Finding His Heart

by M. K. Moore

  “You know there’s still one thing we haven’t tried,” she says practically blowing her nose on my chest. I know what she means, but just two hours ago she was telling me how she felt like a whale. Nothing I said worked to assure that she wasn’t so this is where are now. She’s tired of being pregnant. She wants to be a mom. We’ve read all the books and took the Lamaze classes.

  “You want to have sex? Now?” I ask. I mean I always want to, but

  I am thinking about her.

  “Yes. Who knows when we’ll get to have sex again after she’s here? My mom said

  babies take away all your sex drive for like two whole years,” she says. While I am glad her parents came home, I hate the advice her mother has been giving her. Who says that shit to a woman who is nine months pregnant? I just don’t get it.

  “Two years?” I ask raising an eyebrow. That doesn’t seem logical

  to me, but what do I really know about reproductive anatomy other than what goes where and how fucking amazing it feels.

  “Yeah. My dad wouldn’t confirm it, but it makes sense to me.”

  “Can you imagine two whole years without having sex?” I ask her.

  Except for the last week or so, we’ve had sex almost every day at least once a day, I am going to say that won’t be possible for either fucking one of us.

  “Well, no, not really but the baby is going to ruin my body.”

  “No, she’s not,” I say chucking. She giggles and turns her face up for a kiss. I lean down and take her lips. Just like every other time, my cock hardens. I pull my shorts down and run my cock through her wet folds. She moans and moves over to the bed where she gets on her hands and knees. Her smooth ass is in the air. Since her belly has gotten so big, this is the way she likes it. Grinning I move behind her and slide my cock into her slowly.

  “Just like that Karl. Give it to me,” she demands forcefully. My wife knows exactly what she likes and how to get it. With my hands on her hips I slide in and out of her until I can feel my orgasm rising from my fucking toes. Reaching around her, I find her little clit and pinch it, instantly setting her off.

  “Good girl, Nina. Come for me,” I grunt, still fucking into her. The intense squeezing of her pussy is too much for me to handle and I fill her with my seed. I pull out of her still coming.

  “Thanks, Karl,” she says jumping off the bed with surprising agility. “Join me in a shower?” she says walking that way. I follow behind her.

  After the shower, she lays down for a nap while I head to my home office to get a little bit of work in. Not twenty minutes later, she is standing in front of my desk with her pillow. Her face is ashen.

  “What’s wrong?” I ask standing, immediately on notice.

  “It’s time,” she says smiling. “I’ll get to hold my baby today. Hurry up, let’s go.”

  I spring into action and grab her bag from the by the front door. We are in the car in a flash and on the way to the hospital when her first contraction hits. I’ve tried to call the doctor, but her answering service assures me she’s already at the hospital.

  Her labor is quick and without complications. Overall, it was only about five hours. She was already fully dilated when we got there, and she was ready to go. Helena Christina was born weighing 8lbs 8oz and was 20 inches long. Her full head of hair is dark just and a little bit curly just like her mama’s. I texted Henry and Kobe, but it turns out they were already here. Fiona, Izzy, and Nina all had baby girls on the same day. I can only imagine the havoc they will wreak on the world one day. What a show that will be.

  I never imagined that when I saw sitting outside my office that she would ever feel the same way about me but finding my heart with her made all of this possible. She has given me everything I never knew I wanted. Before her, there was nothing I wanted. Then she was the only person who made me feel anything. She turned my house into a home and my life into something worth living. Every day I wake up and I’m better man just for knowing her.

  Now that I’ve had her, tasted her, and loved her, I couldn’t handle it any other way. She is my heart, my breath, and my drive. I can’t wait to see what the future holds for us.

  Perfection shouldn’t be so easily attainable, but luckily perfection loves me too. They said patience is a virtue and fuck did I have in spades. Now she’s mine and I’d like to see someone try and take her away from me. It won’t end well for them.

  Epilogue

  Nina

  Ten Years Later

  What do you get the man who has it all? I wonder as I scour the mall for probably the fiftieth time since last month. Our nine-year-old, Helena, is with me, bored as hell. I handed her my phone about an hour ago, but even that isn’t working anymore. I get it though. Summer vacation is supposed to be fun. I am sure it’s not traipsing store to store looking for something to get your dad for his “old man” birthday. She cracks me up. This is just his forty-second birthday, not even a milestone, but I try to make the day perfect for him. After Helena was born, we hadn’t gotten pregnant again, but not for lack of trying. I was very relieved that I was ready to have sex again well before the six weeks were up after I gave birth. That last three weeks was fucking torture, to be honest. Dr. Spencer says sometimes everything can be working but nothing happens. Instead of spending boatloads of money on something that wasn’t guaranteed, we opted to let God handle it, and it has finally paid off.

  “Mom, I want to go swimming,” Helena whines, pulling on my arm.

  “I know, baby. But we have to find something for daddy’s birthday,” I tell her.

  “Why don’t you just make him something, like I did. He loves homemade gifts. He said so himself,” she says. I crouch down so that I am on her level.

  “Baby, that is a perfect gift coming from you, but mommies and daddies don’t do that. That’s reserved for kids so that it’s super special when you make him things,” I tell her, hoping that makes sense.

  “Oh. What if you just tell him about my brother or sister? Won’t that be special from you?”

