Whirlwind Wedding

by Jacquie D’Alessandro

  "Perhaps Austin knows the man," Miles said. "We'll find out tomorrow when we arrive in London."

  "Yes. I've arranged for the coach to be brought around at first light. I didn't tell Mother or Caroline why we're going, but they are always eager for a trip to Town, thank God." Robert dragged his hands through his hair. "I couldn't very well tell them Mortlin discovered a dead body in the bushes and there may be a murderer on the loose. Of course, Mother balked at interrupting Austin and Elizabeth's wedding trip, so I appreciate your inviting us to stay at your town house."

  "My pleasure," Miles said tossing back his brandy.

  "I'm relieved that the last of the guests, including Lady Penbroke, departed this morning," Robert continued "so it wasn't necessary to make awkward excuses to them."

  "Indeed" Miles said pouring himself another brandy and downing it.

  Robert stared at him. "Are you all right?"

  "Fine. Why do you ask?"

  "Because you've practically emptied the brandy decanter in the last five minutes."

  "Just a bit unnerved I suppose."

  Robert nodded. "I understand perfectly." He glanced toward the mantel clock. "It's almost midnight. I'm going to retire. I suggest you do the same."

  "I'll be along shortly. Good night."

  The instant Robert left the room, Miles poured himself another hefty brandy. Leaning against the mantel, he stared into the flames, trying to figure out what a Runner was doing at Bradford Hall and why someone killed him. Nothing was clear other than the fact that Robert, his mother, and Caroline had to leave here until the mystery was solved. His stomach turned over. If anything happened to Caroline-

  He swallowed half his drink and squeezed his eyes shut. No. No harm would come to Caroline. He would personally see to it. But first he would have to survive the five-hour journey facing him tomorrow.

  Five hours in a coach with Caroline. Five hours of her sitting close enough to touch, five hours of breathing in her delicate fragrance.

  Five hours of pure torture.

  His guts tightened at the very thought. It was one thing to avoid her in a crowd, but how the hell could he hope to pretend indifference in a carriage? And with her brother and mother looking on, no less.

  Damnation, when the hell had she grown up? He'd looked at her a thousand times and had never seen her. She'd always been "Little Caroline," until that night two months ago when he'd waltzed with her. Since then it seemed he could not stop looking at her. She'd fit in his arms as if she were made for him alone and no matter how hard he tried, he'd been unable to erase the feel of her, the scent of her from his memory.

  He closed his eyes, picturing her in his mind. What would her beautiful mouth feel like? Taste like?

  His eyes snapped open and he gulped his brandy. Hang it! What the hell am I thinking? If Austin even suspected he was entertaining carnal thoughts about Caroline, he would snap his fingers and decree, "Off with his head!"

  He simply had to push these insane urges aside. Caroline was not a woman to trifle with, and the "trifle" sort was what he liked best. Caroline would have a husband- and as he had no intention of being one, he simply needed to forget this madness. No wife for him, no indeed. He had no intention of being leg-shackled as his father had been to his second wife, a nagging harpy who'd made his life miserable until the day he died.

  He would endure the carriage ride tomorrow and Caroline's presence in his home for several days, and then he wouldn't have to see her again until the start of the next Season, thank God. And even then, he could easily avoid her.

  A knock sounded at the door. "Come in."

  Caroline entered closing the door behind her.

  It felt as if all the air had been sucked from the room.

  "Good evening," she said joining him by the fireplace and offering him a tentative smile. "I was looking for Robert."

  "He's gone to bed." He tried to force his gaze away from her, but failed completely. The fire's glow highlighted her delicate features and shiny golden hair. The memory of the feel of her in his arms washed over him again, bringing with it a heated rush of desire.

  "Don't let me keep you from retiring, Caroline," he said, inclining his head in a meaningful fashion toward the door.

  "Are you angry about something, Miles?"

  He tore his gaze away from her and stared into the fire. Yes, he was angry. Angry for being unable to talk himself out of this unwanted, insane desire for her. Yes, he was very angry indeed.

