A Storm of Wings v-2

by M. John Harrison

  Alstath Fulthor came up behind him on all fours and picked up the discarded baan. Some nightmare of the past had him by the head. He sniggered.

  'I'll suffer nothing at the hands of those beautiful philosophers,'he said. 'I'll promenade no more in their metallic gardens!'

  He jumped to his feet, whirling the blade in sputtering arcs round his head. Sparks showered from it into the dead wet air. Discovering no other enemy he advanced on Hornwrack, who produced defensively his steel knife, shouting. 'Fulthor, no more grudges! Stop!'

  Fulthor could not stop. Hornwrack allowed him to get in close; ducked the baan as it swung in towards his collar bone; and slashed out at Fulthor's hand, taking off two fingers and severing all the major tendons. Fulthor dropped the power blade. He studied his hand in wonder.

  'That hand will never annoy me again,'he said.

  Before they could stop him he had run off into the gloom, singing.

  Hornwrack said, 'I did not mean to do that. This knife had betrayed me.'He threw it down and stepped on it; but the blade would not break despite its flaw, and after a moment he forgot it. He retrieved the baan and set about chopping his way into the Heavy Star through the stern door. His blows set up a resonant groaning in the crystal hull. He pulled the madwoman in after him. She stared back over her shoulder.

  The boat was abandoned and empty. Its motors sent up slow violet motes through a rift in the deck: small worms of light that clung to the metal surfaces, fastened on Hornwrack's mail shirt, and clustered round the steel fillet which bound back his hair. Further in, navigation instruments ticked and sang; he could hear them. It was thick with dust in there. He moved about quietly, touching the things with which he was familiar. He shivered a little. In the command-bridge was a light like sunshine filtered through bottle-green glass. 'Go and sit down,'he told Fay Glass. (An insect had entered through the damaged hatch; he could hear it moving about in the hold.) The bow of the boat projected right through the wall of the 'stadium'he had seen outside, but nothing was visible through the port-holes, which seemed to be covered by some gelatinous medium like agar. Aft, the insect scratched its way across the hold; paused. Its wings whirred faintly. It departed. Hornwrack let out his breath.

  He swallowed.

  'Sit still,'he told the woman.

  He tried to remember what to do.

  Under his clumsy hands the vessel groaned and shook. (It was old. In the Moon something vital had gone out of it, some millennial reservoir had been emptied.) Down below, its motors pulsed, leaking light and generating a rapid percussive shudder. This continued for some minutes, and, transmitted to the outer hull, split it open with a high ringing sound. Splinters of dark glass flew about the bridge; a fissure twenty inches wide appeared in the wall beside Hornwrack's shoulder, admitting foetid gases; Fay Glass was picked up and flung against a bulkhead, and thereafter lay on the deck like a discarded towel, her thin bruised legs drawn up under her chin. The boat lifted an inch or two and was stationary again. Gelatinous fluids streamed off the forward portholes and slopped into the bridge where, mixed with the sand from the wall outside, they formed a foul and slimy secretion. Hornwrack clung to his seat.

  'You bitch,'he said. 'You old bitch.'

  Outside, sand could be seen fountaining up against a purple sky. With a despairing groan Heavy Star pulled free of the retaining wall and hurled itself into the mad airs above. Hornwrack sobbed with relief. Around him, instruments were demanding his attention in hysterical whispers, but he had forgotten what most of them were for. The smell of the stuff in the cabin was making him feel sick. He leaned forward to look out of the portholes. The boat was wallowing above an elliptical walled pit about a hundred yards long. This was filled with a grey, viscous, partly-organic substance which was now leaking from the breached wall like the white of an egg. As the level of this putrid stuff fell it revealed by stages a colossal human figure stretched out in the pit.

  Benedict Paucemanly!

