CHANCE To Load

by K. J. Dahlen

  Cassie leaned forward and kissed his lips. “I would do the same for you. I love you so much I would die if anything ever took you away from me.”

  “I swear nothing will ever take me away from you. Just as nothing will ever take you away from me. We were made for each other you and I. And now that I’ve got you I’m not going to let you go.”

  Cassie smiled and leaned closer but they were interrupted by Piper as she fussed at the interruption of her sleep.

  Deke smiled and brushed the hair from his daughter’s cheek. When she felt his touch, she settled down to sleep again. “Let me put her back in her own bed. Then I’m going to make you back to bed and make love to you. I’m gonna fuck you until the past no longer has any room in your mind.”

  Cassie felt her body spark to life and Deke lifted his daughter from her lap then she reached up and cupped his balls in her hand.

  ~*~

  Deke paused and almost tripped. He hissed then glared at her. “Let me the baby down first, before you start grabbing my balls. I’d hate like hell to wake her. She’ll scream and wake to other two up and then we wouldn’t get to fuck and that would just piss me right the hell off. Behave yourself, woman.”

  Cassie chuckled. “Yes sir, anything you say sir. How about I meet you in our bed sir?”

  Deke groaned. “God, that gets me hot when you call me sir, you know that right?”

  “Yes sir,” Cassie smirked cheekily. “Why do you think I do it?”

  Deke stopped and turned his head to glare at her. “Bed woman, I’ll deal with you in a moment.”

  “Promises, promises.” Cassie chuckled. “That’s all I ever get.”

  Deke growled as he laid Piper in her bed and turned to stare at his wife. Then he motioned toward the door. “After you, wife.”

  Cassie’s eyes sparkled as she led the way back to their bedroom. As soon as Deke closed the door behind him, he pounced. He picked her up and carried her over to the bed where he threw her down on the mattress. She laughed as she bounced twice before he pinned her down.

  His lips crushed hers and he kissed her wildly. He tore the clothes from her body and as soon as she was naked, his hands began roaming all over her skin. After all this time, he knew her body almost as good as he knew his own and he loved every freakin’ inch of it.

  She came alive under his hands and his body grew hard when she made those groaning noises in her throat. He couldn’t imagine life without her in it. Before they met, he couldn’t imagine staying with one woman longer than a few days at the most but now, he didn’t want anyone but her. She was his world and he would protect her always.

  He sucked on her nipples and lowered his fingers to her wet slit. He loved the taste and feel of her and after she’d had the babies, her body filled out even more and he thought she never looked more beautiful. When they were first got together, she was a younger version of this Cassie and he never thought she could get sexier but she had. Sucking on her other nipple, he stroked her clit with his fingers.

  “Oh, sir!” She gasped. “Please fuck me?”

  He paused and lowered his lips to hers. “You come for me and I will, little slave.”

  Her body trembled with his tone and she arched up to his fingers.

  He plunged two fingers into her and stroked in and out while thumbing her clit at the same time.

  “Ohh, ohh…” She moaned out helplessly.

  He amped up the pace and Cassie screamed as she began to come. His cock was harder than it had ever been before and suddenly, he couldn’t wait to get inside her. He slammed into her wet core and they both groaned. Her pussy clenched him hard as she came. It was his favorite thing to enter her as she came.

  ~*~

  Cassie felt him invade her and she moaned with completion. This was where she wanted him to be. She needed him in order to even breathe some days when the fear got the better of her.

  But this, when they were making love or even just plain fucking, this was what she loved the most. His touch. She lifted her hips in time to his thrusts and as good as it felt between them, she could feel her body rushing towards another orgasm. Her hands gripped his shoulders and upper arms while her lower body held him tighter and tighter.

  Deke groaned as her hold grew tighter and that only made him fuck her deeper.

  “Deke,” she called out his name in a certain tone of voice. He knew she was almost there and that was probably a good thing because he didn’t know how much longer he could hold out.

