Strange Embrace

by Block, Lawrence

  “You just made love to me,” she gasped. “You just made love to me. How can you think anything like that?”

  Johnny ignored the supplication in her voice.

  “You would have paid, I suppose,” he went on. “But Elaine got too ambitious. A friend of hers told me she was looking for big money. She had ideas about a penthouse apartment and a lush wardrobe. You couldn’t afford that kind of double expense. Besides, your pride must have been hurt. Here you thought you had a lover and it turned out you had a blackmailer. You must have hated her one hell of a lot, Jan. I can’t say I blame you.”

  Jan’s eyes now were burning up with hate and the hatred was not for Elaine James. It was for Johnny.

  “So you paid her off in spades, Jan. You went up to that rathole of hers and you took her to bed. First you made love to her and then you cut her throat. That was a nice macabre touch. I bet you got a kick out of it.”

  “You filthy son of a—”

  “Shut up, will you? You left her dead and you came back here and went to work. You were in the clear for the time being but you couldn’t be too sure of getting through a close police investigation. If Elaine James had been killed because she was Elaine James you were in trouble. You decided to make it look as though she had been killed because she was in A Touch of Squalor. You got on the phone and called people. You even called me, and I didn’t recognize your voice. The whisper was cute, Jan. You wound up with a voice that could have belonged to a man or a woman. Everybody assumed it was a man. It was natural to do so.”

  He took a deep breath. He wished it were over, but there was more he had to get out.

  “You told me about the calls you’d received.” Johnny started to dress himself. “That was a pretty touch, too. Nobody else got a phone call before Elaine was killed. Only afterward—because you made them. But you let me think there really had been a caller before. You told me about the calls you got and about the calls Elaine got. And Elaine wasn’t around to deny anything.”

  “You’re crazy, Johnny. Absolutely mad.”

  “Sure I am. Or I would have seen through this a long time ago. You figured that the killing, of itself, might not be enough to prove that Elaine’s death was a move against the show. So you lined up Rugger and Marlo to hand me a beating. I should have doped that out when I talked to Rugger. He told me the person on the phone whispered to him. I could understand the caller whispering to people in the cast—that meant they could recognize his voice otherwise. But you whispered to Rugger for a different reason. You whispered to him and Marlo to keep them from knowing you were a woman. You called them a second time while I was circling the block like an idiot. That was why you wanted me back after the cast meeting. You wanted to set me up for them.”

  “I wanted you to—to make love to me.”

  “Sure you did.” He looked at her and wondered how she had missed grabbing up an Oscar during all those years in Hollywood. She was certainly a good enough actress. A peach of an actress—in bed or out of it. A star.

  “So we went to bed,” he said. “Then I left you and got my head kicked in by the talent you hired. You thought that beating, plus the murder, would set the stage to leave you in the clear—since it seemed indicated that the killer had it in for the whole show cast, rather than just Elaine.”

  “Then what about Tracy? Why would I do him in, too? You’re being completely ridiculous, Johnny.”

  He stuck his legs into his trousers. “I found out that Elaine had someone on the hook for blackmail. Tracy fitted the part. I made the mistake of calling you and telling you about it. And that got you scared. You knew damn well that Tracy wasn’t the blackmail victim, or the killer, either. And you cleverly figured out that once Tracy was cleared, the police would be out hunting for another blackmail victim. And the one they would turn up would be you.” He sighed. “That took care of Tracy. You saw a way to kill two birds with one razor, to coin a phrase. With Tracy out of the way the blackmail angle would be dropped. And there would be a second murder on the string, a second member of the cast of A Touch of Squalor who was dead as a lox. It was a perfect deception play. Besides, you couldn’t have liked Tracy too much. He was a seducer, a braggart, a pompous son of a bitch. The way you killed him was a pure poetic justice, come to think of it.”

  Her eyes tried to mock him. “Tell me all about it, Johnny. Tell me how I killed him. And why it was so poetic.”

  “Sure. You figured it would be a good idea to kill him the same way you killed Elaine. That would make it look like a chain murder, tie it up neater. You went to his apartment, got past the doorman as easily as you slipped by the one in my building that night. You took the elevator to the floor below and walked up a flight of stairs. He let you in and you fell into his arms and covered the poor bastard with kisses. Then you took him to bed.”

  Johnny paused to tie his shoes.

  “But I don’t suppose he got to make love to you—unless you wanted to be especially rotten about it. You probably cut his throat first. Why make love to a man if you can avoid it? Women were more your cup of tea. You killed him and left him there. You went home and let me find the body. And you were in the clear, or at least you thought you were.” He forced a smile. “Interesting?”

  “Fascinating. Tell me more, Johnny.”

  He shrugged. “About that night you tried to get me to drop the case,” he said. “I wouldn’t let go of it. So you came up to my building, to my apartment. You even picked the lock to get in. When I got home you were waiting for me. I should have learned enough from Rugger to figure that you were the killer. But I hadn’t. I suppose that saved my life. You must have been all prepared to cut my throat if I seemed to know too much.”

  Having knotted his tie, he sat down on the bed, where she still was lying.