  "No, Caroline. I'm not angry."

  "I don't believe you."

  His gaze snapped over to glare at her. Looking at her proved a big mistake. Her blue eyes probed his, studying him with tender concern. Her breasts curved above her bodice and tendrils of golden hair curled in a beguiling fashion around her face. His loins clenched, and he swelled against his trousers. She was so damn beautiful. And he wanted her. God how he wanted her.

  "Are you calling me a liar?"

  "No, of course not. I was just concerned that I'd done something to anger you."

  "You haven't." He swallowed the rest of his brandy and continued to stare at her, helpless to stop himself. He knew he should stop drinking with such haste. He was beginning to feel light-headed.

  Caroline watched him, her heart thumping against her ribs. On the outside she strove to appear calm, but on the inside her nerves jangled with tension and uncertainty. She'd known Robert had retired. She'd been waiting for an opportunity to be alone with Miles, hoping that he might make an encouraging move toward her, but his fierce scowl made hope of that outcome die a slow, withering death in her breast.

  Well, she was prepared to take matters into her own hands. She'd loved him her entire life. It was time to show him she wasn't a little girl anymore. She had nothing to lose except her pride, and she would happily sacrifice that if it meant having Miles.

  "I'm relieved you're not angry with me," she remarked with what she hoped sounded like a carefree laugh, "because I wish to ask your advice about something, if you don't mind."

  He didn't answer her.

  "It's a rather delicate matter," she went on doggedly. "Ask your mother," he suggested his tone anything but friendly.

  "Oh, I couldn't ask Mother about this." "Then ask Austin. Or Robert."

  "Impossible," she decreed with a wave of her hand. She leaned forward and spoke confidentially. "They're men, you see."

  He turned his head and stared at her. "And just what the hell am I?"

  "Oh! Well, you're a man, of course," she replied not even batting an eye at his use of an obscenity. "But you're different. You're not my brother, you see."

  Miles didn't see. Not at all. He knew he wasn't her brother, damn it. He knew it all too well. "What do you need advice about, Caroline?" he asked in a tired voice. Maybe if he humored her she'd go away and leave him in peace. Then he could concentrate on something other than her.

  "I need to know about kissing."

  He gaped at her in amazement. "What did you say?"

  "I said I need to know about kissing. As you know, Lord Blankenship was one of our houseguests this past week. I have reason to believe he holds me in some affection and may offer for me."

  "Blankenship? Charles Blankenship?"

  "Yes."

  "Has he spoken to Austin about this?" "No. At least I don't think so."

  "Then what makes you think he plans to offer for you?"

  "He kissed me."

  "He what?"

  "He kissed me."

  "Where?"

  Caroline blinked. "In the library." Miles barely held his temper in check. "I meant where did he kiss you-as in on the hand or on your cheek?"

  "Oh. Neither. He kissed me on my lips."

  "He what?"

  "You seem to have a decided problem understanding me. Is your hearing afflicted?"

  "Certainly not," Miles answered indignant. "I just simply cannot believe you'd allow him to kiss you in such a fashion."

  She cocked her head to one side. "
Indeed? Why? Lord Blankenship is titled wealthy, kind and fair of countenance."

  "Isn't he rather old for you?"

  "He's only two years older than you. But that isn't what I want to talk about."

  "Really?" His voice resembled a growl.

  "No. What I need to know is why I didn't feel anything when Charles kissed me. Except perhaps boredom."

  Much to his disgust, a wave of relief washed over Miles. "Boredom? Really? What a pity."

  "From conversations I've had with several friends, I understand it's not necessary to feel bored when a gentleman kisses you. Apparently some gentlemen's kisses aren't boring at all." She looked directly into his eyes. "Is that true?"

  "How the hell would I know?" He fought an urge to tug at his suddenly constrictive cravat. His damn valet had obviously tied his neckcloth too tight. And hang it, when had it become so hot in here?

  "Are your kisses boring, Miles?" she asked taking a step closer to him.

