(Shadowmarch #1) Shadowmarch

by Tad Williams

  “May the blessings of the Three be upon him, this our brother. May the blessings of the Three be also upon those who must remain behind. The world will be a darker place for the light that was his and is now gone, but it will shine brightly in the halls of the gods and shall be a star in Heaven. . . .”

  As he finished, the hierarch sprinkled a handful of earth on the coffin, then a few drops of water from a ceremonial jar; lastly, he set a single white feather atop them. As the gathered nobles spoke the response to Sisel’s words, four guardsman stepped forward and slid two long poles through the coffin’s handles, rucking the embroidered head of the Eddon wolf on the covering cloth so that its snarl seemed to turn to a look of confusion, then lifted the coffin and carried it to the door of the chapel.

  Briony, going slowly so Barrick would not fall behind, moved to her place behind the coffin. She reached out a hand and lifted the family banner so she could touch the polished wood. She wanted to say something, but could not make herself believe that the Kendrick she knew was in that box.

  It would be too cruel if he was—putting him down under all that stone. He loved to ride, to run . . .

  She was weeping again as the coffin was carried out of the chapel behind a ceremonial guard, with all the noble mourners falling into line behind the twins.

  The other residents of the palace had been waiting beside the flower-strewn path, the servants and lesser nobility who were now getting their only chance to see the casket that held the prince’s remains. Many were crying and moaning as though Kendrick’s death had just happened, and Briony found herself both moved and yet somehow angered by the noise—quite out of control for a moment, so that she had to fight herself not to turn around and run back into the chapel. She turned to Barrick instead and saw that he hardly seemed to notice the crowd. He was staring at the ground with clench-jawed ferocity, using all his strength just to stay moving behind the coffin. It was too painful for Briony to watch him, almost frightening: he looked like he was still locked in a fever-dream, as though only his body had come back to join the living.

  She turned away from her twin and, as her eyes swept the crowd, she glimpsed a small face watching intently from a spot on the wall, a fair-haired boy who had apparently climbed up to get a better vantage point. For a moment she was fearful for the child—he was treetop-high—but he seemed as unconcerned as a squirrel.

  Barrick had caught up again, and now he whispered in her ear. “They are all around, you know.”

  For a moment she thought he was talking about small boys like the one clinging to the wall. “Who are?”

  He put his finger to his lips. “Softly, softly. They do not think I know, but I do. And when I have taken up my birthright, I will make them pay for what they have done.” He fell back a pace and let his gaze drop to the ground once more, his mouth set in a tight, pained smile.

  Please let this end soon, she prayed. Merciful Zoria, just let us put our brother into the ground and let this day end.

  When they reached the graveyard, the procession wound among the slanting shadows of ancient stones until it reached the mouth of the family crypt. Briony and Barrick, Anissa, Merolanna, and a few others followed the guardsmen and their burden down into the ground, leaving the rest of the nobles to stand on the grass at the door of the tomb, deserted and awkward.

  The graveyard was full of big folk, all of them in mourning dress. Chert felt like he was lost in a thicket of black trees. There was no sign of the boy anywhere.

  All he could do was wait. The funeral had almost ended. In a few moments the royal family would come back out and the crowd would disperse. Maybe then he could find some trace of where the child had gone.

  Opal will never forgive me, he thought. What could have happened to him? With all these people here, could he have stumbled upon his real family? Chert thought even Opal could live with that, if they only knew it for certain.

  But it’s not just Opal, he admitted to himself. I’ll miss the boy, too, mourn the loss of him. Fissure and fracture, listen to me! Talking like it was Flint being put away in the dark instead of the prince. He’s just run off somewhere, is all. . . .

  A hand touched his back. He turned to find the boy standing beside him.

  “You! Where have you been?” Heart racing with unexpected joy and relief, Chert surprised himself by grabbing the boy and pulling him close. It was like hugging an unwilling cat. Chert released him and looked him over. The child seemed quiet and full of something—secrets, perhaps, but that was nothing new. “Where have you been?” Chert asked again.