  His hand dropped down and he pressed her swollen throbbing clit to send her over the edge. When she started to scream his name, Deke covered her mouth with his own. As soon as he felt her shudder as she went over the edge he slammed into her one last time. They both exploded in mindless ecstasy.

  As hard as they both worked to reach this point, it took a few minutes for their hearts to stop racing. Deke finally slid off her and pulled her close to lay next to him. As their sweat cooled, he nuzzled her neck with his lips. “I love you woman.” He murmured in her ear.

  “I love you too, so very much, sir,” she whispered back.

  Deke chuckled and held her for a few minutes. He could still feel her trembling in his arms and he knew her well enough to know she was still afraid. “I’ll keep you safe honey, believe in me.”

  Cassie turned in his arms to gaze at him for a moment. “Oh Deke, I do believe in you. If nothing else, I do believe that. I just don’t trust the rest of humanity.” Looking him in the eyes, she told him, “I do trust you though and I do believe in you above everyone else.”

  Deke leaned toward her and kissed her lips gently. “That’s all I needed to hear baby. That’s all, just that you trust me still.”

  CHAPTER SIXTEEN

  Victor came in and looked around the room before he found Jonah sitting on the sofa. He walked over to the other man and on the way, he searched his friend to gauge his mood. It didn’t look good.

  Jonah looked like shit today as if he hadn’t slept. This would make it hard for victor to convince him that they shouldn’t go after this troy bitch. He had a bad feeling about it. He needed to convince him to let it go. But he also knew Jonah had a hardon for this redhead, and who could blame him? She’d scarred him for life. Ruined his face, and he had these migraines often due to the old injuries.

  He had to try though. He felt like the reaper was breathing down his neck and like he was being shadowed. Though, he couldn’t see anyone tailing him as he’d tried to several times.

  “What did you find out?” Jonah growled. “Did you find her?”

  “I haven’t seen her yet if that’s what you want to know,” Victor grumbled. “I checked out Redemption House last night but she wasn’t there. It was the middle of the night after all.”

  “So you didn’t find her?” Jonah groused.

  “Well, I did try to locate her. I drove out to the Bastards’ MC clubhouse but they had everything buttoned up tight.”

  “Why would you go there?” Jonah demanded crossly.

  “Cassie Tory is part of the MC. I think she’s married to Deke Tory, the Sin’s Bastards MC President.” There, he’d told him and maybe this would make him think.

  “Fuck me!” Jonah swore out loud. Running his hands through his hair, he glared at Victor. After a moment or so, he growled, “I don’t really care who the bitch is married to. I want my revenge. The little slut damn near killed me ten years ago. I want her to feel the same pain she gave me.”

  Victor sighed out loud. “Jonah, think for a moment, if you go after this woman and she does belong to the MC, they will declare war on you and they will come after you and everything you own. They won’t stop until they have destroyed you completely. You’ll be lucky if they let you live if you hurt her.”

  “Oh, I’m gonna do a hell of a lot more than merely hurt her,” Jonah seethed. “I’m gonna watch her die slowly.”

  Victor just stared at the other man in stunned silence. “They will kill us all if you do that.”

 
“Then I’ll go to hell knowing I sent her there first.” Jonah sneered. “But they have to catch me first now, don’t they? How the hell are they going to connect her to us in the first place?”

  Victor shook his head. “You don’t think she remembers what you did to her friend?”

  Jonah got to his feet and shouted, “What about what she did to me?” Spittle flew out of his mouth and landed all over Victor. “All I did was take a girl, she damn near killed me.”

  Victor knew better than to remind Jonah of everything he’d done to that girl. He brutalized her and at the time, she’d only been fourteen years old. She should have been thinking about boys not catering to Jonah’s bizarre sexual demands.

  Victor had learned a long time ago not to call him out when it involved girls he wanted but now his obsession might get him killed. “What do you want me to do today?” he finally asked.

