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Thrown Down (Made in Jersey #2)

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by Tessa Bailey




  He has one last chance to deserve the girl of his dreams…

  Overachiever River Purcell was never supposed to be a struggling single mom, working double shifts just to make ends meet. Nor was she supposed to be abandoned by her high school sweetheart, breaking her heart into a thousand jagged pieces. Now Vaughn De Matteo is back in town, his sights set on her…and River is in danger of drowning a second time.

  No one believed Hook’s resident bad boy was good enough for River. Not even Vaughn himself. But he’ll fight like hell to win back the woman he never stopped loving, to keep the daughter he never expected, and convince himself he’s worth their love in the process—even if he has to rely on their fierce and undeniable sexual chemistry.

  But even as River’s body arches under his hungered touch, the demons of the past lurk in the shadows. Waiting for Vaughn to repeat his mistakes one last time…

  Table of Contents

  Dedication

  Prologue

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Chapter Seventeen

  Chapter Eighteen

  Chapter Nineteen

  Chapter Twenty

  Chapter Twenty-One

  Chapter Twenty-Two

  Epilogue

  Acknowledgments

  About the Author

  Discover the Made in Jersey series… Crashed Out

  Protecting What’s His

  Protecting What’s Theirs

  His Risk to Take

  Officer Off Limits

  Asking for Trouble

  Staking His Claim

  Unfixable

  Baiting the Maid of Honor

  Riskier Business

  Risking it All

  Up in Smoke

  Owned by Fate

  Exposed by Fate

  Driven by Fate

  If you love sexy romance, one-click these steamy Brazen releases… One Night of Scandal

  Recipe for Seduction

  Tell Me You Crave Me

  Lovers Restored

  This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events, locales, or persons, living or dead, is coincidental.

  Copyright © 2016 by Tessa Bailey. All rights reserved, including the right to reproduce, distribute, or transmit in any form or by any means. For information regarding subsidiary rights, please contact the Publisher.

  Entangled Publishing, LLC

  2614 South Timberline Road

  Suite 109

  Fort Collins, CO 80525

  Visit our website at www.entangledpublishing.com.

  Brazen is an imprint of Entangled Publishing, LLC. For more information on our titles, visit www.brazenbooks.com.

  Edited by Heather Howland

  Cover design by Heather Howland

  Cover photo from Sara Eirew

  ISBN 978-1-63375-447-8

  Manufactured in the United States of America

  First Edition April 2016

  Dear Reader,

  Here is the beautiful thing about Thrown Down to me: life still won’t be perfect at the end for River and Vaughn. It will be happy as hell. But not perfect. Dreams don’t come true overnight and that’s why the Made in Jersey series is so special to me. The couples are a work in progress.

  Love is a wonderful, messed up business, right? When you throw your lot in with another human being, you will be ironing out wrinkles, over and over again, for the rest of your lives. Money is an issue. For everyone. And sometimes, your only option is to work at a factory or put on an uncomfortable tie and answer to a boss. But you get up every day and iron out those wrinkles, because who the hell wants a perfectly, starched shirt all the time? They itch.

  Tessa

  For the Babes

  Prologue

  “How much longer?”

  Vaughn De Matteo groaned the words into River Purcell’s sweaty neck. This was it. His life was over. Or beginning. Fuck if he knew. His world had been whittled down to one incredible fact—the girl he’d been in love with since time began—or so it seemed—was beneath him in a rucked up prom dress.

  And she was minutes from turning eighteen.

  “I…” The breathy music of her voice warmed his ear. “The clock s-says two more minu—” She broke off on a cry when Vaughn got pumping again, thrusting his abused cock up against the lace barrier of her panties, creaking the motel room bed springs. Christ. They’d been at this for an hour. Vaughn getting worked up and River soothing him back down. To wait.

  “Who did you dance with dressed like this?” His voice had gone hoarse, scraped, tortured. “You look like some kind of fairy.”

  “Only because I knew I’d see you afterward,” River whispered, pushing back the hair that fell into his face. “I don’t dress up for anyone else.”

  Vaughn’s laugh sounded agonized as he dragged his forehead down the center of River’s body—through her cleavage, down past the labored flutter of her belly button, stopping at the source of his baser lust, his frustration. River’s pussy. He hated himself for calling it such a vulgar name when those crucial minutes hadn’t ticked past yet, but Vaughn reasoned he’d earned that liberty by refusing to fuck his younger girlfriend for two painful years.

  “One more minute, Vaughn.”

  He exhaled a curse between her legs. “You dress up for me, huh? The no-good prick who can’t afford nothin’ but a cheap place that rents by the hour?” After finally securing one of the condoms he’d brought around his hurting flesh, Vaughn curled his hands around River’s lifted knees, unable to stop his lips from gliding over the swath of pink lace. “Ah, God. You sure you want this, doll?”

  River’s fingers tugged at his hair, urging him back up her body. “You’re the stubborn one who made us wait. I’ve wanted nothing but this since my sophomore year. Nothing but you.”

