The Complete Works of Henry James

by Henry James

  “Oh, no, I ‘m not entangled.”

  “Are you engaged? At your age that is the same thing.”

  Clifford looked at the Baroness with some audacity. “Will you tell no one?”

  “If it ‘s as sacred as that—no.”

  “Well, then—we are not!” said Clifford.

  “That ‘s the great secret—that you are not, eh?” asked the Baroness, with a quick laugh. “I am very glad to hear it. You are altogether too young. A young man in your position must choose and compare; he must see the world first. Depend upon it,” she added, “you should not settle that matter before you have come abroad and paid me that visit. There are several things I should like to call your attention to first.”

  “Well, I am rather afraid of that visit,” said Clifford. “It seems to me it will be rather like going to school again.”

  The Baroness looked at him a moment.

  “My dear child,” she said, “there is no agreeable man who has not, at some moment, been to school to a clever woman—probably a little older than himself. And you must be thankful when you get your instructions gratis. With me you would get it gratis.”

  The next day Clifford told Lizzie Acton that the Baroness thought her the most charming girl she had ever seen.

  Lizzie shook her head. “No, she does n’t!” she said.

  “Do you think everything she says,” asked Clifford, “is to be taken the opposite way?”

  “I think that is!” said Lizzie.

  Clifford was going to remark that in this case the Baroness must desire greatly to bring about a marriage between Mr. Clifford Wentworth and Miss Elizabeth Acton; but he resolved, on the whole, to suppress this observation.

  CHAPTER IX

  It seemed to Robert Acton, after Eugenia had come to his house, that something had passed between them which made them a good deal more intimate. It was hard to say exactly what, except her telling him that she had taken her resolution with regard to the Prince Adolf; for Madame Munster’s visit had made no difference in their relations. He came to see her very often; but he had come to see her very often before. It was agreeable to him to find himself in her little drawing-room; but this was not a new discovery. There was a change, however, in this sense: that if the Baroness had been a great deal in Acton’s thoughts before, she was now never out of them. From the first she had been personally fascinating; but the fascination now had become intellectual as well. He was constantly pondering her words and motions; they were as interesting as the factors in an algebraic problem. This is saying a good deal; for Acton was extremely fond of mathematics. He asked himself whether it could be that he was in love with her, and then hoped he was not; hoped it not so much for his own sake as for that of the amatory passion itself. If this was love, love had been overrated. Love was a poetic impulse, and his own state of feeling with regard to the Baroness was largely characterized by that eminently prosaic sentiment—curiosity. It was true, as Acton with his quietly cogitative habit observed to himself, that curiosity, pushed to a given point, might become a romantic passion; and he certainly thought enough about this charming woman to make him restless and even a little melancholy. It puzzled and vexed him at times to feel that he was not more ardent. He was not in the least bent upon remaining a bachelor. In his younger years he had been—or he had tried to be— of the opinion that it would be a good deal “jollier” not to marry, and he had flattered himself that his single condition was something of a citadel. It was a citadel, at all events, of which he had long since leveled the outworks. He had removed the guns from the ramparts; he had lowered the draw-bridge across the moat. The draw-bridge had swayed lightly under Madame Munster’s step; why should he not cause it to be raised again, so that she might be kept prisoner? He had an idea that she would become— in time at least, and on learning the conveniences of the place for making a lady comfortable—a tolerably patient captive. But the draw-bridge was never raised, and Acton’s brilliant visitor was as free to depart as she had been to come. It was part of his curiosity to know why the deuce so susceptible a man was not in love with so charming a woman. If her various graces were, as I have said, the factors in an algebraic problem, the answer to this question was the indispensable unknown quantity. The pursuit of the unknown quantity was extremely absorbing; for the present it taxed all Acton’s faculties.

  Toward the middle of August he was obliged to leave home for some days; an old friend, with whom he had been associated in China, had begged him to come to Newport, where he lay extremely ill. His friend got better, and at the end of a week Acton was released. I use the word “released” advisedly; for in spite of his attachment to his Chinese comrade he had been but a half-hearted visitor. He felt as if he had been called away from the theatre during the progress of a remarkably interesting drama. The curtain was up all this time, and he was losing the fourth act; that fourth act which would have been so essential to a just appreciation of the fifth. In other words, he was thinking about the Baroness, who, seen at this distance, seemed a truly brilliant figure. He saw at Newport a great many pretty women, who certainly were figures as brilliant as beautiful light dresses could make them; but though they talked a great deal—and the Baroness’s strong point was perhaps also her conversation—Madame Munster appeared to lose nothing by the comparison. He wished she had come to Newport too. Would it not be possible to make up, as they said, a party for visiting the famous watering-place and invite Eugenia to join it? It was true that the complete satisfaction would be to spend a fortnight at Newport with Eugenia alone. It would be a great pleasure to see her, in society, carry everything before her, as he was sure she would do. When Acton caught himself thinking these thoughts he began to walk up and down, with his hands in his pockets, frowning a little and looking at the floor. What did it prove— for it certainly proved something—this lively disposition to be “off” somewhere with Madame Munster, away from all the rest of them? Such a vision, certainly, seemed a refined implication of matrimony, after the Baroness should have formally got rid of her informal husband. At any rate, Acton, with his characteristic discretion, forbore to give expression to whatever else it might imply, and the narrator of these incidents is not obliged to be more definite.

