Desire's Awakening

by Gail DeYoung

  “Ah the girl likes that. I see why you indicated an interest in being a sensual sub. You like to be petted, don’t you? Well, you’ll get plenty of this and much more. After all, we have a lot of items on the BDSM checklist to cover and I wouldn’t want to disappoint you by not giving you everything you asked for. You’ll learn that with pain comes pleasure beyond your wildest imagination. Just give in to it.”

  He spread her cheeks to examine her anus.

  “Look, Corinne, she has a virgin asshole and large pussy lips.” He yanked on the lips, elongating them until the pain made Kat grit her teeth. “Oh my, the fun we’re going to have with those lovely lips! But for now, let’s give her further instruction about the lifestyle, shall we?”

  Kaitlin watched Corinne release the hand and foot restraints. She swung her legs over the edge of the table and followed Corinne to a painted rectangle in the center of the hardwood floor. The Trainer waited there, arms crossed and legs spread apart. Between the open vee of his chaps, he wore no covering on his cock and balls and Kat noted that he was completely shaved.

  “This is where you will meet me to be trained. Corinne, show the new girl the proper way to kneel and greet her Trainer.”

  Corinne knelt with her feet tucked under her buttocks and laid her hands, palms up, on her thighs. Her legs were spread to expose her cunt. She held her back stiffly erect and bowed her head in humble respect.

  “Note, when you are in training, you may keep your legs slightly parted. However, when a Dominant is inspecting you, you will open your legs wide to display all your charms. Corinne, show her.” Corinne’s legs spread open as far as possible.

  “Also, your eyes must not meet your Trainer’s or a Dominant’s unless you are directed. That is considered a sign of aggression and will be punished accordingly. You must also never make eye contact with any Dominant other than the one in charge of you unless you are given permission.”

  Kaitlin knelt next to Corinne and mimicked her position. This was all so very different than her online experience, but she realized it was part of the lifestyle and she wanted to fit in. Kat lowered her gaze to the floor, thinking sadly that she would no longer be able to look in her Trainer’s wonderful eyes. She watched his boots as he walked past the two of them.

  “There is another position which you must learn. It is called the ‘present’ position. First, Corinne, display the kneeling presentation.” Corinne leaned forward on her forearms, placed her forehead on the ground and lifted her buttocks into the air. She spread her legs wide enough to open both entrances to inspection.

  “Now the standing presentation.” Corinne stood with legs apart and bent at the waist. Wrapping her hands around her legs, she pulled open the cheeks of her buttocks to allow an unimpeded view of those assets.

  “Your turn, girl.” Kaitlin felt awkward displaying her private parts in this manner but did as told.

  “Very good. You may return to the greeting position. Corinne, you are dismissed.”

  “Thank you, Sir.” Corinne bowed respectfully, turned and quietly left the room.

  Though her head was down, Kaitlin could feel the Trainer standing close behind her. His was a powerful force that could be felt in any direction. He rested his hand gently on her buttocks. Her entire being tingled in anticipation of his next move. Despite the fact that she had been thoroughly humiliated, something inside her demanded more and her core pulsated, wanting release from the sexual tension that had been building.

  “You may sit. During your time here, you are my charge, under my protection, care and training. From now on, you will address me as ‘Sir’ and all sentences will either start or end with ‘Sir’. You will also bow when you first meet me and when you leave my presence. That is the respect I deserve. You must learn to follow instructions carefully and accept my total authority. You will learn to change your way of thinking and the way you react to a variety of situations. Do you understand? You may answer me.”

  “Yes Sir.”

  “That is good. Also, speaking during training is not permitted, unless you are given specific permission to do so or answering a direct question. There will be no chatter, no giggling, questioning or small talk. If you need further clarification, you will direct your questions to Corinne. She has been through this routine and is familiar with all aspects of training. Nod if you understand.”

  Kaitlin nodded her concurrence, though she knew it was going to be hard to keep quiet. She was usually quite a chatterbox.