  “That’s fascinating,” she told him. She stretched out her arms, one hand resting lightly on his thigh, the other draped over the side of the bed. The hand on his thigh began to do things. And he knew why. The last refuge of a woman, the ultimate appeal… He picked up the hand and moved it away. He did not want her to touch him, not now. It had been bad enough before when he was playing the role. Now it was too much to take.

  “Let’s get back to that razor,” she went on. “If I remember correctly, I wasn’t wearing too much when I saw you that night. I was nude, as I recall. Wasn’t I?”

  “Yeah.”

  “And you saw that my hands were empty. I couldn’t have had the razor up a sleeve since I wasn’t wearing any sleeves. Now if I had this razor, Johnny, where the hell was it?”

  He shrugged. “Who knows?”

  “It must have been somewhere,” she said. “Unless I was just there because I wanted to make love to you. Unless this pipe dream of yours is a load of nonsense.”

  “Who the hell cares where it was?” he snapped. “You could have stuck it anywhere. You probably slipped it under the mattress.”

  Jan moved quickly. One moment she was lying flat on her back, one hand near his side, the other draped over the edge of the bed. The next second she was on her feet between the bed and the door.

  “You were right,” she said. “It was under the mattress. That’s a good place for a razor, don’t you think?”

  He stared.

  Because the razor wasn’t under the mattress now.

  It was in her hand.

  Chapter Fifteen

  JOHNNY LANE TOOK A LONG LOOK at the girl and a longer look at the razor. He also took a deep breath. And then he started to get up from the bed.

  “Stay where you are, Johnny.”

  He did not stay. He stood up and looked at her. She was about ten feet from him—a couple of steps and he could reach her. But she had the razor.

  “You’d do better not to kill me,” he told her levelly. “Ito knows where I am. He knows everything I know. Besides, you’d be killing me in your bedroom instead of mine. That would be a little hard to explain.”

  She gave him a look of pure hatred. Fortunately, he thoug
ht, looks could not kill. But razors could.

  “You might as well give up, Jan,” he said, stalling.

  Her laughter was shrill, chilling. “I should give up? I’ve got the razor, Johnny. Why should I give up?”

  “Because you can’t get away with killing me,” he told her. “And on the other hand you can’t get out of here unless you do kill me. You wouldn’t get too far running stark naked through the streets. A girl draws a lot of attention that way. And I’m not only between you and your clothes—I’m between you and the closet.” He knew he had to keep stalling—so he could think, so he could distract her from the razor. “Just for the hell of it,” he said, “how right was I? Any mistakes?”

  “Not many.”

  “Set me straight.”

  Her eyes narrowed. “You made it a little too coldblooded, Johnny. I wasn’t planning on killing Elaine.”

  “No?”

  “No. That night, I got there a little while after Carter left. We had been—lovers—for only about two weeks, Elaine and I.”

  He studied her. She seemed oddly embarrassed, but she went on talking.

  “We made love, Johnny. Good love. And then we were lying in each other’s arms and she—she told me I was going to have to pay. Four hundred dollars a week, no less. She had made a tape recording of the two of us in bed. She said I would pay, or she would send the recording around. Copies to the scandal magazines. A copy to you. A few copies to important people in Hollywood. She wanted twenty thousand dollars a year to keep that recording silent. That’s a lot of money, Johnny.”

  “Couldn’t you argue her down?”

  Jan let out a burst of that chill laughter. “I didn’t even try. Maybe she would have settled for less, at the moment. But blackmail goes on forever, Johnny. It doesn’t stop. You know that, don’t you?”

  He nodded. “She would have bled you white. She would always have had a copy of the tape lying around somewhere. And you would pay as long as you lived.”

  “That’s right.”

  “So you killed her. You just happened to have along a razor…”

  She sighed. “It was her razor, Johnny.”

  “What?”

  “Elaine’s razor. I got out of bed and went to the bathroom to wash up. I opened the medicine cabinet and this razor was on the bottom shelf. She used a straight razor on her legs, see? She told me once that it had been her father’s and she hung on to it for sentimental reasons. I don’t know if that’s the truth, but a couple of times I had watched her strop the razor and shave her legs. I—I even took the strop later. I have it now.”

  “So you grabbed the razor—”

  “Yes. I walked back to the bedroom, still naked, holding the razor behind my back. I sat down on the edge of the bed and looked at her. She started to tell me what she was going to do with all the money I would be paying her. She said she was a little worried about income taxes. She didn’t want to pay them but she thought they would pick her up for tax evasion. She thought maybe she should report some of the money as gambling winnings. I listened to a few minutes of that. Oh, I didn’t kill her because of the money, Johnny. That’s hard to believe, isn’t it?”

  “Sort of,” he said. He was calculating whether he could risk a step now.

  “It’s the truth, though. I had been—with me, it was love, Johnny. Perverted, unnatural, but real. I loved Elaine. And then this girl that I loved—she wanted to blackmail me. She was throwing all that love right back in my face.”

  “So you killed her.”

  “Yes.”