  “I want you to find this woman, Cassie Tory,” Jonah demanded. Walking over to the desk, he grabbed the brochure from last night and showed it to Victor. “Also this woman.” Jonah pointed to a second woman on the page. A blonde. “I want this woman too, but I don’t want her hurt. I want to be the one to give her pain.” He paused and then added, “I want them both together. Find them and bring them here to me and I’ll take care of the rest.”

  Victor couldn’t answer instead he nodded and walked away leaving Jonah alone with his thoughts.

  As he was walking down the hall to get to his car in the parking lot, Victor knew he should just walk away. Just get in his car and drive away but he couldn’t. And he knew he never would. He owed his loyalty to Jonah, right or wrong but he owed Jonah a lot. Although he wasn’t sure he owed the man his life and he knew if they messed with the Sin’s Bastards, they would both lose big time.

  Victor drove out to the MC clubhouse again and hid his vehicle. Walking along the woods, he came in at a different angle. This time he was down past the clubhouse a ways and from here, he could see the back door.

  He leaned up against a tree and began waiting for movement from the club. He reached into his pocket and brought out a slim cigar. Lighting it up, he inhaled the sweet cherry flavor of the tobacco.

  The temperature went higher the longer the day drew out. About midmorning, he saw two women and a little girl come out the back door and walk close to where he was standing hidden by the trees.

  When they got close enough to see their features, Victor was stunned. These were the very two women he was sent to find. He paused for a moment, this was either a turn of fate or a slap from karma. Only time would tell which one but he knew he had to take advantage of the situation and get them out of here.

  Reaching t-for the gun he always had on his person he drew it out and quickly began twisting on the silencer. If he hoped to get away with the women, he had to move quickly and quietly. He had no interest in the little girl at all.

  He watched and waited until the women got close enough before he stepped out of the shadows. When he pointed his weapon at the redhead, she caught the glare of his steel and came to a halt.

  She pulled the tiny girl behind her and grabbed the blonde by the hand. When the blonde looked up to see what was wrong she gasped at the sight of Victor standing there holding a gun on the pair of them.

  “What do you want here?” The redhead finally asked.

  “I want the two of you,” Victor told her.

  “Why is that?” the blonde asked.

  “I have someone who wants to remake your acquaintances. This time with your blood shed I think.” He sneered.

  “Who would that be?” the redhead asked.

  “Jonah Rossi.”

  She quickly looked over her shoulder to the back door of the clubhouse, praying someone was standing there. But no one was. The entire door yard was empty. She turned to face this unknown man holding the gun on them.

  “I don’t suggest you scream or I might be forced to kill this sweet child hiding behind you,” Victor threatened. “I mean it would be a shame to shoot her don’t you think? The bullet could pass right through your body into hers. It might take the men inside the clubhouse a moment to hear the shot and come running but it would be long enough for me to disappear. That would leave your husband to watch the pair of you bleed out in his arms.”

  “If you did that, Deke would hunt you and your sleazy boss down and take great pleasure in gutting you and watching you bleed out.” The red head snarled.

  Victor smiled. “He has to catch us first, now doesn’t he? And he won’t know we’ve got you until it’s too late to stop him.”

  The redhead grinned. “Are you sure about that? Deke might know more about you and your boss than you think.”

  He paused. This girl had some guts. He had expected fear and she was smarting off instead. “Tell the baby to go for a walk and then we need to find a break in this fence line. I need to two of you on this side,” Victor suggested.

  CHAPTER SEVENTEEN

  Cassie knew better than to argue with the man. Instead, she turned and knelt beside her daughter Jemmia. “Sweetheart,” she whispered. “I need you to go find your daddy. Can you do that? Can you go find your daddy?” Tears began falling down her cheeks.

  Jemmia tilted her head as she stared at her mother. “Momma sad?” she asked.

  “Yes baby, momma’s sad. She has to go with Auntie Peaches for a while. Tell daddy that momma had to go away. I don’t want to but I have to. I have to protect auntie Peaches. Can you remember all that, sweet baby girl?”