  A monstrous and corrupt flowering of his flesh had taken place in all those white years on the Moon. Constrained by a thick rubber suit in case he burst, studded with new sensory organs, whorls and ropes of flesh which reported only mutation and pain, he lay there prostrate. He had tried to become something else and failed. His arms were by his sides and his vast corpulent legs apart. It was from here that he had broadcast his despairing spectre, to Viriconium and beyond. 'I want only death.'Teetering between two realities, he could perceive neither of them except as an agonizing dream – and yet here he was half a god, a demiurge or source, out from which spread like the ripples on a stagnant pond all the new nightmares of Earth: he had become, unwillingly enough, the amplifier of the swarm's Umwelt, as he had once been an ear that listened to the stars. He had lain like this for ten years, groaning and whimpering and vomiting into the mask which had long ago been forced over his bloated head so that he could see something of the world surrounding him. Worse: through his great corroded bulk burrowed the parasitic larvae of the swarm, deposited there when gravity first sucked them down and mortalized them. A thousand miles away, in the false windows of the throne-room at Viriconium, his other image was telling Cellur: 'The breeding cells are full. Whatever emerges will wrest the Earth to its own purposes.

  He was the breeding cell. It was a strange end for a legendary man.

  A gust of wind caught the airboat, causing it to spin slowly through a few degrees of arc. A smell came up. Hornwrack shuddered. The enormous half-corpse swung beneath him, displaying its fermented sores, the cratered flesh that bulged between the straps. The larvae forced themselves in and out. How long had it sought him, before it came upon him in Methven's Hall? What psychic bond now linked them? As he stared down, the spectre formed again behind him, attempting to attract his attention by snapping its fingers and coughing softly. He knew it was there. He didn't dare look back.

  'Bugger me, lad,'it said, 'but we've seen some queer berths, you and I.'

  He turned against his will to face it. It was bobbing about under the ceiling, making embarrassed washing motions with its fat hands.

  'Now you've seen me as I am lad, would you do me a favour?'

  'Go away. Why have you brought me here?'

  'Pork!'it choked. 'Porcit me te bonan… Death!… There's only the jungle out there, son. The water barrel's contaminated and the captain's got the clap…'

  'What are you saying? Leave me alone!'

  … hung up there raw-blind in the ratlines like the corpse of a dog.'The spectre quivered suddenly; sniffed, as if scenting something new in the air. 'The lee shore!'it screamed. 'The lee shore!'Then, quieter: 'And only we two left abroad, matey.'

  It put its head intelligently to one side.

  'Christ, listen to those parrots!'it said in a hoarse whisper.

  (While down in the pit, trapped among these metaphors and invented languages, Paucemanly strove to overcome his madness and communicate. His colossal limbs, partly submerged in milky grey slime, kicked and waved. Behind the eyepieces of his mask – which, like the panes of an aquarium abandoned in some dusty room, were occluded by a green deposit – his weak blue eyes rolled and bulged. The wind stank of delirium, gangrene and false compass bearings. A tear of self-pity trickled down his cheek. He was adrift between universes.)

  'Kill me,'the spectre implored at last. 'Kill me, lad. You can do it.'

  Hornwrack advanced on it with flailing arms. It shied away from him, belching morosely.

  'Is that why you led me here?'he asked it.

  It faded abruptly and he never saw it again. He bit his lip and went back to the controls.

  'I'm commandeering this boat,'he said.

  He sent the Heavy Star lumbering away from that City and out into the calm emptiness beyond. He could not bear the ancient airman's degradation. He could not bear his own despair (which he conceived of as compassion). Behind him in the pit a great hand came up, fumbled, ripped away the tormenting mask: and with a terrible lowing sound that echoed across the shallow po
isoned tarns and endless peathags of the continental waste, Benedict Paucemanly plunged into the full nightmare of his own decay.

  A single erratic line of footprints crossed the waste. Along it at intervals were strewn items of plate armour which lay like shards of scarlet porcelain amid the blowing dust, glowing faintly as if by their own light. It was night, now; or the end of the World. The sky, drained of its aching purples except where the enigmatic city festered on the horizon, was of a green so dark as to be almost black; it had the shine of a newly-cracked flint. Beneath this pall, files of insects entered the city from all directions, accompanied by occasional enormous mirages and flashes of rose-coloured light. The silence of the caesura was over everything; judgement in abeyance. Hornwrack, remote and unimpassioned, allowed the vessel to drift along at walking pace above the footprints while the madwoman, recovered from her latest malaise, pressed her face to the portholes and sang in a small bruised voice,

  On the shores of the diamond lake

  We shall watch the fishes

  Faldiladia

  All decisions were postponed. After half an hour of this they came upon the Reborn Man.

