Forever & an Engine (The Austin Series)

by C. J. Fallowfield

  ‘Christ Mia, you’re even tighter, it’s incredible’ he groaned in my ear and I managed to turn my head to meet his lips. We kissed awkwardly, as with every thrust he made we both shunted forwards and our lips lost contact. I gave into the sensation of being fucked twice over at the same time and buried my face in the pillow again as I mumbled obscenities. I felt Gabe pick up speed and my legs bent again and I reached up and pushed my hands flat on the leather headboard.

  ‘Gabe please,’ I panted, then screamed with delight, as he twisted the beads inside me over and over as he continued to ram me. I was hot and sticky writhing under him, desperately clenching my muscles as another climax hit. I heard him grunt then moan, as he tensed up and then relaxed as he came inside me then gently collapsed on top of me. We lay there panting for a few minutes and his lips grazed my cheek.

  ‘God you’re amazing. How are you feeling?’

  ‘Full,’ I giggled. ‘Full and very happy. I’m ready, I’ll be ready to try it for real.’

  ‘Do you want me to come out or stay inside you for a while?’

  ‘Just stay a bit longer please if that’s ok? I love feeling you inside me, surrounding me, I’m all contended, warm and cosy.’

  ‘Then I’ll stay.’ He reached his arms up and knotted his fingers into mine, which were still flat on the headboard. He sighed as his lips kissed every inch of my face that he could see.

  ‘Are you happy Gabe?’

  ‘As much as I could ever be baby, it’s you that does this to me, you’re my sunshine in the storm,’ he whispered as he kissed me again. I smiled, happy that I’d pleased him and that he enjoyed being with me. I wanted to lie there forever but I knew we had to move.

  ‘Ok I’m ready if you need to come out.’ I groaned as he pulled himself out of me and tipped himself onto his side, his stomach against my hip and ran his hand up and down my spine. With him being out of me, the feeling of the beads still inside me made them feel even bigger and I wriggled on the bed.

  ‘Ok, I’m going to take them out for you now.’

  ‘No don’t, they feel nice,’ I protested.

  ‘Mia, are you going to lie there all day with them inside you?’

  ‘No.’

  ‘Then they need to come out. I need a shower and want to go shopping so I can cook us a Sunday lunch.’

  ‘You do spoil me. What are you going to do?’ I asked as I lifted my head and turned to look at him.

  ‘What’s your favourite?’

  ‘I love roast chicken with lots of rosemary and thyme.’

  ‘Then roast chicken it is.’

  ‘Ok you’d better take them out, I’m greased up like a basted chicken myself. I need a shower too.’

  ‘Fast or slow?’

  ‘Slowly please, you did it fast last time. I want to try something new.’

  ‘You’re always trying new things baby, I love that about you.’ He smiled at me and kissed me quickly on the lips. ‘Ok, keep eye contact with me, I want to see how you feel as it happens.’

  ‘Why?’

  ‘This is kind of new to me too.’

  ‘I thought you’d had anal sex before?’

  ‘Yes, but I told you I’ve never used toys on a girl before.’

  ‘I like that I’m your first for that. Ok I’m ready.’ I felt him gently tug on the ring at the bottom of the beads and my eyes widened and I yelped as the first one struggled against me and then popped out. ‘God, at least it’s easier coming out than going in,’ I moaned. I jumped at each and every one as it burst out of me, leaving me feeling cold and empty. I put my face back down in the pillow and sighed heavily.

  ‘Your face was a picture, pain and pleasure all rolled into one.’ He kissed my bottom cheeks and gave them a gentle slap and I felt him roll off the bed. ‘Are you joining me in the shower, or it is too embarrassing to wash with me after I’ve just violated you in both holes?’

  ‘I’ll come and have a shower with you, you may just need to turn around for some parts of it,’ I blushed. He grinned and held out his hand to me, pulled me up and led me to the bathroom. The shower was amazing, the perfect temperature and strong enough to leave me feeling one hundred percent clean and fresh. Gabe put his arms around me and we stood in the pouring water kissing.

  ‘Right, are you coming shopping with me? If so I’ll take the car.’