  Jemmia had her own tears running down her face but she nodded anyway.

  Cassie hugged her close for a moment and breathed in her sweet scent. Then she set her daughter on the ground and urged her to go. “Go find daddy sweetheart.”

  Jemmia turned and glanced over her shoulder at her mother one last time. She saw her mother and Peaches head over to the fence line and walk along it searching for a place to go through.

  Cassie and Peaches held their hands together as they walked along the fence. Cassie knew Peaches was too scared to try and talk at the moment and that worried her. She knew how far down into her soul Peaches’ fear of this man went.

  Peaches stumbled as she went through a break they found in the fence. Once on the other side Victor grabbed Cassie by the hair and dragged her further into the woods.

  Peaches followed them and began to cry softly as she stumbled along behind them. Each time Cassie stifled a scream, she wept harder.

  ~*~

  When they reached Victor’s car, the women clung to one another while Victor got a piece of rope from his trunk.

  Binding the women together, he gagged them as well then pushed them into his backseat. Sitting in the driver’s seat, he turned to stare at them both. “Now I’m only going to tell you this one time ladies. We have a ways to go before we get there and I don’t want any trouble.” He glared at the redhead. “If you give me any trouble I’ll put a bullet in you.” He smiled. “Don’t worry I won’t kill you but you’ll wish it so, so please don’t test me.”

  Then he turned to the blonde. “For some reason, Jonah wants you back. He told me not to hurt you, that he wanted to be the one to cause you pain.” Victor shook his head. “I almost feel sorry for you. I know Jonah’s cruelty.”

  “Do you have any idea who my grandfather is?” The blonde snarled as she struggled with her bindings.

  “No and I really don’t care who he is either.” Victor shook his head.

  “Oh, you’ll care all right.” She sneered.

  “Ok pretty lady, tell me then, who is your grandfather?” Victor asked with a smirk.

  “Leon Vincinti,” she told him quietly. “Calderone Vincinti is my father.”

  Victor almost stopped breathing he was so stunned by this news. This girl was related to Leon Vincinti? What were the fucking odds of that? Maybe she was lying? After all, why was she working in a diner at 14 if she were part of the mafia family? He turned without saying a word and started the car. He stared at his hands as
he drove. They were shaking slightly and Victor knew it wouldn’t get any better before this was all done. If she weren’t lying, they would be dead for sure. You didn’t mess with those people. The stories he’d heard of what happened to others who’d crossed them were legends. Bloody, gory legends.

  Now they not only had the Sin’s Bastards to worry about but the Boston head of the fucking Family too? He sure hoped not. Jonah wouldn’t be pleased with this news.

  When he pulled into the parking lot of the warehouse, Victor checked the area well. He wasn’t taking any chances at this stage of the game. He wanted no witnesses to his arrival with the women.

  He finally pulled into the warehouse and as the door closed behind him. Shit, this was a clusterfuck from hell!

  CHAPTER EIGHTEEN

  Deke frowned as a sound reached his ears. It was the sound of his daughter Jemmia crying her heart out. He got up from the table and went to the back door, searching for Cassie and their daughter. He knew she’d taken her for a walk with Peaches to divert their daughter’s tantrum.

  But all he could see was Jemmia. He searched the ground again but still couldn’t find Peaches and Cassie. His heart almost stopped in his chest as he rushed out the door.

  He grabbed his daughter and tried to hush her. “It’s ok baby, it’s ok.” He jostled her up and down in his arms. “Where’s momma baby girl? Huh? Where’s your momma and auntie Peaches at sweet baby?” His voice took on a note of desperation as his eyes kept searching for his wife.

  “Momma sad, she went away with a man and Auntie Peaches,” Jemmia blubbered. “Momma cry!”

  Deke stopped and stared at Jemmia. “What darling? What did you say?”

  “Momma sad, she cried. Went away with bad man and Auntie Peaches,” Jemmia cried as big fat tears rolled down her face. “I want momma back. Daddy, bring back my momma.”