  He was running north among the deep peat-groughs which here wind their way back to a flat and boggy watershed dotted with foundering cairns and rotten wooden posts. His limbs were shadowy, but on the loose black stuff he had worn beneath his armour there flared like a beacon the ideograph of his House. For some minutes he seemed unaware of the arrival of the Heavy Star, and ran on ignoring it, his arms windmilling for balance as he picked his way among the steep-sided channels and fibrous mounds. Then he looked up, staggered, and shook his fist. His mouth opened and shut angrily. He swayed, cupping his ears with his hands: and fell into the bed of a narrow stream, where he lay with his head in the peaty water for a moment or two, looking confused. By the time Hornwrack, having landed the machine a little way off, had found him again, he was back on his feet.

  'Where have I been?'he asked.

  'I don't know,'said Hornwrack. 'Look, I am sorry to have cut off your fingers. I no longer bear you any grudge.'(He examined this statement with surprise. It was true.)

  Fulthor looked down at his maimed hand.

  'My mind feels very clear,'he said. 'Where is the Dwarf?'He had forgotten everything, and could not take in Hornwrack's explanations. Causality meant nothing to him. 'Have we been to Iron Chine already, then?'he would ask: 'Or have we yet to see those burning sails?'Or, holding his head tenderly as if he could feel Time coiled and knotted there in it like purple braid, 'We've to meet Arnac san Tehn. Tonight, in the garden of Empty Wounds!'Smiling secretively, the madwoman took his hand and affected to count the fingers. He bore this calmly. The two of them stood there against black waste and obsidian sky; and in Hornwrack's imagination a light surrounded them. It was as though they had already separated themselves from the world in preparation for their descent into the past. He was filled with a deep resentment of their beauty (in response to which images of the Rue Sepile passed through his brain like fatal playing cards, or the lines extemporised by some bad poet in the purgatorial night – 'Here is the smell of fog; I see dead geraniums on your window sill: and women whisper in the lighted rooms'); but this was suppressed immediately by a corresponding urge to protect them, both from the world and his own envy.

  'You will have to look after each other now,'he told Fulthor. He stared at the City fulminating like a spot of phosphorus on the horizon. 'I don't know how you'll get back to Viriconium, even if you want to go there.'

  He tried to think of something else to say.

  'Good luck.'

  They watched puzzledly as he trudged back to the Heavy Star, which was sinking a little under its own weight in the mud. For a moment it looked as if the madwoman might run after him. An expression of ordinary human intelligence crossed her face. Then she laughed. The old machine rose gracelessly into the air and turned towards the City.

  The City! Its, end is near. It expands and contracts, like a lung. Regular spasms of dissolution shake it like the vomits and distempers of a dying king. It is full of fires, not all of them real; memories of a history never achieved, a future unrealised. Sketchy and counterfeit, the towers of its sister city Viriconium advance and recede through a roseate smoke. Up from the buildings come fountains of earth! They pour into the sky as if gravity had been reversed, and where they fall on the surrounding plain a litter of insects is deposited, bits of dead insects which lie like ruined machinery amid the crude stones. At the height of each spasm the ground tolls like a bell; deep in the streets inexplicable phantoms stalk (headless women, their jewelled sandals sinking into a carpet of dusty grasshopper husks, rains of stinking skulls and luminous beetles, a sail moving down some non-existent Pleasure Canal: failed dreams of a compromise with the bony skeleton of Earth); and a great mad hooting goes up from the heart of the City, a groan of pain and horror in which may be distinguished the voice of the mutated airboatman calling to the assassin he has lured across a thousand miles to serve him -Kill me.

  The insects ignored this lowing call – as of some large but delicately-organized animal being disembowelled – and forced themselves in and out like wasps round a rotting apple. They buzzed erratically across the plain; hurled themselves into the pits they had dug; and gathered in the dark air in diffuse humming clouds. Meanwhile, the Heavy Star, stern down, fabric wounded by the curious stresses of space, floundered toward them with blue lights leaking from its engine rooms. They were aware of it. It fascinated them. They made sudden abortive darts and forays in its direction. Did they link it with their flight down from the Moon? Did they perceive Galen Hornwrack encysted at the heart of its simple nervous system? Some of the more daring individuals threw themselves against its hull, only to topple away into the convection currents and streams of floating debris; which consumed them. This agitation grew as Hornwrack approached the erupting City. Their forays became more purposeful, and more prolonged. The City pulsed and heaved, generating a savage mauve glare, and they came up from it like smoke.

