The Complete Works of Henry James

by Henry James

  The girl made these reflexions while the three ladies sat at their tea, but that ceremony was interrupted before long by the arrival of the great doctor from London, who had been immediately ushered into the drawing-room. Mrs. Touchett took him off to the library for a private talk; and then Madame Merle and Isabel parted, to meet again at dinner. The idea of seeing more of this interesting woman did much to mitigate Isabel’s sense of the sadness now settling on Gardencourt.

  When she came into the drawing-room before dinner she found the place empty; but in the course of a moment Ralph arrived. His anxiety about his father had been lightened; Sir Matthew Hope’s view of his condition was less depressed than his own had been. The doctor recommended that the nurse alone should remain with the old man for the next three or four hours; so that Ralph, his mother and the great physician himself were free to dine at table. Mrs. Touchett and Sir Matthew appeared; Madame Merle was the last.

  Before she came Isabel spoke of her to Ralph, who was standing before the fireplace. “Pray who is this Madame Merle?”

  “The cleverest woman I know, not excepting yourself,” said Ralph.

  “I thought she seemed very pleasant.”

  “I was sure you’d think her very pleasant.”

  “Is that why you invited her?”

  “I didn’t invite her, and when we came back from London I didn’t know she was here. No one invited her. She’s a friend of my mother’s, and just after you and I went to town my mother got a note from her. She had arrived in England (she usually lives abroad, though she has first and last spent a good deal of time here), and asked leave to come down for a few days. She’s a woman who can make such proposals with perfect confidence; she’s so welcome wherever she goes. And with my mother there could be no question of hesitating; she’s the one person in the world whom my mother very much admires. If she were not herself (which she after all much prefers), she would like to be Madame Merle. It would indeed be a great change.”

  “Well, she’s very charming,” said Isabel. “And she plays beautifully.”

  “She does everything beautifully. She’s complete.”

  Isabel looked at her cousin a moment. “You don’t like her.”

  “On the contrary, I was once in love with her.”

  “And she didn’t care for you, and that’s why you don’t like her.”

  “How can we have discussed such things? Monsieur Merle was then living.”

  “Is he dead now?”

  “So she says.”

  “Don’t you believe her?”

  “Yes, because the statement agrees with the probabilities. The husband of Madame Merle would be likely to pass away.”

  Isabel gazed at her cousin again. “I don’t know what you mean. You mean something—that you don’t mean. What was Monsieur Merle?”

  “The husband of Madame.”

  “You’re very odious. Has she any children?”

  “Not the least little child—fortunately.”

  “Fortunately?”

  “I mean fortunately for the child. She’d be sure to spoil it.”

  Isabel was apparently on the point of assuring her cousin for the third time that he was odious; but the discussion was interrupted by the arrival of the lady who was the topic of it. She came rustling in quickly, apologising for being late, fastening a bracelet, dressed in dark blue satin, which exposed a white bosom that was ineffectually covered by a curious silver necklace. Ralph offered her his arm with the exaggerated alertness of a man who was no longer a lover.

  Even if this had still been his condition, however, Ralph had other things to think about. The great doctor spent the night at Gardencourt and, returning to London on the morrow, after another consultation with Mr. Touchett’s own medical adviser, concurred in Ralph’s desire that he should see the patient again on the day following. On the day following Sir Matthew Hope reappeared at Gardencourt, and now took a less encouraging view of the old man, who had grown worse in the twenty-four hours. His feebleness was extreme, and to his son, who constantly sat by his bedside, it often seemed that his end must be at hand. The local doctor, a very sagacious man, in whom Ralph had secretly more confidence than in his distinguished colleague, was constantly in attendance, and Sir Matthew Hope came back several times. Mr. Touchett was much of the time unconscious; he slept a great deal; he rarely spoke. Isabel had a great desire to be useful to him and was allowed to watch with him at hours when his other attendants (of whom Mrs. Touchett was not the least regular) went to take rest. He never seemed to know her, and she always said to herself “Suppose he should die while I’m sitting here;” an idea which excited her and kept her awake. Once he opened his eyes for a while and fixed them upon her intelligently, but when she went to him, hoping he would recognise her, he closed them and relapsed into stupor. The day after this, however, he revived for a longer time; but on this occasion Ralph only was with him. The old man began to talk, much to his son’s satisfaction, who assured him that they should presently have him sitting up.

  “No, my boy,” said Mr. Touchett, “not unless you bury me in a sitting posture, as some of the ancients—was it the ancients?— used to do.”

  “Ah, daddy, don’t talk about that,” Ralph murmured. “You mustn’t deny that you’re getting better.”

