The Diary of a Side Chick 6 (SCD)

by Tamicka Higgins

  “Hold up nigga. You murked a shit ton of niggas at this place? What the hell were you thinkin’? Did I not tell you that yo ass ain’t supposed to use that gun for shit like that? You know how much attention this gone cause us? They gone find out it was us, nah it was yo ass who did this shit to his goons. Fuck! You was just supposed to watch the place and see if the bitch would come out. Why did you fuckin do that, Dae?”

  I placed my face in the palms of my hands and rubbed my face roughly. I didn’t mean for him to react like that. I honestly thought I was doin’ the right thing. Maybe I did get carried away.

  “Shit. Kaleo, what if they don’t know, though. They ain’t ever see my face before and everyone that was in that house that I encountered was dead. I killed all of them after all. I mean, maybe I did get carried away but shit. They ain’t no evidence I was there. No one saw me.”

  I tried to reason with him but it looked like it only made him more flustered. I just stayed quiet while I watched him curse out loud and pace around the room. He just went on for a minute before he came to a stop and looked me in my eyes. He was giving me the look of death, and it was like he was tellin’ me that this was the end of the road for me and he was gone put an end to me. I was oddly at peace though and I just returned his stare with a blank gaze as well.

  “You have a point.” He finally said. He took a couple steps back and leaned up against the nearest wall.

  I just looked at him with my eyebrows raised. Did he really mean that or was he being sarcastic? I honestly could not tell and it bothered me that I wasn’t able to grasp if he was being serious or not. I just waited for him to continue.

  “Lil nigga, why you lookin’ at me like that. I just said that yo smartass had a damn point. They ain’t see what you looked like but they also know that I’m comin’ after that bitch. I mean, they may or may not be able to put two and two together, but still. Just be a little more careful and next time, don’t go on and cause a full on blood bath, aight?”

  I nodded my head and rubbed my temples. I had a weird headache goin’ through and it was hella annoying.

  “You aight?”

  “Yeah, just thinkin’ about all the niggas I just killed. That shit was weird. I hate to admit it, but it felt like I had power and that I could do whatever when I was holdin’ that nine.”

  I looked at my thigh that I had wrapped before I delivered the news to Kaleo. He saw me lookin’ and just shook his head.

  “Yeah, and with that power comes consequences, as you can see with yo damn tattered body. Nigga, you gotta be careful. You just learned how to use that gun. Don’t become a nigga who is too damn trigga happy, aight? Now, rest the fuck up and get back to work, since yo ass is just so damn eager to go on and do shit like that.”

  He chuckled as he walked away, which made me feel better about myself. Made me feel like he wasn’t really mad at me. That was a good feelin’, but he was right. I really did need to watch it and I did need to get my shit together. Aight, off to just patrollin’ and not shootin’ up niggas. I don’t think my body can take any more shots right now. Time to just locate this bitch.

  Chapter 15

  Dae

  You know what I was thinkin? After last night or actually, the past few nights where I went to scope those places, I think I may just turn this shit into a career. I know I was strugglin’ a little with this shit but I think I have come to the conclusion that I want to make this shit a career. I mean, if I’m already sittin’ here takin bullets and shit for this shit then I might as well commit, right? I like this, well I’m startin’ to like this. Maybe I’ll just see how this all plays out? Nah, I know I wanna be in this game, I like the money and I like the thrill. Next, though, I’ma need Kaleo to let me in on this drug of his and he needs to tell me more about it. He ain’t talk about it in some time, ever since I came down here. It’s whatever, though, he has had a lot on his mind and I understand that completely.

  Well shit. I have rested enough and it is time for me to get this shit on the road. I had a job to do and this time, it didn’t involve me havin’ to go to a known hangout with a shitload of niggas that I felt so compelled to kill. I’m bringin’ my nine with me, though, I just won’t use it unless I seriously have to.