  “I met one of the old people.”

  “Who is that? What do you mean?”

  But Flint did not answer. Instead he stared past Chert at the place where the royal family had descended into the tomb. Chert turned to see that some of them had come out again: the funeral was over.

  “You still haven’t told me where you went, boy . . .”

  “Why is that woman looking at me?”

  Chert swiveled until he saw the stout old woman in black-and-gold brocade, part of the funeral party. He almost recognized her, wondered if she might be the murdered prince’s great-aunt, Merolanna. She was indeed staring at the boy, but as Chert watched, she swayed a little as though she might faint. Flint quickly moved behind Chert, but he did not look fearful, only cautious. Chert turned back to see the old woman’s maids steadying her, leading her back toward the inner keep, but even as she walked, the woman kept looking around as if for the boy, her face set in an odd mixture of terror and need, until the milling crowd hid her from Chert’s view.

  Before he could make any sense out of what he had seen, a ripple passed through the crowd, a quiet murmuring. He caught at the boy’s sleeve to make sure he didn’t vanish again. The young prince and princess were being helped up the stairs and out of the crypt. They both looked shaken, the prince in particular so pale and hollow-eyed that he might have been one of the tomb’s denizens escaped for a moment back into the outside air.

  Poor Eddon family, Chert thought as the twins floated past, surrounded by courtiers and servants but somehow terribly alone, as though they were only partly in the world the rest of the castle folk shared. It was hard to believe they were the same pair he had seen riding in the hills only a few days earlier.

  The weight of the world, that’s what they’re carrying now, he thought. For the first time, he could truly feel the meaning of the old phrase, the grim solidity of dirt and cold stone. It made him shiver.

  PART TWO

  MOONLIGHT

  This king, Klaon, beloved grandchild of the Father of Waters, was troubled by what the beggar had told him, and so he swore that all the children who bore the sign of infamy should be found and then destroyed. . . .

  —from A Compendium of Things That Are Known The Book of the Trigon

  13

  Vansen’s Charge

  HALL OF PURSUIT:

  A strong man who does not sing

  A singng man who does not turn

  Even when the door closes

  —from The Bonefall Oracles

  “I DON’T WANT TO HEAR any more.”He was tired and his head hurt. He still felt deathly ill—felt as though he would never again be truly well. He wanted only to go back to what he had been doing, bouncing the hard leather ball against the floor that had already been pitted with age in his great-grandfather’s day, thinking about nothing.

  “Please, Barrick, I beg of you.” Gailon Tolly, Duke of Summerfield, was doing his best to keep impatience from his voice. It amused Barrick, but it angered him too.

  “Prince Barrick. I am prince regent, now. I am not your little cousin any longer and you cannot treat me that way.”

  Gailon bobbed his head. “Of course, Highness. Forgive my disrespect.”

  Barrick smiled. “Better. Well, then, tell it to me again.”

  “I have . . .” The duke regained his look of patience. “It is simply this. Your sister has seen the envoy from Ludis again this morning
. The black man, Dawet.”

  “By herself? Behind closed doors?”

  Gailon colored. “No, Highness. In the garden, with others present.”

  “Ah.” Barrick bounced the ball again. It did trouble him, but he wouldn’t show it and give Gailon the satisfaction. “So my sister, the princess regent, was talking in the garden to an envoy of the man who’s holding our father prisoner.”

  “Yes, but . . .” Gailon scowled and turned to Avin Brone. “Prince Barrick does not want to understand me, Brone. You explain.”

  The mountainous lord constable shrugged, a motion that looked as if it might start an avalanche. “She appears to enjoy the man’s company. She listens very closely to what he has to say.”

  “While you were ill, he had a long audience with her, Highness,” said Gailon. “She ignored everyone else who was present.”

  Ignored, thought Barrick. Through all the disturbing images that had not entirely left his head, through weariness and the strands of fever that still draped him like cobwebs, it was a word whose meaning he understood immediately. “She is paying more attention to him than to you, is that what you mean, Gailon?”