  ‘And what would you suggest I wear? My school girl outfit and heels?’

  ‘Hmmm, I think Waitrose may frown upon that. I better go alone then. Is there anything in particular you want?’

  ‘I’d love a Mars milk and a donut if that’s ok?’

  ‘How you keep that fantastic figure of yours is beyond me. Ok, I’m going to get dressed and combine it with a run. I may be about an hour and a half is that ok?’

  ‘Yes that’s fine, I’ll go and clean up the cinema. If you’re not back can I go and watch some TV in your lounge?’

  ‘Baby, my house is your house, you do whatever you want. I’ll make you a coffee and put some croissants in the oven and leave them to warm so they’ll be ready when you come down.’

  ‘Thanks, you’re my favourite boyfriend ever.’

  ‘Glad to hear it, see you later.’ He kissed me and I stood in the shower and watched him dry himself, his muscles flexing and scrumptious. I washed my hair when he disappeared I stepped out of the shower, dried off and took my pill and brushed my teeth. I found his hairdryer in the bathroom cabinet and took it out to his bedroom. He’d already left and put one of his fresh white shirts out for me to wear along with my white lace French knickers and my black legwarmers and bra.

  I padded downstairs feeling refreshed. There was a hot vanilla latte waiting for me and a plate with fresh strawberries and blueberries. I opened the oven to find two crispy croissants waiting and sat at the dining table with my feet tucked up on the chair as I balanced the plate on my knees and enjoyed eating. There was no rain today, no sun either, but it looked crisp and dry and not as cold as yesterday. I washed up and headed down to the cinema to pick up our discarded clothes, glasses, bottles and pizza boxes making a few trips up and down until it was tidy. I did the remaining load of dark washing and headed back to the lounge with the cream throw and my iPhone and curled up in the corner of the sofa and put on the TV. As I checked my phone I saw I’d one text message from mum.

  Hi Mia, hope you’re ok? I’d like to talk to you about your plans for half term and Christmas, so if you can give me a call today that would be lovely. Gerry sends his love, as do I. Mum xx

  I dialled her number, better to do it now or I’d be busy with Gabe later and forget.

  ‘Hello?’

  ‘Hi mum it’s me, Mia.’

  ‘Hello sweetheart, you’re ringing early.’

  ‘I’m spending the weekend with Gabe and he’s just gone out food shopping. How are you?’

  ‘Good, very good, though it’s odd getting used to you not being at home.’

  ‘Have you heard from Georgie? I’ve texted her a few times and not heard back.’

  ‘Not this week no, with all the crazy shifts these nurses do, I think she loses track of time.’

  ‘Well tell her I’d like to talk to her, to catch up, when you next speak to her. So what’s up? You wanted to talk holidays?’

  ‘Well I was hoping you’d come and stay Saturday to Tuesday in half term. I know you’ll need to do some study so I don’t want to put any extra pressure on you.’

  ‘Mum I’d really like that.’

  ‘Obviously bring Lexi too but also Gabe, I want to meet him properly.’

  ‘Mum are you sure?’

  ‘Yes, but we’ll have to be sneaky and pretend he’s staying in one of the spare rooms, I don’t think Gerry will entertain the idea of his little girl having sex under his roof.’

  ‘Mum.’

  ‘Please darling, I remember what it was like to be a teenager in love, I was at it like a rabbit and just because you get older the desire doesn’t always wane,’ she laughed.

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nbsp; ‘I’ll put the phone down if you carry on mum. Ok I’ll ask him. So what about Christmas?’

  ‘I hope you, Lexi and Georgie won’t be offended but Gerry and I’d like to go away, we’ve seen the most amazing cruise around the Caribbean.’

  ‘Mum of course I’m not offended. It’s not like I can keep coming home every Christmas for ever is it?’

  ‘Well I’m worried about what you’ll do. You and Lexi have never been interested in learning to cook and I hate the idea of the two of you sitting alone without a Christmas dinner.’

  ‘Mum don’t worry we’ll be fine. Gabe’s an amazing cook so I’ll make sure he teaches me.’