  I hopped out of bed and got dressed in my usual blacked out outfit, a new set though ‘cause the other set of clothes I was wearin’ had all kinds of bloodstains and bullet holes and shit. I still needed to look some kind of fresh while I was out huntin’ a bitch. When I was ready, I headed to my car and hopped inside. I cranked the ignition and made my way to the location listed on the paper, the one that bitch had to write multiple times. If that doesn’t scream that she was there, then I don’t know what does. Whatever, though. It was still early, the sun ain’t even gone down yet. I wanted to lurk in the dark so that it wasn’t hella obvious that I was watchin’ for this bitch. I figured that while I waited for the sun to finally set that I would grab something to eat. Sounded legit enough.

  I drove close to the house but pulled into a plaza thing that wasn’t too far from it. I parked my car and eyed the big bright lights of all the stores that laid out on the strip. There was a Target, some other fancy boutiques, and a few mom and pop ran restaurants. They looked good enough to me so I hopped out my car and headed over to one of them. It was a small mom and pop Italian restaurant or some shit. I don’t know, I was just hungry and anything sounded really good. I wasn’t going to settle for no Burger King or McDonalds right now.

  I shoved my hands in my pocket and thought about how good the food was going to taste when I caught a glimpse of a fine ass female. She had a real thick frame. Her thighs and ass were on point, it complimented her tiny waist and petite chest. Her hair was long and black, reachin’ her waist and mami had some killer brown eyes. She shot me one seductive ass look and had a nigga deep in his feels. I wasn’t sure how to exactly feel, I ain’t ever been looked at like that by a female as fine as she was. I had to keep walkin’ though, I had shit I needed to get done. She was good to look at and shit, but I gotta get my shit together.

  I just smiled at her and continued to walk, making my way to that Italian restaurant.

  “Hey, that place isn’t as good as it looks,” She said as she waited for me to turn around and face her.

  She was wearin’ black leggings, a black crop top, and some knee high black boots. Shawty was in all black like me, I was diggin’ it. I subconsciously licked and bit my lips as I looked at her. She must have noticed it ‘cause her whole demeanor changed. She went from playing like a good girl to lookin’ me up and down, eyein’ a nigga like she wanted me. She was distracting me, this was bad.

  “How about you come with me and I’ll show you somethin’ better? There is an awesome bar at my hotel, we can carry this conversation over there and you can tell me a little more about yourself. How does that sound?” She said with a real seductive wink. How could a nigga say no?

  I stood there and contemplated the pros and cons of me going with this fine ass bitch to her hotel and havin’ a couple of drinks with her. It wasn’t entirely a bad idea, I would just be with her for a little bit anyway. Kaleo ain’t gone notice that I was slackin’ ‘cause I won’t be. I’ll just spend some time with her and get to know her before I go on and carry my mission. I couldn’t miss out on this opportunity, I really couldn’t. She was hot as fuck.

  “Yeah, sounds like a good idea. Let’s go.”

  Just like that, I was chasin’ this bitch down the street to a nearby hotel. It was lavish as shit and I felt underdressed as fuck but I didn’t feel too out of place ‘cause shawty was in the same boat as me. I followed her up the elevator to this bar that was on the same floor as her hotel room. We both sat at the bar that overlooked the city and shared a couple laughs and small conversation.

  After laughin’ and shit, I found myself lookin’ out over the city, remembering I still had a job to do and that I really needed to end this shit and get on with it. Lil mama must have seen the puzzled lo
ok on my face ‘cause she interjected into my thoughts and distracted me with her voice.

  “Hey, what is the matter?”

  I just looked at her and smiled.

  “Nothin’, just admirin’ the city and shit. Thinkin’ bout how lucky I am to be sittin’ up here with a woman as fine as you.” I said with a wink.

  Lil shawty didn’t buy it, though, she just cut her eyes at me and shook her head with a sly little smile on her face.

  “Mhm, I’ve heard that before. Come on, what is really on your mind?”

