Dark Matter: SCIENCE FICTION ROMANCE

by Jessica Loft

  They took the first sip in silence as they both determined what to do next. Sean hadn’t thought this far ahead. He was counting on having dinner between them to talk about, but there was nothing but their own thoughts at this point. Sean stole a glance at Nikki as she sat with her glass pressed to her head.

  “Am I making you want to quit your job yet?” Sean asked.

  Nikki laughed lightly. “I’ve been wanting to quit my job for a while now, but you aren't the cause.”

  “Why? You’re an incredible lawyer, and you have done very well for yourself.”

  All Sean had ever wanted was to do the work he did, and he felt the same thing from Nikki. It was hard work to rise to the top in one’s career. Nikki’s eyes met his and Sean took another long swallow. He didn’t break eye contact, and neither did Nikki.

  “I love my work, but I hate my job, and lately I’ve been feeling the effects of it,” said Nikki honestly.

  “Then why do you keep doing it?” asked Sean. He wanted to know what could keep such a beautiful woman tied to a desk if she hated it.

  Nikki took a deep breath. She leaned forward and placed her elbows against her knees. Her eyes found Sean’s and locked on.

  “Honestly, the money. I work hard because I never want to be in a position of not having what I need ever again.” Nikki looked a bit embarrassed at this admission. She’d never said anything like that out loud before.

  “Then you should let me fix that,” said Sean without thinking. The words were out of his mouth before he could pull them back.

  Nikki raised an eyebrow. “What do you mean?”

  Sean considered lying, but it would only make matters worse. “Let me take care of your bills. You shouldn’t have to work yourself into the ground.”

  “Didn’t that get you into trouble last time?” Nikki said, only half joking.

  “Yes, but you aren’t her,” said Sean.

  “You don’t know who I am,” Nikki countered, too stunned at the generous offer to say anything but the absolute truth.

  “I know that I’m flirting with you, and you haven’t stopped me,” said Sean.

  Nikki didn’t break her stare. They were at a stalemate. Sean studied her just as intently. She could hear the blood rushing in her ears and the heat building throughout her body.

  “Mr. Thomas? Dinner is ready,” Gloria said, startling them.

  Sean looked away briefly to nod his acknowledgement. When he looked back Nikki was standing with her back turned. The spell was broken.

  Chapter 6

  Roast beef with crisp asparagus and creamed potatoes was the meal of the day. It was Sean’s favorite and he was glad for the comfort food. He stared across the table at Nikki as she took slow and tantalizing bites. Sean liked the way her tongue darted in and out as she flicked at stray pieces of food. Their short conversation earlier was teasing, to say the least. It had only been after his offer that he realized that Nikki had never disclosed her sexuality. Whether intentional or not, she’d never showed what her preference was. Sean took another bite of his food. So, which was it?

  “There’s a reason I don’t date men like you. They always try to buy and sell people. Those they can’t buy and sell, they discard,” said Nikki coldly.

  Sean’s ears perked up. Did he just hear Nikki say she dated men? So she wasn’t a lesbian after all.

  “If I didn’t have to work for the money, I would still work. I just wouldn’t work with men like you” Nikki stared at Sean as he spoke.

  “You’re wrong about me. I’ve never tried to buy or sell anyone,” said Sean.

  “Oh? So what do you call this thing with Jordan? You knew she wasn't in it for love, and yet you showered your money on her anyway.”

  Sean eyebrows furled and he thought for a minute before speaking. It was true. He’d known early on that Jordan didn’t love him, but he’d wanted to believe Jordan would come around. By the time he realized that Jordan wasn’t worth holding on to, it was too late.

  “I wanted it to be real. So I did whatever it took to make it appear so,” said Sean with a hint of sadness. He didn't want to completely let on how much this case was affecting him. He was tired of being used for his money.

  “It should never take money to make a relationship real,” said Nikki a bit more gently.