  ‘It means I won’t see you for your birthday either Mia.’ I heard her sigh heavily.

  ‘Mum it’s ok, these things happen when you leave home. Maybe you could come up and visit one weekend before you go?’

  ‘I’d love that.’

  We chatted for about half an hour before she hung up to try and get hold of my sister. I sent Lexi a text.

  I’m missing you. Are you ok? What are you doing? Or do I want to know?? Mum wants you and Gabe to come home with me for a few days for half term, but it looks like it’s just you and me here for Xmas x

  Juz woke up. Woz bout 2 text U. Feel like shit so stayin in bed 4 day :-( x

  Do you really feel like shit or are you in bed with Orgie and the new rabbit??

  Wat do u take me 4? Sum kind of vibe addict?

  Well since you got Orgie yes! You honestly never had a vibrator before?

  Never owned 1, but someone used 1 on me once. Woznt that impressed, these 2 do the job though! Technol obv moved on :-) 2day I’m act feelin like crap though :-(

  Do you need me to come home or get you anything?

  Thanx but b ok. So ows lover boy?

  Amazing. Up to eight times now and you’re going to love his cinema. You let me know if you need me and I’ll come straight home ok?

  Thanx but bugger off with ur 8 bloody times ;-) <3 U x

  You too Lex x

  I went and made myself a normal instant coffee, as his machine looked far too complicated and sat on the sofa enjoying some mindless viewing until I heard the gravel crunching, ran to the front door and opened it. He was standing there with his keys in his hand and looked startled.

  ‘I missed you, welcome home.’ I flung my arms around his neck and kissed him.

  ‘You’re so sweet and looking very sexy in that outfit,’ he purred as his eyes lingered on my chest. Just seeing him again had made my nipples peak and lift the material of his shirt. He followed me in and we headed to the kitchen where he unpacked his rucksack and put a fresh chicken, some potatoes and carrots, sweet potato and fine French beans on the counter. He handed me my bottle of mars milk and donut and walked over to the freezer and put something in and turned and grinned at me.

  ‘So, how you fancy watching how a roast dinner’s cooked?’

  ‘I’d love to, in fact I need to.’ I hopped up on the countertop next to the hob. ‘Can I talk to you while you cook?’

  ‘Of course you can.’ He pulled off his sweatshirt and I made an appreciative noise as his grey t-shirt rode up and I got a flash of his torso. ‘Are you getting horny again baby?’ he grinned.

  ‘Maybe,’ I broke eye contact and blushed.

  ‘Well I need to get this chicken and the potatoes in before we do anything Mia, so start talking.’

  ‘It’s about your plans for half term, do you have any?’

  ‘Other than wanting to take you to Edinburgh for a few days no. Why?’

  ‘I just spoke to mum and she wants me to go down the first Saturday and stay until Tuesday.’

  ‘Four days?’

  ‘Yes.’

  ‘God that’s going to be hard if we can’t even make it past two days apart,’ he frowned.

  ‘She wants you and Lexi to come too, if that’s ok?’

  ‘Are you serious? I thought you were against meeting the parents, it was one of your rules.’ He looked so excited, it was adorable.

  ‘Which I told you I was forgetting about except for you sleeping with anyone but me, besides we’ve both already met them anyway. Is it too much? Too soon to ask?’

  ‘It would be too much to ask me not to see you for four days, so yes I’m more than happy to come. Do I need to prepare for a grilling?’

  ‘I don’t know, but you need to set up in the spare room, Gerry’s not keen on us sharing.’

  ‘I have to sleep without you?’ his face fell again.

  ‘We can sneak you into my room in the night.’

  ‘Thank god. Well count me in. I’d like to book some flights and a hotel for us to go up to Edinburgh, so we could go Thursday and come back Sunday. I’ll need your passport details.’

  ‘I could ring you with them. What details would you need?’ I felt my stomach churning. I was sure he was going to need my date of birth.

  ‘Passport number, expiry date, full name, date of issue, place of issue and your birthday.’ He rattled the list off like someone who was seriously well travelled. I sighed, there was no way I could keep putting this off. He looked at me with a curious expression. ‘Ok what’s going on?’