  Any second now, he thought. Any second it would be time to rush her, time to take the blade away from her. She was weakening. It seemed to Johnny that her hand—the one holding the razor—was beginning to tremble a little…

  He wondered who would win. He would have to go in low and fast, and he would have to get her when she was not ready. But all he had was his body. She had a razor and she had already killed two people with it.

  “I washed the razor,” she said. “I was going to leave it there. Then I thought that maybe they would think it was just a sex killing, an unknown burglar or somebody who just happened to sneak into her room and kill her. So I didn’t want them to know it was her razor. I took it along, and the strop.” She looked away, but only for an instant. “I didn’t know I’d be using it again, Johnny. Not then.”

  There was a lamp on the bedside table. He could throw it at her, try to catch her off-balance. It might work. But she started to talk again, and he wanted to listen.

  “At first,” Jan said, “I couldn’t think about anything except getting away. I took enough time to dress and try to wipe my fingerprints off everything I had touched. Then I left. I was still shaking when I got here.”

  She was shaking now. The lamp, he thought. The lamp, and a quick toss at her head, and go in low…

  She took a step toward him. “I’m going to walk to you,” she told him. “You’re in a corner. You can’t get away. I’m going to walk in on you and I’m going to kill you, Johnny Lane.”

  She said it as casually as if she were telling him the time of day. She took another step—she was no more than six feet away, now. The light from the ceiling glinted off the blade of the razor. It hypnotized him the way a snake hypnotizes a bird.

  “So you’ll kill me,” he heard himself saying. “Then what will you do?”

  “It won’t matter to you. You’ll be dead.”

  “What’ll you do, Jan?”

  “Run,” she said. “Get dressed and get out and run like hell. Just run.”

  “They’ll catch you, Jan.”

  “Maybe not.”

  “They’ll catch you. And they’ll kill you. One more murder isn’t going to help any.”

  “Won’t hurt me, either. They can only kill me once. I might as well hang for three sheep as for two.”

  “Is that why you killed Tracy?” One more stall, Johnny thought. He bunched his muscles.

  She studied him. “I killed Tracy to throw them off the trail,” she said. “You figured it out neatly enough. No, I didn’t make love to him first, Johnny. He wanted me. God, how he wanted me! A pass a day, day in and day out. So I went up to his goddamned penthouse and offered him my fair white body. He was positively drooling. We took off our clothes and got into bed and I looked at that rotten, superior smile of his and I cut his damned throat and watched him die.”

  She took another step toward Johnny.

  No time to get ready. Only time to act, only time to move swiftly and efficiently.

  He fell away from her, reaching at the same time for the lamp. His fingers closed around the base of it and he heaved it as hard as he could, throwing straight for her face. He let himself fall backward, then hit the wall with one hand and pushed off from it, coming at her right behind the lamp.

  The lamp staggered her. She almost lost her footing but she did not let go of the razor. He saw it coming at him in a downward arc as he pulled into her. Then he felt it bite into his side as the two of them sprawled to the floor. He had landed on top of her. He heard the air whoosh out of her lungs and he saw her jaw go slack. He got up. She got up.

  The razor stayed on the floor.

  She looked much younger without the razor. She looked younger and weaker and very unfortunate. His eyes scanned her naked body, her empty face. He tried to see her as an object of sexual desire, as something of love. Or as something to hate or fear.

  He could see her only as a broken woman, to be pitied. He glanced from her to the blade on the floor. It was no longer a murder weapon. It was a toy, the latest addition to the prop inventory. It was silly to think that two persons had been killed with such a toy.

  He looked at her again. Her mouth worked for a minute before any words came out.

  “Just for the record, Johnny,” she said quietly, “you’re lousy in bed.”

  He had heard that one before. He thought back to Sondra, Sondra Barr with the violet eyes and the lovely red-gold hair.

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��Real lousy,” insisted Jan.

  “That’s because I’m not a girl,” Johnny said.

  His answer surprised her. And hers surprised him. “Aren’t you going to hit me, Johnny?”

  He shook his head. Was this what she expected of men? That in the last analysis they would beat her? No wonder she preferred girls.

  “Then what are you going to do?”

  “I’m going to take you to a cop named Haig,” he announced, “and you’re going to tell him just how you murdered two people.”

  Chapter Sixteen

  SHE SAT NEXT TO JOHNNY in the back seat of the taxi to Police Headquarters. The razor and the strop were in his pocket. He did not say a word during the ride. Neither did she.

  He told the desk sergeant he was going in to see Haig. The cop started to give him directions.

  “I know the way,” Johnny told him. “I’ve been here often enough. And don’t tell him I’m coming. It’s a surprise.”

  It was a surprise. It was not a pleasant surprise, judging by the look on Haig’s face. To be perfectly accurate, Johnny thought, you could only say that Haig turned purple. Literally. His face was the color of grape juice.

  “That’s right,” Johnny insisted. “I’ve caught your killer for you.”

  “Once a night oughta be enough,” the big cop said. “You wanta spend a week in jail, Johnny?”

  He laughed. “This is Jan Vernon, Sam.”

  “We’ve met. Listen, Johnny—”