In the Slammer With Carol Smith
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Then I hear it. A halloo, not far. As near as the window I rush to is to a lamppost four storys below. He and it are not a painting; there’s too much of him. He holds a wide, shallow bowl, covered in foil. Vinyl and string grocery bags depend from his one arm, and from around his neck; the wounded arm has none. He is a one-armed wall, offering a banquet. And he has company.
The Indian girl, in shiny black helmet, jumpsuit and boots, leans on the motorbike like an aviatrix. The bike has the cousin in tow. They are both looking up, but with the eyes only. Her helmet is too big for her, his too small for him.
Martyn manages a one-hand, three-fold motion. Signaling: these two—may I bring them up? For what’s in the bowl?
I spread my arms wide, wide.
Girl, bike, cousin spring to action. As she directs him to park the bike inside our door, I see they’ve swapped manners. She’s no longer polite. He is. As he up-ends the bike she blows me a kiss through the handlebars.
Martyn has already disappeared. Four stories, and that load. And the bike will have to be pulled up on the landing. Just enough time. I open the housedoor a crack.
There’s no straightening up to be done. Except for the empty crackerbox on the table. And the two cards lying there.
I’ll tuck them in the backpack pocket, where I put Carey’s check. Nuzzle the money as they will, they can’t sweeten it. But as papers of record they belong with it.
Not that I need to keep these soul-bytes in sight, like the calendar put on a shelf to remind you that the convenience store around the corner—the one that gives you credit, is trying to hang on. I always know who I am, and where; that’s been the trouble. I’m one of those. Sink to the depths and it’s because you know what you are. Or when you rise toward those heights you are almost capable of. I snap the pocket closed over the jumble that can’t be thrown away.
I hear the three coming nearer. Heavy steps. One burdened man, and one in tow, packages thumping against the rail. They sound like the movie music that signals Fate is creeping toward somebody’s come-uppance. The audience hopes to get its money’s worth.
The girl makes no noise. But I suspect her destiny, and the cousin’s as well. The clan will close over them, but not quite. There is after all the bike.
The door is flung wide. Martyn stands there, laden like the god of gifts, carrying the bowl that will make us cry. Been a long walk from Fourteenth Street, but he won’t let us see that. Does he know his destiny, this slightly wounded man? Does he know ours?
I am the record. That’s a destiny, as far as it goes. But something has been added. I have company.
Martyn’s face does not change at the sight of me. Warmed maybe, by what we’ve been through. But not astounded. The two faces flanking his are, the tiny one screwed in delight, the cousin’s still led by its nose.
Is that sheen on Martyn’s face sweat? Or pride?
I have remembered the bit of glory he held out to me. As I’ll remember the two cards, shining now in their dark pocket, with an incandescence once mine.
I am the bomb. I could run for parliament. From an inherited seat. Slap-slap and a smooth thrru-um, I am playing the drums.
For all of us.
So ends the record.
Now—the required statement:
Open the door, Carol, to Carol Smith.
Case closed.
About the Author
Hortense Calisher (1911–2009) was born in New York City. The daughter of a young German-Jewish immigrant mother and a somewhat older Jewish father from Virginia, she graduated from Barnard College in 1932 and worked as a sales clerk before marrying and moving to Nyack, New York, to raise her family. Her first book, a collection of short stories titled In the Absence of Angels, appeared in 1951. She went on to publish two dozen more works of fiction and memoir, writing into her nineties. A past president of the American Academy of Arts and Letters and of PEN, the worldwide association of writers, she was a National Book Award finalist three times, won an O. Henry Award for “The Night Club in the Woods” and the 1986 Janet Heidinger Kafka Prize for The Bobby Soxer, and was awarded Guggenheim Fellowships in 1952 and 1955.
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