  Sean changed the subject, unprepared to deal with this truth. “What would it look like? If you didn't need the money, what would your life look like?”

  “Happy,” answered Nikki.

  “Somehow I don’t believe it's that simple,” said Sean.

  He was right. He knew it from the glimmer of something else in Nikki’s eyes. He was starting to suspect that Nikki was in the same lonely state as he was. It would explain why she was here tonight. After a hard day, no one ever really wanted to crawl into bed alone.

  They finished dinner with lighter conversation, and Nikki explaining what Sean could expect from the proceedings to follow. Sean felt relieved as Nikki explained that she would do the bulk of the heavy lifting. He had no idea where to start when negotiating these things. They weren’t like business deals. One misstep and everything could go wrong. As Nikki gathered her things to leave, Sean walked her to the door.

  “Dinner was great. Thank you. I don’t remember the last time I had something that wasn’t takeout or microwaved,” said Nikki with a rueful smile.

  She extended her hand, and Sean reached to take it. It was then that he realized he didn’t want Nikki to leave tonight. He took a step closer, his eyes glued to Nikki. Sean didn’t know what to say to articulate what he was feeling, but he knew how to show it. He leaned in closer, still grasping Nikki’s hand. Nikki was only an inch shorter than him, and it would take little effort from Sean to brush his lips against hers. He just was hesitant to take the leap.

  “Tell me again why you don’t date men like me,” said Sean, barely a whisper.

  Nikki took a deep breath and smiled slightly. Her eyes darkened as she stared into the bottomless abyss of Sean’s soul.

  “Men like you don’t value women like me. You want someone pliable and eager to get what you have,” said Nikki, “I’m not that, and I never will be.”

  “You don’t know what I want or what I value.”

  “Then tell me.”

  “I can show you better,” said Sean.

  He leaned in and brushed his mouth across Nikki’s, a move that sent electricity coursing through both of them. Nikki placed one hand behind Sean’s neck as their kiss deepened, and Sean pulled her closer. He wrapped his arms around Nikki’s back as their mouths teased and promised. By the time they pulled apart, there was a noticeable bulge in Sean’s pants. Sean groaned, and Nikki sighed.

  “This is a bad idea,” Nikki said, a little breathlessly.

  “Probably, but damn does it feel good,” said Sean with a grin.

  Nikki chuckled. She met Sean’s gaze and held it.

  “Sean, I’m not the type of woman who dips in and out of flings.”

  “Then don’t. I’ve wanted you since that first day you showed up on my yacht. I want you even more now. I know you aren’t the type who goes to bed with everyone she meets, but tonight, I want you here. Is that too much to ask?”

  He waited for Nikki to answer and found himself nervous that he might not get the answer, or the woman, that he wanted. It was a first for Sean, and he didn’t like the feeling one bit.

  “I guess not,” said Nikki quietly.

  Sean could see she was nervous. He took Nikki’s coat from her hands and draped it over one arm. With the other, he took Nikki’s hand and guided her through the house and up the stairs to his master suite. Sean was having a hard time containing himself. He wasn’t sure how far things would go tonight. He’d only wanted someone close to him, someone he could trust. Nikki had proven to be the one he could let down his guard with.

  Inside his bedroom, Sean tossed Nikki’s coat onto a chair. He watched as Nikki looked around his impressive abode with its California king
bed, a set of sling back chairs, and an oversized fireplace as the focal point. He watched as Nikki casually took everything in, and was surprised at her reaction. It only affirmed what he’d started to believe. Nikki liked his nice things, but it didn’t make her glassy eyed. She was impressed, but not greedy.

  Sean stood once more. He walked closer to Nikki and paused a beat before kissing her again. This time, there was no hesitation as Nikki kissed him back. There was only the smooth feel of soft skin and the scent of her perfume as Sean kissed her deeply. Their tongues darted in and out of each other's mouths as their kiss intensified. Nikki groaned as Sean sucked her bottom lip into his mouth. Sean's cock stiffened as he pulled Nikki deeper into is arms. His own groans were surfacing and he didn’t know how quickly he should take things. Sean decided to stop thinking about it and just react.

