Forgotten And Destined (Forgotten # 1)
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I'm sure they are all wondering how I could possibly consider wanting to sleep whit all this shit going on but I need to be away from everyone so I can think. Summer let’s go of Case and is standing in front of me before I even manage to take my first step she pulls me into her arms hugging me tight to her chest of course that only makes me feel guilty for the thoughts I was only thinking moments ago. Right now my emotions are all over the fucking place. Hugging summer back tears run down my face.
“Are you alright?” Summer whispers.
“I really need to lie down right now.”
“Don’t worry nothing’s going to happen to you. I would die before I let anyone hurt you. Do you hear me? Now go lie down and get some rest sweetheart.” Summer says giving me one last squeeze before releasing me from her arms.
I leave the room heading towards my bedroom Case catches up with me taking my hand into his we walk down the long hallway without speaking. Once we reach my room I take a tank top from my drawer and go to the bathroom to change. I slip my shirt over my head then step out of my pants. I stare at myself in the mirror standing there in my panties and nothing else. I appear to be the same person I had been a year ago, but I wasn't. Now I’m World Keeper and the Princess to the throne who has more powers than I know what to do with and evidently I still have more powers I have yet to learn; which is making me a target to every fucking demon in the world, along with anyone else that wants to take my powers from me.
Slipping the tank top over my head, I pull it down my belly it meets right at the top of my thong panties. I reach up taking the clip out of my hair letting it fall down my back. I run my fingers through its thick mess getting out a few tangles. After a minute, I give up and go back to the bedroom. Case is lying on the bed. He has his shoes kicked off. They lay in the floor at the foot of the bed. He pulls the blankets back for me. I crawl in the bed and under the covers I hold the covers up asking Case to join me. He slides under the blankets with me but never offers to remove his clothes. He pulls me into his arms, and I go willingly. Needing the comfort he is offering. My head is on his chest my hand lying over his heart. He is holding me tight every now and then he places soft kisses on top of my head.
We lay that way forever. The room starts getting dark as the sun goes down. Case's kisses begin to change they have gone from the top of my head to cheek. He slides down a little in the bed rolling to his side facing me. Holding me in his arms the whole time, now that he is on his side one of his arms is under my neck with his other arm around my waist. His lips touch my neck. Kissing and licking, his hand rubbing up and down my back that is all it takes for him to have my body is on fire. His lips are at my ear, and he whispers my name. Then he kisses my neck again. I can’t stop my body from reacting to his touch. I’m burning for him my groin is wet and hot. I feel that I can explode with just one more touch from him.
“Lana” he whispers, again I can hear in his voice how much he needs me. That makes me even hotter. “I love you” he whispers, that is the first time he has ever said those words to me. I run my fingers in his hair. I make a fist taking some of his hair in it and pull his head up until I can reach his lips. When his lips touch mine, he lets out a groan and pushes himself against me letting me feel how much he wants me. I kiss him harder rolling on my back and pulling him on top of me. His lips leave mine and he start kissing down my neck again. His hands are all over my body. I push myself against his body not able to get close enough to him. I let out a soft moan. I feel my tank top being lifted, and I don’t care I want this. I run my hands down to the top of Case’s jeans and find the button and zipper. I unfasten his jeans. Feeling his erection I reach my hand in and wrapped it around him. Case sucks in a breath and holds it and stops moving for a moment then I move my hand up and down him and he moans so loud I use my other hand to pull his lips back to mine to kiss him to try and stop him from making so much noise. His mouth devours mine his tongue mating with mine then his hand’s and lips are everywhere at once. He pulls away from me and sits up on the bed running his hands through his hair breathing heavy then he looks at me his eyes full of the same passion I know he sees in mine.
“I can’t believe I’m saying this. But we don’t need to do this right now. You’re not thinking straight and I want to make sure that when we do this for the first time you don’t have any regrets about it later. I want you to be as sure about it when it happens as what I am” He says in a broken voice still running his hands through his hair.
I can tell it was hard for him not only to say that but for him to stop as well. To be honest with myself I don’t think I would have had any regrets if we had made love but I do think he is right. This is not the best time for it to happen but that doesn’t mean we can’t do other things and there’s no way in hell he is leaving me the way I am right now. I’m not going to leave him hanging either.
I sit up on the bed and climb onto Case’s lap and look into his beautiful blue eyes I can feel his breath catch and I place my hand on his cheek. “Case if we have sex right now I would not regret it, but I think your right this may not be the best time for this to be our first time together. I don’t want our first time together to be rushed or maybe interrupted. I want our first time together to be long enough to have a second and a third time all at the same time” I smile at the smile that acrosses his face as he continues to look at me.