  “There will be no need of my denying it if you don’t say it,” the old man answered. “Why should we prevaricate just at the last? We never prevaricated before. I’ve got to die some time, and it’s better to die when one’s sick than when one’s well. I’m very sick —as sick as I shall ever be. I hope you don’t want to prove that I shall ever be worse than this? That would be too bad. You don’t? Well then.”

  Having made this excellent point he became quiet; but the next time that Ralph was with him he again addressed himself to conversation. The nurse had gone to her supper and Ralph was alone in charge, having just relieved Mrs. Touchett, who had been on guard since dinner. The room was lighted only by the flickering fire, which of late had become necessary, and Ralph’s tall shadow was projected over wall and ceiling with an outline constantly varying but always grotesque.

  “Who’s that with me—is it my son?” the old man asked.

  “Yes, it’s your son, daddy.”

  “And is there no one else?”

  “No one else.”

  Mr. Touchett said nothing for a while; and then, “I want to talk a little,” he went on.

  “Won’t it tire you?” Ralph demurred.

  “It won’t matter if it does. I shall have a long rest. I want to talk about YOU.”

  Ralph had drawn nearer to the bed; he sat leaning forward with his hand on his father’s. “You had better select a brighter topic.”

  “You were always bright; I used to be proud of your brightness. I should like so much to think you’d do something.”

  “If you leave us,” said Ralph, “I shall do nothing but miss you.”

  “That’s just what I don’t want; it’s what I want to talk about. You must get a new interest.”

  “I don’t want a new interest, daddy. I have more old ones than I know what to do with.”

  The old man lay there looking at his son; his face was the face of the dying, but his eyes were the eyes of Daniel Touchett. He seemed to be reckoning over Ralph’s interests. “Of course you have your mother,” he said at last. “You’ll take care of her.”

  “My mother will always take care of herself,” Ralph returned.

  “Well,” said his father, “perhaps as she grows older she’ll need a little help.”

  “I shall not see that. She’ll outlive me.”

  “Very likely she will; but that’s no reason—!” Mr. Touchett let his phrase die away in a helpless but not quite querulous sigh and remained silent again.

  “Don’t trouble yourself about us,” said his son, “My mother and I get on very well together, you know.”

  “You get on by always being apart; that’s not natural.”

  “If you lea
ve us we shall probably see more of each other.”

  “Well,” the old man observed with wandering irrelevance, “it can’t be said that my death will make much difference in your mother’s life.”

  “It will probably make more than you think.”

  “Well, she’ll have more money,” said Mr. Touchett. “I’ve left her a good wife’s portion, just as if she had been a good wife.”

  “She has been one, daddy, according to her own theory. She has never troubled you.”

  “Ah, some troubles are pleasant,” Mr. Touchett murmured. “Those you’ve given me for instance. But your mother has been less— less—what shall I call it? less out of the way since I’ve been ill. I presume she knows I’ve noticed it.”

  “I shall certainly tell her so; I’m so glad you mention it.”

  “It won’t make any difference to her; she doesn’t do it to please me. She does it to please—to please—” And he lay a while trying to think why she did it. “She does it because it suits her. But that’s not what I want to talk about,” he added. “It’s about you. You’ll be very well off.”

  “Yes,” said Ralph, “I know that. But I hope you’ve not forgotten the talk we had a year ago—when I told you exactly what money I should need and begged you to make some good use of the rest.”

  “Yes, yes, I remember. I made a new will—in a few days. I suppose it was the first time such a thing had happened—a young man trying to get a will made against him.”

  “It is not against me,” said Ralph. “It would be against me to have a large property to take care of. It’s impossible for a man in my state of health to spend much money, and enough is as good as a feast.”

  “Well, you’ll have enough—and something over. There will be more than enough for one—there will be enough for two.”

  “That’s too much,” said Ralph.

  “Ah, don’t say that. The best thing you can do; when I’m gone, will be to marry.”

  Ralph had foreseen what his father was coming to, and this suggestion was by no means fresh. It had long been Mr. Touchett’s most ingenious way of taking the cheerful view of his son’s possible duration. Ralph had usually treated it facetiously; but present circumstances proscribed the facetious. He simply fell back in his chair and returned his father’s appealing gaze.

  “If I, with a wife who hasn’t been very fond of me, have had a very happy life,” said the old man, carrying his ingenuity further still, “what a life mightn’t you have if you should marry a person different from Mrs. Touchett. There are more different from her than there are like her.” Ralph still said nothing; and after a pause his father resumed softly: “What do you think of your cousin?”

  At this Ralph started, meeting the question with a strained smile. “Do I understand you to propose that I should marry Isabel?”