  “When I ask you a question, you will give me a clear reply in a soft tone. If your answer is ‘No Sir’, I expect you to give me a proper reason. Your safe word will be ‘uncle’. When I hear that, I will stop what I am doing and ask you why you voiced it. If you do not follow these rules of speaking, your requests will be ignored. Is that understood? You may answer.”

  “Yes Sir.”

  He moved to stand before her. “Good, then we have an understanding. There are only a few other things. Whenever I am speaking to you, you must turn your head in my direction so I know you are listening. Do not laugh or smile at the floor or I will think you are mocking me. Keep your lips open and relaxed when you are in the presence of any Dominant. Never allow your head to be higher than your Dominant’s. Understood?”

  Kaitlin nodded.

  “And one last thing, though it is possibly the most important rule…you may not have an orgasm unless permitted and you are not allowed to touch yourself for pleasure. I will tell you if and when you can have an orgasm.”

  Hearing that, Kaitlin wanted to cry. She recalled learning that rule, but her online Master had never enforced it. In fact, he encouraged her to have many orgasms. But that was a game and this was reality. Other things could be easily learned, but holding back an orgasm was going to be a real challenge. How would she be able to obey that rule when his caresses were already driving her insane and she was ready to explode? He knew how to touch her in just the right way to get her juices flowing. This would be the hardest thing she ever had to do.

  “On the other hand, a sensuous sub is one who is into pleasure giving and receiving. Your duty is to always be ready and available to your Dominant. Every orifice of yours is to be open to accept his cock, fingers, tongue or a toy. The Dominant will use you as he or she wishes for his or her pleasure. You must be ready to serve at all times. I will show you now how it is done.”

  His voice had become heavy with arousal. The speech about having orgasms must have affected him, or perhaps he had smelled her arousal. He stood over her with his legs parted, his hand resting on her head.

  “Girl, take my cock and pleasure me with your mouth.”

  He grew very quiet, but she could sense his intensity as he waited for her to respond to his request. She grasped the base and brought his cock to her mouth. It was long and thick and already quite hard. Closing her eyes, she concentrated on licking and sucking every inch of him. He must have been quite turned-on, for he gave her another order a few minutes later.

  “Lift your face toward me, close your eyes and open your mouth,” he commanded.

  She followed his instructions and felt the spray of hot come hit her face and breasts. He held on tightly to her head for balance and groaned loudly as his body stiffened with his orgasm. After a few moments, he relaxed. She heard his footsteps on the hard wood floor as he walked slowly away from her. The sound of a squeaky faucet and running water came from across the room. When he returned, he handed her a warm, wet cloth.

  “Take this cloth. First you will clean me then yourself.” She accepted the washrag and wrapped it around his cock. It was difficult to see if she had cleaned everything with her eyes focused on the floor.

  “Girl, you are commanded to look at my cock. I want you to become intimately familiar with the length and thickness of it and the weight of my balls. You will be spending a good deal of time pleasuring me, so get used to it.”

  Despite having just had an amazing orgasm, he was still hard. The man had a beautiful co
ck, long and thick with a perfectly formed head. He was completely shaved and his skin felt soft and smooth. This close, she smelled the intoxicating scent of his cologne, mixed with the musky scent of fresh sex. It was enough to drive her wild with desire, yet she tamped it down.

  Once assured she had done a sufficient job cleaning his cock, she wiped her face and breasts of the sticky substance. Several drops of his semen had landed in her mouth and he tasted sweet. She liked that.

  “That will be all for today. You have done well and have a lot of rules to remember.”

  She stood and bowed as he had taught her, making sure she did not look at him. As she turned to leave, he grasped her hand.

  “Remember my orders. You are not to pleasure yourself.”

  Kat nodded her understanding.

  “You are dismissed. Have breakfast then meet with Corinne for your chores. Return here tomorrow at the same time.”

  She bowed once again and left.