“Yeah that’s what I would like our first time to be like too. But we may need to add a few more times to go along with that”. He says laughing as he wraps his arms around my waist.
I laugh with him “yeah well until we can find the time for us to make that happen we do have right now and even if we don’t go all the way we can still take care of each other. Until we can do all the other things we want to do and right now I really need you Case” I tell him wrapping my arms around his neck and bringing my head down I sucked his lower lip into my mouth making him moan.
“Mm…What are you talking about Lana?
Well I had thought this before but with Case’s looks and his age I just always thought I was crazy for even considering the possibility but maybe I wasn’t as crazy as I thought. I guess the only way I’m going to know for sure is going to be to ask him. “Case have you ever been with a girl before?”
He looks me right in the eyes like I’m crazy without looking in the least bit embarrassed and said “NO Lana I’ve been in love with you for as long as I can remember I’ve never thought about being with anyone but you you’re the only girl I’ve ever wanted to be with. The only one I will ever want to be with it’s always been you.”
I am speechless. What do you say to something like that? This guy is perfect and he is mine he is an Angel. I kiss him before I slip off his lap. I take the waist of his jeans by my hands and slip them off his hips leaving his boxers on for the time being. Then I stand up and pull my shirt over my head standing before him in nothing but a thong. I watch as his eyes devour my body. I let him look at me for a minute before I get back on the bed with him. I lift his shirt over his head and let it fall to the floor then I push him back on the bed and lay down beside him.
He has his big hand on my waist and he is looking into my eyes I put my hand on his cheek and whisper “you’re my Angel” right before I kiss him. I run my tongue along his lower lip and he sucks it into his mouth kissing me slow I run my hand up and down his chest I can feel his heart pounding and can feel him shaking before long his lips leave mine and travel down my neck. His affection is causing my body to catch fire again, I roll to my back to give him better access his hands find my breast when his finger finally touches my nipple I moan and he stops to look up at me. Then he drops his head and takes my nipple in his mouth and sucks causing me to moan louder. I spread my legs and take his hand. I urge him to put it into my thong and place his fingers where I need them most. Then I show him what I want him to do. When he makes the first circle motion on his own my hips rise up off the bed and I gasp again letting him know how good it feels.
When Case finally gets himself under control he looks back down at me with wonder in his eyes and a smile lights up his face. “WOW” he says.
I start laughing I can’t help it after all that… and anything in the world he could say he comes out with “WOW” well what the hell I guess that word says a lot.
“Yeah I guess WOW dose about sum it all up Angel boy” He bends down and starts to kiss me but I stop him. “Hold up there lover boy I think you and I need to clean up before we do any cuddling or kissing you made a mess in case you haven’t noticed “Hot shot” and yes pun intended.” I smirk getting off the bed as he just jumps off following me to the bathroom laughing.
After we are both cleaned up Case picks me up and carries me back to bed pulls the covers back before laying me down and crawling in beside me wrapping his arms around me.
“I never knew anything could be like that, I mean I always thought it would be good but I never thought it would be like that. We didn’t even have sex I don’t know if I’ll live through that after what I just went through with this” He laughs as he is saying it as he was kisses my neck.
“You’re crazy you know that right” I say laughing as I elbow him in the stomach.
“Yeah I’m crazy in love with you and as of tonight I’m probably going to be obsessed. With how to get you a lone every time I can so we can do it again. We can do this right?”
“Yes Angel boy we can do that again whenever you want to do it.” I tell him laughing he is acting like a little boy and I love it. But I have to tell you what we just did is just the beginning of what we can do together until we get to make love.”
“Oh God you’re killing me now I want to know what else were going to do. You want to show me now I’m up for it and yes as you say pun intended”. He said kissing my neck he is grinding his hips against me and I can feel just how much he is up for it.
Laughing I roll over to face him I look at his smiling face and smile back at him. “I think I created a monster”
“I’m your monster baby, train me, make me mind, do with me what you want. I’ll let you I swear.” He laughs and lifts his eyebrows up and down.
I burst out laughing and he starts tickling me making me laugh even more then he rolls on top of me and lifts my hands above my head. He looks into my eyes I’m still smiling at him. He bends down and kisses the tip of my nose then looks back into my eyes.
“God Lana you are so beautiful you take my breath away. When you came the way you did, I watched you and I couldn’t believe that you are finally mine. You showed me tonight that you want me as much as I want you. I could feel you cuming on my fingers. I never wanted that feeling to end. To know that I was making you feel that way, to know that I was making you cum like that it made me feel like the biggest man in the world. Like I could do anything and then when you made me come. I felt like I was the weakest man in the world because I couldn’t hold anything back. But at the same time I didn’t want to I don’t mind you seeing me when I’m weak. No one has ever seen me weak before only you but you’re everything to me. I want to share everything with you”. Case’s eyes are so intense. His words are as perfect as he is.