  “No . . . !”

  “It seems to me that you are trying to drive a wedge between my sister and myself.” Barrick flung the leather ball down against the floor. It hit on the edge of a flagstone and went bouncing across the room. Two young pages dove out of the way as one of the larger dogs scrambled after it, then chased it into a corner behind a chest and growled in excited frustration. “But my sister and myself are almost the same thing, Duke Gailon. That is what you must know.”

  “You wrong me, Highness.” Gailon turned to Brone, but the big man was watching the dog rooting behind the chest, making it clear that he wanted no responsibility for the duke’s little embassy. “We are in a terrible time. We need to be strong—all the houses of Southmarch must stand together, Eddons, Tollys, all of us. I know that. But neither should the common people begin to whisper of . . . dalliances between your sister and your father’s kidnappers.”

  “You go too far.” Barrick was angry, but it was a distant fury like lightning over far hills. “Leave this room now and I will forgive your clumsy tongue, Gailon, but be careful. If you say such things in front of my sister, you may find yourself fighting for honor, and she will not ask for a champion. She will fight you herself.”

  “By the gods, is this whole family mad?” the duke cried, but Brone already had Gailon Tolly’s shoulders and was steering him toward the door, whispering words of calm in his ear. The lord constable gave Barrick an odd look as he urged Gailon out, something that could equally have been surprised approval or disdain imperfectly masked.

  Barrick did not feel strong enough to try to make sense of it all. In the three days he had been out of bed, through the ghastly funeral and the equally drawn-out and exhausting ceremony in the castle’s huge, incense-choked Trigonate temple that had conferred the regency on both Briony and himself, he had never felt entirely well. That terrible fever had swept through him like a wildfire through a forest glade. Fundamental things were gone, roots and branches, and they would take time to grow back. At the same time, the fever itself seemed to have left behind unfamiliar spores, seeds of new ideas which he could feel quickening inside him, waiting to hatch.

  What will I become? he wondered, staring at his bent left hand. I was already a monster. Already a target for scorn, haunted by those terrible dreams, by . . . by Father’s legacy. Am I a target for treachery now as well? These new thoughts would not go away, feelings of distrust that scratched away at him at all hours, sleeping and waking, like rats in the walls. He had prayed and prayed, but the gods did not seem to care enough to relieve his misery.

  Should I be listening to Gailon more carefully about this? But Barrick did not trust his cousin at all. Everyone knew that Gailon was ambitious, although he was by no means the worst of his family: his brothers, sly Caradon and the dangerously reckless Hendon, made the Duke of Summerfield seem almost maiden-shy by comparison. In fact, Barrick did not trust any of the Southmarch nobles, not Brone, not Tyne Aldritch of Blueshore, not even the old castellan, Nynor, no matter how valuable a servant any of them had been to his father. He trusted nobody but his sister, and now Gailon’s words had begun to eat away at that bond, too. Barrick stood up, so full of rage and unhappiness that even the dog shied away. His two pages waited, solemn-faced, watching him as small animals watch a larger one who might be hungry. He had shouted at them more than a few times since dragging himself out of his fever-bed, and had struck both of them at least once.

  “I must dress now,” he said, trying to keep his voice level.

  The council was meeting in an hour. Perhaps he should ask Briony straight out what her business was with the dark man, the envoy. The memory of Dawet’s lean brown face and superior smile sent a little shudder of unease up Barrick’s spine. It was so much like something from the fever dreams, those shadowy, heartless creatures that pursued him. But waking life had also been nightmarish since then. It was all he could do to remind himself that he was awake, that the walls were solid, that eyes did not watch him from every corner.

  I almost told Briony about Father, he realized. That was one thing he must never do. It could be the end of any happiness either of them would ever have together. “I am waiting, curse it!”

  The pages had been lifting his dark, fur-trimmed gown out of the chest; now they hurried toward him, awkward beneath the weight, bearing the heavy thing like the body of a dead foe.