  With those blue eyes shining up at him, those unbelievable words hanging in the air, Vaughn couldn’t have refrained from kissing River if world peace depended on it. How’d I get this lucky? I shouldn’t have gotten this lucky. Senior class presidents from educated families didn’t date thieving dropouts with no future. No one had clued her in?

  When Vaughn finally managed to tear himself away from the frantic kiss, she surprised him by dropping the pink panties onto the bed beside them. “Time’s up.”

  He cupped his girl’s cheeks, careful not to abrade her skin with the roughness of his palms. “I love you so damn bad, River Purcell.”

  “I love you, too.” Her voice was unsteady, her fingers tunneling in his hair. “I’ll never, ever stop.”

  Vaughn double-checked the digital bedside clock—midnight—before fusing their mouths together. As both of them whispered oh God, oh God, oh God, Vaughn bared his teeth against River’s swollen lips and pushed through her virginity. His prolonged growl of pleasure was eventually followed by River’s, and the bed springs and distant sounds of televisions blaring joined them to create a symphony all their own.

  Chapter One

  Vaughn De Matteo rested his forehead on the steering wheel of his truck and counted to ten. And then he did it again. The process hadn’t been necessary since his early twenties—before the army had wrung the hair-trigger temper out
of him—but he slipped back into the calming countdown without missing a beat, attempting to ease the anger jabbing into his gut like splinters.

  Not anger at the girl—now a woman—he’d left behind in Hook, New Jersey. Jesus, anger and River Purcell didn’t even belong in the same vicinity. No, this rage was directed at something bigger than the both of them.

  Fate? Nah. Such a lofty title gave the cosmic fuckery too much credit. Karma, maybe. Although, if finding out the woman he’d left behind—for her own damn good—had borne his child, reared his three-year-old child alone…if this was his comeuppance for touching River in the first place, he deserved it.

  “Go ahead, karma,” Vaughn muttered. “Do your worst.”

  His laugh was humorless. As if the situation could get any worse. It had taken him twenty-four hours to absorb the shock wrought by the letter sent by River’s brother, Sarge. Twenty-four hours he couldn’t really afford, considering the damn piece of correspondence had been sitting in his PO box for months, collecting dust. Although, what was one more day compared to four years, right?

  Still numb head to toe, he’d managed to phone his employer for whom he worked as private, armed security detail, relinquishing the steady job he’d fought to procure. The job that allowed him to maintain his empty, colorless lifestyle in Baltimore, nursing whiskey and haunted by memories in a functional one-bedroom apartment overlooking a rail yard. The kind of place he belonged.

  After quitting, he’d been on the road within the hour, driving back to Hook, crossing the town limit he’d never thought to darken with his shadow again. Now he sat in the parking lot outside the Kicked Bucket, mere moments from laying eyes on River again, and…fuck. Fuck. After not allowing himself to feel anything for so long, after self-medicating with liquor every time the pain got too intense, there was no easing into the idea of being close to her again. Just knowing the filthy stucco structure in his rearview mirror had the nerve to contain River, he could feel the dangerous heating of his blood.

  She shouldn’t be in there. She shouldn’t be in this shitty goddamn town at all. Unknowingly, he’d left her without a choice, though, and now nothing would stand in the way of him repairing the damage, starting with entering the lounge and calmly asking River to speak with him in private. He could handle that, couldn’t he? Could manage the task of entering the premises and conducting a reasonable conversation, even though a primal roar had been building in his throat since he’d opened the letter from Sarge.

  His River. A mother…an abandoned single mother.

  And therein lay the reason Vaughn couldn’t make himself leave the truck. Because she had to hate him. Hell, she had every right. But living with the memory of her crying on their motel bed—the same bed where he’d taken her virginity—had been painful enough to live with. Adding hatred to heartbreak might just kill him.

  No choice, De Matteo. Move.

  If Vaughn’s reluctance to respond even to his own command wasn’t a testament to his passionate dislike for authority, he didn’t know what was—one of the main reasons he hadn’t been a good fit for the army, no matter how often his superiors had attempted to tell him differently.

  “Enough stalling,” Vaughn said to his own reflection in the driver’s side window, before pushing open the door and exiting. His boots weighed seven tons apiece as he traversed the trash-strewn parking lot, gazing out at the surrounding high-rise apartment buildings. The Kicked Bucket was in a shitty part of town, the nearby residences lacking care. But hey, at least those people could afford a place to raise a family, right? At least they were trying. More than he could have done for River, that was for damn sure.

  A few yards from the entrance, he was brought up short when one of the vehicles caught his eye. River’s red Pontiac. She still had it? Why did that make him feel as though his intestines were being sucked out through a straw?

  Probably because he’d made love to River so many times in the backseat, her tight body riding him, those bee-stung lips wide open as she moaned, they’d happily lost count. Ungrateful for the punishment of his memory, Vaughn slapped the lounge door open with more force than intended. He gave a humorless laugh when none of the regulars so much as flinched. Even though he’d walked in out of the dark, Vaughn’s eyes had to make a different kind of adjustment. Smoking might have been outlawed in New Jersey, but the owner had apparently thrown out his ability to give a fuck along with the state regulated No Smoking signs.

