel!”

  Vincent takes a sit on the other side of Naira. He hesitantly takes her hand, his touch helping to calm her. Zander leans forward saying, “Baby, I am so sorry for lying to you. Please believe that I only did it because I thought it was the best way to protect you. Everything I’ve read about and seen from you says you’d going running into a burning building to help someone. As much as I admire that about you, I couldn’t let you do it. I was sent here for the specific purpose of gaining information about you to see the type of person you are and if you’d be willing to help. If so, I was to bring you back to New York. As much as I love my job, I love you more and I couldn’t stand the thought of you revisiting even a modicum of the pain I know you went through.”

  Naira sits with her eyes closed not saying a word. Zander lifts her head when tears fall from her cheeks to her shirt. He looks at Vincent unsure whether he should continue, Vincent motions for him to keep talking. Zander wipes her tears saying, “Baby talk to me.”

  Naira looks in his eyes and says, “What if I fall for you and you change your mind? What if down the road the two of you decide you don’t want me anymore?”

  Vincent wraps his arms around her waist, but knowing Naira needs reassurance specifically from Zander, he waits for his brother to respond. Zander leans closer to Naira and lightly kisses her lips then says, “Don’t you know you are everything thing to us? We came to San Diego just for you.”

  Naira gets angry and tries to pull away from Vincent so she can stand up, “We’ve already established that you came here for the case.”

  Zander shakes his head no, “They gave me this assignment because Vincent and I were already moving out here.”

  Vincent explains, “Dante saw us at a party in New York six months ago and said he knew the perfect woman for us.”

  Zander continues, “He said she’s beautiful, funny, intelligent, sexy and has the biggest heart you will ever find in someone.”

  Vincent adds, “He also said she’s been hurt by an unknown factor so you need to handle her with care. Granted, my bother fucked that part up.”

  Zander rolls his eyes, “Thank you for that. Dante ended with, but if you can earn her trust and her heart you will have the woman made to complete both of you.”

  Naira looks a little surprised, “Dante said that?”

  Zander shakes his head yes as Vincent replies, “He knew we were looking for one woman we could both love and who would love us back.”

  Zander smiles, “Someone who would respond to our sexual needs. There is no doubt in our minds we have found that woman in you.”

  Naira asks, “What if something comes up that you’re not ready for?”

  Vincent says, “We’re ready for anything.”

  Zander pulls out a box; opening it he shows her an engagement ring. Naira is enchanted by the three platinum intertwined hearts with a two diamond in the middle. She doesn’t hear Zander until the second time he asks, “Marry us?”

  Naira looks away from the ring to the sight of Vincent and Zander now kneeling side by side in front of her. She stares at them as she states, “I’m pregnant.”

  The brothers look at each other then back at Naira. In unison they jump up and lift Naira into the air. They both yell, “We’re having a baby!”

  Naira laughs as they hug her while rubbing her belly. Vincent asks, “How far along are you?”

  “Almost five weeks.”

  Zander and Vincent look at her a little confused and Zander asks, “When did you find out?”

  “Yesterday, I’ve been feeling nauseous the past few days. I attributed it to the trial but when I still felt sick Imogen got me an appointment at her doctor. She wanted to make sure I was okay to fly.”

  Vincent tries to recall five weeks ago then it clicks, “The club?”

  Naira shakes her head in acknowledgment of the occasion. Zander remembers, “But we used condom.”

  Naira says, “Yes, yes we did. Welcome to my world where Murphy’s Law is often in effect.”

  Vincent responds, “This baby is a gift. I don’t care about the circumstances surrounding the conception I just care that it’s ours.”

  Zander nods his head, “Agreed. Sorry to tell you Naira but if you though
t we were over-protective before you have no idea what you’re in for.”

  Naira smiles, “I’ll tolerate it to a certain extent and then I’ll taser you.”

  Vincent coughs to cover his laugh, “You are so violent.”

  Naira tips her head to the side as if to think about it, “Yeah I am, but I’m actively working on it.”

  Vincent kisses her, “I cherish you.” He rubs her stomach, “Both of you.”

  Zander kisses her, “We cherish both of you”.

  Naira holds her left hand out while smiling, “Yes”.

  The guys look at her a little surprised but Zander quickly puts the ring on her finger. Vincent tells her, “This means no matter what Zander says or does to piss you off you can’t get rid of us and you can’t run, okay?”

  Naira cups the side of Vincent’s face, “Okay. You know, I think we should seal this agreement by consummating our engagement”.

  Vincent pulls Naira against his chest as he kisses her. Zander slides her dress up over her stomach and kisses the skin just above her belly button. Vincent tugs the dress over Naira’s head. Naira smiles, “What are you going to do to me?”

  Zander looks up, “We’re going to play a game. Don’t you want to learn how to tell if a guy or guys like you?

  Naira looks a little confused then it clicks and she plays along. “I do b-but, I thought it would be a verbal lesson and I didn’t know it would be both of you.”