  Damn, she was good. What the hell? Was she really this good or was the lie heavy on my face. Either way, she had a nigga in a corner fessin’ up some damn answers.

  “Uh, well. I have some shit I need to do for my brother. I was just thinkin’ bout how much work I have to do and how this lil project I had been workin’ on is really takin a toll on me.”

  “Lil project? What is you workin’ on that is gone make you tired?”

  “Eh, just some family business.”

  “Family business? What do y’all do?”

  “Just some, research and uh things.”

  “Like what?”

  I cut my eyes at her and gave her a look that made her shut up. She was startin’ to get on my nerves with all these damn questions. I just wanted her to sit there and look pretty ‘cause now I was gettin' annoyed with her lil voice.

  “I’m sorry. I must have annoyed you. It’s the alcohol gettin' to me, I really do apologize.” She said as she grabbed onto my arm and tugged on it playfully. I couldn’t help but smile at her, maybe the alcohol just made shawty ask a shit ton of questions. Alcohol does make females hella talkative so I forgave her.

  “Oh, by the way. What is your brother’s name? He seems like someone important and someone you look up to, being you spend a hell of a lot of time doing research and projects and shit for him.” She said with a flirtatious smile.

  I winked at her before I spoke.

  “His name is Kaleo. He is my role model and I love the nigga to death. I would do anything for him.”

  She smiled up at me and bit her lip again. God, it looked so damn sexy when she did that shit. Who the fuck was this female and how the hell did I get so lucky to have such a fine ass girl hangin’ on my arm? I mean, back when I went to school around momma’s, I had females throw theyselves at me and tell me all kinds of shit but I ain’t do anything about it. Was it my whole bad boy look that earned me this woman? I’ll admit it shamefully, I ain’t ever had sex with a woman. I always wondered about it but momma shamed it into me not to touch a woman until I was married so I never thought twice about it. Now that I was a grown man livin’ out here doin’ whatever the fuck I wanted, I could violate that damn rule and shit. Maybe she was the one I’d lose it to? Shit, what if I’m horrible, though? Yo, what the fuck am I thinkin’? I don’t even know if this female wants to lay with me. I can’t sit here and assume that she is just gone give it up to a nigga.

  “That is such a beautiful name. Do you have a name that is better than that, though? I’m sure y’all are close or whatever, but I bet he ain’t as gorgeous as you are. Who do I have the pleasure of spendin’ the evenin’ with?”

  I couldn’t help but chuckle, maybe this bitch was down to lay with me. That or she was just tryna see what a nigga would do when a fine ass female starts throwin’ comments and cute ass remarks and shit. Was this a game? Damn, lemme calm the hell down and see where this is gone go.

  “Well, my name is Kyle. I don’t know if that is any better than his fancy ass name, but yeah. That is my name.”

  She giggled and grabbed tighter onto my arm.

  “That is a nice name too, though. I like how your parents coordinated that, so y’all both started with the letter ‘K’. I really like that.”

  Lil mama loosened her grip on my arm and started to caress it. She kept givin’ me them eyes while she bit her lip. She lowered her voice as she spoke again.

  “I really like you.”

  My eyes widened at this statement. Was lil mama really that drunk or some shit? Like, I swear I didn’t slip anythin’ in her drink like I don’t play those games. She really wanted to lay with me?? Oh shit! I didn’t know hot to react to this. Uh, fuck.

  I tried to be smooth and natural so I placed my hand on her hand that was caressing my arm. That was all I had to do before she was standin’ up and tuggin’ me in the direction of her room. I was gettin' all up in my feels. I was excited and nervous because I didn't know how experienced she was, but I knew for a fact that I was going to be shit.

  I followed her inside her room and watched as she stumbled a little. It must have been the alcohol that had her all over the place. I thought that was cute but at the same time, I felt hella wrong for takin advantage of her while she was like this. Was I takin advantage of her, though?