“You know that you’re perfect and that you are way too good for me. I don’t deserve you. You need to find someone that is an Angel like you are. That is as good as you, not someone like me Case I’m not good enough for you. The things you say to me are far too beautiful to be wasted on me I’m not worthy of them.” I feel tears slid down my cheeks as I say these words to my Angel. Because I know they are true because if I loved him half as much as he loves me it wouldn’t have taken us nine months to do what we had just done. I know that and it breaks my heart. I love Case I know I do and I don’t understand why some part of my heart keeps holding back. I want to give this wonderful man as much of myself as he is giving me of himself.
“Shh…don’t say things like that you are perfect. Lana you always have been I used to watch you with your friends, and wish I could show myself or go to your school, anything. Just so I could be close to you. That was the way everybody was at your school. They all wanted to be your friends or the boys they wanted to be your boyfriends. But that was because they all knew how special you were how perfect you were. You’re beautiful on the inside and out baby.”
I don’t know what else to say so I do the only thing I know to do to shut him up. That is to kiss him and it works. We kisses me slow taking our time after a while I tell him I’m getting tired and need to get some sleep. He kisses my lips again before I roll over on my other side with my back to him.
He puts his arm around me and pulls me close to his chest. I lay there thinking about everything that had happened today. Everything the Lark had told me and Summer. Satan, Lucifer the big man in Hell whatever you want to call him has put a bounty on my head to be paid to anyone or should I say anything that delivers me to him. Evidently, because I was raised on earth with humans, I carry all human sins with me. I was supposed to have had some kind of purification done to me by the Angels after I was born so that human sins could never attach to me or something like that I really don’t understand it all.
I do, however, understand the part that because I never had the purification done any demon can take my powers away from me. But they will have to kill me to get them. Now all demons want me. Some of them want to kill me their self-thinking if they take my powers, they will be strong enough to kill Lucifer and take Hell over. Now I’m on the most-wanted list of demons. Furthermore, it seems that I have more powers that I have yet to discover, and I have no idea how I’m going to find out what they are.
I know whatever they are will really hurt demons. I have to find out what these powers are. That is going to be the only chance I have at staying alive. I can hardly keep my eyes open. I feel my mind shutting down. The last thing I remember hearing is Case whispering he loves me, and he will make sure nothing happens to me. Next time I open my eyes it is light outside. Case is still holding me tight in his arms. Not wanting to wake him, I stay as still as possible and finally drifted back off to sleep. The next time my eyes opens it is to my lips being kissed. I open my eyes and Case smiles down at me.
“How are you feeling?”
“I feel good but I think I may need another kiss to put me at being great."
“My pleasure I definitely want you being great. He said lowering his head.
Chapter 14
Case and I walk into the dining room for breakfast. Everybody is already there. We sit down and fix our plates and start eating. We all talk and make jokes, but nobody mentions yesterday.
"Listen” I finally say “I was upset yesterday I'm sorry for making you all worry about me, but I’ve decided there's no way I'm going to sit here afraid. I'm a World Keeper. I fight that's my life I keep others safe. I'm not going to stop fighting I can't. Anything that wants me will have to fight to get me. That means Harris you and I have a lot of work to do. Evidently, I have powers that we don't know about yet. We have to find out what they are and how to use them. I've been thinking if the demons and
Satan want me, so they can get to my powers I must have some really strong powers.”
Summer speaks next “I don't think this is a good idea. It’s best if you just stay hid away until we can think of some way to get you purified.”
“I'm sorry Summer, I don't want to make you worry. I've already lost everything I’ve ever known. I’m just now starting to feel comfortable in my new life. So please don’t ask me to change my life all over again.”
“I agree with Lana” Harris states, “I think Lana should keep doing all the things she has been doing. She doesn’t need to hide. If she has the kinds of powers, the demons seem to believe she does she needs to know what they are and how to use them. The more she knows the safer she will be.”
“I’ll help you train” Lisa says.
“I will too” Cain replies.
“You know I’ll back you with whatever you want to do” Case states.
“Summer would you help me too? Please?" I beg. I really need to know she understands.
“Honey I’ll always be beside you. If this is what you want, then this is what we will do.”
“Thank you everyone. This means a lot to me knowing you'll all help me. Now I’m starving" I say as I go back to eating. I devour more than I have in days. I sit back rubbing my stomach laughing at all the food I put away. “Well, if I keep eating like this, I may get so fat that nobody knows who I am. Even if they did I'd be too heavy for them to carry off.”