  Up on the watershed Fulthor and the madwoman, interrupted in some partial rite of the Afternoon, some fragment of an old sin, shaded their eyes against the novel light. (Their iconic calm now representing a wiser – or at least more ordered – station of the world, a culture which would surely have taken such fireworks in its stride…) The plain was alive with crippled insects, tiny as aphids and bathed in the magnetic radiations of the City. A cold wind sprang up, lashed the boggy waste, and – rolling their wingless corpses before it like the discarded regalia of a mystery play – rushed away into the north; while above, the Heavy Star, a wobbling black mote in the hectic air, rose to meet the spreading swarm, and was engulfed.

  They fastened themselves on to its outer hull like locusts on a branch. It strained forward as if the air had solidified around it; and was brought to a standstill above the perimeter of the City, where the hulk of Benedict Paucemanly greeted it with booms and roars of self-pity, waving his infested limbs. (From up on the watershed this activity seemed like the movements of some tiny damaged mechanical toy.) He had replaced his mask but was unable to secure it, so that it hung awry on his blubbering tublike head like the woollen cap on the head of a retarded child. His new organs pulsed, engorging themselves in time to the rhythms of the City. 'In the Moon,'he said, 'it was like white gardens.'He begged for freedom in an abandoned language. He blinked up, watching the insects as they continued to alight on his old ship. When they could find no further space to settle they attached themselves to one another in a parody of copulation. Beneath this rustling layer the Heavy Star struggled to gain height. Suddenly, violet bodides arced from its bows! Caught up in the discharge of the ancient cannon many of the insects dropped away crackling and roasting and setting fire to their neighbours, so that they fell about the ears of the decaying airboatman like burning leaves.

  Fear death ftom the air! Up there, we can see, Hornwrack fears nothing. He makes the boat his own. Powerplants en
feebled by its unimaginable journeys, substructure creaking like an old door, it nevertheless wriggles ecstati-cally under his hands, light flaring off its stern. We see it even now, long after the fact, rolling and spinning against the southern quadrant of the sky. The patterns it is making are gay, adventive, dangerous. It tumbles off the top of a loop and falls like a. stone. It soars eighteen hundred feet vertically upwards, spraying violet fire almost at random into the dark green varnished sky. Persistence of vision makes of it a paintbrush, violet strokes on an obsidian ground, while the insects fall like comets all around it, trailing a foul black smoke, to shatter and burst pulpily on the plain beneath! Even the watchers on the watershed have abandoned their cruel calm. He may yet escape! something whispers inside them. He might yet escape!… But now the energy cannon has stopped working, and he seems to have undergone a fatal faltering or change of heart. They bite their lips and urge him on. Some listlessness, though, prevents him: something inhaled from the cabbagey air of the Low City long ago. Now the Heavy Star drifts immediately above Paucemanly's carcass like an exhausted pilot fish. The insects descend. All Hornwrack's efforts have made no impression on their numbers. One by one they approach the wallowing vehicle. One by one they settle on its creaking, riven old hull and commence to bear it down…

  Fay Glass, shading her eyes, looked out across the plain.

  The City was a throbbing sepulchre of light. At the height of every spasm light vomited from it into the world, bringing a chaotic new reality and causing vast attenuated shadows to flicker across the stony plain; while above it hovered the swarm like an antithetical twin, a giant shadowy planet composed of interlocking wings, curled abdomens and entangled insectile legs, from which glittered thousands of mosaic eyes. Deep inside it was buried the Heavy Star, the whine and groan of its engines overlaid by an unearthly stridulation – a dry, triumphant song like the song of the wasteland locust as it rushes over the bony spaces of the south. Lulled by its own barren psalm, the swarm basked in the light of its coming transformation, anticipating the day when its larvae, made over entirely, should leave the refuge of the mutated airman and come forth into a reality neither human nor insect; and themselves bask in the warmth of a totally unknown sun.