  "I haven't the vaguest notion. I've never kissed myself." He took a wary step backward. His shoulders bumped into the mantel, effectively stopping him from retreating any farther.

  She advanced another step, then another, stopping within a foot of him. Gazing up at him with luminous eyes, she said "Well, then, why not kiss me, and I'll let you know."

  "That is a most improper suggestion, Caroline," he said grimly aware that he wanted nothing more than to oblige her.

  She placed her hands on his shirtfront. "What's wrong, Miles? Are you afraid you'll discover your kisses induce boredom?"

  He valiantly fought for control. The touch of her hands was driving him to distraction.

  "Look at me," Caroline whispered.

  He stared over her shoulder, silent and tight lipped.

  "Kiss me," she breathed.

  "No."

  "Hold me."

  "Absolutely not." He gritted his teeth and prayed for strength. He had to get away from her. He raised his hands and grasped her wrists, planning to forcibly move her away from him. But then he looked at her.

  It proved his undoing.

  Her eyes glistened with unshed tears, and the vulnerable longing on her beautiful face all but sliced him in half. He grasped her shoulders, intending to push her away, determined to be noble, but she raised herself onto her tiptoes and flattened herself against him.

  "Please, Miles. Please…" She placed her soft lips against his jaw, the only part of his face she could reach without his cooperation.

  Her plea and her tears pierced his heart like arrows. His control snapped and with an agonized groan he lowered his mouth to hers.

  God help him. Had any woman ever tasted this sweet? Felt this good? She softly moaned his name and wrapped her arms tightly around his neck. The sound of his name coming from her lips on a breathy sigh made him tingle all over.

  With unhurried languor he introduced her to the art of kissing. She was inexperienced but very eager and a fast learner. When he ran the tip of his tongue along her lower lip, she did the same to him. She gasped in surprise when his tongue invaded the velvety warmth of her mouth, but within seconds she rubbed her own tongue against his, causing him to clasp her to him fiercely.

  Again and again he slanted his mouth over hers, alternating between a lazy, coaxing touching of lips and a hard demanding melding of mouths and tongues.

  When he finally raised his head she clung to him and buried her face against his shirtfront. "My goodness," she whispered. "That was-"

  "A mistake, Caroline. A big mistake." His voice shook and his heart raced at triple speed. Dropping his head back, he squeezed his eyes shut and again prayed for strength. His arms still held her tightly against him, and he knew she must feel his arousal pressing against her, but she made no move to stand away from him. Instead she clung to him all the tighter. He wished he could blame the liquor for what had just occurred but he couldn't.

  He'd wanted to kiss Caroline more than he'd ever wanted anything before. He just thanked God he'd found the control to stop himself from taking any further liberties with her. He shuddered to think what Austin would do if he ever found out about the way his most trusted friend had just kissed his innocent sister. Pistols at dawn weren't beyond the realm of possibility.

  She raised her head. "How can you possibly say it was a mistake? It was wonderful."

  Miles forced himself to step away from her. "It shouldn't have happened. If I hadn't had so much to drink, it never would have." Liar.

  "You didn't enjoy it?" she asked her eyes clouding over with hurt bewilderment. "How can that be? It was the most wonderful moment of my entire life. Did you not feel what I felt?"

  Dear God how could he deny it? Their kiss had nearly brought him to his knees, but he could not, must not, tell her that. "It was just a meaningless kiss, nothing more." He pushed the lie past his lips and his insides cringed when her eyes filled with tears.

  "Meaningless?" she whispered in a broken voice. She turned her back to him in an obvious struggle to compose herself.

  He longed to take her in his arms, to take back his hurtful words, but he forced his hands to remain at his sides and he kept his mouth shut. He had to be firm. She was too young. Too innocent. Definitely not the woman for him. The only way he could ever have Caroline would be to marry her. And he wasn't about to get married simply to quell a lustful urge. He'd bring his lustful urges to a mistress and remain a carefree bachelor, thank you very much.

  "So, did you glean your answer about kissing?" he asked in a light tone, trying to gloss over the last several cataclysmic moments.