  “Well, that’s what it comes to in the end. Don’t you like Isabel?”

  “Yes, very much.” And Ralph got up from his chair and wandered over to the fire. He stood before it an instant and then he stooped and stirred it mechanically. “I like Isabel very much,” he repeated.

  “Well,” said his father, “I know she likes you. She has told me how much she likes you.”

  “Did she remark that she would like to marry me?”

  “No, but she can’t have anything against you. And she’s the most charming young lady I’ve ever seen. And she would be good to you. I have thought a great deal about it.”

  “So have I,” said Ralph, coming back to the bedside again. “I don’t mind telling you that.”

  “You ARE in love with her then? I should think you would be. It’s as if she came over on purpose.”

  “No, I’m not in love with her; but I should be if—if certain things were different.”

  “Ah, things are always different from what they might be,” said the old man. “If you wait for them to change you’ll never do anything. I don’t know whether you know,” he went on; “but I suppose there’s no harm in my alluding to it at such an hour as this: there was some one wanted to marry Isabel the other day, and she wouldn’t have him.”

  “I know she refused Warburton: he told me himself.”

  “Well, that proves there’s a chance for somebody else.”

  “Somebody else took his chance the other day in London—and got nothing by it.”

  “Was it you?” Mr. Touchett eagerly asked.

  “No, it was an older friend; a poor gentleman who came over from America to see about it.”

  “Well, I’m sorry for him, whoever he was. But it only proves what I say—that the way’s open to you.”

  “If it is, dear father, it’s all the greater pity that I’m unable to tread it. I haven’t many convictions; but I have three or four that I hold strongly. One is that people, on the whole, had better not marry their cousins. Another is that people in an advanced stage of pulmonary disorder had better not marry at all.”

  The old man raised his weak hand and moved it to and fro before his face. “What do you mean by that? You look at things in a way that would make everything wrong. What sort of a cousin is a cousin that you had never seen for more than twenty years of her life? We’re all each other’s cousins, and if we stopped at that the human race would die out. It’s just the same with your bad lung. You’re a great deal better than you used to be. All you want is to lead a natural life. It is a great deal more natural to marry a pretty young lady that you’re in love with than it is to remain single on false principles.”

  “I’m not in love with Isabel,” said Ralph.

  “You said just now that you would be if you didn’t think it wrong. I want to prove to you that it isn’t wrong.”

  “It will only tire you, dear daddy,” said Ralph, who marvelled at his father’s tenacity and at his finding strength to insist. “Then where shall we all be?”

  “Where shall you be if I don’t provide for you? You won’t have anything to do with the bank, and you won’t have me to take care of. You say you’ve so many interests; but I can’t make them out.”

  Ralph leaned back in his chair with folded arms; his eyes were fixed for some time in meditation. At last, with the air of a man fairly mustering courage, “I take a great interest in my cousin,” he said, “but not the sort of interest you desire. I shall not live many years; but I hope I shall live long enough to see what she does with herself. She’s entirely independent of me; I can exercise very little influence upon her life. But I should like to do something for her.”

  “What should you like to do?”

  “I should like to put a little wind in her sails.”

  “What do you mean by that?”

  “I should like to put it into her power to do some of the things she wants. She wants to see the world for instance. I should like to put money in her purse.”

  “Ah, I’m glad you’ve thought of that,” said the old man. “But I’ve thought of it too. I’ve left her a legacy—five thousand pounds.”

  “That’s capital; it’s very kind of you. But I should like to do a little more.”

  Something of that veiled acuteness with which it had been on Daniel Touchett’s part the habit of a lifetime to listen to a financial proposition still lingered in the face in which the invalid had not obliterated the man of business. “I shall be happy to consider it,” he said softly.

  “Isabel’s poor then. My mother tells me that she has but a few hundred dollars a year. I should like to make her rich.”

  “What do you mean by rich?”

  “I call people rich when they’re able to meet the requirements of their imagination. Isabel has a great deal of imagination.”

  “So have you, my son,” said Mr. Touchett, listening very attentively but a little confusedly.

  “You tell me I shall have money enough for two. What I want is that you should kindly relieve me of my superfluity and make it over to Isabel. Divide my inheritance into two equal halves and give her the second.”

  “To do what she lik
es with?”

  “Absolutely what she likes.”

  “And without an equivalent?”

  “What equivalent could there be?”

  “The one I’ve already mentioned.”

  “Her marrying—some one or other? It’s just to do away with anything of that sort that I make my suggestion. If she has an easy income she’ll never have to marry for a support. That’s what I want cannily to prevent. She wishes to be free, and your bequest will make her free.”