  I found out this morning that I am already twelve weeks pregnant. I didn’t have a sitter and we were already out when the doctor's office called me back to squeeze me in. They let me take her in the room with me, because stranger danger. I gave her my phone and made her face the wall. It worked to prevent scarring her, but she still heard everything. I’ve been so busy with Helena’s summer activities and Thorne Cares, my charitable initiative, that I didn’t notice until yesterday that something was different.

  “I think you are right, Hells Bells. That would be the perfect gift for Daddy,” I say kissing her forehead.

  “Geez, mom. Did you have to do that?” she asks frantically wiping

  her forehead off.

  “I did,” I say taking my phone from her and taking her out to the

  car.

  I make a quick three-way video chat to my best friends, Fiona and Izzy to ask for their opinions on how to tell him the news.

  “Girl, go for lingerie or just a fucking bow,” Izzy says in her signature style. Helena knows that anything Izzy says should never be repeated. We all have terrible issues with not cursing in front of the kids, that they mostly ignore us.

  “But now there’s more. I am pregnant again. Don’t say anything to the guys.”

  “Pregnant! Holy shit,” Fiona shouts. “This changes everything. Go for the bow like Izzy said.”

  “Where do you get a bow that big?” I ask laughing.

  “The party store,” Izzy says without hesitation.

  “Oh really?” Fiona says laughing.

  “All right, so I may have gifted myself to Kobe a time or two. Sue me. Anyway, the party store on 4th Street has all kinds of bows from the ones for tiny gift bags to the ones in the Christmas car commercials.”

  “Okay, so I just need one somewhere in the middle.”

  “Yeah, don’t get the car sized one,” Izzy says. Before the calls ends, we have all dissolved in fits of laughter.

 
; In the end, I opt not to do the bow or anything like that. I send Helena over to my parents’ house for they night. They live four doors down. Instead of any trimmings, I decide to wait for him naked in his favorite recliner, with my legs spread wide over the arms. When I hear the door open, I swivel around toward him.

  “I guess I’ve been good this year,” he says, setting his briefcase down by the door. He loosens his tie and pulls it off.

  “You have been the best,” I tell him, rubbing my fingertips over my thighs.

  “Is that pussy ready for me?” he asks kicking off his shoes.

  “Isn’t it always?” I say raising my eyebrow toward him.

  “Fuck, yes, it is.” The rest of his clothes come of quickly. Before I know it, he’s in the chair and I am sliding my pussy down his cock.

  This is where I belong. All those years ago, I thought I was nothing to him, a nobody. Turns out I was everything to him just as he was everything to me.

  I come like crazy, but after I feel his release is when I remember the news I have for him.

  “I, uh, got some news today,” I tell him.

  “News?” he questions before kissing my chest.

  “I’m pregnant,” I say, and he stops moving.

  “What?” he shouts, standing still inside of me.

  “I confirmed it this morning with Dr. Spencer.”

  “Holy shit! This is amazing.”

  “So, you’re happy?” I ask.

  “Of course. We have been waiting so long for another baby.”

  “I know. I was really beginning to think that I wouldn’t be able to give you that,” I tell him.

  “Have you been worried about that all this time?” he asks me.

  “Yes,” I say honestly.

  “Oh Nina. I am more than happy with the family have. I am sorry if I made you feel that way.”

  “No. No. You’ve done nothing like that,” I tell him as he puts me down on the floor.

  “Good, because that was never my intention.”

  “I know that. It was my own problem.”

  “You should have talked to me about it,” he says.

  “It doesn’t matter now, it’s happening. Let’s get back to your birthday celebration,” I say bouncing up and down. “I made your favorite, Red Velvet cake.

  “Don’t think this conversation is over.”

  “I’m fine. I promise.”

  “Nina,” he warns. I know that I should have told him feelings but thinking about something and putting them into words are two very different things, at least to me.

  “Alright, later,” I say agreeing with him, though I really do wish he’d drop it. “It’s your birthday, we’re naked, there’s cake,” I say wiggling my eyebrows at him.

  “Fuck, how did I get so lucky?” he asks me, his voice serious.

  “Same way I did,” I tell him honestly. I don’t know what I did to deserve him, but I am going to keep doing it.

  Then he kisses me, and I know everything is going to be okay. Life is what you make it and mine is fucking dream I never want to wake from.

  Acknowledgments

  I want to thank my husband, Daryl. You are so supportive of my dreams and I love you so fucking much for like ever.

  Thank you, Mama, for all of your support! I love you.

  Karlee, thank you for being a friend. #GoldenGirls reference. But seriously, thank you!!!! Love you .6 times!!!

  Elisa, thank you for just being you!

  Loni, thank you for doing this series with us!! Love you!!

  JENNY!!! You are the best damn alpha reader a girl could have!

  To my arc team, no matter how many arcs I send in a short amount of time you guys pull through! Thank you so much for hanging out with me!

  To all of the readers, you guys are the ones that make this possible! Thank you for reading me and taking the time to review. You don’t know how much seeing your words of encouragement help me when I am struggling!

  Love Always,

  MK

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  About the Author

  MK is married to the love of her life. She lives in Tennessee with her husband. She is an avid reader and loves telling steamy stories she deems filthy contemporary. She loves meeting readers, so come hang out with her!

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