  The unsated arousal throbbed between her legs for a half hour. She ate despairingly and pushed the plate away after only a few bites. Food was not what she wanted. But since she couldn’t have him, the next best thing was a quick nap.

  Corinne had not come to get her, so Kaitlin felt safe going back to bed for another hour. She tried to lie on her back, but her sore bottom reminded her that she had just received a good licking a short while ago. She shifted onto her side and drifted to sleep. Kat’s pleasant dream was dispelled by a rough shake of her shoulder. Where am I? Is this a dream? She turned over on her back and felt a slight pain on her rear. Nope. This was reality. She looked up into the face of a very angry mentor.

  “I have been looking all over for you! Why didn’t you find me after you finished your training? Do you know what happens to subs who disobey orders?”

  “I…I…assumed you would come for me!”

  “No. You were instructed to have breakfast and then find me. It is your responsibility to do as you are told. I work with other subs also.” Kat shrunk from the angry tone in Corrine’s voice. She had not anticipated such a display from someone who was supposed to be her mentor.

  “Did Sir Damien happen to mention that I am a Switch? That means I can assume the role of a Top or bottom, depending on the situation. When I am alone with you as your mentor, you will address me as ‘Ma’am’. I believe it is time to show you how I respond to insubordination. Get out of bed and go stand by the chains on that wall.”

  Kaitlin looked from Corinne to the wall with the shackles. Oh dear! Well, at least she’s just a woman. Certainly she couldn’t hurt as much as the Trainer. Kat hoped the punishment wouldn’t be administered upon her still sensitive buttocks.

  Corinne secured Kaitlin’s wrists to the wall and kicked her legs apart to lock them into the bottom shackles. In the spread-eagle position, Kat looked at the floor in accordance with the rules she had learned earlier. When Corinne finished securing the shackles, she unlocked the nearby chest of drawers. From the top drawer, she pulled out a black satin mask. As she lowered the mask over Kaitlin’s eyes, fear suddenly clawed at Kat’s insides. Without sight, she had no idea what Corinne would do and she was helpless in this totally exposed position.

  The first open-handed slap landed on the side of her right breast. Shock registered as the second smack hit the other breast. The cold, slick material landing on her naked flesh felt like latex. The spanking started off slow and gentle, but soon Kaitlin’s breasts bobbed back and forth from repeated blows, which grew harsher with each smack. Every time the hand left her breast, a tingling, achy feeling invaded her breast. It hurt so bad that she wanted to cross her arms over her chest for protection, but the restraints held her bound to the wall.

  Then Corinne’s hands gripped her chin and her warm breath brushed against Kat’s cheek as she spoke. “So how do you like my discipline, girl? I’ve got more where this came from.”

  Kat knew Corinne did not expect an answer to that question. A higher level of pain ripped through her body as an open palm slapped her mound. A moan escaped Kat’s lips and she squirmed against the shackles.

  “Yes, struggle, scream! I can inflict more punishment if you fight the pain, but if you hold your tongue, you will receive less. What will it be?”

  The hand rained down more agony. Kaitlin clenched her teeth and tried to brace herself for the next impact. It was impossible to know exactly when the following assault would arrive because her vision was shrouded in total darkness. The slapping stopped and she breathed heavily. She was acutely aware of how sensitive the affected body parts had become as they throbbed unmercifully. Kaitlin prayed the punishment was over and she would be released. But what was that scraping sound…another drawer being opened?

  At first, she didn’t think much of the squeezing sensation on her nipples. A slight pressure started close to the base, but then something clamped down hard along the length of the engorged nipple. Stars exploded in her mind. The twin nipple suffered the same fate. Kaitlin tried to breathe in short bursts, hoping to relax and accept the intense pain.

  Fingers pulled on her inner lips, massaging and elongating them, making them swell with blood then one after the other received the same clamping sensation. Once again, she was forced to endure more excruciating pain. She arched her back and tried to concentrate on something other than the punishment. Corinne’s fingers found her clit and massaged circles into it. Kaitlin recognized the sound of wood clothespins clicking together and realized that Corinne was using them for clamps.