  “Girl, you know we ain't need to do this. Right? I ain't the type of nigga to just lay with a female just ‘cause she is fine as shit. I just don't want you feelin’ some type of way bout me.”

  She pushed me up against the wall and told me to shut up with her lips pressed against mine. Damn, that was hot as fuck. I'll take it that lil mama ain't feelin’ violated and wanted to do this just as much as I wanted to. Aight then.

  She deepened the kiss and forced her tongue in my mouth, forcing me to start making out with her. I could do that much at least. I may be a damn virgin, but my lips weren't. I knew how to kiss a bitch so that was somethin’ I knew I was gone be okay with. It was when lil mama started puttin’ her hands on my chest and draggin’ them down to my pants that we started to have problems.

  Ring, ring!!

  “Kaleo!” I yelled into the phone as I gave lil mama the ‘I'm sorry, give me a second’ look.

  “Nigga, how are things comin’ along?”

  “Uh, I haven't headed out yet. I was thinkin’, I wanna gather some more info and shit on this before I go in there. Last thing I need is a repeat of what happened the past two times.”

  Kaleo grew silent for a second. Shit. Was he seeing though my bullshit? I really hope not ‘cause I really don't wanna make nigga mad.

  “Aight then. That's fine. Just do it tomorrow or as soon as you get that info you lookin’ fo. I trust you. I gotta go, though, I have some shit I need to handle on my end with my product business. If you need me, though, text or call. JB is good too, aight?”

  “Yeah, yeah. Thanks!”

  Click.

  “You gotta go?” She said with a frown on her face.

  “No, no I don't. I postponed my shit and I'll get to it later.”

  She smiled at me and placed her face right before mine for a moment before she went to kissin’ and touchin’ all over me. She trailed her hands over the waistband of my pants in such a teasingly way. Lil mama definitely knew what she was doin’, I just wished I knew what I was gettin' myself into. I had a pretty good idea, though. She seemed to be freaky as hell with how she was touchin’ up on me, I just hope I can deliver the same pleasure for her. All I knew was that she was in charge and I needed to just follow her lead until I was good and ready to take the lead.

  Before I knew it, she was slidin’ her hand down my pants and touchin’ my dick. I let out a small groan of pleasure. I ain't ever had a female touch my dick before so this felt hella good. She caressed my dick nice and slow for a second before takin’ her hands out of my pants. I didn't want her to move her hand. I almost grabbed her wrist and shoved her hand back down there, but I waited. I opened my eyes as she broke our kiss and spit on her hand. She placed her lips back onto mine as she glided her lubricated hand back down my pants and rubbed all up on me again. Shit. This felt so good, she had a nigga holdin’ back groans and shit. Fuck, if this was good right now, what was it gone feel like when I actually stick my dick inside of her? Ooh, the very thought of it made my dick twitch a little.

  This bitch broke the kiss again and went down to her knees. Oh shit, I knew what was goin’ to happen now. I watched as lil momma
shot me them seductive eyes again before she went on to unbutton my pants, yanking them down real quick to reveal my dick. She looked satisfied at how big it was and looked like she was ready to suck a nigga up. She was such a tease with it, though. She didn't just place my dick in her mouth and start bobbin, nah, she took my dick in her hand and held it upwards so she could drag her tongue from the underside of my shaft up to the tip where she sucked on the tip playfully as she used her free hand to grab my balls. This was so euphoric. I didn't want to her stop grabbing my balls and sucking the tip, but she had other plans.

  She kissed the tip before taking my entire dick in her mouth. Fuuuuuuck. This felt so fucking good. I couldn't help but take a good portion of her hair into my hands and tuggin’ on it as I pushed her head so that she was takin me into her mouth. I found myself gyrating my hips a little, fucking her mouth as she sat on her knees. It was so fucking hot hearing her gurgle and gag on my dick. I felt kind of bad but she didn't stop me. She kept going. After a while, though, she pushed herself off of me and looked up at me.