  ‘I don’t know an easy way to say this Gabe.’

  ‘You’re not going to tell me you were born a man are you? As I may just had to stab myself with this potato peeler,’ he said, brandishing it over his heart as he smiled.

  ‘Gabe it’s not funny, I really need to tell you something.’ I clenched my fists and looked down at my knees, my stomach flipping and not in the good “I’m in love with this guy” way. He put down the knife and wedged himself between my legs, tilting my chin to force me to look him in the eye.

  ‘Mia, you can tell me anything. What’s wrong?’

  ‘It’s about my birthday and I’m sorry, I’m really sorry.’

  ‘Baby what?’

  ‘It’s Christmas eve.’ I bit my lip and reached up to touch the side of his face as he flinched and took a quick sharp breath and remained silent for a while, as if mulling it over.

  ‘Have you been worrying about telling me?’ he finally asked quietly.

  ‘Yes,’ I whispered.

  ‘O baby, why didn’t you tell me earlier instead of worrying? It makes it better for me.’

  ‘How can it make it better for you? I can’t bear to think what you must go through each year thinking about her.’ I lowered my eyes as they’d started to fill up.

  ‘Mia look at me. Look at me.’ He had his firm voice on, so I lifted my eyes up and studied his face as he wiped my tears with his thumbs and kissed me. ‘Yes I’ll admit I get a little sad each year, but now I’ve something to look forward to instead, something to celebrate.’

  ‘I don’t want to make you celebrate, I can always spend the day with Lexi.’

  ‘You think I want to be apart from you on your birthday? I feel like it’s a bit of balance. I lose her on Christmas eve, but now I’ve got you. I get to celebrate you being born the same day and that’ll make it so much easier for me to bear.’

  ‘You’re so amazing.’ I kissed him and put my head on his shoulder and he stroked my hair gently.

  ‘I’m so sorry you’ve been worrying about telling me.’

  ‘When’s your birthday Gabe?’

  ‘16th September, the first night I saw you.’

  ‘Sorry you did say, I didn’t realise that was the 16th. I’m sorry, I didn’t get you a present,’ I exclaimed as I sat upright to look at him.

  ‘Well you hadn’t met me, you didn’t know.’

  ‘I sort of met you, I just don’t remember.’

  ‘Seeing you across that room was the second best present I’ve ever had,’ he murmured as he planted a soft kiss on my lips.

  ‘What was your best present?’

  ‘When you told me that you loved me. My heart aches every time you say it.’

  ‘I do you know.’

  ‘What?’

  ‘Love you,’ I whispered as I ran
my finger down his face, still amazed how much he seemed to be affected by me.

  ‘See. I bet I’m grinning from ear to ear aren’t I?’

  ‘Yes you are, you big softie.’

  ‘So can you please dig out your passport and we can book a long weekend away and enjoy it as much as I have this one?’

  ‘Most definitely.’

  ‘Excellent.’

  ‘Gabe?’

  ‘Yes?’

  ‘Are we having bread sauce with the chicken? I love bread sauce.’

  ‘You and your food. I like seeing you with an appetite,’ he said as he kissed me before continuing with the lunch preparation.

  ‘It’s all these orgasms I keep having. They make me extra hungry.’

  ‘I better stop giving them to you then,’ he teased as he crunched on a raw carrot.

  ‘Noooo. More orgasms and more food please. So tell me what you’re doing with this chicken.’

  We spent nearly over two hours in the kitchen as I watched him cook and he made me peel and chop the sweet potatoes. He helped me make the bread sauce and gravy and we tucked into a big lunch with crispy roasts and fresh vegetables.

  ‘O god Gabe that was delicious,’ I sighed as I sat back and put my hands over my full stomach.

  ‘Hmmmm I needed that. You’re wearing me out. So why all this sudden interest in cooking?’

  ‘You make it look so easy and taste so good. Much as I love my take aways it’d be nice to be able to cook now and again. Plus mum has just broken it to me that she’s going on a Caribbean cruise this Christmas, so Lexi and I are going to be staying here.’