  She felt her body growing tense with pleasure in response to the incessant massage and knew an orgasm was imminent. It was an odd sensation of pain and pleasure at the same time. She didn’t know which one to give in to. Did she have to ask permission of Corinne for release also? Here it comes! The peak was so close that Kat nearly cried for joy. But just as she was about to come, the pleasuring stopped abruptly. Kat groaned as her clit and lips throbbed painfully.

  “Sorry. No orgasm for you. That would give you pleasure, but that’s not what I want. You need to understand that when you disobey me, I receive punishment. And because I am much more advanced in my training, my punishment is more intense. This is nothing compared to what I receive. I expect your complete cooperation from now on. Agreed?” She squeezed Kaitlin’s face together until Kat pouted. The pungent scent of her sex on her punisher’s fingertips filled her nostrils.

  Kaitlin nodded her agreement and felt the four clothespins taken off slowly, one at a time. Each release brought renewed agony as blood rushed into those areas. It subsided a few moments later. But the desire for release was still strong.

  “Good. Now you will follow me to do your chores.” Corinne unmasked her, put away the clips, mask and gloves then opened the shackles. Kaitlin dropped her arms in relief.

  “Look at me,” Corrine ordered.

  Kat glanced at her punisher and gritted her teeth while massaging the life back into her wrists.

  “You do have another option. If this is too much for you, we can rip up your contract and you can leave today,” Corinne offered, regarding her intensely.

  Why is she so eager to give me a way out? A disquieting feeling settled in the pit of Kat’s stomach. It was as though Corinne wanted her to quit. That realization gave Kat the determination to stick it out and tolerate whatever was handed to her. Kat was not a quitter.

  “Answer me.”

  “No Ma’am, that’s all right. I’m in training and this is part of what I must learn. I accept my punishment and will try to be more obedient from now on.”

  Corinne’s eyes narrowed to slits and she placed her hands on her hips. “Fine. But it is appropriate for you to thank me for your discipline, girl.”

  Kat complied with the request, knowing that she had just learned a valuable lesson. From now on, she’d make sure to stay on Corinne’s good side…if she had one.

  “Yes, thank you, Ma’am.”

  “Good,” Corinne said as she left the room. “Now we have carpets to clean and
floors to scrub, plus my favorite assignment, toilets.”

  Kaitlin rolled her eyes and followed her mentor, still feeling an ache in her nipples. She groaned inwardly. It was going to be a long month.

  Chapter Three

  Damien paced the confines of his luxuriously decorated master suite, tracing a path from the canopied four-poster bed to the coral stone fireplace. Deep in thought, he scolded himself for the feelings bubbling to the surface for the new girl. Why did he let himself get aroused by her so easily? He wasn’t supposed to get to that part of the training for at least another week. Training required a strict schedule.

  Perhaps seeing her last night at the waterfall piqued his interest. He hadn’t been able to drag his eyes from the beauty in the pool. Her long, dark hair, perfectly proportioned hourglass body and beautiful high breasts had disturbed him even in his dreams.

  She was a novice, yet she responded extremely well to his slightest touch. This was crazy. In the last three years, he had trained over eighty-five girls, all of whom had gone on to make their Dominants very happy. Yet he felt no connection to any of them. It had been easy to remain aloof and professional in all his dealings with the girls. Surely this one should be no different. But somehow she was. The thought concerned and excited him at the same time. He would have to take care around her to avoid slipping off track.

  A knock at the door interrupted his thoughts.

  “Come in.”

  The double doors swung open and a petite, young sub dressed in a French maid’s apron, hat and black stiletto heels entered the room. She bowed and picked up a tray laden with food from a cart.

  “Good morning, girl. You may speak,” he said as he walked toward her.

  “Thank you, Sir. Good morning. Where would you like to eat your breakfast this morning?”