For His Eyes Only

by Liz Fielding

  She took her camera and her camcorder, filming the walk up the drive to the sprawling house, smothered in an ancient wisteria that would look so pretty in the spring.

  It was absolutely perfect—and not just for her client.

  There was room for an office, a cottage in the grounds for Patsy—who was working for her now—and Michael. And a small barn tucked away at the rear.

  It was a house where two people could grow their lives, their family, and there was no use kidding herself. The only reason she’d wanted Darius to come with her was so that he would see it and fall in love with it too.

  The mews cottage was great, but there was no room for an office for her, no room for anything except the two of them indulging in a lot of that high-octane sex. She swallowed. He was the one who’d said he wanted more—commitment, a family.

  She didn’t need to tour the house to take photographs. She’d done that, leaving them where Darius could see them, hoping… She’d taken a few of the garden but, with a sigh, she set off to take more.

  The low sun was gleaming through grasses, scarlet dahlias that were making the most of a lingering autumn. The leaves in the hidden woodland dell that housed a grotto created in the bole of what had once been a huge tree.

  She’d seen photographs but hadn’t been down there. Today, though, she followed a narrow rill that fell in steps before dropping into a natural stream that trickled into a pool within the grotto. Light was filtering from above and more than just water gleamed in the darkness.

  None of this had been in the agent’s photographs and, curious, she stepped down. For a moment she couldn’t believe what she was seeing and then, as she did, she caught her breath.

  It was a bronze of the figure Darius had made, that he’d said he was going to destroy. She was here, lying on a bed, surrounded by a pool—a woodland nymph reaching out for her lover.

  She didn’t need the tingle at the base of her spine, didn’t have to turn around, to know Darius was there with her.

  ‘It’s beautiful,’ she said.

  ‘Yes.’

  She turned. ‘How did you know?’

  ‘I didn’t. I gave you a description of the house that would be perfect for us. Five bedrooms, room for a home office, an outbuilding of some sort, a staff cottage, and I waited for you to find it.’

  ‘But what about Mrs Harper?’

  ‘There is no Mrs Harper. I’m your client.’

  ‘You? But…’ She shook her head. ‘But how did you organise this?’ she demanded, flinging out a hand in the direction of the sculpture.

  ‘The owner indulged me. Unfortunately, the downside to that was his insistence that it stay, whether we buy or not.’

  ‘But…but…but…’ she spluttered. And then she knew. ‘You’ve already bought it, haven’t you?’

  ‘It seemed wise, just in case he got a better offer. I’ve leased out the studio. You decide whether we keep the mews or your flat for our London bolthole; you can find a tenant for the other, which leaves only two questions.’

  ‘Two?’

  ‘The first is: will you marry me?’

  She swallowed.

  ‘What’s the second question?’ she asked.

  ‘I think you’ll find that your mother is hoping for a Christmas wedding. Are you happy with that?’ He waited as she struggled with a throat that was Sahara-dry. ‘If you need a hint, yes and yes are the correct answers.’

  She flung herself into his arms, laughing and crying a little at the same time. ‘Yes, and yes, and yes, and yes…’ And then she threw a punch at him. ‘You discussed it with my mother!’

  ‘Let’s just say there was some heavy hinting going on the last time we went for Sunday lunch.’

  ‘Oh, good grief. It’s not compulsory, you know!’

  ‘Too late. We’ve booked the church.’ And then he was kissing her and she said nothing more for a very long time.

  *

  Wedding bells, fairy lights glistening over a white frost. Red berries and ivy twisted around pew ends and around the Christmas roses in her bouquet. White velvet and her grandmother’s pearls. And Darius.

  Darius waiting for her at the altar. Darius holding out his hand to her, folding it in his and holding on tight, then smiling as if this was the best day in his life. And Natasha smiling back because it was the best day of hers. So far.

  *

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  ONE

  Within the fast closing walls of his downtown L.A. executive office—a modern, stylized space reflective of his personal tastes, professional achievements and global priorities—Jeff Norton watched the limitless sky of his future crack and crumble as the woman in front of him doubled over, one arm clutching his trash can, while the other shot straight. Her hand alternating between a traffic cop’s stop signal and a single finger indicating it was going to be a minute before she got to him.

  “Not a problem, Darcy,” he managed in a voice barely recognizable even to himself. “Really. Take all the time you need.”

  The sounds of distress emanating from the depths of his violated wastebasket ceased and the Vegas cocktail waitress he’d found too tempting to resist three months ago pinned him with a watery stare before rolling her you-did-this-to-me eyes in disgust.

  Which was almost enough to pull a laugh from him, except, yeah, that look said it all. This was the end of days.

  Probably.

  Because while it wasn’t any great mystery as to why this woman was seeking him out now, months after those fateful few hours they’d spent together that ended with him staring down in abject horror at what could best be described as an epic latex fail, whether the hormone-wreaking miracle behind this reunion was, in fact, his, or whether his portfolio simply made him the most obvious solution to a problem which might be laid at the feet of any number of other candidates, was still yet to be seen.

  Though even as he thought it, something inside him rebelled at the idea.

  Three months.

  If she’d been here after one… Hell, if she’d still been there that first night when he came back from the bathroom…

  He swallowed. Sucked a deep breath, only to realize what a monumental mistake he’d made when the smell permeating his office—his sanctuary, his power position, his godforsaken happy-place-no-more—had his stomach contracting in some kind of sympathetic reflex.

  Darcy looked over the plastic liner at him and, seeming to catch the wayward direction of his stomach, tightened her hold in a move very obviously saying, Get your own can, buddy.

  Nice.