  He returned home rapidly, and, arriving in the afternoon, lost as little time as possible in joining the familiar circle at Mr. Wentworth’s. On reaching the house, however, he found the piazzas empty. The doors and windows were open, and their emptiness was made clear by the shafts of lamp-light from the parlors. Entering the house, he found Mr. Wentworth sitting alone in one of these apartments, engaged in the perusal of the “North American Review.” After they had exchanged greetings and his cousin had made discreet inquiry about his journey, Acton asked what had become of Mr. Wentworth’s companions.

  “They are scattered about, amusing themselves as usual,” said the old man. “I saw Charlotte, a short time since, seated, with Mr. Brand, upon the piazza. They were conversing with their customary animation. I suppose they have joined her sister, who, for the hundredth time, was doing the honors of the garden to her foreign cousin.”

  “I suppose you mean Felix,” said Acton. And on Mr. Wentworth’s assenting, he said, “And the others?”

  “Your sister has not come this evening. You must have seen her at home,” said Mr. Wentworth.

  “Yes. I proposed to her to come. She declined.”

  “Lizzie, I suppose, was expecting a visitor,” said the old man, with a kind of solemn slyness.

  “If she was expecting Clifford, he had not turned up.”

  Mr. Wentworth, at this intelligence, closed the “North American Review” and remarked that he had understood Clifford to say that he was going to see his cousin. Privately, he reflected that if Lizzie Acton had had no news of his son, Clifford must have gone to Boston for the evening: an unnatural course of a summer night, especially when accompanied with disingenuous representations.

  “You must remember that he has two cousins,” said A
cton, laughing. And then, coming to the point, “If Lizzie is not here,” he added, “neither apparently is the Baroness.”

  Mr. Wentworth stared a moment, and remembered that queer proposition of Felix’s. For a moment he did not know whether it was not to be wished that Clifford, after all, might have gone to Boston. “The Baroness has not honored us tonight,” he said. “She has not come over for three days.”

  “Is she ill?” Acton asked.

  “No; I have been to see her.”

  “What is the matter with her?”

  “Well,” said Mr. Wentworth, “I infer she has tired of us.”

  Acton pretended to sit down, but he was restless; he found it impossible to talk with Mr. Wentworth. At the end of ten minutes he took up his hat and said that he thought he would “go off.” It was very late; it was ten o’clock.

  His quiet-faced kinsman looked at him a moment. “Are you going home?” he asked.

  Acton hesitated, and then answered that he had proposed to go over and take a look at the Baroness.

  “Well, you are honest, at least,” said Mr. Wentworth, sadly.

  “So are you, if you come to that!” cried Acton, laughing. “Why should n’t I be honest?”

  The old man opened the “North American” again, and read a few lines. “If we have ever had any virtue among us, we had better keep hold of it now,” he said. He was not quoting.

  “We have a Baroness among us,” said Acton. “That ‘s what we must keep hold of!” He was too impatient to see Madame Munster again to wonder what Mr. Wentworth was talking about. Nevertheless, after he had passed out of the house and traversed the garden and the little piece of road that separated him from Eugenia’s provisional residence, he stopped a moment outside. He stood in her little garden; the long window of her parlor was open, and he could see the white curtains, with the lamp-light shining through them, swaying softly to and fro in the warm night wind. There was a sort of excitement in the idea of seeing Madame Munster again; he became aware that his heart was beating rather faster than usual. It was this that made him stop, with a half-amused surprise. But in a moment he went along the piazza, and, approaching the open window, tapped upon its lintel with his stick. He could see the Baroness within; she was standing in the middle of the room. She came to the window and pulled aside the curtain; then she stood looking at him a moment. She was not smiling; she seemed serious.

  “Mais entrez donc!” she said at last. Acton passed in across the window-sill; he wondered, for an instant, what was the matter with her. But the next moment she had begun to smile and had put out her hand. “Better late than never,” she said. “It is very kind of you to come at this hour.”

  “I have just returned from my journey,” said Acton.

  “Ah, very kind, very kind,” she repeated, looking about her where to sit.

  “I went first to the other house,” Acton continued. “I expected to find you there.”

  She had sunk into her usual chair; but she got up again, and began to move about the room. Acton had laid down his hat and stick; he was looking at her, conscious that there was in fact a great charm in seeing her again. “I don’t know whether I ought to tell you to sit down,” she said. “It is too late to begin a visit.”

