TexasKnightsBundle

by Unknown

  “They did a great job. You don’t have any visible scars on your face at all.” Isabella reached out and touched the tips of her fingers to his cheek. “Actually, you’re still a very good-looking guy,” she said lightly.

  He focused on her to the extent that she wished she hadn’t admitted the last. That she hadn’t touched him.

  “Thank you,” he replied. “I suspect you’re saying that because I’m Boone’s buddy and you’ve known me forever. But that’s all right.”

  Isabella had been talking with him not quite an hour, yet she could see he had become bitter, cynical and hard. She was saddened by his words, because even in this brief time, she could tell that Colin was not the man she’d once known. She remembered that day at the fair. Boone had ridden the roller coaster with Vince while Colin had ridden with her. Colin had been a fun-loving, carefree, easygoing man who’d always laughed a lot and made the others with him laugh. Now he wouldn’t even smile.

  “Go on, Colin. Finish your story,” she said, dropping her hand back to her lap and sipping her tea.

  “The military wanted me to keep my survival quiet, even from my family. Special Forces started me working again on ferreting out the CIA double agent. I was flown to Langley and looked at pictures of everyone in the agency, studied their whereabouts at the time of the explosion, talked to psychiatrists. Doctors did all sorts of things to trigger my memory. Most of it gradually returned. Everything in my life except the explosion and about a month afterward. To this day I don’t remember the blast. When, and if, my memory does return, it might not help. On the other hand, I may have seen something that would help identify the spy.”

  “So where do Boone, Mike and Jonah fit into this?”

  Colin finished eating and pushed back his chair. She stood to remove his plate and clear the table.

  “Sit down, Isabella. I’ll help in a minute.”

  She sat again. “Go ahead with your story.”

  “Not long ago, I was in Virginia. Someone tried to run me down. They came close enough to put me back into the hospital with bruises. Someone was trying to kill me, which meant whoever the double agent in the agency was, knew about me. That knowledge narrowed the possibilities. He knew I was still alive. We assume he was bound to know that my best buddies were Mike, Boone and Jonah.”

  “So they think you might have let your friends know what you knew.”

  “Possibly. They obviously don’t know enough to act on their knowledge or they would have already. As long as no one knew I was alive—including my family and friends—then they were safe. But now someone knows Mike, Boone and Jonah might have information that will help me trigger my memory. It’s a long shot, but not out of the question. And the person involved is desperate. To try to run me down when I was with an agent is the act of someone on the edge, determined to get rid of me. I was fine being dead, if it meant everyone else was safe. But now someone knows. And I’ve got to see if I can remember what happened before my family is put in danger.”

  “So that’s why you’re here,” she said, thinking about the danger the men could be in. As well as their families just for being with them.

  “I’m sorry if I’ve frightened you. You may want to pack and get out of your brother’s guest house for a time,” Colin said.

  Isabella shook her head. “Don’t be silly, I’m not any more afraid than Boone will be. If there’s danger, I’ll be careful.”

  “The men may not be in danger, but we don’t know. I want to warn them in case they are.”

  “What about your family?”

  “I’ve contacted my family twice since then. The first time was right after Mike’s wedding. But they were never involved in my work and seeing them didn’t help my memory lapse. I was with them only briefly.”

  “They have to be overjoyed you’re alive.”

  “Yeah, but I don’t want to bring danger down on them needlessly. The last time I saw them, I slipped in and out the way I hoped to do here. I’m hoping my parents are in less danger because they weren’t part of my military life. But I can’t risk staying with them, risking my family. I’ve been away from home a long time. In my adult life, I’ve been with Boone, Mike and Jonah more than with my parents and being with them may trigger that last bit of lost memory.”

  “I hope for your sake, seeing your friends does jog your memory.”

  “The person after me is desperate. Agents have been killed because of this spy. I want to catch him.”

  Once again a chill slithered down her middle. “I guess you need to see my brother and the others. I think I can safely say they’re in for a shock.”

  “Thanks for letting me sleep here tonight,” Colin said.

  She merely nodded, thinking about the gaps in his story. “It’s been five years. That’s a long time.”

  “Little things trigger bits of memory. If I can recall what happened in that house and who I saw, I might be able to end this whole thing and stop running. Also, my enemies may suspect these guys here know more than they actually do.”

  “So you avoid phones, a paper trail, all that stuff.”

  “Every bit of ‘that stuff,”’ he agreed.

  “Let me pick up a little,” she said, rising and gathering up dishes. “If you want, we can go sit in the other room to talk.”

  “Sure. It’s good to see you again, Isabella,” he replied, standing and gathering the rest of the dishes to help her. “In fact, it was downright agreeable after the first ten minutes.”

  “Well, what were you expecting when you broke into a house?”

  “I expected to find Mike and to talk to him and leave. But then, life is always full of unexpected twists and turns.”

  They cleaned together, restoring order to the kitchen, and then Isabella motioned toward a door. “Let’s sit in the family room.”

  When he walked beside her, she was conscious of how tall he was. “So where do you go from here?”

  “You don’t want to know. It’s better if no one knows.”