  Slowly, he began to unbutton Nikki’s shirt. Nikki watched him intently; her eyes full of questions and desire. They both wanted this so badly. It was written in Sean’s trembling fingers as he undressed Nikki, and in Nikki’s staggering breaths. She came out of her shirt and Sean unbuckled his pants and let them slide to his ankles. Nikki slipped off her shoes as Sean locked his fingers in the waistband of her pants and lace thong. He pulled them both down in one smooth swoop and his fingers grazed against Nikki’s skin.

  Sean’s cock was smooth and long. His tip was already starting to drip as Nikki lowered herself in front of it. She blew warm breath from tip to balls and Sean groaned low in his throat. Nikki wrapped her fist around him and started jacking. Her eyes lowered as Sean came closer, brushing his cock against her lips. When she opened her mouth, he pushed his cock inside for the first time. Nikki inhaled deeply, completely focused on Sean’s cock, as she sucked it deeper into her mouth.

  Sean took a deep breath, trying to maintain control. His cock was filling Nikki’s mouth nicely and the sucking action combined with her active tongue were driving him to the edge. This was exactly how he wanted to end his day, with his nice cock pushing down her throat. Sean groaned and Nikki worked even harder to please him.

  Nikki took her time sucking the cock in and out of her mouth. Slowly, she teased with the tip of her tongue. She flicked it against Sean’s sensitive tip and he moaned. The salty taste of his cock was just what Nikki wanted in her mouth. The perfect dessert to end her evening. Her tongue wrapped around Sean’s stiff pipe, and she sucked him in deeply, loving the feel of choking on his hard tool as he pushed it deep into her throat. Sean gasped. He placed his hand at the back of her head and pushed down. His cock pushed deeper into her throat and Sean groaned deeply. She closed her eyes and sucked as if this would be the only chance that she’d get to show what she was capable of. It was a shallow victory. As Nikki opened her eyes and looked up at Sean, she knew she could offer so much more.

  The look in Nikki’s eyes as she looked up at him made Sean want this moment to go on forever. He closed his eyes quickly. He didn’t have a right to think of her this way, Nikki had no idea that what Sean wanted from her was much more than just a quick lay. If Sean had his way, he would reveal that little detail soon and she would agree stay with him here at his home.

  Nikki’s breathing caught Sean’s attention and he knew she was excited. He pushed her down on the bead and his nose brushed against Nikki’s shaven pelvis as he licked and nibbled, finding his way to her slit, where his slipped in this tongue and returned the favor she had offered him. His cock throbbed wishing he’d let her finish what she’d started, but it was worth the feel of Nikki’s nails digging into his scalp as her body bucked and writhed beneath his mount. Sean's cock lurched and he remained focused on bringing Nikki the ultimate pleasure. He watched the changing expressions on her face as she got closer and closer to her release. Sean felt her clit swell and thicken, and heat radiated from her hot core. He felt the telltale sign of a quiver before Nikki let out an incoherent sound. She tried to back away, but Sean held her by her firm buttocks. Within seconds, Nikki poured her hot cum all over his tongue. Sean moaned as he licked every bit of it away.

  It was nectar on his tongue. When Nikki’s fists unfurled, Sean rose. He licked his lips where the last drop of Nikki resided, and their eyes met. Their expressions both echoed a need to release all restraints. Sean leaned in and Nikki kissed him deeply. There was more than passion and need on their lips. So much more than either of them wanted to admit. Nikki reached between them as they kissed and unbuttoned Sean’s shirt. Sean couldn’t wait much longer, and assisted her by kicking off his own pants completely. He needed his skin against Nikki’s and the wonder of Nikki’s long fingers trailing his hard length again.