  “It ‘s too early to end one,” Acton declared; “and we need n’t mind the beginning.”

  She looked at him again, and, after a moment, dropped once more into her low chair, while he took a place near her. “We are in the middle, then?” she asked. “Was that where we were when you went away? No, I have n’t been to the other house.”

  “Not yesterday, nor the day before, eh?”

  “I don’t know how many days it is.”

  “You are tired of it,” said Acton.

  She leaned back in her chair; her arms were folded. “That is a terrible accusation, but I have not the courage to defend myself.”

  “I am not attacking you,” said Acton. “I expected something of this kind.”

  “It ‘s a proof of extreme intelligence. I hope you enjoyed your journey.”

  “Not at all,” Acton declared. “I would much rather have been here with you.”

  “Now you are attacking me,” said the Baroness. “You are contrasting my inconstancy with your own fidelity.”

  “I confess I never get tired of people I like.”

  “Ah, you are not a poor wicked foreign woman, with irritable nerves and a sophisticated mind!”

  “Something has happened to you since I went away,” said Acton, changing his place.

  “Your going away—that is what has happened to me.”

  “Do you mean to say that you have missed me?” he asked.

  “If I had meant to say it, it would not be worth your making a note of. I am very dishonest and my compliments are worthless.”

  Acton was silent for some moments. “You have broken down,” he said at last.

  Madame Munster left her chair, and began to move about.

  “Only for a moment. I shall pull myself together again.”

  “You had better not take it too hard. If you are bored, you need n’t be afraid to say so—to me at least.”

  “You should n’t say such things as that,” the Baroness answered. “You should encourage me.”

  “I admire your patience; that is encouraging.”

  “You should n’t even say that. When you talk of my patience you are disloyal to your own people. Patience implies suffering; and what have I had to suffer?”

  “Oh, not hunger, not unkindness, certainly,” said Acton, laughing. “Nevertheless, we all admire your patience.”

  “You all detest me!” cried the Baroness, with a sudden vehemence, turning her back toward him.

  “You make it hard,” said Acton, getting up, “for a man to say something tender to you.” This evening there was something particularly striking and touching about her; an unwonted softness and a look of suppressed emotion. He felt himself suddenly appreciating the fact that she had behaved very well. She had come to this quiet corner of the world under the weight of a cruel indignity, and she had been so gracefully, modestly thankful for the rest she found there. She had joined that simple circle over the way; she had mingled in its plain, provincial talk; she had shared its meagre and savorless pleasures. She had set herself a task, and she had rigidly performed it. She had conformed to the angular conditions of New England life, and she had had the tact and pluck to carry it off as if she liked them. Acton felt a more downright need than he had ever felt before to tell her that he admired her and that she struck him as a very superior woman. All along, hitherto, he had been on his guard with her; he had been cautious, observant, suspicious. But now a certain light tumult in his blood seemed to tell him that a finer degree of confidence in this charming woman would be its own reward. “We don’t detest you,” he went on. “I don’t know what you mean. At any rate, I speak for myself; I don’t know anything about the others. Very likely, you detest them for the dull life they make you lead. Really, it would give me a sort of pleasure to hear you say so.”

  Eugenia had been looking at the door on the other side of the room; now she slowly turned her eyes toward Robert Acton. “What can be the motive,” she asked, “of a man like you— an honest man, a galant homme—in saying so base a thing as that?”

  “Does it sound very base?” asked Acton, candidly. “I suppose it does, and I thank you for telling me so. Of course, I don’t mean it literally.”

  The Baroness stood looking at him. “How do you mean it?” she asked.

  This question was difficult to answer, and Acton, feeling the least bit foolish, walked to the open window and looked out. He stood there, thinking a moment, and then he turned back. “You know that document that you were to send to Germany,” he said. “You called it your ‘renunciation.’ Did you ever send it?”

  Madame Munster’s eyes expanded; she looked very grave. “What a singular answer to my question!”

  “Oh, it is n’t an answer,” said
Acton. “I have wished to ask you, many times. I thought it probable you would tell me yourself. The question, on my part, seems abrupt now; but it would be abrupt at any time.”

  The Baroness was silent a moment; and then, “I think I have told you too much!” she said.

  This declaration appeared to Acton to have a certain force; he had indeed a sense of asking more of her than he offered her. He returned to the window, and watched, for a moment, a little star that twinkled through the lattice of the piazza. There were at any rate offers enough he could make; perhaps he had hitherto not been sufficiently explicit in doing so. “I wish you would ask something of me,” he presently said. “Is there nothing I can do for you? If you can’t stand this dull life any more, let me amuse you!”

  The Baroness had sunk once more into a chair, and she had taken up a fan which she held, with both hands, to her mouth. Over the top of the fan her eyes were fixed on him. “You are very strange to-night,” she said, with a little laugh.