  “Do you trust anyone?” she asked, wondering about his solitary life. He was ruggedly appealing with dark, brooding, craggy looks. What was it about him, she wondered, that attracted her? When they looked at each other or barely touched, sparks all but danced in the air. She couldn’t understand the unwanted, volatile chemistry between them. He was not the man to take home to the family.

  Not in the next hundred years. He was solitary, dangerous, in trouble, cynical, brooding, hurt. Everything undesirable, yet when he had held her close in his arms to try to stop her attack, she had felt an electrifying charge that she couldn’t recall experiencing with a man before.

  Now, as she strolled beside him, she tried to focus on what he was saying to her.

  “I trust Mike, Boone and Jonah. For their own sakes, there are things I won’t tell them, because they’re better off not knowing.”

  “Do the doctors ever think your memory will fully return?”

  “They don’t know. But they didn’t know about some things that have already happened,” he said.

  She gazed at his full lower lip, the slightly full upper lip, a sensuous mouth. Unbidden images of his mouth on hers had her pulse beating faster. She tried to stop unwanted thoughts and to concentrate on their conversation.

  As she switched on a light in the family room, he paused to look at the room. Trying to see it through his eyes, she also glanced around at the cozy room with its leather furniture and huge fireplace, thick, patterned area rug and mahogany furniture.

  “Mike’s mansion is elegant,” Colin said. “I’m pleased for him. I hope he’s happy.”

  “He and Savannah seem blissful, and they love little Jessie.”

  “I’m glad for him and the life he’s found here.” Colin sat in a winged chair and Isabella sat in a corner of the brown sofa, tucking her legs beneath her. When he stretched out his long legs, her gaze drifted down the length of him and then up again to find him watching her.

  While a blush heated her che
eks, she was at a loss for conversation.

  “Bring me up to date about my friends, Isabella,” Colin said. “I have only sketchy information.”

  “Okay, Mike has a security business, and Savannah still practices law although she’s home a lot with Jessie. Jonah inherited a cattle ranch and he and Kate live there,” Isabella replied, but her thoughts were more on Colin.

  “I heard Jonah has a son.”

  “That’s right, Henry. And another baby on the way.”

  “So he and Kate got back together. Miracles never cease. I suppose the bone of contention between them is gone since he’s out of the service. What about your brother?”

  “Boone just married Erin, the manager of the horse ranch that he inherited.”

  “All the guys are married,” Colin said, once more bitterness clearly filled his voice. “And you’re not. So what do you do, little sis?”

  “I’m a photographer. I have a shop in Stallion Pass.”

  “Do you enjoy it?”

  “I love it. As a matter of fact, why don’t you let me photograph you, Colin. You have an interesting face.”

  He shook his head. “If I didn’t know you were Isabella, I’d be highly suspect of your request.”

  “You have an interesting face,” she protested.

  “That’s the first time I’ve ever been told that. I’m sorry, but no, I don’t let anyone take pictures of me. Too dangerous to have them around. I don’t want anyone who’s looking for me to pick up my trail.”

  “What if I take a few pictures of you and keep them to myself until this is over?”

  He locked his hands behind his head. “It may not be over for years.”

  “Then I’ll keep your pictures hidden. Let me take them. You’ll be a grand subject.”

  “Sorry, Isabella, but the answer remains no. Photograph Jonah or Mike.”

  “I have pictures of all of them already.”

  “My answer is still no.”

  “Let me know if you change your mind,” she said, certain that he would.

  “You’re a bit stubborn, aren’t you?”

  “No more than you are,” she replied easily.

  “Tell me about your life, Isabella,” he said. Every time he pronounced her name, it sounded different from when anyone else said it. Everything about Colin was unique. Sympathy created a strong tie to him. Also, was she empathetic just because she had known him for years and remembered who he had been?

  She did know he held a dazzling appeal for her, and he must have felt something, too. She had glimpsed his reactions, heard his voice drop to a husky note. But Colin was the last man on earth she would want to find captivating. He was hard, cynical and cold. She was appalled and saddened that he hadn’t seen more of his family or let them know sooner that he was alive. Still, she could remember Colin as the happy person he had once been. His harshness was easier to understand when she considered the trauma he had experienced.

  No matter what the reason, it was an incredible loss and waste for him to give up on life. She looked at his thickly lashed, smoky eyes. They were startlingly pale and intense against his dark looks. Locks of black hair fell over his forehead. He was thin, the hollows in his cheeks dark shadows beneath the prominent bones. He was ruggedly handsome and she knew he would photograph spectacularly. In a picture, the brooding look in his eyes would tell its own story.

  “Remember when you rode the roller coaster with me?” she asked, wishing she could get a smile out of him.

  One dark eyebrow climbed and he stared at her. “I sort of recall that day. Don’t be insulted, but that wasn’t high on my list of unforgettable moments. You were a skinny little girl. How old are you now, Isabella? Seems like you ought to be about nineteen, but I guess that’s not right.”

  She laughed. “Don’t you know you’re not supposed to ask a woman her age? But then, to you, I don’t qualify as a woman. You still see a skinny kid.”