  Caroline drew an audible breath and whirled around. She faced him squarely, her eyes still damp, but shooting daggers nonetheless. "Yes. You'll be happy to know that your kiss isn't in the least bit boring," she informed him in a voice that shook with emotion. "But calling what happened between us meaningless is dishonest in the extreme." She raised her chin a notch. "A falsehood of the first order."

  His eyes narrowed on her flushed face. "Are you calling me a liar?" he asked for the second time that evening.

  "Yes, Miles. I'm calling you a liar." She stalked to the door, then shot his still-bulging manhood a scathing glance. "And a very poor liar at that." She swept from the room, and he gaped at the empty doorway.

  Good God. What a crushing set down.

  What an incredible woman.

  And just what the hell was he going to do about it?

  Chapter 14

  Austin awoke slowly, drowsily becoming aware of gentle hands roaming his chest. He pried one sleepy eye open and was rewarded with a view of a perfectly round breast topped with a plump rosy nipple. Deciding this required further investigation, he slid his other eye open and delighted in the sight and feel of his naked bride sitting astride his thighs, running her hands slowly up and down his torso.

  Her glorious hair surrounded her like an auburn cloud, cascading over her shoulders to touch her full breasts and caress her hips, the curling ends gliding behind her to rest on his legs.

  The fact that he was aroused did not surprise him a bit. Indeed, he'd been in a constant state of arousal for the past three days.

  But today things would change. He'd sent a message to Bow Street and had been informed that as of last evening, no one had yet heard from James Kinney.

  And late last night another blackmail letter had been delivered, demanding that Austin gather the incredible sum of five thousand pounds and await further instructions. He'd questioned the lad who brought the missive and learned that a "Frenchie" had offered him a bob to deliver the note. After paying the ragged youth a crown, he'd further learned that the "Frenchie" had frequented several establishments by the riverfront. The description the boy had provided of the man left no doubt in his mind that it was Gaspard. Austin planned to visit those places this afternoon in the hope of confronting the bastard face to face.

  So, as delightful as this brief interlude with his bride had been, it was time to turn his attention to other matters.

 
"Good morning, your grace," she greeted him. She leaned down and kissed his lips. "Or perhaps I should say good afternoon?" Her fingers trailed down his chest to lightly tickle his belly. His muscles contracted with pleasurable spasms wherever she touched him. Yes, it was going to be a shame for this interlude to end.

  She wrapped her fingers around his arousal and gently stroked him. "Are you going back to sleep?"

  Instead of answering, he grabbed her hips, lifted her, and impaled her on his erection. "I'm wide awake and you have my full attention," he assured her, his voice ending on a husky groan when she squeezed him in her silky, wet passage.

  Reaching up, he wound his fist in her hair and dragged her mouth down to his. His tongue slipped into her mouth while his other hand nestled between her thighs. When his fingers caressed her, she moaned deeply. Her climax came quickly, consuming her totally. Burying her face against his shoulder, she cried out his name over and over while she spasmed around him and melted in his arms.

  The moment she relaxed against him, he rolled them over until she lay on her back beneath him. He settled himself between her splayed thighs and moved slowly within her, withdrawing nearly all the way only to glide deep once again.

  Supporting his weight on his hands, he watched her beautiful face as he stroked inside her, slowly and steadily, until she writhed beneath him. She held absolutely nothing back in her responses to him. There was nothing shy or retiring about his bride in the bedchamber. Elizabeth in the throes of passion, with her long shining hair spread around her, was one of the most erotic sights he'd ever seen. A heartfelt groan escaped him when she wrapped her long legs around him and her fingers grasped his straining biceps.

  "Austin," she moaned arching beneath him. Her orgasm clenched him, and he sank into her one last time, spilling his seed deep within her. Clasping her to him, he rolled them onto their sides, and buried his face in her fragrant hair.

  "That was a very nice way to wake up," he murmured when he was able to speak again. He stroked the small of her back and her rounded buttocks with a light, circular motion.