  His molars ground together. This was the mother of his child.

  Maybe.

  Crossing to his desk, he dialed his assistant’s extension. “Charlie, I need a bottle of mouthwash, a toothbrush and paste and a dozen trash liners. And if you can get it all in here in the next five minutes I’ll cut you a check for a thousand dollars today.”

  Darcy pinched her eyes shut a moment and when she looked back at him, it was with reluctant gratitude. “Thank you.”

  “Suppose it’s the least I can do….” Considering what he’d maybe, probably done already.

  He watched the rise and fall of her shoulders as she struggled for her composure.

  “I’m sorry—”

  He waved her off,
but her eyes narrowed so he let her go on. “About springing…this on you. It must…be a shock.”

  More so now than it would have been two months ago. “We can talk about it after you’ve had a minute to yourself. There’s a private bathroom back this way. Charlie’s freakishly efficient—”

  As if underscoring his point, a knock sounded as the office door swung open for the fastest man in the West, who’d somehow managed to collect a tray of the requested items along with an unopened sleeve of saltine crackers in a matter of seconds. Considering Charlie normally coordinated international business meetings, spoke seven languages and had an MBA from the top school in the U.S., the toiletry run wasn’t perhaps the best use of his time. But for Jeff, the guy had just come through in what ranked up there with a life-and-death emergency.

  “Charlie Litsky, this is Darcy—” And there it was, the glaring reminder he didn’t even know her last name. Right. Moving on. “Darcy, Charlie,” he said, leading them back to the private bathroom in the far corner of the office.

  “Why don’t I take this?” he said, relieving a sallow-cheeked Darcy of the trash can at the door. “Before you leave today, I’ll give you Charlie’s contact information. If you need to get ahold of me, or anything else, he’ll be able to help you.”

  But then Charlie produced a card of his own, already inked in with a private mobile number. The man was worth his weight in gold. Proven even more so, when they excused themselves to leave Darcy at the bathroom and Charlie eyed the trash Jeff was holding at arm’s length.

  “Can I take that for you?”

  Jeff blew out a humorless laugh. More than anything he wanted to say yes. But whatever the actual protocol for vomit in the office was, Jeff couldn’t stick this with someone else.

  Holding out a hand for the liners instead, he shook his head. “This is my mess. Think I’d better be the one to clean it up.”

  *

  Darcy Penn glared into the mirror in front of her, scrubbing the foul taste off her teeth and tongue with a vigor fueled by humiliation and outrage. One that wasn’t going to get her anything but gums that wouldn’t grow back if she didn’t ease up a little.

  The nerve.

  He’d referred to her as “his mess.” And offered his assistant’s number in case she needed to get ahold of him.

  What an ass.

  And to think she’d been afraid of seeing him again. Worried she’d find herself susceptible to the same judgment-obliterating spell she’d fallen under that last night in Vegas when she’d found this guy so unbelievably compelling, she’d essentially broken every rule she had, just for a few hours with him. Anxious the man whose easy charm and demanding kisses infiltrated her dreams with nightmarish frequency would be as irresistible as she remembered him. And once again, he’d tempt her toward the kind of destructive fantasies she’d made it her life’s mission to avoid.

  Nope. Whatever freaky mojo he’d been working back in Vegas wasn’t in play today.

  Not even a little.

  Well fine, maybe a little.

  There’d been an instant when Jeff opened his office door and she’d seen something hot in his eyes—but that was before she’d lunged past him making a practiced grab for the nearest garbage. Before the horror replaced the heat. And all the walls she’d suspected were there from the start slammed into place.

  Now not even a little.

  Which was good. Because her plate was more than full enough with this serving-for-two fate had dished her without having to worry about some weird chemistry snaking through the air between them. It distracted her with a momentary feel-good buzz she was too much of a realist to think might actually last, when she needed to focus on working out the details that would impact not just the rest of her life, but her child’s, as well.

  Their child’s.

  Her frenetic brushing slowed and she spit the paste.

  God, what was he going to want? The mess cleaning reference didn’t exactly suggest an instant, joyfully embraced, paternal connection. And how she felt about that…she didn’t know.

  On the one hand, her child would be lucky to have the kind of emotional security afforded by two parents who wanted it. But on the other, did either she or her baby really need to be tied to some overgrown kid who, by all appearances, didn’t know the meaning of the word no? The man had made a desk of some repurposed airplane wing and a conference table from a disassembled jukebox topped in glass, for crying out loud. Essentially turning his workspace into a playground filled with the toys of a boy’s heart.

  And, yes, that boyish, world-on-astring mentality packaged within a rugged all-man’s body may have held some appeal when she first encountered it in Vegas. He’d known how to laugh. How to grab life with both hands and live in the moment without overanalyzing every move he made, without weighing every decision. And for a few incredible hours he’d shown her how to do the same.

  But now, as that same mentality applied to the father of her child and with her body as exhibit A as one of the consequences to that just for fun mindset?

  She let out a slow breath. Reached for the mouthwash, went for a bracing swish and spit.

  Not so much.

  Darcy placed a hand over her still flat belly, her emotions caught in a tug-of-war between awe over the precious life within her and resentment directed at herself. Disappointment. Frustration.

  She’d known better. She’d spent years saying no to every temptation, because she’d had no one to count on but herself. No net to fall back in. No desire to allow herself to be trapped the way her mother had been.

  She’d always been so relentlessly careful.

  So how was it, this time, this one night, this guy…she’d said yes?

  Copyright © 2014 by Mira Lyn Sperl

  ISBN-13: 9781460327517

  FOR HIS EYES ONLY

  Copyright © 2014 by Liz Fielding

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