  “No,” he answered solemnly, giving her one of those somber looks that stole her breath, “you definitely qualify as a woman, Isabella.” He stood and moved to the sofa beside her and leaned forward to take her braid in his hand. “A very beautiful woman,” he said in a husky voice.

  She couldn’t move or take her breath. How could he have such an effect on her when he neither intended it nor cared and it was unwanted on her part?

  “I know you’re a hell of a lot younger than I am.” He began to unfasten her braid. “Your hair is long. Let’s see it out of that braid.”

  She felt faint tugs against her scalp as she watched his hands at work. He had well-shaped fingers, thick wrists, strong-looking hands. Tiny scars spread across the backs of his hands and wrists and upper arms. He had pushed up the long, black sleeves of his knit shirt and his forearms were sprinkled with short black hairs.

  He smelled soapy and clean. He glanced up at her and met her gaze and tension running between them jumped another notch.

  “You shouldn’t have to run all your life,” she said.

  “I don’t intend to,” he replied grimly, giving her a hard look. She wondered to what lengths he would go to stop the killer. “If I can’t get my memory back, there are places in the world where a person can go and live and never see another living soul.”

  “You weren’t meant for that kind of life, Colin!” she exclaimed. “What a waste that would be! You can’t become a recluse.”

  “Being a hermit isn’t a bad life.”

  “To never love someone else, never have a family—”

  “I don’t see you with a family. Are you in love with someone?”

  Startled, she blinked at him and was mildly annoyed. “No, but I’m out in the world and I enjoy people, and someday in the future I might have a family. Even if I don’t, I have a full, active life. I’m not hiding from the world.”

  “I’m not exactly going to hide from the world, just from a killer,” he said as if explaining the situation to a child. He shot her a dark look and she knew she had touched raw nerves and hurt him.

  “Colin, I just remember how friendly you were. I’m prying and being as pesky as a little sister, I guess.” She smiled at him and he touched the corner of her mouth, a touch that sent fiery tingles to the center of her being.

  “Your intentions are good, but you know the old saying about hell being paved with them. Watch out, Isabella. I’m not a lost cause you need to save. I know what I want.”

  He finished unbraiding her hair and began to comb his fingers through the long locks that fell to her waist. Her straight hair now held slight waves from being plaited for hours. He caught up a handful and rubbed the strands across his cheek. “You have beautiful hair.”

  “Thank you,” she whispered. He’d leaned close enough that she could see the faint dark stubble on his jaw. His short hair was thick, an unruly tangle above his forehead.

  “So tell me about your life. What have you done since that roller coaster ride?”

  “I went to the University of Southern California on a scholarship and got into photography and found my field. By my senior year I was making so much money with my photography that I dropped out of college.”

  “You must be good at picture-taking.”

  “Good enough,” she answered in amusement. “After another couple of years I had my own business, and it’s grown. Then when Boone settled here and liked it so much, he talked me into moving my business to Stallion Pass. Photography is something you can do anywhere, and a lot of people come into Stallion Pass for one reason or another. In a lot of ways it’s like a resort town.”

  “So where is the romance in your life?”

  “At the moment it’s nonexistent.”

  “Which I find surprising. All right, who was there, and why is he gone?”

  “There was someone a while back, but he wanted to get serious and I didn’t. I’m not ready for marriage.”

  “Why not?”

  “My business. Right now that’s more important. It won’t always be, but it is now.
”

  “Well, maybe you just haven’t met the right guy.”

  If he weren’t so solemn, she would think he was teasing her, but he looked incapable of teasing anyone.

  “Maybe I haven’t.”

  “Any other guy, any other time?”

  “In college—same deal. He wanted to get married and I didn’t. I have my plans for my business.”

  “Sorry I won’t be around long enough to see some of your photographs.”

  “Well, you can see at least one or two because I’ve taken some of Mike’s little girl, Jessie.” She was aware Colin still toyed with her hair, combing it through his fingers, letting it slip over his hand. “Colin, why didn’t you go into the witness protection program?” she asked. “You could have had a new life that would be almost like normal.”

  “The killer is someone high up in the Agency. He would know where I am and who I was. I can handle a solitary life and I won’t have to worry about what’s behind the next tree or around the next bend. Or have government agents constantly after me to do something. I’ve served my time with the government and I want to end it soon.”

  “Living in solitude for the rest of your life is like a prison sentence,” she argued, hating to see him give up on life.

  “Solitude isn’t always bad. So what do you take pictures of?” he asked, turning the conversation away from himself.

  “People, mostly. I do all sorts of portraits. A lot of babies and little children, newborns. I do weddings. I like it all. I had one assignment with a national magazine that took me to Patagonia and I loved it. I’ve had some showings of my photographs in galleries.”

  “So, where are you building this house of yours?”

  “Near this one. I’ll live close by. I bought an old house and had it torn down and I’m rebuilding what I want.”

  “You wasted a house?”

  “I didn’t want it, but I like the location and there aren’t any more lots available right around here.”

  She heard the hall clock chime and then, an hour later, she heard it chime again. She liked talking to Colin, yet the whole time, she still felt an underlying sadness over the changes in him and the life he led. When the clock chimed three, she noticed the time.