  Zander says, “It’s easier to show you then tell you. We want to show you how attractive we find you.” He strokes the back of his hand across her cheek. “Will you let us show you?”

  Vincent adds, “We’ll take it slow and if you don’t like something we’ll stop, okay.”

  Naira looks at them; she bats her eyes with innocence, “Okay”.

  Vincent tips her head back kissing her again and walking her towards the living room. Naira moans into his mouth enjoying his taste, Zander plays with her nipples causing her body to tremor. He slides her panties off then motions for Vincent to sit down with her. Vincent guides Naira onto his lap, her legs straddling his. He opens his legs displaying her sweet center. Zander growls at the sight of Naira’s clit ring, Vincent looks down her body at the twinkling jewel, “You are so sexy”.

  Naira leans her head to the side of Vincent’s body. She pulls his head to her breast with one arm and pulls Zander towards her lower lips with the other.

  Zander wipes his finger through her cream, “Damn baby, you’re so wet.”

  He laps his tongue through her pussy consuming her sweetness. The combination of Zander’s tongue and Vincent’s teeth on her nipple cause Naira’s legs to shake. She whimpers as Vincent switches breasts and Zander slips two fingers deep into her. Vincent sucks her nipple into his mouth while pinching the first. Zander slurps her throbbing clit into his mouth and she screams as she comes for them.

  Once Naira’s breathing slows Vincent asks, “How do you feel?”

  Naira looks up at them with glassy eyes, “Amazing.”

  Zander inquires, “Are you ready to continue?”

  Naira smiles, “Yes”.

  Her contentment changes to lust as she watches them strip. When they’re naked, Naira reaches out and strokes her hand from Zander’s chest down his stomach. With her other hand she does the same to Vincent. She gently grazes their sides with her nails before reaching for their dicks. The guys lean forward pressing the weight of their cocks into her hands, they moan as she caresses them. She leans forward licking from Vincent’s balls up his shaft and twirls her tongue around the crown. She sucks Zander’s balls into her mouth then licks up his shaft. The pleasure shooting through them spikes their hunger for her; they lift Naira and lay her on the bed.

  She laughs, “I guess play time is over?”

  Naira sprawls out on the bed, she bends her knees and slightly opens her legs so that her nipple and clit jewelry show. The brothers’ study their bride to be. Vincent says, “I don’t think you even know how amazing you are.”

  “Thank you Blue Eyes.”

  Zander’s eyebrow raises, “What did you say?”

  Naira trembles, “Thank you Sir.”

  Vincent prowls up the bed and takes a bottle out of the end table. He rolls Naira on to her side, coats his fingers in oil and rubs it over her pucker. He gently slips one finger into her slowly pushing it deeper. He adds a second finger then a third, stretching her body to accommodate his long heavy dick. Zander lies down helping Naira position herself on top of him, the cool metal of her nipple shields press against his chest. He holds her ass cheeks open so Vincent can slide inside the tiny hole. The sting of pain blends with her pleasure, the tight fit causing Naira to shiver. When Vincent’s balls are pressed to her ass, Zander enters her pussy. The delightful surge through her body blends with the pain forcing Naira’s muscles to contract on them.

  The brothers both grit their teeth. Zander kisses her, “Baby you have got to relax or this is going to be over too soon.”

  Zander kisses her again; Naira gets swept up in the kiss, her muscles going slack. Vincent slides into her pulling her body back towards him then he pushing her back onto Zander as he pulls out. They continue taking turns sliding in and out of her, as their pace increases all three of their bodies tense. Vincent reaches in-between Naira and Zander to rub his finger across her clit. Naira feels like her blood is boiling as her body heats up, her arms and legs beginning to shake. Vincent pinches her clit just as Zander tugs her nipple and they both thrust deep into her. Naira’s body locks around them, her spasming grip causes them to detonate. Zander and Vincent roar as her body squeezes stream after stream of cum from them.

  By the time Vincent has the strength to pull out of Naira she is asleep. He and Zander ease her off his shaft and lay her in-between them after sliding the wet towel from under them. They stretch out with their future wife tucked close to them and go to sleep thinking of the beautiful daughter or son they are expecting.

  ****

  Vincent and Zander stand by the barbecue grill watching as Leah, Nicole, Lisa, Sarah and Angel talk excitedly. Naira stands glowing in the middle of them, her hand over her baby bump and her engagement ring twinkling in the sunlight.

  It had taken a couple of months for her to feel comfortable about it but they finally got her to consent to a house warming/engagement party. The yard is full of friends from the shop and Eclipse.

  Zander playfully punches Vincent’s arm, “You were right when you said she was the one for us.”

  Vincent smiles, “Hopefully I was also right when I asked Javier to Dom Leah.

  Zander replies, “I think they’re a great match.”

  Vincent motions with his head, Zander looks over at Dante watching Javier pull Leah away from the group of women. Vincent says, “I don’t think Dante would agree.”

  The End…