  What did Briony want with that envoy? And more importantly, why hadn’t she told him, her brother? He couldn’t help remembering that she had seemed quite prepared to take the regency without him, to leave him alone in his bed of pain. . . .

  No. He forced the thoughts away but they did not go far: like starving beggars rebuffed, they moved only out of immediate reach. No, not Briony. If there is anyone I can trust, it is Briony.

  His knees were shaking as the two young pages stood on their toes to drape the gown across his shoulders. He did not need to see these boys’ faces. He knew they were looking at each other. He knew they thought something was wrong with him.

  Am I still fevered? he wondered. Or is this the thing that Father spoke of? Is this the true beginning of it?

  For a moment he was back in the shadowed passages of his illness, looking down a great distance into red-shot darkness. He could see no way out.

  Sister Utta’s long face showed amusement, but concern as well, and she spoke carefully. “I think it is a very bold idea, Highness.”

  “But not a good one, is that what you’re saying?” Briony fidgeted. So many things were moving inside her these days, a torrent of feeling and need and sometimes even . . . well, it felt like strength, the kind that she had been asked to hide over and over again. All of these competing forces yanked at her limbs and thoughts as though she were on puppet strings. “You think I am asking for trouble. You want me not to do it.”

  “You are the princess regent now,” said Utta. “You will do as you see fit. But this is a disturbed time—the waters are roiled and muddy. Is it really the time for the mistress of the nation to wear what everyone will think of as a man’s garments?”

  “Is it the time?” Briony clapped her hands together in frustration. “If not now, when? Everything is changing. Only a week ago, Kendrick was about to send me to marry the Bandit of Hierosol. Now I rule in Southmarch.”

  “With your brother.”

  “With my brother, yes. My twin. We can do whatever we want to do, whatever we think is right.”

  “First,” said Utta, “remember that Barrick is your twin, but he is not you.”

  “Are you saying he will be angry with me? For dressing as I want to, wearing sensible, sturdy clothes instead of the frills of an empty-headed creature who is meant only to be pleasing to the eye?”

  “I am saying nothing except that your brother, too, has seen the world he knows turned upside down. And
so have all the people of the country. It has not been just a few days of change, Princess Briony. A year ago at the autumn harvest your father was on the throne and the gods seemed happy. Now all has changed. Remember that! There is a dark, cold winter coming—there is already snow in the high hills. People will huddle around their fires and listen to the wind whistling in the thatch and wonder what is coming next. Their king is imprisoned. The king’s heir is dead—murdered, and no one can say why. Do you think during those dark, cold nights they will be saying, ‘Thanks to the gods that we have two children on the throne now who are not afraid to turn all the old ways upside down!’ ”

  Briony stared at the Zorian Sister’s beautiful, austere face. What I would not give to look like her, Briony thought. Wise, so wise and calm—no one would doubt me then! Instead I look like a milkmaid most of the time, red-faced and sweaty. “I came to you for advice, didn’t I?” she said.

  Utta made a graceful little shrug. “You came for your lesson.”

  “Thank you, Sister. I will think about what you’ve said.”

  They had scarcely gone back to reading Clemon’s The History of Eion and Its Nations when someone knocked quietly at the door.

  “Princess Briony?” called Rose Trelling from the corridor. “Highness? It is nearly time for you to see your council.”

  Briony got up and gave Utta a kiss on her cool cheek before going out to her waiting maids. There wasn’t room for them to walk three abreast in the narrow passageway so Rose and Moina dropped behind her; Briony could hear the sides of their skirts brushing the walls.

  Moina Hartsbrook cleared her throat. “That man . . . says he would be honored if he could find you in the garden again tomorrow.”

  Briony couldn’t help but smile at the girl’s disapproving tone. “By ‘that man’ you mean Lord Dawet?”

  “Yes, Highness.” They all walked on in silence for a while, but Briony could sense Moina trying to work up the courage to speak again. “Princess,” she said at last, “forgive me, but why do you see him? He is an enemy of the kingdom.”