  Vaughn peered through the white haze to the stage beyond, where a man performed with an exhausted voice, singing about small town love affairs and tragedy. Tables were scattered in no apparent pattern throughout the joint, filled by amorous couples, or by groups of men, most of them ignoring the musical act in favor of playing cards. Or just plain getting drunk, if the number of empty shot glasses rolling around were any indication.

  Shot glasses slowly being collected…by River.

  Forty-nine months and three days.

  That was how long it had been since he’d seen her.

  Vaughn swayed to the right, his shoulder slamming up against the wall. Then he kind of just hung there, counting forward and backward from one to ten. Not helping. Not helping. His stomach pitched at the sight of River walking through the drunks, like a nurse walking among the wounded on a battlefield. She could still knock his lights out on sight. Not that he’d doubted it for a second. But God, if it were possible, she’d grown even more beautiful over the last forty-nine months. Her blonde hair was tied up in a ponytail, a pencil stuck through the base, in a way he remembered well enough to make his throat go raw. In a short black skirt and fitted white T-shirt, River tried to look the part of indifferent barmaid, but didn’t pull it off. Not by a stretch.

  Eyes Vaughn knew were just a shade darker than cornflower blue flitted to each table, and her fingers tugged on the skirt’s hem self-consciously every time she approached a new one. When she fumbled with the notepad, recovering with a nervous laugh, a choked sound left Vaughn. “Riv,” he whispered.

  She looked up so fast, he might as well have shouted. The sudden impact of having River’s focus on him after such an extended period of time without it released a rushing sound between his ears, blocking out the sad lounge act…and apparently someone asking if he needed a table. Because when Vaughn snapped back to reality, a man he towered over by at least a foot was in his face. Snapping his fingers.

  “I wouldn’t…” Vaughn shook his head to clear it, experiencing a resurgence of anger, this time for having his attention diverted from where he needed it to be. On River. “I wouldn’t advise snapping your fingers in my face again.”

  “Why’s that, huh?”

  A toss of blonde hair snagged Vaughn’s gaze as his angelic ex-girlfriend zigzagged through the crowd, drawing more than just his notice. Ah no, quite the opposite. She was putting on an unwitting show for every man in the room, attracting lecherous looks by virtue of being her beautiful self, light in a dark tunnel, same way she’d always been.

  Fingers snapped in front of his face. Again. “This is my place and I asked you a question.”

  “This is your place?” Vaughn asked. God, one hour back in Jersey and already his accent had thickened from water to oil. “You hired River Purcell?”

  “That’s right.”

  Vaughn plowed a fist into the underside of the man’s jaw, watching him fall backward onto the sticky concrete floor with detachment that slowly morphed into satisfaction. So much for calm, he thought, shaking out his right hand. Within his chest, he could feel the familiar dark satisfaction that came from fighting. He’d always had it inside him, never gone a day without it. That born and bred edge—passed on by generations of De Matteo men—that should have repelled a young River back in high school.

  But no. No, she’d been drawn, instead. As she was now, swerving around tables, coming closer to where he stood, still just inside the entrance. She wasn’t the only one, either. Men were standing up, cracking their knuckles in the New Jersey state si
gnal for shit-is-about-to-go-down. In the corner of his eye Vaughn saw the owner rousing on the floor, noticed him gesturing to the apparently lazy security staff, who also headed in Vaughn’s direction. So he did what every levelheaded man would do in a situation where he was outnumbered about two hundred to one.

  He lifted his fists, pounding one of them against his chest. “Come on, then,” he called out. “Don’t be shy as well as stupid.”

  “Vaughn.”

  River’s voice was breathless as she reached his side, making everything inside him expand like an inflating raft. His fists shook in the air, so he tightened them. Don’t look at her yet, just get her out. “You got a purse you need to grab or somethin’?”

  An expulsion of air came from her lips. “You can’t just—”

  She broke off when he sent her a look. The look. It said, come on, you remember how I roll. Can’t isn’t part of my vocabulary. Placing his attention on River was a mistake, however, because now it couldn’t be dragged away by a dozen ox. Oh Lord. Those big, sweetheart eyes were tired. Of course, they were. If everything in the letter from Sarge was accurate, she’d been working day shifts at the local factory, in addition to slinging drinks at night.

  My fault.

  Yeah, his actions were going to cost her this job. Maybe he’d walked into the joint fully aware of that fact. But regret refused to appear. If fifty years had passed since they’d shared oxygen, he would have done the same thing. River belonged in the Kicked Bucket like a virgin belonged in a brothel. As in, she didn’t. And he was a presumptuous fucker for assuming the responsibility of that decision, but he’d never claimed to be otherwise. “Hiya, doll.”

  This was where she coldcocked him. Screamed at him, scratched his eyes out, and told him she hated his guts. I’m not ready, I’m not ready.

  Turns out he really wasn’t ready for what happened next.

  River’s lips lifted in the bright, class president smile he remembered like the back of his hand. So angelic, the other angels in heaven had probably banded together to kick her out. Right onto his unworthy lap. “Hey there, Vaughn.” She reached out and patted his shoulder. “Guess you haven’t changed much, huh?”

 

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