  Sean was so hard that it hurt. All over his body ached with a unique desire to have Nikki. It was crazy for him to want someone so desperately, especially with everything else that was going on. He’d been crazy about Jordan, but mostly he’d been lonely. With Nikki it was different. He wanted something to come of this, and he didn’t know how to express that without this moment between them. Sean gripped Nikki’s firm buttocks with both hands. He squeezed and his cock lurched. Nikki took Sean's cock into her hand and started to stroke him. Sean groaned. He liked the feel of Nikki’s smooth hands covering his rigid cock. He wanted more of his new lover’s exploration.

  Sean removed his unbuttoned shirt, and Nikki took over, lowering herself just enough to taste Sean’s nipples with her hot mouth. Her tongue worked the pebbles over until they were stiff enough to cut glass and hypersensitive to every touch. Sean groaned. His hands went to Nikki’s hair and he tugged slightly, directing the intensity he wanted. His skin was alive with angst and unspent urges. He wanted this woman whose mouth trailed lava against his skin more than any he’d ever been with. It seemed surreal to even be here with Nikki, but there wasn't a moment to waste.

  “Top or bottom?” Sean asked. His blue eyes stared down into the face of a woman he knew he was falling for.

  “Bottom,” Nikki answered before lying on her stomach against the bed with a naughty smile.

  Sean had always been versatile, and knew at some point he would want to turn her over and fuck her hard and deep. But with his first real view of a perfectly naked and perfectly unmarked Nikki from the backside, he had no complaints.

  He kissed the length of Nikki’s spine and the firm rounds of her supple ass. His hands trembled as he touched her. Sean didn't know why, but he felt like this wasn’t just a fuck for either of them. He wanted to please Nikki, and show Nikki that he wasn’t the manwhore Jordan made him seem. Nikki made Sean feel like a teenager having sex for the first time. Every touch had to be right, because he might never get the chance again.

  Nikki exhaled heavily. They were both anxious and ready for a smashing finish. The mushroom head of Sean’s cock was so sensitive that his hand grazing against it almost caused him to blow his load right then. He didn’t dare, at least not before he had a chance to feel Nikki’s tight pussy squeezing him. He rubbed the head of his cock against Nikki’s hot wet slit. Nikki’s moan was breathier and more urgent than the first. Nikki lifted from the bed slightly and pushed back against him.

  In a slow tease, Sean pushed one finger inside of Nikki’s opening and was rewarded with a tight squeeze. Sean cursed beneath his breath. His cock was already dripping and ready to pour inside of Nikki’s tight and hard body. He withdrew his finger and without a minute to spare, pushed his cock inside of the tight and waiting center. Sean fell forward on his hands as Nikki thrust back and began to fuck him. Lost in the daze of their perfectly connected bodies, they grunted and groaned as they searched for an unparalleled finish. As soon as Sean could recover he met Nikki with powerful thrusts of his own. Their joining held them both in a trance. How could it feel like this? Their bodies molded into each other and finally connected, feeling complete.

  Every time he pushed deep into Nikki, Sean felt even more hopeless about letting her go. After Nikki was done representing him, would she still want to stick around? Sean leaned his head against Nikki’s shoulder
blades. Strong arms reached behind to find his hands and hold them tight. Sean laid his body flush against Nikki’s and he drove deeper until their grunts were moans of something higher. It wasn’t long before he felt his body surge with energy. Sean bit down on Nikki’s shoulder just as his cock became ready to release. Sean yelled Nikki’s name as Nikki rocked back against him, her body shuddering as she took all he had to offer. Every drop of Sean’s cum entered her body until they were both spent.

  Slowly, Sean withdrew from Nikki’s body and rolled over to lie beside her. Neither of them spoke. Instead they let the language of their bodies make promises neither was sure they could keep. Nikki spooned behind Sean, wrapping her arms around him and pressing her head against Sean’s shoulders. Sean sighed. There was no way he could go back to sleeping alone after this.