Here Come the Dogs
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Blind in one eye with a kinked back leg,
he’s smaller than the other dogs,
but somehow he beats all comers.
Every time, he starts slow
but ends with power,
hunger.
We’ve heard that in training
he’s thrown real rabbits and possums to chase
so that he keeps the blood lust up.
An ageing warrior,
close to the end.
We all sit silently,
drinking.
Aleks
We never get to see Aleks.
He’s got a missus, a young daughter
and a house he built himself.
Still, even after all this time,
he has that pirouette of smoke
in his eyes.
At age five he moved here from Macedonia
and despite limited English
quickly established himself
as king of the kids
with his fast, big fists.
At age thirteen he knocked out an English teacher
who tried to make him
spell his name with an ‘x’,
not a ‘ks’.
It was around this time he found
another use for his hands.
One day, when a graff crew from Sydney
painted a wildstyle piece under the bridge
over the river,
Aleks discovered a love
to replace the sweet science
(though if lessons needed to be taught,
cunts needed to learn).
From then on it was burners/
boltcutters/
blackbooks
and
guerilla expeditions to Bunnings
to rack paint cans/
And don’t forget
that rush that makes your dick hard.
The Old Timer
‘When I was in England,
I visited Old TRAFFORD,
the home of MANCHESTER UNITED.’
‘We can hear you, mate –
we’re right here.’
The old timer’s been talking frog shit for nearly
fifteen minutes now.
Sad bastard –
desiccated look of a dedicated drinker.
Threads from a cheap Western –
ten-gallon hat, bolo tie,
spurs on boots.
‘Johnny No-Cash,’ says Aleks in my ear.
I stifle a smile.
‘The coach told me I had the BEST LEFT BOOT
he had ever seen.’
Bullshit artists
come a dime a dozen in this town –
it takes one to know one, ay?
A message from Georgie
Good afternoon, beautiful boy.
In boring lecture having naughty thoughts about u.
Can’t wait 2 c u 2nite. Luv, Porge x
Love?
I pocket the phone.
When’s this race gonna start?
A little something to rev things up
I wipe the top of the cistern
and bring up my hand –
there’s white powder on my palm.
I love doing that.
It’s almost like I’ve busted someone in the act.
Aleks takes out a marker
and writes his tag on the cubicle wall
with a flourish.
JAKEL
Meanwhile, Jimmy racks up
three lines
with a seasoned hand
and his keycard.
My brother Jimmy, who could never
even handle his beer back in the day.
Aleks does a line and blinks.
‘Dearo fucken me! This is good shit, bro. Aryan white.’
I roll up the drawn-on five-buck note
and hoover a line.
The cocaine hits immediately –
a cold zoom in the guts,
a perfectly timed tackle.
I backflip
into a glacial crevasse.
The track
The track smoulders.
Thick lights shine down
holding within them insects
and motes of dust.
The dogs’ feet articulate
on the soil of the holding pen.
In part dieted on honey, vegetable oil and eggs,
their coats glow.
Tinny announcements over the loudspeakers.
The trainers are hand slipping the dogs now,
one hand on the collar
the other arm hooked at the base of
their undercarriages
shuffling them forward into the traps.
Like everyone else,
we riffle and check our betslips.
In the stands,
we can hear the dogs’ high-pitched
whimpers and yelps
as they scrape in the traps.
We begin to cheer.
The race
Bang goes the gun,
zoom goes the artificial rabbit,
off go the hounds
like water out a
sluice.
They are a rumbling mass at first
but as they round the corner
they separate into surreal, spear-headed things
that lope and arch through the air –
feet, dust, sound.
The crowd rises
and we do too,
ten-feet tall and charged with powder,
seeing the race in jittering frames.
Here comes Mercury Fire!
A grey streak of
ribs/
sinew-lashed muscle/
light.
Right down the straight
he looks like a young dog again,
propelled by furious, otherworldly energy.
He’s neck and neck for the lead with
two black hounds,
loping forward, urging/
and we’re screaming, screaming/
‘Come on, boy. COME ON!’
and Mercury Fire is straining onwards
every muscle working for the one goal,
courage and conviction in the blood,
launching over the track for the last time.
He comes in third.
I realise that I’ve been holding my breath
the whole race.
What happens to a racing dog past its prime?
Jimmy says they find them homes
where they get retrained as house pets.
Aleks says he’s heard of a bloke
in Wollongong who’s killed over five thousand
healthy hounds with a captive bolt gun
once they lose speed.
I say they get their ears cut off
(cos of the ID tattoo)
then let go in the bush
cos owners don’t have the heart to kill them.
Jimmy
Jimmy is arguing with me about money again.
‘Jimmy, it’s five fucken bucks, mate. I’ll pay ya back tomorrow.’
‘That’s what you always say.’
Jimmy –
catfood-hearted,
jelly-spined motherfucker.
Cheap-deodorant, call-centre Jimmy.
No good with his fists
but uses rumours like napalm.
He’s family but,
so what the fuck can you do?
Outside the racecourse
Eyes tick like a stopwatch/
People head home or out/
A cop car smears by/
Then a Ninja Turtle-green Supra
with two chicks hanging from one window/
techno pumping/
‘Ay, boys, show us where ya piss from!’/
We’re cracking up
and our middle fingers go straight in the air/
This is good shit/
‘Oi, I’m tilted.’
‘Me too.’
I’m trying to keep it toge
ther but
Jimmy and Aleks not so much.
Chewing like mastodons,
they must’ve taken pills, too,
the sly cunts.
People are milling around the entrance.
The old timer is rabbiting on to someone
and we swerve to avoid him.
‘ . . . the best left boot he’d EVER seen.’
Gladys
I chase her down in the carpark.
Red, wary face,
god-awful turquoise windcheater
and a cockney accent.
But there’s something about the old duck
that chokes me up.
I introduce myself,
squat down and pat Mercury Fire.
‘He did good, yeah? Especially for his last race.
I trained him since he was a pup,’ she says.
Mercury Fire studies me with
his one good eye, grinning and panting.
‘I know, I know. Me and my mates have
been watching him race for the last year.
The best there was, seriously. I mean is. Was.’
I’m talking too fast. Slow your roll, Solomon.
She’s looking away now –
‘Yeh. Probably gonna send him to a new home, or . . .
I’m moving back to England in a few weeks.’
Why at that age? Are those tears?
She keeps talking –
‘They like it, you know. The dogs. They like racing.
People reckon it’s cruel but we treat em better
than most owners treat their dogs.’
She’s looking directly at me now.
I wonder if she can tell I’m out of it
but then she looks past me.
I shake her hand awkwardly. ‘Best of luck, ay.’
‘Yer, you too.’
She smiles and I smile back.
‘Hey, can I ask you something?’ I say.
A phone call
Georgie’s busting my balls
and it’s ruining my high.
‘It’s cruel, Solomon.
They exploit those poor animals.’
Hasn’t she got something better to do?
I thought she was studying.
‘Can we talk about this later? Please.’
I hear Jimmy behind me
singing ‘My Cherie Amour’
like Stevie Wonder.
I throw a crushed tinnie at him.
‘I’ll be back at yours a bit later, all right, babe?
Don’t wait up for me.’
The cypher
On the way to get chips and gravy
we see a cypher –
a circle of youngsters rapping.
Seven kids, seven heads bobbing,
some of them sipping on longies
as they wait for their turn to rap.
The lad beatboxing is a Koori fulla –
I used to play ball with his older brother.
He’s supplying a steady, boombap beat.
A few of them nod at us
and we observe from outside the circle.
I always thought that, from above,
the circle of heads
would look like bullets loaded in a chamber,
each MC ready with his percussive, weaponised voice,
some rapid fire,
some jamming.
A pretty brunette is up first.
She’s got a dope flow
but it’s obviously a written verse.
Next is an African cat
who’s using an American accent –
we all wince.
Someone else takes over the beatboxing
and the Koori fulla starts freestyling,
clowning on people in the circle.
He’s a cocky cunt, just like his bro.
His flow is a bit off
but his punchlines are hitting
and soon we’re all laughing.
I make a mental note
to keep an eye out for him.
I look up and for a second
I swear I can see skulls swinging
from the trees above us
but then I realise it’s a trick of the light.
Jimmy and I step forward
and rap for a bit
but we’re rusty.
All it takes is a week off
to lose the edge.
Plus neither of us were ever MCs.
But it’s part of the game –
gotta give it a go.
Afterwards, we smoke a joint with the youngsters.
‘You lads aren’t going out tonight? Heaps going on, uce.’
The Koori lad and the brunette are arm in arm
and he says, ‘Nah, brus. Can’t get in anywhere, ay.’
The brunette pipes up, ‘Would rather be doin this anyway.’
We laugh.
‘True.’
Fights are freight trains
You can see em coming a mile off,
and if not,
make em happen.
The line for chips and gravy is rowdy.
This shardhead behind us is
gnashing and doing a weird jig
on the spot.
Jimmy blows kisses
at his methed-up, cue-ball eyes,
taunting him.
Aleks places
a hand on Jimmy’s shoulder –
‘Leave it, bro. Leave it.’
My bro cocks his head,
as if trying to hear a faint noise.
He looks at me,
then back at Aleks.
Then he turns to the shardhead
and spits in his face.
When the meth head lashes out,
it’s wild but somehow finds its mark –
a savage kiss on the end of a whip.
Jimmy drops straight away.
Before he even lands Aleks and I
are on the shardhead and
there are no words,
just the sound of rockmelons
dropped onto asphalt from a bridge
and soon blood mixes with chicken salt
and footsteps are everywhere and a chick is on her mobile
and Aleks is grimacing as he punches
and the methhead is shrieking like a berserker now
and some of our punches are landing on each other
and one of us is yelling same team, same team
and Jimmy is on his feet unsteadily
smiling eagerly,
and he says ‘white cunt’ but we all know
it’s not about that well it may be
and he starts to kick the shardhead in his face
but that’s not cool so Aleks edges back and is shaking his great head
and the chick is screaming
the cops are on their way fuckheads
so we wrestle Jimmy out the door
and into the early morning darkness.
What’s got into him?
These swings are too small for us.
Aleks is throwing tanbark into the dark –
he hasn’t said a word since the fight.
I roll a joint and pass it round,
Pete Rock playing from my iPhone.
Jimmy won’t shut the fuck up
about the fight,
reliving it over and over,
as he always does.
Without warning, Aleks stands up,
walks to Jimmy and stops in front of him,
faces centimetres apart.
Jimmy looks confused at first
then stares back,
face hardening.
Aleks searches Jimmy’s face,
holding him squarely with his stare,
breathing, searching.
‘I’m off, brother.’
Jimmy starts after him but I grab his forearm.
‘Leave him alone, bro. Jimmy. James, leave him alone,’ I say.
Aleks is now a slash of ink,
&n
bsp; darkening into the crosshatch of trees.
Jimmy sits back down –
‘What’s got into him?’
Wish we had a white person with us
Ten empty cabs have passed us by.
The cabbie
His breath smells of cardamom tea
and a twelve-hour shift.
He eyes us warily –
‘If you need to vomit you tell me, yeah? I’ll pull over.’
‘Nah, nah. No worries. We’re big boys, mate.’